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First off â massive thanks to everyone for the reblogs, comments, likes, and requests. Last monthâs activity was honestly insane (in the best way possible) and Iâm beyond grateful! đđđ
All of your support really fuels me to keep writing more of those delicious little stories.
I always stick to one rule: only write what Iâd want to read myself.
So! With that in mind, hereâs a little peek at what Iâve got planned for April:
đ” Songfic Game
đ·"Six Days" Series
â Posted: Xavier Solo Story (Sequel)
đ Planned: Rafayel Solo Story (Sequel)
đ Planned: Sylus Solo Story (Sequel)
đ Solo stories for Caleb and Zayne havenât really been requested, so for now Iâm not planning to write any (even though I adore them both â especially Caleb).
Iâm feeling like itâs time to step away from "6 Days" for a bit and explore something new.
â Posted: As a continuationâslashâalternative for all the LADs from â6 Daysâ, you can check this one out. Itâs a bit AU, written by request.
đ·"After You, there was nothing" Series
â Posted: Sylus Solo Story
â Posted: Rafayel Solo Story
â Posted: Caleb Solo Story
â Posted: Zayne Solo Story
đ Planned: Xavier Solo Story
đ·Your Requests:
đ Planned: "One Day for You, Years for Him" â angst/drama with time skip
â Posted: "Not How We Planned It" â pregnancy trope with high-stakes birth: Drabbles | Xavier's Part
đ Planned: "Something That Wears Her Face" (wanderer-mimic)
â Posted: Five Times the Kitchen Caught Fire (and So Did They)
đ Planned: What-if: Energy Drink Overdose
đ Planned: What-if: Nervous Breakdown at Calebâs Grave (and of course, he finds you)
Any new requests will be added to my May lineup â Iâve got work and other things going on too đ
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Hello, I found your works by accident, and they are so⊠amazing, catchy and full of realism, the plot and ideas are so GREAT, you are so talented author. May I try my luck and ask â may I translate your works into Russian for my second account mickeyishere? All your links and credits will be saved!
Hi! Thank you so much â this honestly made my day. Iâm really glad you enjoyed my works đ
And funnily enough⊠Russian is actually my native language, so your message made me smile even more.
At the moment I donât have much time or energy for creative work myself, so yes â Iâm absolutely okay with you translating my works. As long as all credits and links are kept, you have my full permission.
Thank you again for such kind words and for your interest â it truly means a lot!
Disclaimer: this is just a personal update about some rather dramatic life events, told in a very unserious, slightly sarcastic way. Proceed at your own risk (popcorn recommended).
Yep, me. Against all odds. And against every survival instinct that said: âDo not, under any circumstances, post your own face on the internet.â
âŠSo hereâs my face. Updated version. Handle with care (and photoshop).
First of all, sorry for vanishing for two months without a word. My inbox has been looking like a search party lately: âWhere are you? Did you die? Are you writing? Are you abducted by aliens?â Short answer: none of the above. Long answer: grab popcorn.
So. Four years ago I divorced my husband. Applause, curtain call, happy ending? Ha-ha, no. A year of co-parenting later, I met a guy who turned out to be a scammer, emptied my pockets, and broke up with me on my birthday. Because apparently âHappy Birthdayâ now comes with âI love someone else.â
In a tragic lapse of judgment (a.k.a. my soft heart mixed with soft brain), I reconciled with the ex-husband. Two years of domestic cage life later, I realized nothing had changed. Same jealousy, same drama, same passive-aggressive speeches about how he does everything for the family while I literally paid for everything â including the roof, the car, and his ability to sulk in comfort. Spoiler: this did not end well.
Fast-forward: separation 2.0, but this time with full boss-level abuser mode unlocked. Screaming, threats, theft, changing locks, even surveillance cameras. Yes, I had my own reality show, except no Netflix deal and no laugh track. Only police reports.
Oh, but the drama didnât stop there. After the breakup I did try seeing someone new â a guy who, for a short while, reminded me I was still attractive, desirable, and very much alive. Confidence boost? Check. Reality check? Double check. Because the âprofessional hockey playerâ I thought I was dating turned out to be a very mediocre footballer whoâd been overselling himself like a bad car ad. Not the end of the world, but not exactly inspiring either.
And then my ex hacked into my private notes â basically my substitute for therapy sessions, where I dump my feelings, analyze events, and occasionally play detective (yes, thatâs how I pieced together the Great Hockey-to-Football Scam). He screenshot everything, sprinkled insults on top, and tried blackmail. Spoiler #2: itâs illegal. Also, it didnât work. But boy, did it add a whole new level of circus to my summer.
Meanwhile, real life kept happening: my kid started school in September, I lost my editor, and my writing mojo went into hiding under the couch. But â good news! â Iâm slowly crawling back. Iâve got drafts nearly finished (yes, Calebâs story is alive), new ideas brewing, and even a dangerous itch to write for my old fandoms (Harry Potter, Call of Duty â donât judge me).
So here I am. Tired, slightly traumatized, definitely funnier than before â and, if you thought my angst-writing had range before, buckle up, because real life just handed me a whole new expansion pack. Thank you for waiting, thank you for poking me in DMs, and thank you for not forgetting I exist.
Moral of the story? Men are not always wolves in sheepâs clothing. Sometimes theyâre just⊠sheep. Very loud, entitled sheep. Choose wisely.
Don't mind me. I'm just going back through all your stories for the third time to read. Ironic enough the Zayne 5 Year Later story has become a comfort fic to reread.
Ohhh I love that you said this đ€ Honestly, when I think back on my own writing, that story is always the first that comes to mind too. Thereâs just something about the atmosphere in it â I still feel connected to it in a way I canât quite explain.
I fully admit Iâm guilty of rereading it myself some nights, like a little emotional bedtime ritual đ So knowing itâs become a comfort fic for you too? That means the world. Thank you for coming back to it â and for letting me know đ€
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arghhhhh i love love love the way you write!! I wish i had a better way to tell you how quickly and deeply your fics draw me in. I would describe it as slowly descending into a pool in the best way possible. Everything else falls away, and iâm simply immersed in the scene đș so thank you!!
This is such a beautiful way to describe it â Iâm genuinely touched đ€
The image of slowly descending into a pool, letting everything else fall away⊠thatâs exactly the kind of immersion I hope to create when I write. Knowing it came across like that for you means more than I can say.
Thank you for reading with such openness and care â and for taking the time to share this. Iâll be thinking about your words for a long time đ€đș
Your latest work Iâm foaming at the mouth Iâm feral have my firstborn as an offering god bless you and your brain and the universe for making you
Iâm cackling đđ€ Accepting firstborns now, are we? Iâll build a little shrine out of coffee cups and emotional damage.
Thank you â truly â for this chaotic blessing of a message. Iâm so glad the latest piece sent you into full feral mode. Thatâs the goal đ€
May the universe continue fueling my brain with just enough unhinged drama to keep us both fed.
hello! regarding the AI question, i just wanted to ask if you're aware of how harmful it is to generate AI art?
i promise this is in no means an attack - i totally agree there is a healthy way to use AI to help in the creative process, especially since youre feeding your own works into it and no one elses, but generating AI art is unfortunately super harmful to the art community
Thank you so much for bringing this up â truly. đ€ Itâs an important conversation, and I completely understand where youâre coming from.
Iâm not an artist myself, and I have deep respect for those who are â the skill, time, and emotion poured into each piece is something AI simply cannot replicate. Yes, AI can mimic something visually âperfect,â but it lacks that invisible thread â the soul, the intention, the story behind each brushstroke.
When I do use tools like Midjourney, itâs usually for very personal, internal purposes â mostly to create moodboards for myself. It helps me visualize tone, scenery, and atmosphere quickly, especially when I need to stay immersed in a certain emotional space. Itâs never to replace the unique and irreplaceable value of a real artistâs work.
