random 18+ dreams, memories and moments

@dinosaursfossils have a sad Alex post cause I needed to get her feels out

I had been sitting at the docks watching the clouds move in the sky. This was my safe space, and no one ever bothered me, but today, it felt different. I soon turn my gaze to the water, and a smile appears on my lips. My eyes trace the waves in the water, and i sit there watching. The water was reminding me of the moment with Gideon. That moment when we both sat in the water, laughing and not bothered by anything.

Nothing bothered us. We weren't tied to any feelings or worried about people seeing us out there. I stood on my feet as I looked around the area. The whole area was quiet and at peace when I knelt down and touched the water with my hand. The coolness of the water hit my hand as I lay down on the dock. I had so many conflicting emotions, and my heart hurt more than normal.

I didn't understand why I was so dead set on proving myself when I didn't have to. I spent years building an image that was nothing but a lie. Why? Because I was scared to even show who I was. He trusted me more than anyone, and I betrayed him, lied to him, and now decided to drop a confession on him. I felt this pain in my heart as I lay there and just stared at the water. He could find someone so much better than me, better than the girl who lied to him.

I knew the truth was looking me dead in the eyes, and I would have to face it sooner or later. I would rather deal with it later, but knowing Gideon, it's going to be a "we need to talk" issue. I know the moment I get back there, it's going to end in a screaming match. "Ughh, why is this so complicated, I should just find a way back home." I groaned into the air as I just kept staring at my reflection in the water. "It's not like I planned to fall for him." I stated locked in a staring match with myself.

I had been working with both the T-rex and my Indoraptor. The training has been going well, after I learned their body language and how they think. after a few days , I also managed to make the perfect treat for both of them. It was a balance of everything those two needed.

Liz had watched me make them and remarked that our boss needed some. I laughed lightly as her remark and walked out of the kitchen for the dinos with her behind me. We walked to the paddocks until she turned on her heel. "I gotta get back to the lab before they realize I'm gone." She said and walked away. I waved at her as I walked past the paddock that held three raptops. A small laugh came from me as I put my badge to the sensor and stepped inside the paddock.

Trouble had been walking around and stopped when he saw me. "Hey buddy," I said as I walked to him. He soon ran up to meet me halfway. I laughed when I felt his head collide with my body. He sent me straight to the ground. I smiled up at him as he laid his head on me. "Let me up a big lug." I giggled, trying to get him off me but he didn't move at all. A sigh came from me as I reached for the treats in my pocket. Trouble moved as soon as he realized what was going on. My eyes rolled as I stood up and tossed him the treat. "There ya big derp, now I have to go give the big man some lessons." I said as he took off to the forest.

I walked back to the door and back inside as I made my way to the door that led to the catwalks above the paddocks. Once I was up there, I made my way to the raptor paddocks. Once I got there, I leaned on the railing and had to laugh watching Gideon attempt to get his three raptors to listen him was to much. He was struggling big time, and I was dying from laughter on the cat walk. Gideon had to have heard me because he turned and looked right at me. I smiled lightly at him as i waved. "Ya know, if you show them love, they will listen." I called down to him as he huffed.

I had been sitting on the top deck watching the island come into view as sparkle grew restless in his box. The island was truly beautiful, and I felt free of my fathers chains for a brief moment. One of his lab techs came with me to help me get settled to help aid in the transfer of the special cargo to the island. I didn't hear him approach me as I leaned on the railing, watching the island come closer. "Beaituful, isn't it?" he asked, leaning next to me. "Extremely," I said, smiling at him. "Are you going to settle in, okay?" Rick asked, concerned. I nodded slowly and leaned up a bit. "If he feels this will help, then we have to trust his words," I explained and stretched slightly. We stood there in silence as I sighed lightly. No one will understand how mice this freedom feels. I am free from my father and his control.

The boat rocked slightly under my feet as I looked down. Rick looked to me confused as his hand met my shoulder. "Seems someone else is restless and ready to get out of that box" he stated and left me to go tend to the issue. I stood on deck watching as we slowed our approach to the island, and the dock.

So this was my new home, the new area where I can, according to him, work on my skills and make them sharper. Where I can learn a thing or two, but I didn't know what was coming. It took another hour to get to the dock and another one to dock the boat.

I stepped off with my few bags, and Rick met up with me holding sparkle, who was extremely unhappy. I turned and met up to him. "Here, I think it's safe for him to come out." I stated and opened the door as he jumped out. Sparkle looked around, confused as he stared up at me. He took a step forward and soon jumped on my leg to climb up to my shoulder.

