nicholas galitzine + he/him + cis male ā have you seen alexei rakov around los angeles? the twenty five year old is usually jamming to nervous by the neighbourhood. word around the city is that theyāre compassionate, yet, they can also be sensitive, but you didnāt hear that from me. theyāre currently a veterinary science student and a librarian and are typically seen walking the streets of los angeles with a backpack filled with books. when i think of them, i think of crying over being so stressed about school, dying your hair back and forth as a secret coping mechanism, the playing of multiple instruments but a strong love for the violin and piano. letās hope the city treats them good!
basic stats ;
ā¶ full name: alexei antonis nikos rakov ( first name pronounced ah-lek-say, or click here for pronunciation ) ā¶ nicknames: likes alexei, doesn't like when people try calling him alex, but is too nice to correct anyone who does ā¶ three things he likes: instruments of any kind, summers in greece, books ā¶ three things he dislikes: people who just want sex, slow wifi, the instability heās felt his whole life ā¶ gender: cis maleĀ Ā ā¶ height: 6 ā 0 ā¶ age: 25 ā¶ birthday: february 19, 1998 ā¶ zodiac: pisces sun ( aquarius - pisces cusp, known as the ācusp of sensitivityā ), cancer moon, virgo ascendantĀ Ā ā¶ right handed or left handed: left handedĀ Ā ā¶ eye color: hazel, shooting more towards green, shifts depending on the lighting ā¶ hair color: naturally blonde, constantly dyes it from blonde to black and back and forth ā¶ piercings and tattoos: left ear pierced, no tattoos ā¶ languages spoken: russian ( fatherās native tongue ), greek ( motherās native tongue ), spanish and englishĀ Ā ā¶ sexuality / romantic orientation: demisexual / homoromanticĀ ā¶ place of birth: manchester, england ā¶ last five songs listened to: time by pink floyd, vitamin c by can, fĆ¼r elise by beethoven, mĆ©ditation from thaĆÆs by massenet, happiness is a warm gun by the beatles ā¶ five aesthetics: the intense feeling of feeling unworthy of being loved by anyone, shirts stained with black hair dye, a soft british accent, a stack of homework, crying over things you have no control over ā¶ character inspo: prince willhelm from young royals, charlie spring from heartstopper, adam groff from sex education ( season 3 adam )
background story ;
ā alexei was born on a cold night in manchester to nikola ganos and sergei rakov, two twenty year olds who fell in love through music. his mother was a famous piano player ( think maybe like yiruma or ludovico einaudi ) while his father was getting more of a name for himself as a cello player. both classical musicians who fell in love and had alexei, very unexpectedlyĀ
ā his parents are both really well off. his motherās side owns one of the the biggest olives and olive oil brands worldwide, originated in greece, while his fatherās side owns plenty of alcohol brands ( mostly vodka ) originated in russia but sold all across the world as well. they were young, but they knew their son would be coming into the world very well off financially, planned to give him the perfect childhood, even got married when he was merely five months old
ā and for the first six years of alexeiās life, thatās what it was. two parents who were devoted to him and wanted to give him the best life possible in england, even though neither one of them were british. but as he went from six to seven, all that love his parents had for each other seemed to dissolve more and more each day. his beautiful early childhood turned into him listening to his parents fighting constantly, and even though he was so young, he couldnāt help but ask himself ā where did my parentsā love for each other go?
ā and if you guessed it, they ended up getting a divorce when he was barely seven, but the thing isā¦ his parents werenāt like normal parents. it wasnāt the typical case of custody with one parent while the other has visiting rights, or even shared custody of 3 days a week here, and four days a week there, or even complete custody of him to just one parent, no, his parents were determined to fight for him until the bitter end
ā it turned into a game of who alexei liked more, they couldnāt even stand to be in the same room together, and it was really difficult to tell a little kid āwho do you love more?ā or āwho do you want to live with more?ā or āyou have to pickā or even just his father trying to put him against his mother while his mother did the same thing to him with his father. sometimes, alexei felt like they didnāt even really love him, but just wanted to prove to the other that he could love one or the other more
ā eventually, they settled for custody in the worst way possible. alexei would live with his mother for six months, then he would live with his father for six months, and maybe this wouldnāt be so awful if they both decided to stay in england, live maybe a city or two away from each other, but no, definitely not. they immediately left his birth place, his mother going back and forth between greece and spain, while his father traveled from canada to russia repeatedly, and wellā¦ this is what alexeiās life became
ā maybe to some people, it might sound ideal. not staying in one place for too long, constantly moving from one city, knowing you wouldnāt be staying there for longer than six months, perhaps to any traveler, this is the dream life, but that certainly wasnāt the case for alexei
ā this going back and forth put a serious strain in every aspect of his life. he would enroll in a school, make a friend or two, only to be ripped away from that scene for the following six months, halfway across the world, for the same thing to happen to him, over and over again
ā and the worst part was that his parents didnāt seem to understand that it didnāt make him happy, all the going back and forth. he was unstable, he didnāt even know how to really talk to people at one point, because he knew deep down, that there was no use in trying to make any friends if it would just be taken away from him sooner or later