There was a time I considered using AI images more directly in connection to my stories â but I stepped away from that idea quickly. It didnât feel right. It felt hollow, even harmful, and not in line with what I believe storytelling should be.
For me, AI is a tool â like a notebook or a playlist â useful in the background, but never a substitute for real human creativity. đ€
Again, thank you for raising this â respectfully and thoughtfully. These conversations matter.
My dear, I am but a humble admirer who voraciously consumes your writing religiously. Your way with words is simply delicious! I eat it up everytime and am constantly hungry for more đŽ
The way you write Zayne makes him so flawed and nuanced, so much so that he becomes human. The best thing about it is that despite him being my favourite among the LaDS LI's, the way you write him makes me despise his actions. It affects me so because his misgivings and shortcomings are in character. And that if this were real life, I do not doubt that he would take the same course of action.
First of all â Iâm just sitting here blushing and clutching my metaphorical pearls đ€ Your message is so beautifully worded, it honestly reads like a gift in itself. Thank you â truly â for seeing and appreciating the nuance I try to weave into these characters.
Zayne⊠oh, Zayne. What can I say â I remember exactly the moment he first appeared in-game. He was like a cold splash of water to the face: precise, untouchable, and immediately fascinating. He didnât even try to win me over â and yet, he did. He claimed something instantly.
And while heâs not my main LI, thereâs just⊠something about him that makes you want to lean in closer, even when you know you probably shouldnât. If he were real? Oh, Iâd absolutely make some questionable life choices. Straight to his bed, no detour đđ€
The fact that you said he feels human â flawed, infuriating, but real â thatâs the highest compliment I could ever ask for. Thank you for reading with such care and for taking the time to say all of this. I hope youâll stay hungry, because I have no intention of letting the angst starve anyone anytime soon đ€
hi ! i just wanted to ask : how do you think the lads will react to the tiktok trend « my current boyfriend » if they were yandere (or notđ)
sorry for my bad English and thank you for your time!
Oh nooo donât be sorry at all â your English is perfectly clear, and this is such a fun ask!! đ€
But full honesty: Iâm so sorry to disappoint you⊠Iâm that old person who had TikTok for two days, got overwhelmed, and uninstalled it đđ€ I have no clue about trends unless someone lovingly throws them at me! So I donât know this one â but now Iâm deeply curious.
If youâre up for it, feel free to explain the âmy current boyfriendâ trend to me â Iâd love to hear more and absolutely wouldnât mind brainstorming some yandere-flavored reactions once I get the gist đđ€
Thank you for taking the time to send this in â and for being so sweet!
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I just wanted a Caleb fic to pass time today, actually.
I say this with absolute adoration and awe, as well as artistic envy and competitive spirit. With every intention of learning your writing style, I want to put you under a microscope.
Genuinely I hope you have a fantastic day. I certainly did, reading what you're putting up here. For free???? Ma'damn âš
This is one of the most beautifully unhinged compliments Iâve ever received, and Iâm honored beyond words đđ€ Put me under that microscope, bestie â I promise thereâs emotional wreckage in every cell.
Iâm genuinely so touched by your message â the mix of awe, envy, and competition is such a writer thing and I absolutely love it. Thank you for taking the time to say this â it means a lot đ€
And since you came here just looking for a little Caleb to pass the time... get ready, because soon thereâs going to be a full deep dive into his arc. Iâm talking multi-chapter angst, complete immersion, every sentence under emotional tension. Youâll be able to study each letter like it owes you rent đ
Wishing you the best writing vibes â and thank you again for being here đ€
i absolutely adore your writing!! itâs so detailed and honestly beautifulđ is there any chance you would do some cute stay at home wife content? i think the boys would absolutely pamper the shit out of their girl
Ohhh thank you so much for the kind words!! đ€ It always means the world to hear that the details land â I put a lot of heart into them, so truly, thank you đ€đ
As for stay-at-home wife content⊠listen, I totally see the appeal đ The boys being soft, attentive, over-the-top domestic sweethearts? Yes, absolutely. They would pamper her so much â I can already picture it.
That said, I do tend to lean pretty hard into angst by default (what can I say, I like emotional damage đ ), and right now Iâm still catching up on a whole list of requests Iâve already promised. So while I canât say yes right away, Iâll definitely keep the idea in mind â and if the right inspiration strikes, who knows? đ
Thank you again for reading and sharing such a lovely idea đ€
Guys, I honestly canât believe Iâm finally in the final stages of something thatâs been such a huge, long-term project for me â and Iâm so excited to share a little teaser of whatâs coming.
I havenât been gone without reason. Iâve been quietly and stubbornly working on a story thatâs lived in my head for a long time now.
This is a deep psychological angst piece with a love triangle â but not the one youâre used to.
This is about Caleb â no, Colonel Caleb â and that means itâs going to be sharp, painful, brutal, and quiet all at once. That I can promise you.
Very, very soon Iâll start posting the first chapters. But for now, hereâs a small piece â just enough to give you a feel for the atmosphere.
And yes, this story wonât be for everyone.
But I wrote it first and foremost for my own soul â for the grief and heartbreak Iâve lived through when you love someone desperately, hopelessly, and it doesnât save you.
So bring tissues. There will be tears.
The antiseptic tang of the medbay clings to your skin like a second uniform. After a year aboard the Valiant, you no longer smell it unless youâve been dreaming. It seeps under your skin, into your bones, until it becomes the only scent you associate with yourself. With safety. With restraint.
Doctor. Medic. Healer.
Words that shape you more than the name on your file.
You move through the holographic files hovering above the deskâvitals, injury reports, ghost-notes left by the one who came before you. The shipâs lighting shifts into evening cycle, casting the medbay in a subdued blue that makes everything feel drowned. Submerged. As if you're working on the ocean floor, and the surface world is a myth.
The door hisses open.
You know the rhythm of the steps before you look up. Measured. Intentional. Possessive in the way only those with absolute command can be. The kind of stride that bends silence around it like gravity.
Your fingers still.
He doesnât need introduction. He never has.
âDoctor."
His voice isnât loud. It doesnât have to be. It lands heavy, with the pull of collapsing stars.
âColonel,â you answer, standing automatically. âI wasnât expecting you.â
He doesnât smile. He rarely does. But thereâs something in the way his eyesâthose unnatural, violet eyesâsettle on you. As if the sight of you is... permitted. Familiar. He approaches the examination table with military elegance, each step planned, not stiff but exact.
âRoutine check-up,â he says. âIâm due.â
A lie. His file is scheduled for tomorrow.
But some lies arenât meant to be corrected. Some lies are invitations.
âOf course,â you say, dismissing the files with a flick of your fingers. âPlease, have a seat.â
The dark fabric of his jacket rustles as he shrugs it off. It slips from his shoulders like shadow. The prosthetic arm moves with the same ease as the real oneâfluid, flawless. You track the seam where synthetic meets skin. Youâve calibrated that connection too many times to count.
âHowâs the arm?â you ask, activating the scanner, letting it sweep across his shoulder. âAny numbness or changes in sensitivity?â
âNone.â
Another lie.
The readouts tell a different story. Nerve interference. Distorted feedback loops. Pain compressed into silence.
You catch your reflection in his gazeâsmall, white-cloaked, still. And you wonder if he sees you at all, or just a function. A tool.
âThe painâs worse,â you say.
Not a question. A fact.
His lips press into a thinner line. Thatâs as much of a confession as youâll get.
âDo your job, Doctor.â
Youâve learned to navigate his economy of words. To hear what isnât said. You work in silence, adjusting the micro-links, smoothing the feedback arrays. His skin is hot beneath your fingers. His pulse is steady, hammer-strong.
