hi. by chance, do you know if there is a way for americans/canadians can listen to alex's latest podcast? the app it was done on is currently unavailable in my region :(
Hello! Ugh Iâm sorry I donât know but IF ANYBODY CAN HELP PLS!?
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do you think alex asked his friends not to post a picture with him on his birthday?
Oh I donât think so! I guess you think that because there was only one picture seen that day and everyone expected more...Â
Personally I think that if you can wish your friend a happy birthday in person it is much better and means much more than doing it through ig or any other social network! đ
And if you're referring to the fact that nothing was uploaded about him celebrating, I understand that he didn't do it maybe for privacy and because he was just having a good time with friends.đ
Also maybe something was uploaded but to lists of close friends and stuff like that!
Hope youâre well Maribel sorry I accidentally pressed ask before I typed your name đđđ
AWW donât worry darling! And thank you so much!đ I'm a little lost around here because I have a lot of work to do and stuff, but I'll be back soon, I promise! I hope youâre doing well too darling!!đđ
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With Alexâs latest podcast as far as I know itâs danish only. If there are any beautiful anons out there like the other one who commented before who want to tell us non danish speakers about it I would be so happy and grateful đđ˝ You donât have to give us the full translation I know that would be asking to much but highlights? Hope youâre well đ
YES please!! If someone wants to share just a bit with us itâd be awesome!! And Iâd be so thankful for it!!đđ
Oh hello hello, welcome to a brand new week, and also we will starting it with our Man Crush Monday. Iâm wishing all of you a wonderful start into this new week.
And as always: â When you have a dream, you've got to grab it and never let go.â
Have you heard Alexâs last podcast with Fries before guys? Heâs so cute and responsible đĽşđĽş
Hi darling! Iâve been a bit out lately so if I'm sorry if I took too long to answer:( and nope I havenât I canât understand a word in Danish and I think thereâs no English version... right? đ
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Thank you so much sweetie! â¤â¤ I guess you already know, but obviously this goes right back at you! đđ
Hi everyone! How are you? I hope youâre all doing amazing! Okay, sooo here it is. You know at first I wasnât really sure about keep going with this, but some of you wanted to read a bit more (thank you so so much to everyone who just took some time to write a feedback, I really appreciate it!) so here itâs the second chapter. Iâm not sure about it but Iâm happy with the result. Anyway, I still think this is not much my thing, but I really enjoyed doing it, so I hope, at least you enjoy reading it as well.
Iâm sorry as well for taking so long to write this second chapter, this month itâs been a mess and Iâm not very inspired, but from next month I hope to be able to do it more often and with better quality!
Any kind of feedback is welcomed, and Iâll be so thankful for it, and obviously it can help me to continue the story and improve my shitty writing!
In case you havenât read the first chapter and you feel like it here you can find it!
Chapter 1Â
Last thing and Iâll shut my mouth, the beautiful moodboard down here that Iâm using for all chapters was made by this lovely girl right here @flowers-in-your-hayrâ and thanks to her work I got inspired to write this so THANK YOU SO MUCH SWEETIE!đ
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WARNINGS: (Iâm awful at warnings, so sorry if thereâs some missing you can tell me if you want to!): This story is my first try writing (biggest warning), mention of death, cursing, drug dealing, a bit of angst, English is not my first language, some shit going on without consent, (probably more things)
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Hi everyone! How are you? I hope youâre all doing amazing! Okay, sooo here it is. You know at first I wasnât really sure about keep going with this, but some of you wanted to read a bit more (thank you so so much to everyone who just took some time to write a feedback, I really appreciate it!) so here itâs the second chapter. Iâm not sure about it but Iâm happy with the result. Anyway, I still think this is not much my thing, but I really enjoyed doing it, so I hope, at least you enjoy reading it as well.
Iâm sorry as well for taking so long to write this second chapter, this month it's been a mess and I'm not very inspired, but from next month I hope to be able to do it more often and with better quality!
Any kind of feedback is welcomed, and Iâll be so thankful for it, and obviously it can help me to continue the story and improve my shitty writing!
In case you haven't read the first chapter and you feel like it here you can find it!
Chapter 1Â
Last thing and Iâll shut my mouth, the beautiful moodboard down here that Iâm using for all chapters was made by this lovely girl right here @flowers-in-your-hayrâ and thanks to her work I got inspired to write this so THANK YOU SO MUCH SWEETIE!đ
Words: 2,2k
WARNINGS: (Iâm awful at warnings, so sorry if thereâs some missing you can tell me if you want to!): This story is my first try writing (biggest warning), mention of death, cursing, drug dealing, a bit of angst, English is not my first language, some shit going on without consent, (probably more things)
Your body began to be aware of your surroundings again. You tried to open your eyes, but a twinge in your head caused you to close them involuntarily. Slowly you opened them again and realized that you were sitting on the floor. When you tried to move your hands to push a lock of hair away from your face, there was a sudden metallic sound, "Perfect, tied up with your own handcuffs," you thought. You felt the place you were chained to and realized that it was a pole.
