archie williams

mindlessly going through all the cycles, i doubt it’ll ever get better than this

i’ve already gone through the motions, can’t i sleep now?

don’t i deserve rest now?

let me sleep now.

your face is hazy in my mind,

but i just saw you yesterday.

no image is clear in my head

i don’t mind

i’m used to it…

hasn’t everyone done this to me?

everyone in my life? absolutely.

i’m awake yet still dreaming

i’m the universe experiencing itself,

does that make us trapped in its web?

gazing into my eyes but i’m not sure if want to look back.

for now let’s go back, you can kiss me now.

i want you to.

i’m healing

crystals on my body as i send love to your being,

incense ash scattered on my shelves

my energy is expensive but permeates those who attract it.

my vibrations are high and i’m a vessel for love!

i’m healing, finally.

did i ask for this? am i allowing this to happen?

the alcohol on his breath

his nose squished on my cheek asking once again,

despite my several refusals.

his face so close to mine, my body too intoxicated

should i just let him?

why am i letting him?

death is my dole and yet i seem to dread when my time goes by

never given a chance to slow down as my world turns fast

i’m headed down a lonely path but i do not mind.

the man in the bathtub lives a shallow life

spending his nights in the shallow waters

wandering aimlessly around his mind,

never exposed to the dangers in his head did he realize that it was his end.

the man in the bathtub lived a shallow life

spending his last night in the shallow waters