bubblegum bitch ♥

Aww, I see nothing has changed about you though, Amanda. looks over her once. It’s called curves, and I love my body, but thanks for the tips. Also, what has being bitchy left you? Lonely. Because that’s all it’ll ever leave you with in the end. Grow the fuck up, Zaras.

Excuses, but whatever lets you sleep at night, darling.  ( `the smile on her lips widens; a result of her tendency to shove the sugar when she felt acid building up. a nerve had been struck )  And here I was just trying to be a bit conversational.  The name is Zara and until you can get that correct, I'd rather do without the life advice.  It's a dog eat dog world Vanessa, and if being a player in it makes me a bitch, then fine, I'm a bitch.  But lonely?  ( `laughs )  Fuck that. I'm sure you've heard-- ( `changes to a light, airy, singsong voice )--diamond's are a girl's best friend.

Oh, but that would mean I’d have to borrow clothes from your closet.

Awh, how cute!  The trashcan in my closet probably does look better than anything you own but--( `pauses to pout )--I don't think it'd fit that bulky figure.  Boo-hoo.

I hate making decisions on what to wear. I feel like I should have people who do that for me.

Just wear a trash bag then.  ( `sweet smile )

Instruments. [She swallows the lump in her throat as she reverts back into herself, her voice is quiet.] Why are you so mean to me? 

( `absentmindedly twirls a lock of hair around her finger )  Oh honey, this is no where near me being mean.  Me being mean would be saying that a whale like you will never make it in showbiz; even then, that's just being honest right?    I'm playing nice, really!

I know how to play, Amanda.

( `an airy laugh, fluttering of lashes; she honestly looks sweet but her next words are anything but )  Play pretend or an instrument?

W-well I l-like the m-memories…

Haha, what kind of memories?  You were always alone, weren't you? 

So tired.

Really?  Considering the fact you haven't done shit for me today, you shouldn't be.  Maybe running to Starbucks and getting me a latte will wake you right up! 

I wrote a new song today.

( `scoffs ) Banging a bunch of keys and wailing doesn't make a song, Leah.

I f-found all m-my old ph-photos f-from h-high school i-in one of m-my b-boxes.

Wooow, you print and keep all your selfies?  Could have never pinned you as the vain type, Carson.