always a villain... even when I'm not.

Emma enjoyed her breakfast her son made her. Later that day they went to the city and went to the ice rank. Henry was packed with his thick coat. Emma got them skates and put them on. “Later we will have some cocoa alright kid?” Henry nodded and smiled. Emma smiled at him and helped him with his skates. “Thanks ma.” She helped him up and together they got on the ice.

After the lunch she walked further into the city. She saw the photographer and it made her think of the photoes they made that snowy day... She wished she had the camera so she could finally have them printed... In no time she got closer to the centre. She stopped by a shop with baby things and saw sweet animal clothes. It made her just unable to resist bying. Since she wasn't sure if she will notice Emma anywhere, she might today as well just hope she will run into her at some point. And she did. After bying some things for Christmas presents she saw the blond mane and red coat in the distance, by the ice rank. Beside her was a boy that just had to be Henry... She froze in the spot and realised she wasn't actually prepered to see them like this.

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Regina smiledcat the kiss and kissed her back. “Can’t say no to that.” She answered and followed Emma further into the house. “White.” Since she had red one today already.

“Okay, white it is.” She filled the two glasses. “Want to have a snack with out movie or just the wine?” Emma smiled. “We can bring the whole bottle…” She suggested and hoped Regina would say yes.

Regina laughed softly. “I think I had enough to eat.” She took one glass and softly touched the edge of it with index finger. “In mood for more drinking huh?” They haven’t had other ocassion to drink some more together other than when it all started. “I’m up for it. Let’s go up then.” The phone then rang. It was their boy. Regina answered it, getting it on speaker, but Henry didn’t got her a chance to say anything. “Mooooooommm can i stay, pleasseeee?”

Emma had to laugh.
He was so her right now.
“Yes buddy you can stay.
Only you do have school tomorrow so make sure you don’t make it late.”
“Yaasss!
Thanks ma!
See you tomorrow moms!”
And hang up.
Emma grabbed the bottle.
Yes one that hadn’t been opened yet.
She took her glass as well and made her way up.

Regina laughed loudly as he was so happy Emma was okay with that. “Sometimes I wonder if we let him too much, but then i know how open it made him and I’m so happy…” Regina said as they made their way up. It seemed like ther had the rest of the time for themselves only.

“I know.. Usually he gets his way. Henry makes it a deal and then you think you won but actually he did.” She smiled. And when in the bedroom Emma immediately put down her glass and bottle to remove her shoes. Then she went to the closet to her herself a shirt. Emma wasn’t going to keep wearing this this.

“He’s so sneaky…” Regina shook her her head with a smile. He was their son after all. “Sorry, babe…” She whispered as she walked by Emma and further into the closet to it’s end. She then stepped off her red heels and felt relief. She needed to get used to wearing them for long again. She found her blue nightdress and then glanced at Emma, “Can you unzip me baby?”

Emma had grabbed a shirt and hummed when Regina asked for help. She put her shirt on the bed and moved to Regina to unzip her. Fully making her way down. Seeing olive skin appear. Emma kissed her back once she was finished. She then undressed herself and put on her shirt. “Want me to take it to the laundry room?” And grabbed her dress from the floor and looked at Regina.

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“Yes! Yes, I put an effort in it!” Regina was losing it too. “You know why? Because I knew yu wouldn’t leave the town and Gold just made me simply get rid of you. So yes, I chose the least damaging way and did everything to not have to choose any worse path! And yes, I prefered to be the one to do that, because if I didn’t, Gold would! And I was even too scared to think of what he can do! So yeah, that was the last straw when I decided to do it. And you know what? Just a couple month ago I wouldn’t try at all. I would make a deal just to screw Jefferson out later. But I didn’t. I let him have his daughter back. I know you may think it was hearless of me, all of this, but it wasn’t!”

“Well good for you! Give me a sec and I will give you a sticker!” She yelled back. Emma was stubborn and knew partly Regina was right but also she felt hurt.. Well not hurt… It’s so freaking complicated. Emma isn’t used to all of this. Usually she was more distant in feelings and people. She let them in and now people made her feel things she isn’t used to.

