Happiness Seeker

be happy

have all the things that you want

be proud of your self

have someone who loves you

be successful

hear a lot of compliments

feel loved

be accepted

have a cozy bed

have all the love in this world

get a ton of pets

love yourself

eat enough food

experience equality

hear a ton of positivity

drink enough water

have inner peace

enough money to survive life

have a cute apartment

Maybe you’ve been feeling so regretful of having met and fallen in love with me. I know that I have hurt you in so many ways and for so many times. But I cannot promise you that I’ll be better. I cannot assure you that I won’t repeat the same mistakes. Though of course I want to be better for you, but I also don’t like to promise you something I’m not sure I can do.

It sucks big time having this bad temper. I’m usually mad and I always see the bad in people. But through the years, you managed to keep up with me. Despite witnessing the bad side of me, you’ve chosen to stay. You’ve been trying your best to understand me no matter how difficult it is most of the times.

When I do something wrong and you don’t like it, I even got more stubborn and kept my pride instead of simply admitting my fault and saying sorry for it. Forgive me if I often think and act as if I’m always right when in fact I’m not. I’m sorry if I’ve been close-minded when it comes to your opinion and sometimes I even argue with you over little things. I want to be better for you, believe me.

In fact, I’m feeling so embarrassed for letting you see these unpleasant things about me. Maybe I’m just being myself but I should’ve at least try to change for you. Again, i’m sorry for all these things.