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Let's say we up and left this town, And turned our future upside down. We'll make pretend that you and me, Lived ever after happily.

I'm learning to walk again I believe I've waited long enough Where do I begin?

There will always be another time for us to fall in love But it never cuts you quite as deep as that first time You'll find out that the deepest cut is the first time The first times always cut the deepest.

Why do you go wasting your youth on me You’re so beautiful now There’s so much time left for you now Oh yeah, babe.

And why Why do you go flashing those eyes at me You know that I'm eager to please.

I'm here so please explain Why you're opening up a healing wound again I'm a little more careful Perhaps it shows But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows.

But I, I’ve got a lot to say And I'm scared that you’re gonna slip away And you, you’ve got this wide-eyed gaze And a smile that you'll carry through your days.

And I could easily lose my mind The way you kiss me will work each time.

Well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby, don't reply.

(He's just an old love turned memory) (But he still turns the world upside down)

It's safer not to look around There's no hide my feelings from you now There's too much love to go around these days.

Headed for the open door Tell me what you're waiting for Look across the great divide Soon they're gonna hear The sound, the sound, the sound When we come running.

Hey, look up! You don't have to be a ghost, here amongst the living. You are flesh and blood! And you deserve to be loved and you deserve what you are given. And oh, how much!

Don't make a shadow of yourself, always shutting out the light. Caught in your own creation. Look up, look up! It tore you open And oh, how much!

St. Jude, the patron saint of the lost causes St. Jude, we were lost before she started St. Jude, we lay in bed as she whipped around us St. Jude, maybe I've always been more comfortable in chaos.

And I'm learning, so I'm leaving And even though I'm grieving I'm trying to find the meaning Let loss reveal it Let loss reveal it.