âYou know,â you murmur, without looking at him, âyouâd get better results if you let me replace the nerve bundle. Skyhavenâs got the upgraded interface. Youâd be back in three days.â
âAnd leave the fleet without a commander?â His voice is dry. Mocking. âNo.â
âThree days,â you repeat.
âStill no.â
You sigh, hand pausing at the edge of flesh and alloy. âKeep ignoring me, and itâs going to fail when you need it most. Then it wonât be three days. Itâll be three months.â
âYour job is to fix me, not parent me.â
âMy job,â you reply evenly, injecting the stabilizer, âis to keep you functional. Kind of hard to do when the patient has a death wish.â
A beat. Then his real hand closes around your wrist.
Not rough. Not warning. Just inevitable.
Your pulse spikes.
âYouâre the only one on this ship who talks to me like that,â he says, voice quieter now, but denser.
Thereâs something under the words. You could call it affection, if you were foolish.
âYou need someone who tells you the truth,â you answer, keeping your tone flat, professional. But the heat of his fingers is traveling up your arm like itâs mapped to your bloodstream. âBecause you donât seem capable of hearing it from yourself.â
He looks at you. Really looks.
And then something in him moves. A quiet, internal tilt. A shift in gravity.
His hands are on your waist. You donât remember when he stood.
He lifts you onto the table like you weigh nothing. Steps between your thighs with the same precision he uses in combat. Every inch of him is controlâuntil he isnât.
âExamâs over,â he murmurs.
Then his mouth claims yoursâdemanding, searing, too much, too fast. Your hands betray you, knotting into his hair, dragging him closer. Logic dies in the heat of his breath.
Clothes stay mostly on. His efficiency doesnât vanish; it simply redirects. His control is a storm, and you are the nearest point of contact.
Every breath he takes is inside your mouth. Every movement calculated. Designed. Even his prosthetic knows exactly how hard to grip your thigh, calibrated to the tremble in your muscles.
You dig your nails into his back through the thin fabric. You need something to hold on to. Something that will stay.
He moves harder now. Not fasterâharder. And you know, in the stillness before you break, that his eyes are closed. That whateverâs in his head, itâs not you.
You reach the edge together, hands gripping, bodies straining. A single suspended breath where it almost feels like heâs yours.
Then itâs over.
He steps back. Clothes, perfect. Expression, unreadable.
The mask is back in place.
He glances at you, and thereâs almost a smile. So faint, you could have imagined it.
âGood girl, Doctor.â
No name. Never your name. Just that word, sharp and polite. Boundary and reminder.
He leaves without looking back.
You stay in the silence he leaves behind, skin burning with his fingerprints...
CW/TW: emotional birth content, graphic childbirth (natural/emergency), blood, pain, implied nudity, medical stress, fear of complications, strong emotional reactions, vulnerability, soft!Xavier, forest birth, wilderness setting, temporary communication loss, pregnancy in danger, protective partner, trauma-adjacent intensity, one (1) terrified man doing his best.
Pairing: Xavier x Pregnant!You (established relationship)
Genre: Emotional intensity meets survival-mode devotion. A birth story set far from sterile walls, where instinct, love, and sheer will carry the moment. Hurt/comfort turned reverent awe. Domesticity cracked open under pressure.
Summary: You said you'd stay home. But you didnât. Now Xavierâs running through the forest, chasing a signal that wonât answer and praying heâs not too late. Heâs trained for every scenario â except the one where youâre bleeding and breathless and still managing to smirk at him through the worst pain of your life. A story about trust, blood, one white shirt, and the moment love becomes something holy.
Word Count: 3.6K
More: same birth scenario (give or take), different men, drabble-style.
You kissed him that morning. Just a brush of lips above the collarbone, warm and lazy. He hadnât looked up from the monitorâtoo focused on the glitch in the west perimeter readings. You told him you were staying in. That youâd rest. That youâd be good.
He believed you.
He even smiled a little, hand trailing across your swollen belly in silent promise. His world, right there. Home, heart, purpose.
And then you were gone.
He found out from Simone. She cornered him outside Ops, biting her lip so hard she bled.
âShe said it was nothingâjust to check a readingâI didnât think sheâdâXavier, pleaseââ
But he was already moving. His blood had gone cold.
The coordinates were dead. No signal. No comms. No teleportation. The anomaly had killed everything.
He couldnât reach you.
And so he ran. Boots pounding the moss and root-laced dirt, trees slicing past in green and gold. He hadnât been through this forest in years â but his feet knew the shape of it. Memory blurred into instinct. He expected to find you lost. Angry. Turned around. But nothingânothingâprepared him for what he found.
You were curled at the base of a tree, half-collapsed. Pale. Breathless. One hand white-knuckled in the soil, the other clenched over your belly.
And blood. A dark line streaked down your thighs.
His breath stopped.
He had studied birth.
He had read every godsforsaken guide. Natural deliveries, complication charts, premature signs, maternal distress indexes. All of it. He knew, on paper, exactly what to do. Timing contractions. Supporting the perineum. Assessing dilation.
But thisâthis was you.
You, gasping. You, crying out. You, blinking up at him through pain so deep it cracked something in his ribs.
He dropped to his knees beside you.
Not LumiĂšre. Not legend. Not even soldier. Just a manâyour manâterrified out of his mind.
âGods,â he whispered, throat tight. âNoâno, no, noââ
You tried to sit up. Another contraction slammed through you, and you bent double, screaming. He caught you. Arms around your body, shielding you from the world.
Heâd studied the graphs. Heâd watched the tutorial videos. He could recite the stages of labour in six languages. But none of them mentioned what it would feel like to see you in this kind of pain. None of them told him what to do with the way his heart was breaking open in his chest.
Stillâhe moved. He had to.
He pulled off his coat, laid it down. Positioned you on your side, cradling your head in one hand, the other stroking your spine in the slow, anchoring rhythm he'd read about. You were shivering. Muttering broken syllables.
âYouâre doing fine,â he told you. It was a lie. You were doing the impossible. âYouâre safe. Iâve got you. Iâm here.â
His voice shook. He bit down on it. Hard.
You looked up at him. Your face was wet with sweat, eyes glassy, but you were still thereâyou. Breathing. Thinking. Glaring, even. Gods, how were you still glaring?
And somehowâsmirking.
That undid him more than any of the blood.
âIâve read everything,â he murmured, brushing your hair off your forehead with a hand that definitely wasnât trembling. âEverything. Diagrams. Protocols. Tactical field delivery guides. But Iâve neverââ He hesitated. âNot with you. Not like this.â
You hissed as another contraction flared, teeth gritted. âCats do this in bushes.â
He blinked. âI beg your pardon?â
âCats,â you repeated, voice cracking around the pain. âNo gloves. No comms. No Evol.â You sucked in a breath, eyes narrowing. âSo you canâdamn well manage.â
His mouth twitched. Gods. Of course youâd throw zoology at him during labour. Of course you would.
âRight,â he said. âNoted. Next time weâre in crisis, Iâll consult a tabby.â
You didnât laugh. Not really. But something in your chest hitched, and your hand found his shirt, bunched it in your fist.
His heart was pounding. Not from the running. Not from the forest.
From thisâyou, in pain, clutching at him like he was the only fixed point in a world gone to chaos.
He lowered his head slightly, resting his cheek against your temple for just a moment. You were so warm. Too warm.
âAlright,â he murmured. âWeâre okay. Youâre okay. Weâve got time.â
You gave a weak, disbelieving snort. âFeels like being stabbed every four minutes.â
He gave a breath of something almost like a laugh. âYes, well. We⊠expected that.â
Sheer understatement. The books had used words like waves, pressure, discomfort. None of them had mentioned the way your whole body convulsed like it was trying to tear itself in half.
Another tremor passed through you. Short. Not a full contraction. But enough.
