autism 2 the second one

tl;dr: im frost im basically all of n25 but not really and i go insane about media frequently.

for those of you that actually want to read:

i am frost , a humble mentally ill they/them, but you can also call me grimm or alias or whatever nicknames you come up with i truly do not give a rats ass lol

i frequently go insane about the following: project sekai, genshin impact, honkai star rail, splatoon, witch hat atelier, apothecary diaries, frieren, sometimes beyblade x, and celeste. there are more i just cant remember

I AM AN EN ONLY PJSK PLAYER. DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING JP thank you miku bless

shit i do:

the write. (poems, lyrics to my songs, fanfiction, original stuff, whatever i want to)

the draw (digitally and traditionally, i can also paint. kind of. learning how to animate and maybe one day edit.)

the music (i use a website called jummbox, noteflight, and sometimes roblox or a virtual piano website. also play violin, learning guitar and keyboard + piano)

where else can i be found? im also on ao3 by the name aliasgrimm

and discord by..the name... aliasgrimm

if you send me a dm on discord pls lmk who you are or where you're from (or both lol)

these are my favourite characters/groups from the media i go insane about (which means please talk to me about them):

kanade yoisaki

airi momoi

nahida

hu tao

stelle hsr

robin hsr

others that i dont remember atm but youll watch me scream about later

My favourite ships are airikana, kanamafu, kanamizu (most ships with kanade really) as well as yantao.

ill be editing this post occasionally.

Those ugly words that bubble From behind venom stained teeth It makes me angry, angry, so angry Can you shut your damn mouth?

Over and over I hope to someone Maybe if a god existed It would kill you so you'd stop talking And the world could live in peace

Seriously, just disappear, okay? I mean it, it'd make me so happy Because you make me feel so cold So it only seems fair you're treated this way too

In the end, does it even matter? All I am is a handful of regrets wishful thoughts and excuses Rolled into what people call ‘human’

How sad, isn't it? that I thought I could redeem myself By turning the world against you That's just not how things work

So let's sit together, you and me Under the tree that sprouted from hatred And maybe, in our next go round, We'll find decency and the rights to exist

Hey, hey, don’t start crying on me I can’t stand those crocodile tears It’s fake, just like the rest of you In your tired, miserable existence

every night, kanade dreams of the past, and the people and places it held. it's only recently that she began talking to them, interacting with what she thought were memories. why she does this, she doesn't quite know. what use is it to try and change the past?

except… soon after, things begin to clash with what she thought happened and what she dreamt. small inconsistencies soon snowball into larger and larger events, until two sets of memories exist, two variants of the past and present.

and thus, a new world is born. a sapling planted, not entirely her own and yet of her all the same. and soon after, within that very world, she meets a version of herself that should not exist.

did you know my hermit au has a song... the hermit kanade son.g ..tm...

i even have a channel thats supposed to be kanade singing nand. and it comes in abt halfway thru the sonf.. and they.re theyre dancing can you hear their. fthe drums are theif footsteps ohay... SFJSKJFSJDSJ

oh you see its very Simple i am extremely tired all of the time and im also mentally ill :)))) i appreciate you for immediately clocking that!!

as to how i cultivate it idont. i don tknow i just post stuff and then i also immedaitely forget i posted it.