Allelie Flogio

Someone have texted me that my mom passed away in the hospital due to severe heart attack and I need to go there immediately.

I was so devastated  and I called a grab car to go there as fast as I can. 

This is my dream last night and I still remember what I felt but I wasn’t able to finish my dream while I’m heading to the hospital.

This is very odd because in reality, my mom have died due to the same cause and in the same hospital 16 years ago, but in my dreams it tells me a different story that she survived the first heart attack that exactly happened 16 years ago.

I’m losing my strength to go on

I’m losing all my hopes and my desire to continue what I want to achieve.

Everything is not running smoothly or according to plan.

How can I face these challenges?

I don’t know how to do this, that.

What really makes hard to live is when love dies inside you

You are afraid of promises

You expect too little

You overthink

And you develop some sort of dark world within you

Where you contain your real emotions so no one can hurt you again

But you still get hurt and can't find any help

You're no longer trusting anyone

You're no longer believes in everything

Life is nothing but a journey of every life forms