ā basically, a loner. he spent most of his childhood to early teenage years dodging conversations, definitely ate his lunch in the bathroom vibes. the only consistency his parents had was their love for music, which, is the one thing that did make alexei happy. he was a virtuoso. from the piano, to the cello, to the bass, even the drums, saxophone and viola, he loved it all, though his true love was in the guitar, piano, and more especially, the violin. he grew a real love for mussic, had multiple instruments at his motherās and multiple instruments at his fatherās, again, the one consistency in his life
ā while he wasnāt big on singing, he basically had the voice of an angel. could switch from a soft tone to a rather loud one, a male soprano rangeā¦ truly a gift, tried to break glass to see if it was true and it in fact, wasnāt a myth ( at least in his case ). pretty much any orchestra teacherās wet dream, a typical band nerd
ā he also had a huge fascination for books, his favorite genre being sci fi, horror, or a good coming of age, but honestly, he read it all. nothing could fuel him more than a good book
ā anyways, when he was sixteen, he convinced his parents to enroll him in a boarding school in northern california, very pca from zoey 101 vibes, and they surprisingly agreed since it was neither with his mother nor his father, but a spot in between. for the last two years of high school, he had some type of stability
ā though, during his senior year, he became the talk of everyone through the most unfortunate event. simply put, alexei met a guy. at this time, he wasnāt even really sure of his sexuality. he knew he wasnāt straight, but he didnāt think it was just that. he felt like there was more depth to what he liked and didnāt like, but this guy managed to charm him. he was good looking and alexei enjoyed the fact that he smelled good. this was his first relationship ever. prior to this, he shared his first kiss when he was fifteen with a random girl near his motherās house in athens, and simply put, he didnāt like it
ā this was different though. he enjoyed kissing him, but he didnāt feel like doing anything else but that, and the more the guy insisted they take it further, the less inclined he felt to give him what he wanted. he liked him, but he didnāt feel a genuine bond with him
ā alexei, however, is a people pleaser. he didnāt want to have sex with him even though at this point, they had been dating for well over two months. he didnāt know why he didnāt want to, he couldnāt pinpoint why having sex was such a weird and touchy subject for him, but basically, he felt, in a way, guilt tripped by this guy. it was the constant questioning of āwhy donāt you like me?ā or āwhatās wrong with you?ā or even āi promise iāll make it worth your whileā and one day, they both get drunk at a hotel, and even though alexei has been drunk plenty of times before, well, he caves, instantly lives to regret it
ā the following day, as heās walking towards his first class, people are whispering about him, not so discreetly pointing, giving him looks, and it takes him a matter of fifteen minutes from getting to his first period before one of his friends sends him a text message with a link attached, much to his horror. the message reads āis this you?ā with a link to a video. the video is them having sex the night prior
ā he had filmed it all and posted without his consent. they were both of age, but it literally made alexei sick to his stomach. for one, he felt really used, as he never gave him permission to record anything, let post what they did, and two, he hated the attention this was getting him. heās always been one to fly under the radar, and now this was all anyone was talking about, lost count over how many times heās cried over this
ā the following months reaching towards graduation are literal hell for him. the video gets to his parents which is quite literally his worst nightmare become a reality. legal action is taken and they thankfully manage to remove the video from the web completely, but the damage has already been done, heās miserable. worst graduation ever, doesnāt even walk the stage because heās just so humiliated, and for once in his damn life, he wishes he would have been in that constant moving back and forth life. maybe then, he couldāve ran away from the problem the second it started, sad boy hours, really
ā after graduation, he gets out of california. for about two years, he just travels. ironic considering itās something he didnāt like to do when he was younger, but at that point, he just wanted to get away from everything
ā heās twenty when he moves back to california. crazy, but even though he has bad memories, it was the one place he felt stable. he permanently moves to los angeles, southern cali, which is far from the school he graduated in, tells himself that here, no one knows what happened. perhaps this is a good thing about being rich, that he never really had to worry about money, itās just always been there. a paid off apartment, a simple call to his mother or father and bam, money in his account, but truth be told, alexei didnāt want to live off his familyās fortune forever. now that he was stable and had no intentions of moving, he wanted to do something with his life
ā heās a really smart guy. shy, quiet, but smart. he changed his major about three times before deciding he wants to be a veterinarian, is studying veterinary science, finished his bachelors and is moving on with his education. he knows he doesnāt have to do anything with himself if he doesnāt want to, he knows he doesnāt need a job as a library assistant, but he wants to make something of himself, without his familyās money. he knows he can do it, itās just a matter of not giving up
headcanons ;
ā natural blonde, but constantly dyes his hair black, then switches. dying his hair is almost therapeutic for him, has even gotten buzzcuts during times where he was really depressed, but he prefers longer hair
ā he has a british accent, literally nicholas galitzineās voiceclaim. not too strong, but itās there
ā speaks russian with his father in absolute shame, my guy is definitely free ukraine all the way, just wants peace and love
