cassie robinson wants those brothers to kiss

obvi obvi headcanon what you want (i havent even finished spn yet) but the gross dean headcanons feel almost reactionary IM SORRY... they lack substance. also this is wincest bc everything i write is done on the basis of dean fucking his brother, thank you, good night.

i feel like, despite their circumstances, dean is, ultimately, a pretty boy. an aspect of his character is his desirability, and I think especially, his desirability in the face of the general horrors of his life. i feel like this is (other than cost) why they decided not to give him tattoos or anything...the boy is conventionally pretty. this is also, i think, a great reason to love dean winchester, he's a tough guy, but also so fucking pretty it stops you in your tracks. i dont really put him in the "hot category" because his objectification feels lesser (than sam's, at least), you don't really get to see dean's body, hes serving face.

im particularly fascinated with the elements of class, abject poverty sam and dean face in childhood, and to an extent their adulthood. the story never really addresses it as such, but it is something im really interested in as poverty is cyclical. poverty affects people in pretty much every aspect of their lives, and while there's something to be said about well, living in motels is actually kind of expensive, and that perhaps--the nomadic lifestyle is the point. I think the two are linked, inexplicably.

that is to say, I think about hygiene a lot! when youre homeless, or in less than ideal living situations, things can slip away from you. not even considering the mental health of it all. i think that the winchesters are good manipulators and know how to work people to their advantage, and so i see them both as maybe hyperaware of their personal hygiene. Iin american society where hygiene becomes a contest of sorts rather than healthy practices, players gotta play the games. (i am now having an lol thinking about dean taking an "everything" shower). they probably have good shortcuts tho. also why I am a staunch believer in the irish spring of it all and/or favored cheap hygiene products before the bunker era. laundry is a different matter entirely.

w/ the social deviance the most fitting is the incest. I like the idea of sam developing all sorts of complexes growing up with his dad & super hot brother.

inferiority complex, oedipus complex, ocd tendencies, self harm from guilt, sadomasocism, eating disorder, oral fixation...

meanwhile, dean's like: there is NOTHING wrong with my son. FUCK YOU

dean would always always always give in. espc. to pre-stanford sam bc hes still his baby and hasn't broken his trust. important! sam, of course, wants to be normal. which means he represses all of these complexes (though... get this: 17yr old sam is prickly and distant since hes planning on leaving. he gets hurt in a stupid hunt, cries like a baby and crawls into dean's bed for the first time in years. deans like: fucking finally, all is right in the world again and sam is like, contemplating death because it feels that good and is the antithesis for all hes working towards, just furthers his resolve to leave, because dean doesnt deserve it. to have someone so tainted. but. on the other hand, if anyone else were to?)