(⯠+ when she decided to stay with the ape-man)
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    âI will miss you, Jane.â
    Tarzan spoke very matter-of-factly, as he was wont to do, and never more than when he was speaking of her. He had never dissembled, where Jane was concerned; not the pleasure he took in her company, nor his sentiments concerning her return to London. Jane, heâd always greeted her, with a warmth that brought a flush to her own cheeks but left Tarzan apparently unselfconscious of his regard for her. Jane must stay with Tarzan, heâd proposed, in the same tones that he might have used to ensure she carried an umbrella on a grey day. And Iâll be with Jane?: the only really important thing he had wanted to make sure of before they departed, for London, together.
    She had known before she saw him today that things had changed. Upon the death of Kerchak, the gorilla whoâd so frightened her before, Tarzan had assumed the duties of leader, naturally, as he seemed to do everything, and the band of gorillas had followed him where Jane and her father could not. She would not have asked him to leave them now. Surely they needed him, more than I do.
    Jane swallowed, which was unfortunate, as her throat tightened. Immediately the tears sprang to her eyes, and she opened her mouth to sayâwhat?
    âMiss Porter!â
    She whirled with the reflexes born of politeness. âIâm, IâmâI know, Iâm coming.â Or going, rather.
    Turning back to Tarzan, Jane found that for once, she was at a loss for words. The silence seemed to expand between them, like some grim ravine, and she could not go to him. There was very little she could say, to bridge that chasm, other than Iâm sorry.
    And if she tried to apologize to him, she was very likely to cry.
    âI suppose,â Jane said instead, âwe should say goodbye.â After all of the times sheâd found herself borne through the trees in his arms, the hand she extended to Tarzan to shake seemed as pitiful as weak tea.
    There was one wild moment where she imaginedâwatching his faceâthat Tarzan was thinking the same, before he lifted his own hand and, gently, turned hers upward so that they met: palm-to-palm, fingers in complete tandem. Not for the first time, she reflected on how strangely intimate the touch of their hands was. Only before, of course, it had never made her want to collapse on the sand and weep.
    âGoodbye,â Tarzan said.
    Jane was wearing her corset, for only the second time since sheâd first come to the jungle, but it was the expression on his face that seemed to paralyze her. Breathless, she turned away, she ran, she clambered into the rowboat with little regard for her skirts and balanced herself on the hard bench, reeling.
    She did not look backâbut her father, who was facing the beach, did. âOh, Iâm going to miss that boy,â lamented Professor Porter, settling back in the boat.
    Jane put her hat on, as it was rather late in the morning, and already Aunt Isabel would be sure to exclaim over how tanned Jane had gotten while she was away.
    She pulled a glove onto one hand, covering the dryness and half-healed blisters which were not a ladyâs wont, and Tarzanâs touch. Impulsively Porter reached across and took her hand in his own.
    âJane, dear,â he murmured, âI canât help feeling that you should stay.â
    âDaddy, please donât. Weâve been through all of this,â Jane burst out, struggling with her glove and wishing she knew where her pocket-handkerchief was. It was if no time at all had passed since the ship had returned, two days previously, and her father had found her sobbing into her pillows.
    He had pointed out the merits of the jungle: how she had come to love it, and how father and daughter had both had very little chance to conduct their research as yet, how Tarzan was clearly amenable to the idea; and Jane had pointed out the merits of civilization: her friends, the little house in Westminster with four sturdy walls and Motherâs roses and most of their library, Aunt Isabel, teaâŚ
    And then she had cried all the harder, because when one got right down to it, Jane Porter had few real prospects in London.
    Now, Jane blinked, hard. âI couldnât possibly stââ
    Jane, Tarzan had pleaded, the morning the ship had returned. Stay, please.
    ââI belong in England, andâŚwith you, with peopleâŚand, oh!â
    As she struggled with the other glove, Jane only barely registered the sea breeze that set the tendrils of hair around her face afloat. A sudden gust of air pulled the glove right out of her hand and donât look back, donât, yet she turned involuntarily, only to see the receding figure on the beach stand.
    She could not make out his expression, but Jane could see that Tarzan held her glove as something precious.
    âBut you love him,â Daddy pointed out simply. Jane reflected that, while she had never deliberately kept a secret from her father, he had been more perspicacious of late than she might have anticipated. She turned back to the men who shared the little boat with her: her dear, absent-minded father who nevertheless understood Jane utterly; the captain of the Arrow, who would shortly be taking the Porters back to England, where Jane wouldâ
    The young woman was uncharacteristically silent; she had been suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of what she could only term despair at the thought of what awaited her, the old round of sterile social calls, fruitless Seasons, seemingly endless until she inevitably advertised for a governessing post. Aunt Isabel had always saidâŚ
    When she caught his eye again, her father seemed to have been thinking along similar lines but, to her surprise, he grinned. âGo on.â
    It crept over Jane gradually, like a sunrise, and the answering smile that spread across her face was only the beginning. She felt the blood rush suddenly into her limbs, her face, and she lurched forward, embracing Professor Porter tightly. Her father, she knew, was proud of herâand that, perhaps, was the final encouragement she had needed.
    Or perhaps it was knowing that there was very little for her at home, less at least than what awaited her on the beach.
    Jane turned, and disembarked from the boat much as sheâd gotten in. By that point the water was rather up to her knees, and below that she was soaked, but Jane had the presence of mind to gather armfuls of skirt up out of the way and, stumbling, she went the same way as that glove.
    She didnât wait for him to speak: Jane flung herself into his arms, which had the effect of knocking him backward into the surf, and now she was quite waterstained, all over. Jane Porter laughed, and if she was crying a little as well, she forgot anything but her happiness at the feel of Tarzanâs lips on her own.