John asked if his mom could watch Kaleb for the weekend and he asked if he could go to his grandma’s Thursday night so we dropped him off around 8pm. John and I didn’t do anything after work Friday night other than go to Tastea for boba and popcorn chicken. He got his usual mango a go go lol. We knocked out super early. I bought tickets for us to see Trevor Noah, the comedian, at the Pacific Amiphitheater. It also gave us free access to the fair so we got tickets to play some games. We didn’t win anything lmao. We also got food to eat during the show. John said he’s never tried a turkey leg before so we got the spicy version and also garlic fries. Trevor Noah was hilarious. He had a full house and I think it was worth it to see him live. John was cracking up a lot too so that made me happy. We were going to go on the ferris wheel but the line was so long so we skipped that. We played a few more games and took pictures at the photo booth before we left. I wasn’t ready for the first one but I still like it lmao. We left around 11pm and as we were in the lane to exit, some douche bag cut me off so I asked the girl that worked there to let me through the bus lane. She finally let us through and we knocked out as soon as we got home. We woke up early this morning to go to the beach for John’s company’s bonfire. He headed out there first to help them set up the canopy and stuff. I stayed home, ate a hot pocket, and went to Target to get this maxi dress I saw online. I bought it but it was too long so I didn’t really like it lol. I didn’t even wear it to the beach. John got home like two hours later and I fell asleep. He woke me up to get ready to head out after like 45 mins. I was kind of annoyed that we had to go so early to watch the stuff but I didn’t want him to be upset lol or call me lazy lmao. We picked up the chairs at his sister’s and gave her the coasters I bought for her. We went to Walmart to buy an umbrella but they were sold out. Thankfully we didn’t though because we didn’t even really need it. They had two canopies towards the end of the day. I met some more of his coworkers and I liked Princess a lot. She’s a lot older but she’s pretty cool. I didn’t really talk to the rest of them. John made me a s’mores towards the end of the night and that was really yummy. I didn’t want to just hang around him because he was mainly talking about work and I couldn’t relate lol. We left around 830 because we had to pick up Kaleb and we have work tomorrow anyway. Overall, it was a good weekend spent with John. Lmao he introduced me to his coworkers as his fiancé and I thought that was cute but I thought to myself, “that was a shitty proposal then” 😂 now we’re home and I cooked meat for us to pack for lunch tomorrow. Now back to a long week of work and less time spent with each other 😑😭

John told me he was trying to smoke with his friend after his basketball game and realized he forgot his piece so he said, “I have my gf’s piece” and his friend asked, “is it cute?” and John goes, “yeah nigga, say something!” 😂😂 Idk why I thought that was so cute lmao

John and I dropped acid Friday night. We watched a few movies, had sex, and tried taking a walk lmao. After Earth was such a beautiful movie to me! Made me love Will Smith even more lol. I thought sex was awesome on acid as well lol. But if I had to choose between shrooms or lsd, I’d pick shrooms. John made fried rice for dinner so we ate that. We slept for a few hours and went to Pho Ave for breakfast. The pho was alright, not enough meat IMO. John didn’t like the service either but it’s across the street from the house so we’ll probably try it again eventually. We went to the doctors’ office afterwards so he could get his breathing treatment and medication refills. Then we went to Westminster Mall so I could buy new makeup. I’m trying the new Marc Jacobs foundation and I like it so far. I feel like it’s making my face feel extra dry though? I’m not really doing a good job at moisturizing anyway so Idk. Also got myself two new Kat Von D lipsticks 😁 we went home to relax for a little bit then we headed to The Block to do some shopping for John. Got him some new Roshes, Nike socks, and two pairs of sweats at Zumiez. I also got another OBEY shirt that I probably shouldn’t have lol. John also got this shoe cleaner thing so hopefully he cleans the Jordans I got him soon lol and my Adidas! John forgot his wallet so we headed back to the house to grab that then we went to Main St in HB. We grabbed a drink at Baja Sharkeez and then another one at 2nd Floor. We were gonna go to Gen’s but ended up going to the grocery store for snacks and movies, then stopped at L&L for dinner. Attempted to watch King Arthur but I got sleepy around 8:30 pm so I knocked out on him. Woke up this morning and I went to Lee’s to grab breakfast for us before he had to head to work. Now I’m stuck at the court house because of jury duty and it’s so fucking boring!!!!! I wanna go home already damn it. Ugh

John and I broke up for good. Sucks that it’s ended, but I need to move on. I’m back at my mom’s now. It’s for the best anyway. I’m not crying anymore. I’m not hurt. It’s going to be okay.

John and I are moving into our new home tonight! I am so excited for what this year has in store for us. I can’t wait to decorate the house to make it ours. I wish John would show a little more excitement lmao but I guess I’m overly excited... 

John and I tried shrooms last night. He's done it before, but it was my first time eating a whole eighth and actually tripping out. The first time was with Huy and I only ate a little bit. Everything was starting to look really pretty. I didn't want to look at myself in the mirror though because I felt so ugly. I was so cold and didn't want to get out of the bed, lmao, yet John was like, "I wish we had an AC," lmao. There were so many funny moments, but too bad I don't remember them all. All I know is, I had fun tripping out with my boyfriend lol and I hope he had fun with me too. We couldn't even sleep and I didn't want to go to work today, but I'm glad I did. I can't wait to go home and cuddle with my boyfriend though.

Man, I really adored the place I checked out  without John last night. He seemed happy with it too when I sent him the video. Too bad she is renting it out to someone else, so back to searching. John got home around 7 PM and we finished the bottle of Jameson. We got pretty buzzed and then headed to Red Castle for dinner. He asked me what I wanted to eat and before I could answer, he said KBBQ and it was exactly what I was thinking of lmao. Idk why that moment was so funny to me. The food was whack. I always feel like it's a waste of money when we go out to eat lol. I don't know why we never learn. Anyway, we finished the bottle of soju and left. I was so drunk lol. I only remember taking off all of my clothes as soon as we got inside the house. Ugh honestly though, I love cuddling with John!!! I'm sitting in the office and it's so cold right now. I wish I was under him instead lmao.