Alka Knight

My sh*tty John closet cosplay…but hey look at this vriska<3

30 mins ago I didn’t have a John cosplay…but I rushed to make it for one of those heart things for me friend Hmm decent…???

She’s almost as cool as I am

On my way to a local tinycon

These are Venus eye bright red from pinkyparadise These contacts are kind of bittersweet for me I really like the color, but out of the 3 contacts I got these irritate my eyes the most, I still kind of go through it since I use it or my shiro cosplay and again the color is great. I've heard other people saying these are comfortable but for some reason they aren't for me, which makes no sense because I have blue contacts from Venus(same water content, base curve, everything) and they feel so much better then these do Also I wasn't looking for enlargement but they do enlarge my eyes a bit, I'm not gonna rate it tho so overall Natural eye color: brown(almost black) Comfort: 2/5 3/5...2.5/5? Color: 5/5(I like the way it looks on me but it's pretty subtle, also take into account my eyes are almost black that it might look brighter on your eyes)

I am queen

Pisces: forgives pretty easily, but never, ever, forgets

When I was younger, I remember my parents asking all my siblings and I…”What makes you a boy or a girl?”, this might sound dumb, but none of my siblings knew. I thought I knew, I answered with, “The clothes are what make them a boy or a girl.”. My parents laughed and told me it was the genitals that made us a male or female.  I thought that was the right answer for the longest time.   When I was a bit older I really enjoyed this anime, Gravitation. It is basically a yaoi, but without rated r stuff. I loved it and thought the two guys were perfect for each other. I still do. Right now i’m looking back to those times and realize a bunch of things like, what makes you a boy or a girl is who you feel you are inside. SURE, genitals is the scientific definition on what makes you a male or a female. But that’s only for reproduction reasons. Also before like I don’t know, 7th grade. I used to not even know there was a word for guys who like guys or girls who like girls, let alone knew some people despise them. After all this it got me thinking about this one thing… WHY IS EVERYTHING SO GENDERIZE  I know genderize isn’t a word but I don’t know a better word for it. Like if you think about it, it’s silly. What makes Emily a girls name, and what makes Nick a boy name, and then why the f is Alex a name for both genders. What makes pink girly and blue masculine. Also same with flowers and video games. Why is everything genderize. I also have been seeing that guys get bullied more for being feminine. I’m not saying girls don’t get hate from it, I know quite a few girls, who have moms, who want them to dress more girly. I get some weird looks for crossplaying but I don’t care anymore. This is what I say to all of you. Guys if you think cheer is cool, try out for it.  If you want to try make up go right at it. Girls, you see that skateboard ya wanna try, go have fun. Wanna do woodshop go ahead. Heck you know what, people are always gonna judge you, no matter what you do…so…why not be you. Thanks to anyone who has read this, sorry for the grammar mistakes as well, i’m not good at english. I just really needed to let this out  note: Just remembered wtf is usually what the f not why the f but…just pretend wtf is why not what for me cx

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