How could this happen? You've been working on the case for so long. Â Your sixth sense began to get that feeling of failure in the last few days. You knew for sure that something was going to happen, and it wouldn't be to your liking. Maybe it was all your fault, maybe your attitude had dragged you there, maybe you deserved it. Your mind brought back those reassuring words from Heahmund, where were they now? You needed them again, where was Heahmund, and your colleagues? You only hoped they weren't dead.
Someone delicately removing that lock of hair from your face, erased your thoughts. You looked up and found yourself with two light blue eyes that belonged to the eldest of the brothers. Short dark blond hair, with some platinum highlights, and all messy, giving him a seductive look... What the fuck (Y/N)? - you thought. Not long ago, he almost killed you by choking you.
He reminded you a lot of someone, at that moment you remembered the man in the painting, he looked like him. Could it be his father? You had no idea, but there had to be some kinship between them because the resemblance in their features could not be pure coincidence.
   -   âHow are you feeling?â - asked the boy, in a firm voice, but unable to avoid some concern.
   -   âCome on, brother, let's stop with the formalities," said Ivar cynically, crawling up to his brother and positioning himself in front of you -  âStart spilling everything you know about these people out of your little mouthâ
You were silent, not knowing what to say. Those people? What people? The police? They were all there, waiting for your answer. The four brothers looking at you from different angles. Also, with them was the man from the warehouse. He was very tall and thin, with a slightly unsettling look.
   -   âWhat the fuck is wrong with you, are you deaf? Or didn't your mother teach you that when someone asks you, you have to answer?â- he said in a mocking tone, raising his voice.
The moment you heard your mother mentioned, the rage took hold of you. You couldn't stop yourself, and you snapped:
  -   âMy mother did teach me how to answer, but it seems yours couldn't teach you how to walkâ
And then you witnessed the moment in slow motion, you saw how his face from being raised with pride was falling slowly, his eyes bluer than ever, were piercing you. One second later, he was on top of you with a blade at your neck, staring straight into yours, clenching his mouth and breathing heavily because of the fast and sharp movement he had made in order to reach you crawling.
   -   âIvar! Easy, kid, she' s just doing it to deflect the conversation. Don't do something you might regret later," said the only man whose identity you didn't know.
You saw how little by little the anger grew; he pulled the blade away from your neck and held it in his fist. He raised the arm on which he was holding it above your head, and with a quick, powerful movement he pulled it down.
   -   âNo, Ivar!â - said the man and Ubbe in unison, which was all that was heard in the room.
   - âFloki, I should cut out his tongue, don't you think? So that she learns who she has to threaten," he said hatefully as he unlocked the knife from the post where he had sunk it, a few inches from your head.
With the other hand he grabbed your face, squeezing your cheeks tightly, causing your mouth to open involuntarily. His glance passed from your eyes to your mouth and looked at you again. This time he caressed your face with his knife, came to your ear and whispered:
    -  âI don't usually spare lives, even pretty faces like yours. I hope you're good for something, don't waste my time againâ. - he said, pressing the blade gently, as several drops of blood began to trickle down your face.
He walked away from you, and reached the chair on which Hvitserk was leaning, and with surprising agility and strength he climbed up and sat down. Â Both looked at each other and Hvitserk nodded, passing the crutch to him and he stood up with it
    - âGet up!â - He ordered you
You did it, with a little difficulty because you were handcuffed but without hesitation, after the little scene you were no longer able to play with his patience.
    - âTake off her blouse" he said to Ubbe, who looked at him with open eyes.
    -  âIvar... I don't thinkâ.
    -  âDo it! It's not like it's the first time you've done it, brotherâ - said Ivar holding back his smile
Ubbe approached slowly, you stare at the ground. When he came to stand in front of you, you looked at each other. He stood for a few seconds waiting for some kind of approval from you. You could only blink, closing your eyes for a moment, to tell him to go on, you had no choice. Although you covered it up quite well with your hard countenance, he noticed your shame, and to make it easier he simply held your gaze all the time. He finished unbuttoning it and turned to face his brother, covering you in front of all those eyes.
    - âNow what, Ivar?â - He asked slightly irritated
    - âGet out of the way" Ivar said.
    -   âNoâ - Ubbe said firmly
    - âBrother, get out of the way â he said, pointing out every single word.
