this tornado loves you

thats it ur goin in the journal

you are not immune to inventing an arbitrary set of rules that only you have to adhere to

I kept forgetting my nighttime antidepressant so I set an alarm where the sound was a recording of me saying "HEY. TAKE YOUR FUCKING PILL" because I thought it would be funny. It was funny about three times, and then it started making me mad and I'd dismiss it right away to make it stop. So I handed my phone to my partner, who made another recording sweetly saying "Okay Shira, it's time to take your medication" and now I don't get mad anymore and I take my pill. The "compassion over punishment" camp has gotta get something wrong one of these days

My understanders will Understand me

they should invent a father you can forgive

embarrassing yourself sucks but it is Not the end of the world. I'm telling me this

There really is a game people are playing and I don’t know I just I just don’t know how to participate