He adjusted behind you, sitting straighter, bringing you with him so your back rested fully against his chest. You sagged into him.
His arms tightened around you instinctively. Shielding. Anchoring.
âYou donât need to push yet,â he said gently. âRight now, you just breathe. Thatâs your only job.â
Your fingers gripped his wrist. âHow do I know when itâs time?â
His throat worked before he answered. That part wasnât in the books. Not really.
He cleared his throat. âTechnically, youâll feel pressure. Downward. Likeâlike you need to use the toilet.â
You were silent a moment. Then: âThatâs deeply undignified.â
He exhaled, half amused, half wrecked. âYouâre telling me?â
He paused, swallowed hard. Then, softly:
âBefore that⊠I should check for dilation.â
There. It was out. Clean. Clinical. But it still landed like something heavy.
You stiffened almost immediately. He felt it in the way your back straightened, in the way your fingers stilled on his forearm.
âNo.â
His heart pulled.
âLove,â he said gently, âI wonâtânot unless you say yes. But if you think weâre getting closeââ
âNo,â you said again, voice shaking now. âYouâre not going to see me like that.â
And thatâthat landed like a blade. Not because you said no. But because of why. Because underneath the pain, underneath the fear, there was shame.
You, whoâd walked through fire with him. Slept under broken skies. Faced Wanderers with a pulse of steel and a half-loaded blaster. You were ashamed to be seenâby himâlike this.
It gutted him. But his voice didnât shake. It couldnât. Not for your sake.
âAlright,â he said softly, pressing a kiss to your temple. âAlright. Then we wait.â
No judgement. No pressure. Just quiet, certain presence.
He settled back again, supporting you more fully now, your spine curved into him, your breath ragged.
His fingers traced calming patterns along your arm, light as wind. He focused on the rhythm of your breathing, trying to sync his own with yours. Trying to lend you his steadiness.
âYouâre doing everything right,â he murmured. âYouâre breathing. Youâre listening to your body. Thatâs what matters.â
You let out a noise between a groan and a whisper. âWhat if we donât make it? What if I canât do it? What if somethingâs wrong and we donât know because youâre not allowed to lookââ
âHey. Heyââ He turned your face gently toward his. His forehead touched yours, grounding you. âLook at me.â
You did.
âWe had the scan last week,â he said. âHead down. Perfect alignment. No signs of complications. No warning flags. And youââ his voice caught, but he steadied it, âyou are doing this exactly as you should. Sheâs just taking her time.â
âShe?â
He blinked. âI didnât meanâjust⊠the baby. Sorry.â
But you didnât protest. You were too tired.
He kissed your cheek again. âI will be here for every breath. Every second. You donât have to do any of this alone.â
There was a pause. Thenâquiet, small:
âIf⊠if it gets worse. If I feel like I need to push. Will youâŠâ
âIâll help,â he said instantly. âOnly then. Only if you want me to. Weâll take it one step at a time.â
You nodded. Once. He felt it.
And then you sagged into him again. Not surrenderâjust trust.
He held you tighter, but gently, as if afraid you might shatter.
Inside, his mind kept runningâmeasuring minutes between contractions, tracking signs, remembering every medical note, every diagram, every scenario from those long, sleepless nights when he studied for this moment and prayed heâd never have to use any of it in the middle of a godsdamned forest.
But outside?
Outside, he was steady as the roots beneath you. Because you needed him to be.
The next contraction hit like a thunderclapâviolent, full-bodied, and merciless.
You twisted against him with a sound that wasnât a scream, wasnât even humanâjust raw, desperate pressure breaking free.
He held you as you arched, gritted his teeth as you clawed at his arm.
Your voice came in fragments now. Shattered glass.
âXav⊠itâs⊠Godsâ itâs too muchâI canâtâ I canâtââ
âYou can,â he said, though his own breath was starting to shake. âYou are.â
You slumped forward. Your body had no more room for words. Just breath. Just heat. Just fire from the inside out.
Then you whisperedâso small, so hoarse it barely registered:
âPushing. Want toâpushâcanât stopââ
His entire body went still.
That was it.
That was transition.
He closed his eyes for half a second. Felt the cold edge of panic knock onceâjust onceâon the door of his chest.
He didnât let it in.
But when he opened his eyes again, they burned.
âI need to check,â he said quietly. âJust once. Then weâll know.â
You didnât answer. Another spasm wracked you. You doubled over with a broken sob. And thenâyour hand weakly gripped his wrist.
âOkay,â you rasped. âDo it. Justâdonât say anything. Donât react. Justâdo it.â
His throat was dry. He nodded.
âI wonât see you,â he promised, voice stripped down to the core. âNot like that. Iâll see what needs seeing. Nothing else.â
He moved quickly, precisely, laying you back just enough, bracing your hips with one arm, reaching with the otherâslow, clinical, careful.
He had to separate it. Youâthe woman he lovedâ
And this: the medical necessity. Function. Anatomy. Nothing more.
His fingers found you. Not clumsy. Not invasive. Just precise. Controlled.
He had no clinical experience. Only theory. Diagrams burned into memory. Models. Sketches. Silhouettes.
He remembered the spacingâtwo fingers across, then three. The depth. The softness of the rim when it was ready. The slight give under pressure.
He measured with his own hand, adjusting, confirming what he hoped he already knewâ
And what your body had already told him. Pressure low. The baby was descending.
And thenâ
No rim.
His breath caught.
You were fully dilated. Ten. Complete. The cervix had disappeared under his touch. It was just you nowâyou and the child between.
And the next contraction came on like a thunderclap. He was barely back behind you before you surged forward with a sob.
âPushâ I have to pushââ
His arm wrapped around your waist, catching you, steadying.
âItâs time,â he whispered, breath hitching. âYouâre ready. Sheâs ready.â
He didnât let you see the way his eyes burned. He didnât let you hear the part of him that was shaking, not from fearâno.
From awe.
From the unbearable, quiet truth that the woman he loved was about to bring his child into the world. Right here. In his arms. And all he could do was catch her. Hold her. Witness you become divine.
Your cry tore through the trees.
It wasnât loudânot really. But it was final. Elemental. A sound ripped from the deepest part of you.
Xavier braced you gently, one hand supporting your thigh, the other steady at your lower back, guiding your body as it arched into the next wave.
âPush,â he said, voice low, calm, anchored. âNow. With the contraction. Just this one.â
You bore down with a guttural sob, and he felt it â all of it. The power. The resistance. The moment everything began to give way.
Then silence. A breath.
And it was starting.
He shifted slightly on his knees, closer, reverent. The forest around you didnât exist anymore. Time didnât exist. There was only this clearing, this woman, this child â and him.
He needed something clean.
His gaze flicked to the groundâhis coat. Already beneath you, soaked through with dirt, sweat, and blood. It wouldnât do. Couldnât.
He cursed under his breath.
Thenâhis hands went to his collar.
The shirt. White. Crisp. Still dry. It would have to be enough.
He stripped it without hesitation, fumbling only once with the buttons, skin prickling with cold as he peeled it off. The air hit his back like ice, but he didnât care. He folded the shirt quickly, then spread it across his lapâhis thighs just beneath where your body rested against him.
Thatâs where sheâll land, he thought. She deserves something clean.
His hands moved before his mind could catch up. He reached for his beltâunfastened the sheathed knife he always carried. A weapon, once. Now, a tool.
The blade caught what little light there was. Forest-dark steel.
He flicked the lighter open, held the flame to the edge of the knife until it hissed, glowed dull orange. His palm burned from the heat, but he held it steady. The acrid scent of scorched metal twisted into the night airâearth and sweat and blood and fire.
Once done, he laid the knife on the clean white fabric beside him, far from you but within reach. Handle turned just so. Ready.
Only then did he look up at you. And everything else disappeared.
