Internal Affairs #1: The Rookie
By the third week, Lydiaâs revulsion turned to arousal. By the third month, she struggled to remember the assignment at all.
I am a cop, Lydia reminds herself before rolling her hips forward, sliding down the johnâs cock until itâs pressed deep up inside her pussy. A soft moan staggers from her lips.
Hips roll, cock deep, soft moan. I am a cop. Repeating until the john is satisfied.
This is all just a part of establishing a cover. Nobody will believe Lydiaâs work if she doesnât do the work. And if she has to do the work, why canât she enjoy it too?
But Lydia isnât a cop, even if it had once been her dream to be one. When she was eleven, two officers from the Romero Police Department visited her class. The man looked like any other cop on television: wide shoulders, short cropped hair, 'fuck your civil rights' walk. The boys in her class stared at the gun on his hip with morbid fascination.
But it was the female cop who Lydia couldnât take her eyes off of. She didnât look like any cop Lydia had ever imagined. She was tall, with healthy, bronze skin and glossy, black hair pulled back into a high ponytail. Her most striking feature was a pair of amber eyes which flashed gold when the light caught them at the right angle. She might have looked more like a Barbie than a cop, but she intimidated the hell out of her colleague. The man would turn to her before answering one of the kidsâ questions, searching for permission. For all his swagger, she was the one in charge. Lydia had never seen a woman wield power like that before.
Though Lydia didnât end up at the police academy after high school, she never strayed far from the law. She enrolled in Carpenter State Universityâs criminal justice program with the intention of becoming a lawyer. In the end, though, studying law was less of a path to a future, and more of a strange, meandering way back to her old dream.
â...mindless whore,â the john says.
Lydia stares down into his eyes. His face twists between pained expressions as he fights back the inevitable orgasm. Lydia isnât cheap. Every john wants it to count.
âIs that how you like it?â Lydia responds playfully. âYoung, dumb, blonde bimbos without a thought in their heads?â
The john grunts back a weary, âYeah!â
âIâm a mindless whore,â Lydia bites her lip. âMy mind is just a wet hole aching to be filled by its Masterâs cock.â
âFuck!â the john gasps. âSay it again.â
âIâm a mindless whore.â
âIâm a mindless whore!â
Lydia had been applying to law schools when her professor approached her with a strange opportunity.
I was hoping you could set some time aside in your calendar to meet with a friend of mine from RPD. I think youâll find it educational. If youâre interested, shoot me over some dates and Iâll set up the meeting.
She met Lieutenant Keyes a week later in Dr. Bloomâs office. After a brief introduction, Dr. Bloom excused himself, and suddenly Lydia found herself alone with the most intimidating woman she had ever met.
Lieutenant Barbara Keyes was a fifteen year veteran of the Carpenter State Police Department. She had followed a similar path into law enforcement as Lydia, studying law first before working her way into the department. She had the sophistication of a legal scholar but the commanding authority of a seasoned cop.Â
When Lydia referred to her as âLieutenant Keyes,â she raised her hand and said, âCall me Barbara." Barbara wanted the meeting to feel informal, but her tone was so authoritative, her face so unreadable, that Lydia couldnât help but feel a little like she was being interrogated.
Lydia studied Barbara as she spoke. Late-thirties to early-forties, no ring on her finger. Too beautiful to be a spinster, more likely divorced. Married to the job, Lydia assumed. One detail stood out above the rest, though. She had beautiful, golden eyes.
âCharlie tells me youâre his best student," Barbara said.
âBest,â Lydia laughed. âI donât know about bestââ
âI do,â Barbara said quickly. âIâve known Charlie a long time. I trust his judgment.â
A nervous laugh escaped from Lydiaâs throat. âIs this a job interview?â she joked.
âI work in IAD,â Barbara said, unshaken by Lydiaâs candor. âDo you know what that is, Lydia?â
âInternal Affairs?â Lydia asked. âI didnât think Romero would have a large enough forceââ
âUnfortunately, I find myself in the position of trusting absolutely no one in the Romero Police Department, which means I sometimes have to look in unorthodox places for recruits.â
âLike Carpenter State,â Lydia said.
âThatâs correct.â Barbara nodded. âIâm also the deputy director of the RPD sex work task force. We've had some good success around the neighborhoods surrounding Carpenter State, but River City remains frustratingly impenetrable.â
âI donât follow,â Lydia shook her head.
