Whats Written In The Stars

You're my favorite thing about everyday. Thoughts of you and your beauty radiates throughout my Sun rays and nourishes my body with your wonders. You don't see through my eyes so you don't see yourself the way I see you but I pray one day you know that my eyes saw the beauty in your every word and your every smile. It tasted the sweet nectar of your brown eyes and the warmth of your finger tips. And the best part of your lips on mine was the way you looked when you kissed me. You're my favorite thing about everyday. You were. You Left at the best part and missed out on the best thing: me and you. And although you went down the wrong path, I stand here waiting for you to turn around and leave that dead in... To take a path to true love and happiness. While you wonder off, causing your own destruction. Know I'm here, thinking about all of you. And still finding you to be the best part of my everyday.

Idk. I feel like I want to hate you. Blame you for ruining everything and not trying. But I can't. Hating you makes moving on easier. But... I don't hate you. I just hate that we can't be together. I hate that everything I want to share with you and only you, has come to an end. And truthfully, I'm in shock. I don't believe it and I'm still hopeful because of that. I feel for you, actually. I feel like, honestly, maybe you're trying to protect me from your current lifestyle. Maybe the way you act and the way you are right now, is inevitable and it doesn't benefit us... So thank you. But ... I just wish you knew things didn't have to be the way they are. In fact, you can fight these things that hold you back from love. But if you don't think love is good enough for you now..... Then.. When? I know you don't want me to wait. And I don't wanna wait either. But I am in love with you. And inevitably for me, I can't help but to pray and wish for you to be here with me again, so I wait. And I wish on every star. I pray at every 11:14. And I sleep wishing that when I wake, you'll tell me I'm enough and you're ready. I don't want to share my life with anyone but you. And I pray one day. One day soon. You'll fight with me. Life isn't easy. But it's easier with us together. I love you. And I'm sorry that this has happened to us. I hope you heal easy.

I think part of the reason people take photos because they’re afraid that moment will never happen again.

Or the things I did just to prove that I am an honest person. The crazy thing is... I'm still dedicated to that vision of being true to the one I love, and that's you. You'll never know how much effort I put into this. You'll never know how much time I spent with countless thoughts of just you. Or how many times I prayed for your peace and happiness and my chance to prove that I can give that to you better than anyone else or any thing in this world. You'll never how much I TRULY loved you. 😞