“God Emma!” She groaned and buried fingers in her dark hair. “Why the hell you keep doing that!?” She was so tired of those fights. Just in the last not full 48 hours they fellout more than twice and it made her so emotionally worn out. “It’s hard… so fucking hard for me, but I try, I want things to be okay between us, but instead all we do is fight and fuck between some small talks!” She screamed without contol, right away regretting her words.

Emma’s eyes went wide. “You said what now? Freaking small talks? Fucking around? Are you fucking kidding me?” She was seething. “I pour my heart and soul to you. I fucking love you. Share you things I have never done with anyone in my life. And then you have the nerve to tell me it’s just small talk and fucking around?!”

Regina closed her eyes. How could she have said that? She was so angry and everything was buzzing under her skin. She could never really control that and as always… she had ruined everything to the rest… “It’s not what I’m truly thinking…” She said quietly. But no words could take it back. “It just fucking hurts me so much when we fight… I love you, too, Emma, and you know it. And I can’t– stand you constantly moving away from me.”

“Then why say it! I don’t give a fuck if anyone had said it. But you did.” Her wise finger pointing to the brunette. “Doesn’t matter what we are arguing about. Remember this Regina and I’m going to say this once. If you say that we have small talks while I share my darkest secrets with you and we make love and you refer it to fucking I will get out that door.” She pointed to the hallway. “And no matter how much it will hurt to leave I will. Cause the pain you left me upon saying that was much bigger. Do you understand?”

Regina pursed her lips, the emotions getting overwhelming again. Why had she must always fuck everything up? Most of all things and relationships she care about the most. She nodded softly in answer. “I won’t say it again.” She said, promosing herself to think athousand times before saying anything, especally under such circumstances. “I truly.. truly don’t mean it. I’m. So. Sorry... The anger took the best of me, it always does...”

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Regina moved over bed and hovered above Emma, leaning to kiss her neck softly. Then placed another and another. She knew Emma was turned on very much and probably very ready, but she wanted to explore her body again and make sure she will be wet enough for the toy between her legs. Moving kissed to Emma’s clavage she hooked fingers under the boxers and pushed them down Emma’s legs.

Emma moved her head back so Regina could kiss her neck better. Then the brunette moved to her chest. Her hips moved up as Regina pulled down her boxer. She guided Regina’s hand to her core so she could feel how wet she was. Emma moved her hand over Regina’s arm and slid to her breast. Green eyes had turned darker. She needed her now.

Regina kissed her breasts as Emma moved her hand between her legs. She moaned softly as her fingers moved between her lower lips and felt the wetness. She placed a kiss on Emma’s hard nipple and then two more on Emma’s stomach as she moved down and oncebetween her legs she leaned and took the little clit into her mouth,moaning tasting her.

“Oh yes.” She moaned as Regina sucked her clit. Emma moved her hips to meet Regina’s mouth. Her nipples standing up cause of Regina’s touches. Emma’s hand tangled in dark brown hair.

Regina wrapped arms around Emma’s hips, eagerly sucking and moving her togue against Emma’s sensitive bundle of nerves, then between the lips, moving tongue around the entrance, humming. Emma was delicious. She could do this all the time. She lookedup to see Emma’s expression, her eyesalmost fully dark.

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Regina snorted softly and said with a big grin. “Tempting.” Emma was good at waking up her naughty side. “But not now… I mean… not here, now…” She closed eyes in embarrassment. Her mind was so cloudy by this heated kiss. She shook her head and cupped sides of Emma’s neck. “Let’s go upstairs. Bed’s much more comfortable…”

Emma smiled as Regina closed her eyes. Feeling a little embarrassed. “Okay.” She whispered and kissed her once more. Then Emma got off from her lap. She walked out the kitchen and while doing so she pulled her shirt over her head. Emma was topless while walking on the stairs. She smiled to herself.

