“The UN incident, really?” Sophie asked.
“I’m fairly certain at least a couple of the things on that list are criminal,” said Celeste, narrowing her eyes at him. A couple of others were not, and she wasn’t sure about one of them, because laws regulating purely psychic actions didn’t really exist.
There were debates about regulating what couldn’t be physically proven - at least, there were debates about issues like that within the confines of this campus. The concentration of telepaths here created some rather different priorities from the general population. The obvious question: did they eventually risk punishing thoughtcrime? All of them dipped into other people’s minds from time to time. Anyone would, presented with the temptation and the capacity, and non-telepaths insisting otherwise had never truly been in that situation.
But something like making people confess their darkest secrets in public tiptoed carefully along that ethical line. Were they doing more good than harm by revealing it? (They didn’t know his intentions, so they were setting that question aside for the present.) Or did they risk a slippery slope, where no one had any measure of privacy?
“It’s mostly important not to cross streams, that’s how you get confused,” Phoebe explained. “Like reading the same book, someone skipping ahead a few pages. It’s similar enough that you can mix it up, versus one reading that book and one looking through sheet music.”
“The blind one, you mean?” Esme asked, rolling her eyes. “I’m only half convinced she’s really telepathic and not just talking nonsense because she knows no one would say otherwise.”
“I think there was someone we couldn’t read the other day, though,” Phoebe said thoughtfully.
“Doesn’t guarantee they were telepathic, in fairness,” said Sophie.
“Of they absolutely were, I was in a cell before I came here. Apparently it’s frowned upon to have politicians speak truth, what with all the lies and bullshit that usually flows out of their mouths. Still, it was so worth it to hear an anti-American dictator confess that he actually loved America.” He quickly stopped laughing, shoving his hands into his pockets and taking on a much more serious tone.
“I despise hypocrisy. It’s worse than lying. When you lie, you’re saying something that isn’t true. You are stating a falsehood as fact to serve a purpose, either to save your ass, cover someone else’s, or some other purpose. Lying I understand, everybody lies, including myself. But being a hypocrite...if there’s not a special place in Hell for that kind of person, I’m going to build it myself when I get there. Because being a hypocrite isn’t lying, it’s not even twisting words or events to suit a purpose. It’s telling Person A never to slap Person B in the face, slapping the Person B in the face yourself and not thinking you did anything wrong, but getting upset when Person A calls you on it or does it themselves.” He was getting worked up and his mind was responding, psychic energy building up around him.
“It’s telling someone to follow their dreams and desires because they are extraordinary and they can achieve anything they set their minds to, and then punishing them for having dreams or desires because don’t line up with your personal beliefs. It’s judging others while feeling that you yourself shouldn’t be judged.” The energy now pulsed out in waves of psychic power, emanating from Qeuntin’s mind. They weren’t dangerous or harmful, but they were powerful and he wasn’t even putting any effort into generating them.
“Call me a bastard, call me evil, call me unlovable, call me an asshole. Say whatever the hell you want, but make it have a purpose, whether it is your opinion or a lie. I am a liar, I can respect liar, hell I can love a liar, but don’t pin your beliefs on me and the rest of the world and tell me to follow them when you are so far up your own ass that you think they apply to everyone except you.” It was clear that this hatred stemmed from personal experience, that he had been on the receiving end of such hypocrisy and that event or person had poisoned him against the purposefully contradictory behavior and that it had shaped him as a person.
He noticed what he was doing and reigned in his power, pulling back until it vanished. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for that to happen...Look, I’m not a good person. I’m not a bad person. There is no clear line that divides people like that, no one is wholly good or wholly bad and to think that there are is the greatest act of stupidity. I’ve done good and I’ve done bad, people are far more intimately complex than even telepaths like us can fully comprehend. We can see what a person thinks, how they think, and what they’ve done, but in the end that’s all we see. Can we predict how they will act in the future? No. We can roughly say what they might do, but there is no true certainty. People can change, people can surprise you. The dumbest person on the planet is capable of surprising the smartest one, it’s just not probable that they will.” He was looking at Sophie as he spoke, but this time he wasn’t showing favoritism toward the sister he wanted to address, he was simply pointing his head at her as hers addressed all of them, even sending out mental echoes of his words to the other sisters to show that he was indeed addressing each of them equally.
“Monsters aren’t born. They are created. By a cruel world. Filled with cruel people.” It wasn’t clear if this was further personal insight, or a continued commentary on the arbitrary and often unfair classification of people in general.
“Sorry again.” He said, his voice had lost it’s confident edge, the hint of arrogance of knowing how much power he possessed. In this brief moment, the veil was pulled back, the protective callous shell broken to reveal that as powerful as he was, as untouchable as he could seem or claim to be, he had suffered and was suffering. Silently.