You cried out â a sound pulled from the centre of the earth. Your body curled forward, shaking. He reached â one hand bracing your thigh, the other steady beneath to guide.
You pushed.
And the world cracked open.
A slick weight slipped into his hands.
She was here.
He caught her. Gently. As if she might fall through the world if he wasnât careful.
She was warm. Heavy. Unbelievably small.
For a moment he couldnât breathe. Couldnât speak.
She let out a wail that startled birds from the trees.
High. Piercing. Demanding.
Alive.
His lips parted, but no words cameâjust a choked sound, part laugh, part sob.
He turned her slightly in his hands, instinct leading action: checking her chestârising. Good. Legs flexing. Strong. The cryâforceful. No retraction, no dusky colour, no silence.
Sheâs breathing. Sheâs breathing on her own.
He pressed her to his chest, skin to skin, the heat of her sinking into him like something sacred.
Then, with trained precision, he laid her down briefly on the shirt across his thighs. His hands moved without hesitation: found the cord, still pulsing faintly. He tied it carefully with a strip of thread from his own seamâdouble-knot, firm but not tight. Just as the manual had said. Two fingers from the belly.
He reached for the sterilised knife. No shaking now. Only purpose.
A clean slice. The cord slackened. She was fully in the world now.
He scooped her back up, bundled her gently in the folds of his shirt, and turned to you.
You were half-conscious, panting, eyes glassyâbut they locked with his the moment you heard her.
âSheâs here,â he whispered. His voice broke. âSheâs alright. You did it. Gods, you did it.â
Your hand found his wrist. Weak. Wet with sweat. But real.
He returned to you immediately, settling behind you once more, your back folding into his chest, his arms wrapping around you both. Warmth. Shelter. The world narrowed to the circle of his embrace.
He moved gently, reverently, unbuttoning your blouse with one hand, baring the curve of your chest. You didnât stop him. Didnât need to.
He laid the baby on your skin. And everything fell silent.
Her cries softened. Her mouth turned instinctively, nuzzling, searching. You curled your arm around herâslow, protective, shaking.
Xavier stared.
Not at the blood. Not at the mess. At you. And her. And what you had both become in this moment.
And then you groaned again.
His whole body tensed.
âWhat is it? Whatâsââ
âStill,â you managed. âOne moreâŠâ
Of course. The placenta.
âOkay,â he said quickly, his arms tightening around you, helping you lean forward just enough. âItâs alright. Let it happen. Donât fight it. Just breathe.â
You pushed onceâtwiceâand then the soft, wet mass slid free. Heavy. Intact.
He gave a ragged exhale. It was over.
You collapsed back into him, hollowed out but whole.
The baby shifted on your chest. Still now. Warm. Real.
And for the first time, Xavier let goâjust a little. He pressed his forehead to the side of your head, eyes closed, breath catching in his throat.
You were safe. She was alive. And heâ
He was undone.
The forest had never been this quiet.
You were limp in his arms, the baby bundled tight against your chest beneath the folds of his ruined coat and his dirt-streaked shirt. Heâd covered your hips as best he couldâyour legs, trembling and bare, now wrapped in everything warm he had left. His body heat did the rest.
He looked down onceâjust once.
You. Her. Breathing in the same rhythm. Your cheek against her forehead.
His family.
âIâm carrying you,â he said softly. âWe need to get you to a hospital. Iâll run if I have to.â
You didnât answer. Just stirred faintly. Trusted him.
Of course you did.
He gathered you both into his arms and stoodâslowly, carefully, making sure her head was cradled between you, that your spine aligned with his chest. One step. Another. The weight didnât matter.
Heâd carry you to the end of the world.
But he didnât have to.
Light glinted through the trees. Voices. Boots. Flashlights cutting through the fog.
Medics.
Simone had sent them. He knew it instantly. They rushed forwardâsoft chaos, hands outstretched, voices sharp and gentle at once.
He didnât speak. Just surrendered you both into capable arms with a kind of silent reverence. He stayed close. Never let you out of his line of sight. Never let her out of his hands.
The hospital was white. Quiet. Sterile in a way that made the memory of forest moss and blood feel like a fever dream.
You lay on a low cot, pale but stable, a drip in your arm, your heartbeat steady under layers of warm linen. Antibiotics. Fluids. Everything under control.
âSheâs perfect,â the doctor said after checking her over. âStrong lungs. No sign of distress. You did everything right.â
Xavier hadnât sat down since they brought you in.
He paced. Slowly. Back and forth. The baby in his arms, bundled in the softest blanket they could find. She was sleeping now, one hand curled like a tiny fist near her mouth.
He looked down at her like she was made of glass.
Or starlight.
He had seen her come into this world. Had felt the weight of her as life began. Had watched blood turn into breath, watched pain become existence. Nothingânothingâhad prepared him for that.
She stirred, and he stopped pacing.
You were awake now, watching him through half-lidded eyes, drug-heavy but calm.
He came to your side. Sat carefully on the edge of the bed.
âSheâs yours,â he said, and there was something cracked in his voice he didnât bother to hide.
He placed her gently into your arms, guiding your hands with his, still beneath hers. You cradled her awkwardlyâyour arm stiff from the IV line.
âShe wants to feed,â you murmured. âI canât⊠not yet.â
He shook his head. âSheâs fine. Just hold her. Thatâs all she needs.â
You both watched her sleep.
So small. So utterly here.
Her hairâsoft and pale, almost silver-goldâshone faintly under the hospital light.
You smiled. âShe has your eyes.â
Xavier was quiet a long time. Thenâhis voice, low, fragile, certain:
âI didnât know I could love you more than I already did.â
You turned your head. He was still looking at the baby.
âBut I watched you carry her. For months. Every discomfort. Every fear. Every impossible day.â
He swallowed hard.
âAnd then I saw you bring her into the world. With your body. With your pain. With your strength.â
His eyes flicked to yours, and for a moment, they were sea-glass clear.
âAnd I realised,â he said, almost a whisper, âIâve only ever loved the surface of you.â
Your breath caught.
âEverything deeper,â he said, âeverything you never let me see until tonightâthatâs where the real love lives.â
The baby stirred.
Just a small twitchâher fingers unfurling like petals, her lips parting in a dream. She shifted closer against your chest, seeking warmth she already knew by heart.
The monitors hummed softly. Footsteps passed far down the hall. But hereâin this corner of sterile light and borrowed linenâeverything was still.
Xavier's hand found yours, fingers threading together without thought, without effort.
You turned your head, your voice barely a breath.
âI want another.â
He blinked, startled.
âA boy,â you added, eyes never leaving the babyâs face. âNext time.â
He stared at you a moment. And thenâhe smiled. Quiet. Wrecked. Entirely in love.
âYes,â he said. âNext time. And Iâll be with you again. From the very start to the very end. Always.â
Don't know if you will accept this one because not everyone is comfortable with writing for pregnancy trope. But i will try. đ
Imagine the reader is pregnant, and for some reason, she can't get to the hospital or opted for giving birth at home, and the labor starts with just the reader and the boys, how would they react? (Zayne would go well, I guess lol)
Anyway, I gotta say I am obsessed with your writing âïž đ€€đ„°
It honestly took me forever to get this request done, but here it isâfinally! I ended up splitting it into two parts, including a bit of my own experience with childbirth.
The main challenge was that, even when extreme, birth tends to follow a similar pattern. I didnât want to lean into unnecessary drama, so I approached it differently: wrote one complete mini-fic and turned the rest into short drabble-style sketches, which Iâll be posting here.
You can read more about Xavier/MCâs story here.
I chose him simply because I hadnât written anything focused on him in a whileâand it just flowed (from pen... well, keyboard) that way.
