My Life as Being Gay

Hi. I'm Alex Hunter and I am 19 years young, not in school yet. This is all about my life and being a part of LGBT society. So it two years ago 2011 I came out to only my mom as being a bisexual, now she doesnt believe that bisexuals know what they are yet. In her words "Either your gay or your straight". So I argued with her like I knew but I really didn't. I always told her I wanted a wife and kids, but deep down inside I didn't look at girls the certain way a guy does. They say all this derogatory and deep meaningless stuff towards women always trying to bring them down. I always had a hunch I was a little different but never this different. Now it was March of 2013 and I got my very first boyfriend named Quentin that I fell for like way too fast four days after he just dumped me and I was his very first boyfriend I waited for like a week for to take me back then he didn't so I said fuck you then I'll find someone else a few hours later I went back on this app called Grindr (When your single and a male that's gay you really will die for some of the guys on that app not all. Trust me) but that's were I met my current boyfriend named Anthony he's in the military he's a hand full but I love him. So my mom accepts it but my dad doesn't which is okay cause I never see him and don't care if I ever do see him again.