Miss Greyson

Where will they find me when I've lost everything?

There are people in this world who won't like your posts just because its you. Its the same people who refuses to crack a smile when you've done something wonderful with your life. These people are the kinds of people who does things just to spite you because they feel it their job to not encourage you since they feel that you are encouraged enough and that some of the blessings need to go to them too. These people are nothing but jealous and no matter how seemingly close they get to you they are and will always be jealous of you. They will always look at your relationships and accomplishments and the things you have in envious green lenses and they will always try to one-up you, trying hard as it may to be "better". These are the people who will try to dull your shine and wont understand you and no matter how hard you try, you will always be the bad guy in their eyes. This justified opinion of theirs will always root in envy. Let me tell you something sweetheart: You owe nobody an explanation. People will talk but you just need to keep quiet and know that deep within yourself you know the truth and the truth always comes out. Make the world your runway and walk with powerful stride, not caring what the others have to say about you. Remember you don't owe anybody an explanation. Don't waste your breath on people who has it set in their minds that youre the bad person because no matter how good your argument is, you will always be a villain to them and these are the people who aren't worth keeping in your life. These people are poison and a hindrance to your success. Let go, baby doll. Let go and be free. Be yourself. Do whatever you want with your life. While you rise to your success, these people are slowly killing themselves with jealousy and anger and bitterness and stooping to their level is only gonna drag you down.

After ending the school year with a less than pleasant bang and starting the summer roughly, there are things I've learned and relearned along the way. 1. People would kill for the romamtic relationship I have so I should cherish it more. 2. People come and go despite how much you try to convince yourself that your souls are meant to be forever friends. 3. True friends are the ones who don't constantly need your attention, are not into petty arguments and would speak to you like you are not halfway across the world despite the years you've been apart but rather like you are her very own sorority sister whom she sees everyday. 4. While its easier to focus on people who try to drag you down, there will always be people who look up and believe in you. These people are the ones worth remembering. 5. The people I would realistically keep in contact with after this upcoming final year of my college career can probably be counted on one hand. 6. The family I so begrudgingly put up with are one of my greatest treasures because some people--no matter how hard they try--does not have what I have even though both their biological parents are present. 7. I am beautiful and awesome and I am the crown of the world for I am a daughter of the one and only king. 8. I don't need to explain myself to people. Not my actions, not my religion and NO ONE has the right to put me down on any aspect of my life. 9. This generation is pitiful and needs love. 10. I am beautiful no matter what the scale says. 11. Life is better when you just sit and smile and know who you are deep down even though people are pointing fingers at you. 12. Beware of friends who keep you close because you might just be an enemy in their eyes. 13. Dogs will love you unconditionally and life can't get any better than that. 14. Life gets better when you focus only on yourself. 15. I will most likely delete my facebook after graduation. 16. Understanding is key and it disappoints me that people who study communication are the ones who have such a terrible time at this. 17. "Throwing shade" is stupid 18. Living a quiet mysterious life is a way to take away ammo from the enemy. 19. God is love.

I just wanted forever with you. Why did you have to go?