just.z

i still miss your presence even though i never had experience your kiss and embrace

i wanted the time to slow down, savor my youth and make memories with the people i love but sometimes, i just wanted it to passed by quickly cuz im so tired of this game of life.

if i were the moon i'd pity how much you invest your night time with the person who's only talking to you cuz the other ten didn't reply.

i love my mom so much, i would definitely die for her. i talk to her whenever i am feeling down cuz she says its better for me to open up than to keep it as a burden that made me think whom she is talking whenever she feels upset too?? i know she can't talk to my dad cuz most of the time he is the main source of our problems. it breaks my heart knowing that my mom have been suffering for us and there's no one she could rely on. im so sorry mom, i have been a selfish daughter, i was too focused with my own sadness and was too busy to even check on you. im so sorry mom, please live long enough until i could give you the comfortable life i had promised to you. i love you.

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