I had been working on gaining Trouble's trust for a few weeks now and almost have it, but all good things must sadly come to a horrible end. I had been staying in the paddock for almost 3 weeks now, just sitting in a small area where I can see the indoraptor inside as well as him being able to see. I never made any sudden movements, and when I did, I always had my back to the door. Never turn your back on one of these dinos because that will be the end of you.

Trouble had been sitting in the more wooded area watching me like I was him. He never moved unless I took a step or shifted in my spot. If I stood to stretch, the indoraptor was poking his head out, watching. "I'm just stretching. Sitting all day isn't good for my legs." I state as he ducks back into the cover. "I'm not leaving any time soon, so get used to this." I yelled as I walked in a circle and smiled brightly. "I was there when you hatched." I state and sit back in my spot where a blanket was laid down.

Trouble never left his forest but once to get a better look at me. He was never scared. The paddock was just a new area. It was bigger than his cage. I knew he knew he had lots of room to stretch and roam. "Why limit yourself to such a small area when you have all this room." I said, looking at him. "I would love to have a space like this. My room is a lot smaller," i spoke as my hands showed him how small my room was compared to his paddock.

We both were in a new area, but we were here together and were a team. I knew I could break down his walls, but it would take time, and I had all the time in the world. During the colder nights, I would snuggle into my coat and blanket but never realized the dinosaurs that would curl up against me. He was coming out late at night when I was sleeping and would lay beside me.

I noticed this behavior one when I was just getting comfy on the ground, and I felt scales on my back. My eyes looked to see Trouble laying right next to me. "I knew you would come around." I yawned and fell asleep leaned against my dinosaurs.

It didn't take long for alarms to be going off, and Trouble shot up, ready to protect me. He hasn't realized I was already up and standing. My hand moved to touch him as I looked around like he was. People were gathered at the top of the paddock, and the lights were aimed at us. I heard the paddock door open, and Trouble took off to the forest. who was coming in here and why. I moved slowly to meet the person.

When I got to them, I realized it was the game warden. "Sir, I promise I'm okay. Please leave." I said as I blocked his path and tried to block him from Trouble. He told me no and explained he heard something about danger. I went to explain everything when I felt a presence behind me. In a moment, I was pushing the man in front of me back inside, which made the issue much worse. I was moving too fast, which the indoraptor took as a huge threat and attacked. I moved at the right moment to protect my new boss but suffered greatly.

Trouble went to attack, but I was standing there staring at my boss when I felt four sharp talons like claws cut into my back. I stood steady until I was hit again by those same claws. Trouble soon realized he had attacked the one person who believed in him as he ran off back into the corner of the paddock. I wasn't aware I had gone from standing to my knees in front of Gideon.

I had no words and made no sound as I kneeled there in shock as to what just happened to me. My back was likely a mess when I felt Gideon left me. He was careful not to hurt me anymore than I already was.

I was rushed to the med bay where the doctor had explained he was amazed. I survived such an attack. The cuts were deep from what I was able to hear and would take a long time to heal. I blacked out halfway through the conversation due to pain and blood loss.

After a few days, I woke back up to feel bandages wrapped around my whole upper body. Frost must have just changed them when he saw me move a bit. "You are awake," he stated, staring at me. "That was a brave and reckless thing you did protecting the game warden from that beast." He added sitting beside me. "Beast?" I questioned and added."No, Trouble is no beast, I moved too fast, and it triggered him." I tried to lean up, but it hurt too much, so laying down my best choice of action.

Alex's dream

I was in the office with him again, but this time, he had other things in mind when he got up from his chair. I tensed in the chair I was sitting in when he towered over me. That same look in his eyes, but he didn't waste any time this time around. Gideon moved his hand to take mine as he pulled me up from the chair. I was confused because the action wasn't rough it was more gentle.

I stood there watching him when he grabbed me by the weight and pulled me close to him. The force of the pill caused a small gasp to escape my lips when I felt one of his hands on the back of my head. I kept trying to figure out what he was planning when I felt his lips collide with mine. It was rough, but he moved closer, trying to close and space between us. After what felt like hours of being in this position, He picked me up and sat me on his desk, which was covered in stuff.

18+ warning ahead

Gideon had moved his hands to take off my pants as he leaned into my body, not breaking the kiss. I felt him lean up as he stood in front of me, almost like he was admiring how he had me. I was lying on his desk half naked as he just stood there. After a moment, I went to lean up to be in a more sitting position vs. a laying down position. He took this to his advantage as he guided me to the edge of the desk and kneeled in front of me. I let my head fall to the side when I felt him kiss the inside of my upper thighs. His kisses trailed up as he moved closer to my more delicate area, leaving kisses each time he moved closer. His hands grabbed both my legs and placed them over his shoulder as his breath hit the very spot he wanted.