ā because of his past relationship, he has a very difficult time trusting people, loving people, or even allowing people to love him. heās had sex that one timeā¦ thatās about it. the whole idea of love really confuses him. itās something he wants, but it isnāt something heās sure he understands, and he hates not understanding things
ā he has been confused with his sexuality his entire life! heās always felt like an outcast around other guys his age because they all typically wanted sex, meaningful, meaningless, just a typical guy thing, and that definitely didnāt apply for him. for ages, he thought there was something wrong with him, but it wasnāt until he learned about demisexuality that he finally understoodā¦ kind of. he just wants it to be meaningful, wants to have a connection with the person, the idea of meaningless sex and hookups literally makes him super uncomfortable, but itās what most people seem to want these days. he just wants real love, even though that terrifies him
ā he doesn't really have a lot of social media, just an instagram that he barely posts on. he's that one user that made a post three years ago and has four posts in total, one of himself, the rest of books, one of food, and some type of landscape... he's this guy, he's a loser honestly, probably has like a hundred followers or something, doesn't care for social media
ā his favorite things in the world are books, animals, comics, and music. heās a major nerd, has a passion for literature and music even though this isnāt what heās pursuing for his career
ā he doesnāt really tell people his family is wealthy, just doesnāt really think itās important. in fact, lots of people donāt know much about him. he likes to keep to himself, doesnāt like sharing information, and wants to keep his past in the past
ā he can drink. call him a typical russian or whatever, but itās crazy how much he can drink, can practically outdrink anyone, no one believes it but itās very true, tolerance through the roof, doesnāt even get sick and rarely even gets hungover, but he doesnāt make this an everyday thing
ā heās a pescatarian! probably will never become a vegetarian because he loves salmon way too much, loves salmon in every form possible. meat and chicken gross him out and he doesnāt like eggs either, just fish, heavy seafood lover
ā close friends of his roast him for this, but heās an olive fanatic as well. greek olives, peruvian olives, spanish olives, any type of olives, heās obsessed. when he was younger, there was always olives at his house, because of his motherās company, and he would dead ass eat them out the jar, finish the entire jar in like five minutes, still does that to this day. at his house, youāll likely find two large jars of olives, minimum, a snack he will never get tired of
ā his social skills have somewhat gotten better. definitely not the best, but he was horrendous before. thankfully overcame his stutter when he was younger. heās still really shy, doesnāt like being the center of attention, but heās getting betterā¦ baby steps
ā what you would call a typical pisces ā very sensitive! he doesnāt show this publicly, but if it hurts his feelings, heāll cry when he gets home. literally the type to cry over sad videos, movies or tv shows, very emotional. pisces sun and cancer moon combo, heās a literal mess, he feels things a lot, feels things on a whole different level than most people, which makes him a very compassionate and understanding person, definitely a shoulder to cry on, a very loyal friend to have by your side
ā he forgives a lot. heāll forgive you time after time after time, but when alexei genuinely gets tired of your shit, you will never hear from him again. heās very forgiving, but once he says āiām doneā there is no changing his mind. it takes a lot for him to get to this level, but he can only be taken advantage of for so long before he gets sick of it. once you lose him, you lose him for good
ā he has a bearded dragon named jake long and a beagle named pawl mccartney. he named the bearded dragon after one of his favorite shows as a kid and his pet beagle was named after iconic paul mccartney, of course. jake long is one and pawl is two, alexei adores both of them
ā loves his parents, but still somewhat holds a grudge over them for his childhood, even though he isnāt one to hold grudges. they definitely messed him up one way or another. even if it wasnāt their intention, being so unstable for so long has kind of permanently scarred him. he has a very hard time getting genuinely close to people, whether it be friendships or romantic relationships, itās hard for him
ā super nice guy, but quite literally remembers every bad thing that has happened to him ever. his energy is crying over something that happened when he was a literal child that he had no control of at three in the morning, might as well have the memory of an elephant. heāll forgive, but he wonāt forget, like āyou remember what you did august 15th, 2016 at 4:57 pm? i do tooā likeā¦ isnāt one to hold grudges, but if you thought he forgot, you thought wrong
wanted connections ;
you donāt know that i know: iād die for this connection, but someone who maybe heard of his sex tape? whether they never tell anyone or act like a little shit about it is utp, but alexei doesnāt know that they know, you know?
you think you can outdrink me?: a muse who thinks they can outdrink him, but they never can, could turn into a whole little competition, could be really funny
classical music lovers: title says it all, two nerds passionate about classical music, bonus if this muse is a fan of his parents or has heard of them
slow love: a poor, unfortunate muse that likes him. they could like how nice and down to earth he is, alexei could even know that they like him, but considering how iffy he is about relationships, wellā¦ yeah
all my friends are fake: someone who doesnāt like him because they think his whole nice guy act is fake, or maybe doesnāt like him for whatever other reason
book nerds: a fellow book and comic lover like him, maybe they spend their time in the library being literal nerds
cry baby: another muse who is sensitive like he is, theyāre just soft besties and want peace and love, very wholesome friendship
or we can brainstorm!
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