CT/WT: birth scene, childbirth, emergency birth, home birth, water birth, airplane birth, snowstorm birth, intense emotional content, partner support, soft!men, vulnerable!men, protective partner, found family, twins, hurt/comfort, emotional intimacy, fatherhood, new dad energy, birth fic, drabble collection, first-time dad, emotional whump, soft smutless intimacy, love confession, trauma comfort, birth complications, raw vulnerability, medical emergency, no smut just feelings, domestic intensity. Headcanon!!!
đ€ SYLUS â The Moment He Realizes Itâs Up to Him (Home Birth, Unprepared Conditions)
The Second It Clicks:
You gasp. Double over. Heâs at your side in a heartbeat.
âIs it time?â
You nod. Pain. Panic. Wet warmth. His blood freezes â then boils. No hospital. No doctor. No help. Just him.
His First Thought?
âFuck. No. Not like this. You deserve better.â
Not chaos. Not uncertainty. Not cold floors and towels that arenât sterile. Heâs Sylus â he controls everything. But this? This is the one thing he canât delay, buy, or dominate. Itâs coming. Now.
Terror?Not for himself. For you. For the pain in your eyes, the grip of your hand, the sheer fragility of the moment. His entire being rallies like a war horn blaring inside his chest.
âIf the universe put this in my hands, then itâs getting the best fucking performance of my life.â
What he does first:He lowers you carefully to the bed. Kisses your knuckles, even as heâs barking quiet orders into a phone no one picks up. His voice is deep, steady. But his heart is galloping. He never lets you see it. Never lets his fear break through. You deserve certainty, and heâll give it to you â even if heâs unraveling at the seams.
What He Says:âKitten. Look at me.â
You do. Eyes wide. Brave. Terrified.
âYou trust me?â
You nod.
âThen breathe. Iâve got this. Iâve got you. I always have.â
What He Feels:Youâre vulnerable. And youâre still the strongest creature heâs ever seen. He wishes he could take the pain. Rip it from you and carry it in his own bones. But this is your war. And all he can do is be the sword and the shield.
âDonât you dare break on me, baby. Youâre almost there. Weâre almost there.â
And when you cry out âSomething inside him shatters. Not weakness. Not panic.
Love.
The kind that could burn cities. The kind that makes gods kneel. He wipes your brow with trembling fingers, and for the first time in years, he whispers: âPlease. Just let me do this right.â
The First Push:Your nails dig into his forearm. Hard. He doesn't flinch. He leans in, forehead almost touching yours.
âThatâs it. Breathe through it. Iâve got you.â
Your body trembles. He sees it â the pain, the fear, the fight. And God, heâs never loved you more than in this bloody, imperfect, holy moment.
The Next Contractions Hit:They're relentless. And so is he. Heâs on his knees beside the bed now, sleeves rolled, jaw locked, hands steady but heart breaking.
âYou're doing so good, kitten. So fucking good. I'm right here. Ride it. Ride it out. You're the strongest thing I've ever seen.â
He keeps talking because your cries are the sound of his soul ripping open. He wants to scream with you â but he doesnât. He canât. You need him iron-clad.
When the Baby Crowns:For a split second, he freezes. The sight undoes him. It's real.
His voice catches. He swallows hard. Then acts. Fast. He speaks softly but firmly. âAlmost there. Just one more, baby. Give me everything youâve got.âAnd when you do â when you scream and bear down and sob his name â the world shifts.
The Birth:The baby slips into his hands. Warm. Fragile. Alive. He catches it like itâs made of light. For a moment, he just stares. His lips part, but no words come. This. This is his child. His hands are shaking now. Bloody, trembling.
But when the baby cries? He lets out the most ragged breath of his life.
âYou did it,â he whispers, eyes locked on yours. âYou fucking did it.â
He ties and cuts the cord. Precise. Careful. Reverent. Wraps the baby in a soft towel and places it in your arms. And then? He just watches. Like the world cracked open to show him something he never thought he was worthy of.
When the Medics Finally Arrive:He doesnât move from your side. Doesnât let go of your hand. The men in white bark questions. He answers in clipped growls, still on alert. They try to move in too fast, and he snaps, âSheâs fine. You move when she says so.â
The room is full now â but all he sees is you.
Afterward, When Itâs Quiet Again:He sits beside you, one hand on your leg, the other gently stroking the baby's tiny back. His shirt is soaked, his knuckles still stained, his eyes rimmed red. He doesnât speak for a long time. Just breathes in the shape of you. Watches you like you might disappear.
And then he says it, raw and low:âIâve killed for less than the pain you just went through.ââYou scare me,â he adds, almost smiling. âBecause I didnât think I could love you more than I already did.âA pause. His voice softens. âTurns out, I was wrong.â
How He Is With You After:
He wonât leave the room for the first 24 hours. Wonât sleep unless you sleep. Wonât speak unless itâs to you. Every time you shift, heâs there. Water. Blankets. Warm palms.
He touches you like youâre made of fire and stardust. And maybe you are. You brought life into the world â and now heâs a man whoâs seen a goddess bleed and survive.
Whatâs Changed?
Everything. Youâre no longer just the woman he worships. Youâre the mother of his child. And heâs never been more dangerous, more devoted, or more in awe.
And when he finally holds the baby in his arms, whispering something in a voice only the stars can hear, you catch the look on his face â as if the king of the underworld just met the one soul that could make him believe in heaven.
đš RAFAYEL â Water Birth Gone Off-Script (But You're Still His Masterpiece)
The Second It Clicks:You gasp. A real one. Water shifts behind the door. He hears it â not the splash, but the silence that follows. Brush mid-stroke, he freezes in the studio. Palette still in hand. Then he hears you call his name. Soft. Urgent. Different. His heart misses a beat. Oh. Oh, fuck. Itâs time.
His First Thought?âCutie, not yet â whereâs the damn midwife?â This was supposed to be smooth. Music, candles, soft towels, help. He practiced. Took notes. Learned everything. But youâre contracting, youâre gripping his arm like a lifeline, and that carefully prepared plan just drowned.
Terror?Only for a split second. Then? It turns into motion. His version of war. No armor. Just bare skin, water, and wild love. He tears off his silk shirt, drops to his knees beside the tub, and cups your face. Eyes blazing. Smile trembling. âYouâve got this. Iâve got you. Letâs be legends, sweetheart.â
What He Does First:Lights dimmed. Calm playlist turned off. Thatâs not helping. He speaks instead. Constant stream of velvet and madness â anything to keep you in your body. He checks your breath, strokes your arms, pours warm water down your back. He holds your thighs when the cramping gets too much. âBreathe, Cutie. Moan if you need to. Scream. Iâll scream with you.â
What He Says:âYouâre the most divine creature Iâve ever painted and youâre not even trying right now.â
âDo you know what it does to me â to see you bring life into the world? Iâm ruined.â
âI love you. Youâre terrifying. Itâs magnificent.â
âIâm not ready, but Iâm so ready. Are you ready, sweetheart?â
He laughs and cries all at once. Classic Raf.
What He Feels:Absolute awe. Like watching a volcano give birth to the moon. Youâre in pain, and heâd trade his soul to take it away â
But youâre also gorgeous. Power and surrender. Fury and grace. He watches you like a living epic, memorizing every second. And somewhere deep down: terror. Because heâs about to meet a little soul that already feels like the most important thing heâs ever waited for.
And When You Cry Out âHe flinches like someone hit his body. Then kisses your forehead. Then your shoulder. Then your fingers. âI know, I know, my love. You can hate me right now. But when itâs over, youâre going to be a fucking goddess in my arms again.â
The First Push:He holds you. Literally. Behind you in the tub, your back pressed to his chest. Whispers in your ear like poetry, nonsense, love confessions. His hands steady your belly. His cheek presses to yours. âPush. With me. Right now. Pretend the stars are watching.â
The Next Contractions Hit:You sob. Scream. Curse. He laughs through tears. âThatâs my girl. Go feral, baby.â
He doesn't pretend it's easy. He matches the chaos. You scream louder? He screams louder. You sob? He hums a lullaby in broken Lemurian. And when you break? He stitches you back together with every ridiculous, poetic, stupidly beautiful word.