âI need young, female cops,â Barbara continued. âBut more specifically: young, female cops who donât look like cops.â
Barbara was right. It was unorthodox, even downright unethical. But it was hard for Lydia not to admire the risk she was taking. Lydia understood the rationale: her own dream of becoming a cop came to an abrupt end in high school after a highly public police corruption case upended the Romero Police Department. It may have shaken Lydiaâs faith in the law, but at her core, she still believed in justice.
If anyone else had asked her to go undercover as an inexperienced, unqualified, secret cop? Lydia wouldnât have just turned them down, she would have blown the fucking whistle. But Barbara was different. The moment Lydia looked into her golden eyes, she knew that she would accept anything that was asked of her.
âBut why me?â Lydia asked.
âYouâre the top of your class, Iâve read your papers, you have a good sense for the theory. Charlie vouches for you, but honestly, above everything else? You have the look.â Barbaraâs expression softened into a surprisingly warm smile. âYou are a cop.â
Lydia always cums at the same time as her johns. Thatâs what makes her one of the most popular whores in River City. Sheâs been trained that way. Sheâs been trained that way because it makes her a good cop. A good cop is a good whore. But Lydia always seems to forget about the assignment when sheâs on top of one of her johns, bracing herself against the headboard as she cries out from the most powerful orgasm she has ever experienced. No boyfriend can satisfy her this way, sex is just better with a john.
They leave the money on the small table by the door and before they exit, Lydia always offers something to keep them thinking about her.
âYour cock felt so good,â sheâll sigh, dreamy eyes selling the illusion that this fuck was anything more than a transaction. âMaybe next time Iâll even let you cum inside my pussy.â
âYou would do that?â the john smiles.
âWellâŚâ Lydia presses her index finger to her chin. âIâd have to charge an extra five grand. Secret menu, you know? High premium for the risky stuff. But the risk is worth it for my favorite client.â
They never have that kind of money, but goddamn they would fuck anyone over to get it.
Lydia continues tirelessly through the night. Fucking, sucking, even occasionally holding a john as he weeps into her chest. She doesnât stop until she sees the pale blue light of the morning sky through the hotel roomâs yellowing curtains. She rinses off in the shower, collects the eveningâs take into a fat envelope, then flips through her phoneâs camera roll.Â
The johns blur together until they become one universal face. She has no memory of them, only the pictures in her phone. She insists on snapping a photo of every johnâs ID before taking them to the hotel. Most johns are skittish about the practice, but they buy her excuse when she explains, âFor my security.â
A whore will do a lot more with a john sheâs comfortable with.
Lydiaâs work hasnât led to any busts yet, but sheâs building a strong case for Barbara. She suspects that many of her johns are cops. Given Barbaraâs role at IAD, itâs safe to assume that she wants to trap one of their own.
Lydia never recognizes the faces after the johns leave. She canât remember their names either. Even as she reads the names on the cards, some mental block prevents her from processing them. Theyâre all just âjohnâ to her. The blue-eyed john, the brown-eyed john, the john with the scar next to his lip. Lydia selects the photos from her roll, half a dozen for the night, and she forwards them in an email before deleting them from her phone forever.
Why did she do that? The details of her nightâs work are better off with someone who understands it. Thereâs no reason to burden herself with that knowledge anymore.
Before she can finish dressing, the phone in the room rings. She hesitates, but the mechanical trill of the old fashioned landline phone draws her into it.Â
Something is wrong, she thinks. I shouldnât answer this.
She lifts the receiver from its cradle and presses it to her ear.
âGood morning, Lydia,â the voice on the line says.
âGood morning,â she repeats.
âI trust the evening was productive.â
âYesâŚâ she breathes.
âI forwarded them to your email,â she says.
âGood. And the nightâs take?â
âThatâs very good,â the voice replies. âYou know where to drop it off.â
Lydia is a mindless whore, one of the best in River City. She canât fight that truth no matter how much she repeats the lie that sheâs a cop. Being a mindless whore just feels too damn good.
âTell me what you are, Lydia,â the voice commands her.
âI am a mindless whore,â Lydia says without hesitation. Hearing it in her own voice pushes her to the edge of another orgasm.