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So a couple days on dating apps and I can’t spot a spun honey anywhere. Not like there’s a certain look or anything to spot besides the stereotypical junky but I don’t go for that. You look for code words like spun, tweak, pooky or crystal Tina. Didn’t spot a thing. People have smoke friendly, it’s all 420 shit. It’s just not for me. Is meth sex that good, yes. Was I spoiled by my narc ex girlfriend, sort of. Do I want kinky, yes. For her to call me daddy and suck on my thumb as we cuddle fuck. Of course. It’s gonna be weird just dating a healthy nerotypical and not a narcissist. Being lovebombed on meth was something else but I value my sanity so no more narcs. But I don’t want to give up the methsex n sexual inhibition it proved to both parties. Look like it might be a long road back to finding me my sexual unicorn again.