Regina got up and followed her but then suddently her feet grow into the ground. Oh God… For a moment she just stared at the beauty that now had nothing by a blue boxers on her and the golden hair moved smoothly over the milky back. This woman… Regina smiled and began to walk up the stairs to catch up after Emma.

Once up Emma pulled Regina close in the hallway. She kissed her and had a good grip on Regina’s waist. Emma smiled in the kiss and walked with Regina close to the bedroom. “Is it your bedroom or now our bedroom?” She asked with a smile when reaching the door.

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Regina decided to do some work since she has fallen behind a little bit by having a day off yesterday. She hoped some idea will come up in the right time. She needed to make a couple transactions today too. It made her quite focused on the job - it was a good way to clear the mind. She focused on it so much it came by in a blink of an eye. And then she was once more lef with the thoughts.

Emma had just send David home as they were done. He had learned all kinds of new techniques and Emma hoped it would stuck. She had printed out some things for him so he could practice. He would do an online test and he was good to go. And of course the man needed to do a physical exam. But Emma thinks she shouldn’t worry about it. He looks in great shape.

Regina sat with face hidden in her hands. It was so hard.. How she could dowhat Gold told her? Emma needed to stay safe, untouched... Regina thught as some idea crossed her mind. No.. But...  No... She couldn’t do it... But what if it was the only choice. Emma would be safe, time wouldn’t touch her and Regina was sure that there will appear the person Emma was destined to be with that could wake her in the right time... She couldn’t still beli. eve that she would ever be the one to share something so powerful and beautiful with...anyone. Gold wouldn’t be able to hurt her and---- Tears filled her eyes again.

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“Jeah… But you’re good at this rubes. Besides you can gossip here better ten anywhere else.” She smirked as she teased her. Emma finished her breakfast and got up. “Thanks Ruby. See you soon okay.” The blonde sheriff paid her and walked out the diner. When walking outside Emma got the text. A warm feeling filling her. (Text: missfuckmeheels: morning. I’m good. Hope you and our kid is okay. Emma.“

Regina smiled when the reply came quickly. She quickly write too: (Text: Miss Swan: We are good, too. I just wanted to makesure you are OK. Stay out of trouble ;) )She added the smiley face to make it sound more playful, although she meant it very serious. She needed to be extra carefull with Emma. She needed to come up with something.. .She coudn’t let Gold hurt the woman she cared about so much.

Regina couldn’t help but to smirk at this too. Oh Emma... (TEXT: Miss Swan: That I like ;))) Be careful and have a good day, dear. If you need help, call me.) She put the phone down and sighed. Why things had to be so complicated? She couldn’t figure out how to protect Emma. What wouldbe the best option.. How to get everything done without too much harm?

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Breatlessly Regina kissed Emma back, humming softly at the combination of Emma’s taste in her own. She liked it… Even out of breath she decided to taste more and softly nibbled the bottom lip before swirling tongue over it. Her hands moaved over Emma’s back, down to her perfect backside that she soon squeezed, pushed her against her harder. God… she was amazing.

Regina was the best kisser she ever had. They tricks she used on her lips and tongue were to die for. Emma eagerly let her be pressed against the brunette. She buried one hand in Regina’s thick hair. Gently scraping her scalp during the process. After a moment she had to pull away to get some air. A smile on her lips as she looked at the woman below her.

She could kiss Emma forever. Her lips her so so soft and delicious...and talented... She couldn’t help but to smile back looking up at Emma. Soon it turned into a smirk as her hand movied between their bodies and she pressed one finge against Emma’s bundle of nerves. She could feel it was already swollen. She began the circle movements, now kissing Emma’s neck and sucking softly.

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The day started as usual. It became to iritate her. Just like all those years ago when she first got here. Only afternoons were different and all thanks to Henry. Once again… She huffed at the thought that Emma made her life even more colorful.

