Wish I Never Born

i wanna push everyone away from me so i can kill myself alone without anyone noticing

I wish I could delete the mistakes I made…no I wish I could delete myself. It’s easier I guess.

I don’t want to be part in my own life anymore. I understand why nobody wants to stay in my life…

I really want to disappear rn. Nobody needs me so it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not

No one understands how much I hate myself. I really can’t live with myself anymore.

I hate that I always feel like I’m annoying people like I feel like my existence is a bother it fucking sucks

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

some songs aren't just songs, they're feelings, they're a memory, they're vibes of a certain period of time in your life that you can't put into words

no matter how much i try, i just end up hurting people. i don't deserve to be near others.

decided to stop my meds for 2024 and start the year murderous

i was supposed to be happy too.