Have You Heard of All Blue?

it’s a sin that i can’t cook for found family rn, it makes the urge to smoke ride with the frustration. my blood and i don’t share food tastes so it’s a waste usually to cook for more than myself... i just want people at the kitchen island, chatting as i prep and cook, sharing drinks as we wait on the main course.

Hmm. need to be up in 5 hours for work but i just want to sit in the kitchen and cook or bake or something. I’m sliding between so many shifts to try and find something to keep me stable and nothings quite fitting for long. but in this moment? the night and wind with a smoke and some food started, that would be nice.