Fun Facts about Sam Winchester:
(ā”āæā”āæ)āØ He died for their world once, without complaint, even after he got his soul back and went insane. āA lot of people got it worse.ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ He was so broken after Dean exploded to Purgatory that he could only drive and find some semblance of a life and try not to break it like he did everything else: the world, his family, and, most importantly, Deanās trust. Ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ After Dean came back, Sam, by now, had internalized all of his guilt and self-hatred to the point where he would do anything to be enough, to earn that trust back, to not disappoint him again.Ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ Sam was glad to do the trials even though he knew it would most likely end in his demise. That light he saw at the end of the tunnel wasnāt for the both of them: it was only for Dean.Ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ He openly admitted to his mistakes time and time again because he knows he fucked up.Ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ His confession in the season 8 finale wasnāt to give Dean an ultimatum. It wasnāt to be selfish: it was to explain why he had to do it, why he had to do this one thing without stopping.Ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ He wanted to do right by Dean for once. He wanted to not be a burden on his brother. He didnāt mind that he turned to others for talk/comfort. What he did mind was how he would never be on that level again because Dean brought up Samās mistakes time and time again and treated him as more of a liability. (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ He wanted to feel like Deanās brother again and not this horrible thing that constantly fucked things up. (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ Sam wanted his brother back, not meaning that Dean could only ever hang or talk with/to him.Ā (ā”āæā”āæ)āØ He wanted to be forgiven. He wanted to redeem himself in whatever way he could but Sam thought it could never happen. (āāæāāæ)āØ Could you imagine someone you loved treating you like you still need to pay up for something you apologized for a thousand times over? Watching them smile for someone else? Never trusting you again?Ā (āāæāāæ) Samās internal monologue: I get it. I do. And itāsā¦itās fine, you know? Iām fine. Iāll make it up to you somehow, I promise. I wonāt fail again, Dean, I swear. (āāæāāæ)Ā He resigned himself to death. āSo?āĀ (āāæāāæ)Ā He is an incredibly selfless, humble person. āIām the least of any of you.ā (āāæāāæ) Sam Winchester is wonderful human being.Ā (ŹāæŹāæ)Ā Talkinā shit about Sam Winchester doesnāt fly with this chick.Ā (ŹāæŹāæ) (āÆāāæā)āÆā. :*ļ¾.+: Motherfucker ā. :*ļ¾.+:Ā āć½(Ā“ā½ļ½)ćā
