Don't drown, hang on.

I'm just an american born indian girl, and here's my blog. [this is a ridiculously long bio I wrote when I was in the mood to write so please forgive me]All Time Low and 5SOS are literally the best and nothing can change that. They say music saves our souls... but honestly I never believed it until All Time Low. And then came along 5SOS and I was blown away once again. There are numerous other bands and artists that take my breath away, for instance, Fall Out Boy, Taylor Swift, Paramore, One Direction, Pierce the Veil, Panic! At the Disco, Imagine Dragons, The Wonder Years, Mayday Parade.... the list goes on...Music is what saves me, it's what saves us all. It's that little push we need when nothing seems right and the weight of the world is on our shoulders.Books and even TV shows and movies allow us an escape from the reality we cringe from. We all aspire to be something in life, to get things, to give things, to receive without having to ask.I aim to become a writer, as well as an Olympian. I want to be the best of my class in school, I want to give love and I want to receive love. I want to be on the mind of people I care for the most, my family, my best friend, good friends... and hopefully the guy I fall for. But with all this wanting I have to constantly remind myself to give, to let go, and to take my failures and spin a positive outlook. Otherwise, I will be the loser, the one drowning in horror into a black void of emptiness, lucky enough if I am able to see myself out..I once read that "They tell us that our dreams will come true one day..... but they forgot that nightmares are dreams too."How can I describe life any better.We live to fulfill our dreams but we run when things turn bad, we want everything we wish for but we forget that with every good comes something bad, and with every bad there is a good at the end.So here I am, still in school, still trying to find myself, trying not to loose myself, and doing the best I can to keep up with this race we call life.So, welcome to my blog.