Foxyred

Another day goes by and I nothing has changed. You broke me. I don't want anything more then to look up at you and have you looking down at me knowing I'm safe with you.

I look all together and well adjusted when one looks at me from the outside but what they don't see in inside I'm torn apart tears filling my eyes when your not looking. My heart slowly dying. But I keep smiling so no one knows the pain and hurt I'm in.

Fuck you...you have no idea the pain you inflicted. this pain is more then the visable bruises you have left for pleasure. More then when you grab my throat and have me gasping my last breathe. These were all done with love this pain which is your final form of torture is something that cannot be repaired it actually hurts and killed me. I once kneeled before you and looked up with such admiration now I look down upon you with disgust.