I watched him closely as he moved my legs and stood up. I soon took the hint and did the same as I watched him clear a spot on the floor. Confusion ran through my head as I watched him sit and then lay down on his back. What's he planning now when I saw his hand motion for me to walk to him. He guided my legs so he was again between them when he pulled me down onto his face. The spark hit me as I realized he wanted a batter angle of attack, but before I even finished the thought, I felt him start the very actions. My body, being in a state of shock, didn't react at first until he started to get more into it. His hands moved to grab my thighs as I felt him enjoying what he was doing to me. It didn't take long for my body to start reacting. Every fiber in my being started to send sparks of fire throughout me.

His hands pulled my lower body closer to his as he explored every inch of me. I could feel every move and every flick of his tongue until I couldn't take it anymore. It felt amazing, and in a split second, I gave into him. The noises that were coming from me were not normal as my hand moved to grab a chair to brace myself with it. Gideon was also making low growling noises as he kept going. I was hitting a point where I couldn't hold back anything and......

End of dream.....

(18+ content you have been warned)

Alex's dream:

We had been sitting in his office for a few hours,and all we managed to do was have a stare down. It was odd for us to have one, but normally, Gideon would say something or send me away after we were done talking. He didn't this time, and I grew more confused as the seconds ticked by. Was he planning something, or was he waiting for me to get up and leave on my own. I stood up only to see his eyes following me. I have never seen anyone look at someone like he is right now. This was the look of a hunter who was waiting for the right time to strike. It was like he was waiting for me to make the right move so he could pounce. Keeping my eyes on him, I walked slowly to the door in the hope I wouldn't trigger whatever was going on in his head.

As my hand moved to touch the doorknob, I watched him stand from his chair and make his way to me. 'That was the trigger. You are a dumbass.' i yelled at myself mentally as I felt his hand on my back. The door clicked shut, and he turned me to face him. 'Fuck did he look hot like this.' I shook my head and stared at him. My eyes scanned him for any sort of clue as to what was going to happen next if I didn't try to break free. Gideon was taller and much stronger than I am, so he could easily keep me here.

18+ warning. Contains sexual content (you have been warned).

His hand that shut the door moved as both his hands grabbed mine and put them above my head. He let one of his hands fall as it moved to my waist. What was he planning to do to me. I heard my belt clip click open as his hand to undo my pants. My brain was racing as my breath hitched in my throat. I could feel him struggling with the button on my pants until he finally got it undone. His hand on my wrist tightened as he pressed up against me. He was planning to keep me in this position until he was done with me. My zipper could heard opening as he slid his free hand inside to find what he was looking for.

It didn't take him long to get his hand exactly where he needed when I felt two of his fingers enter inside me. Gideon seemed pleased with himself when he heard the small squeak escape my lips. I tried so hard to keep myself contained. His kept his hand going at a steady rate as I kept trying to fight back any hint of enjoyment. Gideon, on the other hand, was lost in this act as his head leaned close to me. His lips crashed into mine with a roughness that almost matched how his fingers were going at my lower half.

End of sexual content

End of dream

Alex had been walking down the hallway to her room when she bumped into Gideon, who was going the other way. She stopped him due to needing to ask him a question when her hand moved to grab his arm to get his attention. Gideon looked at her as he moved to take her hand off his arm, and with a swift movement, he had her pushed against the wall. Alex, without any reaction, felt her back press against the wall as her hands were pressed above her head. She was speechless as he shifted to move his knee between her legs to give him more stability while he leaned into her. Alex let out a little squeak when she looked up and down the hallway, scared someone would see them. This was her boss, and he pretty much has her in a vulnerable position. What was he planning to do with her like this. Was this a threat or something more. Her blue eyes locked on his as she tried to find any trace of what he was planning to do to her. There wasn't much he could do because they were in the open, and anyone could walk by. "Gideon, what are you doing?" was all she could ask

End of dream

It was a normal day at the compound, and Alex had been working with Liz in the lab to make sure everything was going smoothly with the newer eggs and everything was working and sti reading correctly. Liz was going on about something with one of the other lab techs when Alex looked up to see the new boss walk by the windows. "This looks good and seemed to be tracking correctly." Liz stated when she saw her assistant looking out the window.

"Can he just pin me to a wall." Alex states blantly in the middle of the conversation. Liz just stared at her, confused. "What did you just say?" She asked. Alex soon looked at her and turned a bright red as she hid her face behind her clip board. "I'm sorry, I don't know where that came from." Alex states shyly as she went back to work.

Liz laughed and leaned into her. "You have a crush on the new boss, don't you?" Alex still in shock denied anything involving their new boss, let alone she didn't even know he was the new game warden of the park. "Wait, he is the new game warden?" This statement came out in a rush of shock and panic from Alex. "He too young to be the game warden," she spat out, confused.