Hey Yall! What do you do? When you have signs pointing you in one direction that you want so badly to go back too. But the other direction is saying no go the other way. What direction do you choose, which one will hurt less, which one will make you the happiest. At the end of the day it doesn't matter which direction you take it's your choice. If you want to gamble on the bad path then do it no one can tell you otherwise because who knows that "bad path" maybe what redirects you to the good path it just needed you to take the step. Some of us live a cautious life where as other live a free willed life style. Both styles are fine because you are what makes them interesting. For me when it comes to my heart I am far from typical. I love hard an care so much for an individual that it almost hurts. Their pain is my pain I don't want them to feel any. I want them to be happy, stress free, where as for me no one knows my problems because I don't want to bother them I hide it and I hide it well. When my heart gets broken everyday my heart slowly but surely will get put back together. Like I said I am far from typical. Most girls cry for two weeks then they are over it. Me I cry for a day and hope that maybe they will come back an wait till I am healed. Lots of people say you need to get back out there an date people. I will go on a date with that person and thats it, I know how they feel about me but I can't lead them on thats not far. You know when you are interested in someone or fully moved on. In my case I am far from moved on, my heart is still repairing itself to make a stronger me and I am ok with that. I am a rare kind breed thats very sensitive, that knows what she wants and will eventually find that one day. But for now I am stuck on a path trying to choose the right direction, live my life and keep caring a loving others so they don't have to feel anything.