    - âIvar, I don't play by anyone's rules, least of all my little brother's. What you're doing is pathetic and childish... undressing her to shame her, for all the gods Ivar, not like you were in high school!â - Ubbe said as Ivar clenched his mouth and passed by his side, bumping his arm against his brother's and reaching out to you.
He stood in front of you, looked up and down, and nodded to Hvitserk to come closer. Ubbe frowned without understanding. When Hvitserk reached his side, he approached you and examined you as his younger brother had done before, but with a naughty face.
    - âIn the centreâ - said Ivar and you understood what was happening
Hvitserk took the microphone you had hidden in your bra in the centre where the two cups were joined. He passed it to Ivar, and he showed it to Ubbe.
    - âPathetic and childish, Ubbeâ. - he said tired of his brother's replies, while making Ubbe feel bad about the scene he had made him imagine.
He took the small device and threw it to the floor and stepped on it, then left the room. Gradually they all came out behind him, not before Hvitserk winked at you and you sneered in displeasure. Ubbe stood there looking at them until they all came out. He approached you again and buttoned up your shirt, but this time he could not help but notice the tattoo on your rib, the date of your father's death. He stared at it for a few seconds, but then understood how uncomfortable the moment was and ended up quickly buttoning your shirt. He looked at you slightly blushing and with apologetic eyes. Without saying anything, he turned and disappeared.
Ivar left the room, as fast as his agility allowed him, his look said it all, or he came out of it, or he threw a couple of knives, one at you and one at his brother. What was Ubbe playing? To be your protective man now? Y were a vital source of information to get what they had been planning for a long time.
But besides that, Ivar had something in his head, this clash with you had left him thinking about many things, which were impossible to understand an that annoyed him even more. Amongst all of them, in his mind he was hovering over that moment when he decided not to stab you. At first, he was going to do it, he had no doubt, but he saw how you didn't hesitate, you didn't take your eyes off his blue eyes full of rage and something inside him made him turn the knife away. You were different, you weren't afraid, you didn't care about dying, what kind of person isn't afraid to die... Someone like him... maybe, after all, you weren't so different.
He arrived at the great hall. It was a giant room where there was an oval table made of mahogany wood. Around it were black leather office chairs, all equidistant and one of them was occupied. Ivar entered and without looking up he said:
    - âHaraldâ - Greeting the only person in the room
Ivar sat on one at the end, leading the table. He waited for his brothers to settle into their places, he put both forearms on the table, interlacing his fingers, he raised his head and looked at everyone one by one, the last one to look was his older brother:
    - âAnything to say Ubbe?â - he said in a tense and somewhat ironic voice as he tilted his head slightly to the side and opened his eyes wider.
    - âWhat do you want me to say, Ivar?â Was it necessary to make a big deal out of it in front of everyone? Was it necessary to make her feel this uncomfortable to get some shit out of her?
    - âSHUT UP brother!â - shouted Ivar interrupting â âMay I remind you that she's handcuffed for something, or have you forgotten the purpose?â
At that moment, the door opened, and everyone was silent, Aslaug closed the door after entering and took one of the empty seats and looked at them with a naive face:
    - âGo onâ - she said, waving her hands.
    - âIvar, I will never forget to avenge our father, that's for sure, and don't even think about insinuating it againâ - said Ubbe losing his patience.
    -  âI'm glad to hear that, brother, I hope it's true" said Ivar sharply.
    -  âCome on, little brother, don't take it out on Ubbe because the cop put you in your place," Sigurd said in a mocking way.
Floki who was right next to him gave him a slap on the back of the head and then said:
    -  âNext time you're going to talk to the cop and see what clever words come out of your mouth Snake in the eye," said Floki with a characteristic laugh.
    - âCan you all stop being little kids and explain to me what's going on here?â - said Aslaug in confusion.
    -  âWe managed to catch a cop in the last assault, with some information, we can avenge dadâ. - Hvitserk said
    -  âYou know that since your father died, all I tried to do was protect you, I don't share your decision, but I respect it. The only thing I asked you was not to lose your temper during this mission, not to lose the values that I found so hard to instill in you. - Aslaug said in a calm voice. - Floki, I left you in charge, and I hold you responsible for any consequences. Do not harm that girl. - Aslaug sentenced
Majestically she got up from her chair, went to a bottle rack and poured some wine into a glass.
    -  We didn't say it was a gir... oh, of course, you and your dreams, mother - said Sigurd turning his eyes.
    -  I think I'm done here, I should get back to my stuff - she said slightly nervous
Ivar looked at her and squinted, he knew there was something else behind it, but he let his mother go, he would have time for that later. Again, he focused on what was happening at the table.
