commin outta my cage like aight boys i think this is it. after weeks of being wishy washy and not knowing if i'll stick to this tumble blue hell rp thing i've come to the decision to retire...this blog. and most of the habits i've developed via the rp scene. as we know i made another blog elsewhere a while back [url is phantoania if anyone would still like to keep in touch and write] and so i'll be moving some stuff there muse wise but largely be 'rebranding'. life things have been a bit hectic for me and while i don't fully have the rp energy this is still a hobby i enjoy and will be engaging with again once i feel less like a shaken not stirred dark cherry dr pepper. not to dump info abt my personal life but i am at a point in my life where i'm learning and seeking help in the scary transitional stage of early adulthood combined with mental help and assistance with finding a job so life is full of much drama but help too. so with that going on i've chosen to put on a new look and operate by what i can when i can. if any of you choose to continue to follow and witness my funny man behavior than yippe and if not that's chill. you do you always, ya know? no matter what tho i've enjoyed my time with this blog and the people i've met through it. i think you're all very sexy and smart people and hope life is nice to you and remember to enjoy the simple things in life. like pizza and hot wings.

i would say i won't do it but after beginning my first real 'i'm gonna play till the end of all endings' replay of nier automata i'm gonna end up sick over A2 and adding her when i have the brains to write here

lil notice to say i'm kinda taking a weird break from most online stuff lately as i job hunt for the first time in my life due to both irl stuff and a general want to get myself a new pc + monitor since most of my electronics are over six years old or more. i'm also trying to get back into hobbies i once had prior to my last bad depression ep from over two years ago now such as reading in general and esp. reading up on pre colonial myths and god pantheons of mexico and north america [laughs in funny brown man who cant tell which side of the border i'm from]. i do miss being on here and seeing everyone talk abt their faves and ocs and doing the same myself but personal life always comes first. plus i may be up to things here and there but i'm largely very fuzzy in the head due to homelife matters and have been avaliable most on discord at . ･✧ horror's gay boy#9415

HOW MANY GAH DAMN BOTS CAN FOLLOW U IN A DAY FUCK

fate/extra ccc turns ten this coming march and i think as a treat i will get sick and insane over a brain empty master trapped on the moon for funsies [also listen to my playlist for them it's years old but still fucks]

istg i'mnot dead i'm just brain gone rn is all

tehe srry for the radio silence i've been super sleepy when awake and just generally bored w/ writing so i've been engaging in my other hobbies i.e. watching silly old horror movies and the odd xianxia cdrama. i think i may be over at my other blog for a bit tho either later today or tomorrow. i'll try to set up a queue of sorts for here as well for the next few days so it doesn't look like i died here.