Chaos

Goodbye little buddy. 10 years of great memories. You are loved and will be missed.

Estes Park, CO

I think I’ve lost sleep over what they told me. I thought I lost a best friend a long time a go...but I guess I made new ones. There are people in my life I known for years and it doesn’t matter what has happened. They are still there. I have a lot to think about

As I fight it.... I’m mad and just givin up....I try to fill my life with objects to make my life different. But it doesn’t work. For myself, I lost so much. It makes me angry.

#rainyday #superbowlsunday #patnation (at Encinitas, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtbE6l4g4ddMyrlAocqfmhzlUuIIo8or2dz87U0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qi0muamw7isb

#happybirthday to my little sister @sp_freak92 love you lil sister https://www.instagram.com/p/BrktJYNFSERsTn4H69l9mmmXYGsryCQqoAc8400/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=24l7c25d8kra

#flashbackfriday https://www.instagram.com/p/BrGnaGzl9p7_T9NGwG8n0Hg_PBoKwKnC4ZI2BM0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pf7thoqn3vza

#brunch (at Pala Casino Spa and Resort) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqvJg9BFJJoj5Ywi3rN_NRaBU9G6R6diW9KcXs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ti3fek56e8qn

#graveyardshift (at Oceanside, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqZnVhsl9EXorH7m5D_Yw_M5yWdmOBVWbZ6CeE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=f4hbr58ubu6n

#sunrise #nofilter https://www.instagram.com/p/BqStSXGFihx1JyMugNQ-R7-DlcGvbS8c5Z3yb00/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uo66ncmpzxw8