to starve or not to starve

It’s always “OMG eating disorders are so bad, pls recover and eat something❤️” until someone who is considered overweight has one. then it turns into “you don’t look anorexic.” or “so glad your finally losing weight.” 😐.

Y’all need to chill

no fr

2018 been kicking my ass. I can’t take no chances.

I’m literally just chilling at home drinking tea and doing yoga, waiting cor uni to start but I won’t risk it lol

fuck y’all 😭😭

i know it’s not real but these make me so fucking anxious Jesus

I have had the worst luck recently I can’t risk anything sorry guys

straight up. I’m so fucking tired of being fat. I’ve been wanting to be skinny for so fucking long, and yet I’m still just as pathetic as I was 5yrs ago. 

reblog if you’re a lesbian, support lesbians, or think ted bundy is ugly

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

pretty sure i’ve reblogged this already before but it’s just so accurate

this is literally so fucking accurate. my brain will always tell me shit like “just have a fruit and dont log it” but bitch i know what i did!

the accuracy is astonishing

Just now I was arguing in my head & saw this

god rly put all this fat on my body but didn’t even give me big tits to balance it out what kinda bullshit-

LMAO THIS