i don't know

people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

"Don't you feel satisfied that your windows are so clean now?" It sucked and it sucked and now I don't care. I just remember the sucking.

ON TUMBLR FOR HALF MY LIFE

Literally grew up here

tumblr on the computer is actually so transcendent i feel that very few understand this anymore... this was the way that your ancestors blogged.

no more bare minimum, I want the moon & the stars. maybe even a planet at this point.

I might seem okay but deep down I wanna go on a vacation every month