Emo Girl

I'm an addict I'm addicted to the drugs And my sadness I'm addicted to my numbness And being alone It hurts, but it's all I know I'm addicted to self harm And the blood I need it all like I need air It keeps me going

Do you know what it's like to only love one person in the whole world and them act like you don't exist? Do know what it's like to spend all day thinking about someone you KNOW doesn't think about you? Do you know what it's like to just fall to the ground crying to broken to grab that razor you can't even move all you can do is sit there an cry? That's how I feel every day. Every time I think of you. Every time I run the razor over my skin. When I listen to music. I love you but you don't care.

I know things get hard and I know times get trust but believe me when I say it WILL get better! I know you hear that from everyone, but maybe that's just cause people know that you ARE worth something. You may think no one cares but so many people do. You may think that your parents hate you. They could be abusive, I don't know, but what I do know is no mother can hate there baby. You may think that everyone hates you at school but that's not true. People care about you even if you don't see it. Many people love you. Don't end your life cause things are hard right now. You're just going through a rough spot. If anything I love you.

Why does it all hurt so much? Why can't it just be over? Why can't you love me? Why does my heart heart every day? Why does every breath hurt?