殉教者。

we hate to see it

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so, here’s a plan-- i say as i am not here for more than just a few months... but, anyway. here’s the plan--

i do plan on coming back to my bleach blogs. it probably won’t be for a while, but i... do want to come back. bleach was, basically, my first fandom that i rp’d actively in on tumblr, so it means a lot to me. however, i will probably be a lot more private when i do come back?? especially on gin.

being aggressively vagued about (yeah, i usually don’t talk about drama but this shit was so funny that i kinda have to.) and having ppl i don’t even Exactly Know mad at me, hating my guts, etcetc... it kind of put a lot things into perspective for me and. tbh. basically, what i’m saying is this--

that’s a lot of emotion for rp.

and i’m not gonna deal with it. i’m just here to have fun and write my faves. that doesn’t mean i’m here to compete on who knows more and who “loves” their muse more, etcetc. i never was here for that purpose, and i will continue to keep out of that shit. so... yeah! yeah.

“ he thought it was meant to be, and so did she. they've worked so hard to get to where they are, but it was destined to crumble. she wasn't sure when it started, but she thinks that he knows when it started. it has her feeling confused. it has her feeling like she didn't matter. it has her believing all of the little, white lies he's bold enough to utter. he doesn't fight against the accusations, even though she meant the world to him. in a way, she was his girl next door, but there was no way she'd accept that obligation. he knew so much yet so little at the same time -- but it all boiled down to one thing: he wanted to protect her smile. ”

die

“...”

     “ .. ’m not sure if i should be flattered or uncomfortable of this newfound obsession of yers. and i don’t think i could ever take ya seriously with that smile of yers either. ”

“... Ara?” 

      “ ya really got a lot ta’ say about my face , now don’t ya ?? ”

uwu

“Ca~aaap’n--”