The doorbell rang and Emma frowned. Who wanted to speak to her? She got out of bed and put on shorts and a tank top. The blonde made her way down and kinda hoped it was Regina. Only it wasn’t. It was Graham… “Hey.. What makes you come here? Shouldn’t there be someone at the station?”

Regina let herself fully be wrapped by work. She wasn’t sure how she did that but around 3. she didn’t have much more to do. It left her with the thoughts she tried to push away so much during this couple of hours. What she was suppose to do now? Sit at home and drink until Henry comes back? Sip coffee at Granny’s all alone? Maybe a walk could clear her head. She gathered her things and left ofice. Perhaps she would visit her father... I has been a while...

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Emma grinned, “You are the beautiful one.” Emma said looking into the dark eyes and taking Regina’s other hand, too.

“Hmm… I won’t complain about that…” She whispered and leaned forward, placing one soft kiss on Emma’s lips.

A soft humm came out when the soft lips met hers. Emma then let go of Regina’s hands only to wrap her in the arms. She burned face in the crook of her girlfriend’s neck and breathed in deeply.

Regina buried her face in Emma’s hair, not noticing as the school bus pulled up to drop off several students - Henry included.

“Moms?” Emma heard Henry’s surprised voice and she pulled away to look at him. “Henry!” She said, sounding quite nervously. “Hi, kid.”

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“You looked as if you could dift away any second.” She made a few more circles on blonde’s shoulder before she reached for the card and laughed with the other woman before fliping the card. 4. “Tsktsk tsk. Look like you won again.” She said looking back up. “So I guess whiskey this time .” It was not such fun as tequila.

“What ever you prefer.. I don’t mind.” She watched taking Regina the shot and flipped a new card. Well Emma was definitely going to lose with her three. “Shit okay you can turn your card but I know for sure I’m going to lose.” Emma moved up and she put pressure on Regina’s thigh to get the strength to get up. She groans when she looked directly into the fire. Damn that was bright.

“ohhhh got 2, dear?” Regina raised her eyebrow and smirked before flipping her own. The king. She looked up and the blonde as she got up. “What are you doin’, dear?” She asked with narrowed eyes. Seeing how Emma’s eyes narrowed, too, shw chuckled softly. “Don’t Look there, it will only kill your eyes. No without a reason it’s the only source of light in here.

“We ran out of tequila.” Emma leaned against the couch and had trouble with staying upright. She rubbed her eyes and hoped Regina had another bottle. “Where is the other bottle? In your bar?” Emma moved there and struggled to remain her balance. She was extra careful as she walked so she managed. Emma grabbed the mini bar and thanked God she was still standing. How in hell was she going to walk home? “We still got enough lemon?”

Regina looked at the bottle and chuckled lowly. “We did quite an impressive job to get it empty.” Regina laughed. She couldn’t remeber the last time she drank this much. Has she ever before? “Mmhm. Yes, it should be there, I think. Be careful, dear.” The brunette bit her lip seeing Emma strugling with staying standing. She looked at the table and saw only one slice of lemon. “We need more.” She responsed and tried to get up. She dragged herself up after a moment and groaned “I’ll bring some..” She made a few steps and took a stop. She did it a few Times until she rached the wall and leaned against it, chucking. “oh god…”

Emma got the bottle and got to the couch. “No way you’re going to use a knife.” She got to Regina and put her arms around her. “Go sit on the couch.. I’ll do it.” Emma helped her and her knees almost gave in but she got it just in time. “Okay you good?” Oh my god she couldn’t even walk straight. Emma got to the kitchen and got another lemon. “Swan focus don’t cut yourself.” She stuck her tongue out again to get all her focus again. After what felt like forever Emma came back and put down the new plate with lemon. She had done two instead of one. Emma ploffed back down on the couch. “From now on I’m not going to move anymore.”

“You’re afraid I’ll cut my fingers off?” She chuckled again but let Emma wrap her arms around her and help her to the couch. She needed to stop herself from leaving against the blonde fully because then they would end up on the floor. She fell down on the couch and then just waited. Also for her it seemed like forever. “Oh wow, you got lots of it. Ya think we will make it to drink this much?” She chuckled and poursed Emma a shot before handing it to her and then the salt.