When the Baby Crowns:He feels it before he sees it â the shift in your breath, the way your body tenses like a storm breaking. âCutie â heâs here. Heâs really here.â
He helps you lean forward, moves behind and then lower, one arm steadying you as he shifts to kneel in the water. And then he sees it â the beginning of everything. His voice is gone. His hands shake. But he stays.
The Birth:The baby slides into the water. Raf catches him like heâs catching a star falling into the sea. He brings him up gently, lets him cry, and then stares â completely undone. He places the baby on your chest with reverence. Then breaks. Just breaks. Weeps silently as he holds you both.
When the Medics Finally Arrive:He answers the door shirtless, soaked, with red-rimmed eyes and a feral look.
âToo late,â he snaps. âShe did it herself. I just got to be lucky enough to watch.â Then walks past them, back to the bathroom, because heâs not done looking at you.
Afterward, When Itâs Quiet Again:Youâre in bed. Baby asleep. Candles flickering low. Rafâs lying next to you, propped on an elbow, fingers lightly tracing invisible constellations on your arm. His voice is almost a whisper. âYou made something I could never paint. Not with all the colors in the universe.â
Confession:âI used to think love was chaos. Fire. Tragedy.â He swallows. âBut you â carrying him, birthing him â you made me believe in something bigger than all that. Something gentle.â Beat.
âStill chaos. But now⊠now I want to live in it.â
How He Is With You After:He wonât stop touching you. Ever. Cheek pressed to your stomach. Hand around your ankle. Lips to your collarbone. He calls you his ocean, his cathedral, his everything. Gets jealous when the baby gets more attention, then sulks dramatically â only to melt the moment the baby yawns.
Whatâs Changed?
He didnât think he could love more than he already did. But now heâs ruined. Completely, gloriously yours. He paints you every day. He stares at the baby like a spell. And every night, he murmurs: âCutie, I would live a thousand lifetimes just to land in this one with you.â
The Second It Clicks:Your breath hitches. You shift. Then freeze. He knows your body too well â something is off. You whisper, "CalebâŠ"
He looks at you. And in that one heartbeat, he knows. Itâs happening. Here. Now. Too early.
His First Thought?âNo.âNot like this. Not at cruising altitude. Not without equipment, backup, time. You were supposed to have two more weeks. He had a plan. A perfect one. And the baby just threw it out the emergency exit.
Terror?It brushes him. A ghost against the back of his mind. Thereâs a moment â sharp, almost blinding â where every instinct screams: get to the cockpit, take the controls, force the descent, get her to a hospital, make it stop. Not the birth â your pain. The helplessness. But Caleb is a fortress â fear doesnât get through the walls. Not when you need him solid. Not when your breathing goes shallow and your fingers dig into his thigh. He shuts it out. Cold. Calculated. He stays. Right where you are. âHandle it.â
What He Does First:
Turns to the nearest flight attendant â sheâs pale, shaking. âGet blankets. Towels. Water. First aid kit. Everything. Now.âThen he takes your hand. Squeezes once. He shifts the cabin â clears seats, turns it into a command zone. Straps you in, kneels in front of you like youâre his entire mission.
What He Says:âBreathe.â âLook at me, not the chaos. Me.ââYou're safe. I'm here. Iâll get you through this.ââNo oneâs going to touch you but me. You hear me?âLow, controlled. The voice of command â but laced with something raw. The kind of voice that means heâd rip this plane open and land it with his bare hands if he had to.
What He Feels:Failure. Because this wasnât the plan. Because he let you on this plane, knowing the risks. Because youâre in pain and thereâs nothing he can shoot or order or carry to fix it. But above that â something bigger. Something anchoring. Youâre about to give him a child. His child. And heâs never been more terrified or more in love.
And When You Cry Out âHe stops breathing. Just for a moment. Then grabs a wet cloth, wipes your forehead, presses his mouth to your knuckles.
âItâs okay. I know. I know it hurts. Just hold on, love.â
He doesnât flinch when you scream. He braces for you. Becomes your wall.
The First Push:
He helps you brace your legs. Talks you through it. Counts your breaths. His voice doesnât shake. Youâre gripping his shoulder like you want to break him â and if it helps, he wants you to.
âPush. Right now. You can do it. I know you can.â
The Next Contractions Hit:They come fast. Brutal. Youâre soaked in sweat, sobbing, slipping in and out of focus. He holds your gaze. Forces you to stay present. âStay with me. Just me. Eyes on mine.â Heâs not just commanding your body now. Heâs anchoring your soul.
When the Baby Crowns:His jaw locks. Thereâs blood. Pain. A sound from you that breaks something in him forever. But thenâ
âI see the head. One more. One big push, baby. Do it for me.âHeâs never begged in his life. Until now.
The Birth:The baby slides into his hands â hot, wet, alive. He holds it like itâs a grenade and a prayer. He hesitates for a heartbeat, then moves on instinct drilled in from every medical video he obsessively watched in the weeks before. Wipes the face. Rubs the back. Hears that first cry. And his shoulders slump like he just survived a war. He lays the baby on your chest with military precisionâ
But his hands are shaking. And his voice is gone.
When the Plane Lands:Paramedics are already waiting on the tarmac. The moment the wheels hit the ground, heâs on his feet, securing the baby, then lifting you into his arms â no hesitation, no discussion. Your body wrapped in his jacket, his grip unshakable.
âShe stays with me,â he tells them â low and final. He carries you down the stairs himself, eyes scanning every face like a soldier clearing a field. And when the medics move in, he doesnât flinch â but he watches every hand. Every word. His eyes never leave you. Heâs still on the battlefield.
Afterward, When Itâs Quiet Again:
The babyâs wrapped and asleep. Youâre in a hospital bed now, monitors quiet, lights dim. Caleb sits beside you â still in his flight-worn clothes, hands resting on the edge of the mattress like heâs holding the line. He doesnât speak. Doesnât blink. Just watches you breathe. As if any second, the universe might try to take you again.
Confession:âI donât know how to do this part.â
Soft. Almost a whisper.
âI know war. I know strategy. I know how to keep you alive.âA pause.
âBut you just gave me everything, thirty-five thousand feet above the world. And I donât know how to thank you for that.â
How He Is With You After:
Hypervigilant. Keeps you warm. Fed. Rested. Checks the babyâs breath every ten minutes. Doesnât leave your side â not even to sleep. Carries you to the bathroom if he has to. Barely talks. Just does.
Whatâs Changed?
He always thought his job was to protect you. Now he knows â you are the reason he fights. You made life, in midair, with nothing but pain and instinct. Heâs seen you soft. Heâs seen you in love. Now heâs seen you divine. And no enemy will ever get close again. Not even turbulence. And definitely not labor at 35,000 feet â because heâs never letting you board a plane pregnant again.
Heâs already planning the next birth. Controlled environment. Ground-level. Walls. Doctors. No sky. No chaos. Just you, safe â the way you were always supposed to be.
đ§ ZAYNE â Snowcrest Emergency (Twins, a Storm, and You in His Hands)
The Second It Clicks:Youâre at the stove, stirring a pot of mulled wine, the scent of cloves and orange peel curling through the wooden walls of the chalet. Snow presses against the windows like a soft white fist. Then something shifts. You freeze. One hand goes to the edge of the counter, the other to your belly. Your breath catches â once. Twice. Too sharp.
