Wristies4Fifties

Bitch im going to Europe indefinitely with two of my best friends in less than 2 months!!!!! HYPE AS FUCK

Wish i could rid you of my body.

For once in my life i hope im wrong but one day he is going to hurt or kill her, physically and/or emotionally. Run. Please.

So much has happened since I really posted last. Blaize and I are back on kind of but I'm not really invested in him like I used to be. I've become really good friends with two girls in the industry and even been on tour with one of them last week which was so much fun; some of the most fun ive had in forever to be honest. 2 days ago I got diagnosed with ADD and start Ritalin soon. In 3 weeks I'm going to visit my grandma in Queensland and then going on another tour with the same friend and then we're going to have a road trip in Tasmania and I'm so excited. We've become this beautiful little trio and I feel like it's been such a positive change in my life and something I desperately needed.

The other night I had a dream that Trevor had a weird fucken photo with one of his Sister Wives like a family couple photo done by Viva Photography and it still makes me mad and I don't know why because I don't even really care about of anymore but I guess I do and probably always will to some extent. At least in the dream I yelled at him, stole some weird lock of his and pawned it. Fuck you Dad.

Listening to my two friends fuck on my bed and I couldn't be prouder.

I miss my dad. Well, the idea of him I guess.

It's actually ei but go off.

Drowning would be pretty cool right about now.

Do you ever think to yourself 'i am too god damn good at sucking dick to be this lonely'? Cause same.

So my drink got spiked last night and once again I ruined it with Trevor. The only thing I remember saying to him was that he's been rejecting me for 5 years and calling him my soul mate. I blacked out on some grass and then remember throwing up on the train platform and then being home. I had 5 standard drinks over a 5 hour period.