“maybe..maybe not.” Emma smirked and put down her glass. She needed one hand free. The sheriff wanted to lick the salt from Regina’s scar but firs went for her jaw. Emma took Regina’s chin and moved closer. “Gonna put it right here.” Emma shook so the salt fall only it also fall down Regina’s chest. “Fuck sorry.” Emma put down the salt. Regina couldn’t talk cause then all the salt would fall and Emma smirked. She had already forgotten about the salt on her chest. Emma leaned in and started to swirled her tongue on Regina’s jaw. She gently sucked to get all the salt.

When the fingers brushed against her chin bringing her closer she tilted her head to allow the blonde more access. Just the corners of her lips lifted as she remined still to skeep the rest of the salt right were it was. Her eyes closed again as Emma closed the space and her tongue licked the salt. She breatjed out heavily. The younger woman was so close... She hummed softly and her hand rested on Emma's waist, nails digging softly into her top.

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“You looked as if you could dift away any second.” She made a few more circles on blonde’s shoulder before she reached for the card and laughed with the other woman before fliping the card. 4. “Tsktsk tsk. Look like you won again.” She said looking back up. “So I guess whiskey this time .” It was not such fun as tequila.

“What ever you prefer.. I don’t mind.” She watched taking Regina the shot and flipped a new card. Well Emma was definitely going to lose with her three. “Shit okay you can turn your card but I know for sure I’m going to lose.” Emma moved up and she put pressure on Regina’s thigh to get the strength to get up. She groans when she looked directly into the fire. Damn that was bright.

“ohhhh got 2, dear?” Regina raised her eyebrow and smirked before flipping her own. The king. She looked up and the blonde as she got up. “What are you doin’, dear?” She asked with narrowed eyes. Seeing how Emma’s eyes narrowed, too, shw chuckled softly. “Don’t Look there, it will only kill your eyes. No without a reason it’s the only source of light in here.

“We ran out of tequila.” Emma leaned against the couch and had trouble with staying upright. She rubbed her eyes and hoped Regina had another bottle. “Where is the other bottle? In your bar?” Emma moved there and struggled to remain her balance. She was extra careful as she walked so she managed. Emma grabbed the mini bar and thanked God she was still standing. How in hell was she going to walk home? “We still got enough lemon?”

Regina looked at the bottle and chuckled lowly. “We did quite an impressive job to get it empty.” Regina laughed. She couldn’t remeber the last time she drank this much. Has she ever before? “Mmhm. Yes, it should be there, I think. Be careful, dear.” The brunette bit her lip seeing Emma strugling with staying standing. She looked at the table and saw only one slice of lemon. “We need more.” She responsed and tried to get up. She dragged herself up after a moment and groaned “I’ll bring some..” She made a few steps and took a stop. She did it a few Times until she rached the wall and leaned against it, chucking. “oh god…”

Emma got the bottle and got to the couch. “No way you’re going to use a knife.” She got to Regina and put her arms around her. “Go sit on the couch.. I’ll do it.” Emma helped her and her knees almost gave in but she got it just in time. “Okay you good?” Oh my god she couldn’t even walk straight. Emma got to the kitchen and got another lemon. “Swan focus don’t cut yourself.” She stuck her tongue out again to get all her focus again. After what felt like forever Emma came back and put down the new plate with lemon. She had done two instead of one. Emma ploffed back down on the couch. “From now on I’m not going to move anymore.”

"You're afraid I'll cut my fingers off?" She chuckled again but let Emma wrap her arms around her and help her to the couch. She needed to stop herself from leaving against the blonde fully because then they would end up on the floor. She fell down on the couch and then just waited. Also for her it seemed like forever. "Oh wow, you got lots of it. Ya think we will make it to drink this much?" She chuckled and poursed Emma a shot before handing it to her and then the salt.