    -  âWell Harald, what do you propose? You're an expert at this, you're good with cops, weren't you going to help us? Go ahead! Besides, don't forget my mother's original requestâ - he said with an ironic smile that lasted only a few seconds on his face.
   -  âIvar⌠maybe I couldâ
   -  âNo, forget it. You're not talking to her. We'll be the only ones to have contact with the cop, sorry. Next idea!â - he said effusively
   -  âWell, maybe you should start from the beginning and ask her in a humane way and not by insulting her and pressing her with a knife at her neckâ â said Ubbe and everyone looked at him
Ivar clenched his fists and his teeth, marking his jaw, bent his head down and lifted it with impetus and with a fake smile he said:
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Oh, okay, I donât think I deserve all this loveđ Thank you so much sweetie!đ You are so lovely and this goes right back at you of course! đ
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Aww Sophie thank you so much, really! You all made my day! And with no doubts this goes right back at you bc you are a WONDERFUL person! đ
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AWW thank you so so much darling! Youâre great and obviously this goes right back to you!đ
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Heco I donât deserve to be one of your fav followers bc I suck and I havenât seen this until todayđ but thank you so so much sweetie!đ and obviously you are one of my fav as well!đ
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As some of you might have noticed Saturdayâs morning I ranted a bit about a few problematics that as a writer I have been experiencing, which have been highly damaging my willigness to write.
I havenât been expressing myself well, and now that I have had a few days to think and come down from the anger I have felt, I have decided to write a small post about it, so that I can voice my worries and thoughts.
I honestly know that there are a million of thousands more important things to do in this period, so I totally will understand if you donât notice this or just ignore it, but if you relate to this Iâd ask you to maybe share and reblog it.
My therapist always says that if something annoys me, I should always voice my own problematics (in a calm tone) in order to start a bit of change which is something that I hope will happen after this post (although I am not too hopeful).
I have noticed more and more that sadly reblogging is less and less used by readers and even more by writers themselves and let me tell you a few things about reblogs:
A lot of people might think that they are bothering the writer with commenting or reblogging but let me tell you⌠it is much more probable that a writer will be more annoyed by you ignoring their works.Â
Things as small as a simple âI loved itâ/âNice storyâ are always and utterly welcome, so seriously you donât have to worry in the slightest about the writerâs reaction (unless obviously you were rude).
Reblogging isnât useful if you are a small blog.Â
It doesnât matter whether you are a small or big blog, reblogging is always useful to spread the news but more importantly for the feedback it can give, through writing something (in fact, please do write something, when sharing fics) (again, it wonât ever be something that weâll hate, and if you are too shy, you can always write in the hashtags).
There are various reasons why feedback is vital, but one of the most important is that feedback makes us writers get down and dirty, because as much as we love writing, we wouldnât be posting it (and actually writing it), if we didnât want to get some feedback from it.
Many of us have entire stories and ideas in our head, but sometimes they just remain there, because we have this feeling of annoying people with our writing (which is something we feel when we donât get in the slightest some feedback).
Many of my stories are kind of left behind, because I have this feeling that they arenât interesting for anybody else except me, so I just leave them to get dust, whereas maybe there has been somebody who has been silently supporting me.
So if you want to keep on reading stories, you have to give FEEDBACK.
It is the least you could honestly do, for everything we do in this time, choosing to post our things on here (which takes much more courage than many of you might think).
Feedback is free, quick and easy (and although I do understand we are all busy, please donât ever ever forget, and even more PRETTY PLEASE: if somebody tags you in their stuff or write their asks, at least reblog or comment to say âthank youâ, because it is honestly such a beautiful thing to receive and it recharges our writing batteries)
With this being said, I am going to say one last thing: please donât assume that it works one way.
Maybe it is simply my opinion but I feel like a few writers in this fandom only expect feedback, without giving some, which honestly is something that bothers me very very much, since I canât help but feeling that a a writer you should know the hardship of not having some feedback.
So please: do enjoy your feedback, but donât forget to give it also.
Obviously I donât want to force anybody out of their comfort zone, I just wanted to let you know the truth behind âreblogsâ since many people seemed oblivious to this.
Hey, this is IMPORTANT! I don't do it for me, you know, people who know me a bit around here know that I don't consider myself a writer since I've only written two chapters in my life and I'm not constant in it (I'm the worst I know lol).
But really all those who strive to write constantly, who upload things every week... I think it's super important to support them and it's very easy just by giving feedback!  I think it's fair since they do it totally for free and with a lot of enthusiasm! You are free of reblogging what you want, don't misunderstand me! but I think it's the least we can do as readers! đ