She makes me food. Even when I'm not hungry or don't want to eat, she says its "because you need something in your stomach." She holds me when I've had a bad dream which sometimes could be every night. But, she's there, holding me, making me feel safe. She kisses me and my entire world shifts, my heartbeat is still and my knees feel as if they could give at any second.

She loves me in the right way. In the way that I didn't think I needed or deserved. She makes me feel loved. Like, really loved. The kind of love that gives you that warm feeling like how hot chocolate warms your body.

And she makes me feel beautiful. I have never felt beautiful in my life. But she looks at me in a way that no one has ever looked at me, in a way that I've never looked at myself.. It's like she sees me and sees things that I don't believe. Like I’m actually good enough and that I'm not this horrible person I think I am. She sees my soul and she thinks it's fucking besutiful as she likes to say.

I love her more than anything. She’s more than I deserve but as long as she wants me around, I’ll be beside her.

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