Zayne looks up from the hearth, where he was stacking firewood. Sees your face. Sees your hands. His mind clicks into motion before you can speak. Contractions. Strong. Rhythmic. A month early. Twins. Itâs happening. Now.
His First Thought?âNo hospital. No OR. No neonatal equipment. Two infants. High-risk environment.â His mind races: Whatâs missing? What can he improvise? What matters most? You. He recalibrates in milliseconds. The plan has changed. Youâre the plan now.
Terror?He doesnât let it register. But for the first time in a decade, he feels his pulse spike without choosing it. This is not a patient. Not a clinical environment. This is you. And his hands â hands that saved hundreds â suddenly feel too slow, too human.
What He Does First:Takes control. Quietly, precisely. âLie down. Left side. Pillows under your knees.â
Gets gloves. Clean cloths. Lantern light. Wipes the counter. Boils water. Checks your pupils, your breath rate, heart rate. Starts counting contractions. Voice â steady as marble. âVitals are within threshold. Weâll manage.â He doesnât say "Iâm scared." He sets his jaw and becomes the machine you need.
What He Says:âCut the noise. Focus on me.â âDeep breath in. Hold. Now exhale slowly.â âYouâre safe. I have you. Nothingâs going wrong under my watch.â And softer, almost like it slips out against his control: âYouâre not doing this alone. Iâm here.âThen quieter still, barely audible over your breathingâ
âI donât want you to be afraid. Not with me.â
What He Feels:A depth of protectiveness so massive it short-circuits logic. He canât afford emotion â so it burns quietly behind his ribs. Every sound you make, every twitch of pain â he catalogs it, files it, calculates it. But somewhere behind the math, something whispers: âThese are my children. And sheâs the one I never deserved.â
And When You Cry OutâHe doesnât flinch. But his jaw locks, and he moves faster. More towels. More warmth. Calmer voice. He adjusts your position, murmurs into your hair: âI know. I know, love. It hurts. Youâre strong. Youâre going to get them here, and Iâm going to catch them. I promise.â
The First Push:ââPush with the contraction. Not before.âHe watches your breath, cues your muscles, syncs with your rhythm like surgery. You scream. He doesnât blink. Just steadies your knee, keeps his voice low and close. âYouâre doing it. This is the part that ends it. The worst is behind you.â
The Next Contractions Hit:They come harder, closer. Youâre shaking. Your body starts to give. Zayne grips your hands, brings your forehead to his. âYouâre not breaking. Youâre giving life. Do it. Iâm right here.â
He says it like a command. But his voice catches.
When the Baby Crowns:Itâs fast. First twin is anterior. Textbook. Zayneâs gloves are slick, but his hold is perfect. The baby slips into his hands â screaming. He wraps, clears, breathes. Then glances up at you, and â for half a second â his breath stutters. One down. One more.
The Birth (Second Twin):This oneâs trickier. Breech. Zayneâs hands move with silent grace, guiding you, shifting your hips, protecting you from the risk. Itâs intense. Itâs dangerous. But he handles it like a master. The second baby arrives blue. He doesnât panic. Just acts. Clears airway. Stimulates. Waits â cry. Only then does his chest move again.
When the Medics Finally Arrive:He meets them at the door. Calm. Precise. These are his colleagues â people he trusts. He listens to every reading, watches every movement. They confirm what he already knows: vitals are steady. No signs of immediate risk. He should transfer you. He planned to.
But then you look at him â raw, pleading, exhausted. And he recalculates. âWeâll monitor here. Twelve-hour window. Iâll oversee everything myself.â
Heâs already wrapping you and the twins in fresh blankets, resetting the monitors. His voice is steady. His posture sure. But his hand doesnât leave yours. Heâs not just responsible. Heâs personally invested. In this. In you. In all three lives now resting in his hands.
Confession:He speaks only when you touch his wrist.
âIâve never been this scared.â A beat. âAnd I didnât let myself feel it. Until now.â
Another pause.
âYou and them â youâre the only variables I canât solve. And I think Iâm okay with that.â
How He Is With You After:
Meticulous. Attentive. Understated. Charts feed schedules. Tracks sleeping patterns. Never wakes you if he can help it. Takes night shifts. Warms bottles. Still quiet. Still reserved. But touches you more often now â almost absently. A thumb to your wrist. A hand at your back. Like he canât not.
Whatâs Changed?
Something in him has shifted â quietly, irreversibly. He was a man of logic. Now heâs a man of you. He doesnât smile often â but when he looks at the twins, something in his eyes softens in a way he canât quite explain. And every time you cry â from exhaustion, or joy, or pain â he presses a kiss to your temple and says, âTell me what to fix.â
Even if he knows he never could. Because heâll try anyway. For as long as youâll let him.
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Quick off the top of your head: What is the singular best physical and/or emotional trait you love from your favorite LADs LI?? gooooo đââïž
Oh, do Calebâs push-ups count? Because honestly, I could be grinding through a full dayâs workload while heâs off grunting on my screen â and Iâm not complaining for a second. đ€ž
But since I have three favorite LIs, hereâs the breakdown:
đ Caleb â Itâs the duality for me. That perfect blend of âboy next doorâ and âruthless colonel.â Thereâs just something irresistibly compelling about a man who could kiss you soft one minute and lead a battalion the next. (Military types are my kryptonite â shoutout to CoD & TF 141.)
đ Sylus â I fell for him in his full-on âbad boyâ era. The sarcasm, the edge, the whole dark romance energy he carries like a second skin â I eat that up.
âïž Zayne â My other fatal weakness: emotionally restrained, intellectually layered men who feel just out of reach. And the brains. God, the brains. Intelligence is my ultimate kink. (Cue the Sherlock & Benedict Cumberbatch phase of my life.)
Also â thank you for such a great question. Seriously. I had way too much fun answering this one. đđŹ
Possession, Obsession, Devotion: A Study in Five Men
Nope, I havenât vanished.
Super grateful for all your messages and the sweet support â seriously, thank you. Just swamped with work right now, so writingâs slowed down a bit.
Still working on your requests, I promise!
And Iâm knee-deep in a pretty massive, emotionally wrecking angst based on a Songfic prompt.
While that oneâs cooking, I thought Iâd drop another batch of my random writer notes â all bundled up in one chaotic little post.
CW/TW: Headcanons, Possessive Behavior, Obsessive Love, Jealousy, Power Imbalance, Toxic Romance, Red Flags Treated as Romance, Intimacy with Control Undertones, Emotional Manipulation (Mild), Dubious Coping Mechanisms, Intense Emotional Dependency, Suggestive Themes, Mild Sexual Content, Unhealthy Attachment Framed as Devotion
Genre: Romance-Infused, Erotically-Charged Drabbles with a Generous Side of Fluff
Words Count: 8.6K
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Calebâs Obsessed With You
1. You call another man âhandsomeâ â even as a joke.
You were teasing. Flirting, in that harmless, breezy way of yours. Caleb laughed. Then immediately kissed you like he needed to reassert territorial dominance with tongue and body weight. Funny how your jokes always end with your back against the wall and his hand on your throat. Lovingly.
2. You go to someone else for help instead of him.
You needed tech support. A charger. Help moving the couch. And instead of calling your six-foot-two, military-trained, emotionally unstable boyfriend â you asked Xavier. Caleb didnât say anything. Just stood in the doorway, watching, calculating how long it would take to move the entire solar system to make sure you never do that again.
3. You donât sit on his lap when thereâs clearly space.You chose the chair. Next to him. Not on him. Heâs not mad. No, no. He's just questioning the entire fabric of your connection and whether youâve lost all sense of instinct. And when you finally realize and climb into his lap? He sighs like a man being restored to life.
4. You post a photo where you're not touching him.Nice shot. Great lighting. Cute outfit. But why is he two feet away and not glued to your side like a shadow with military clearance? His arm belongs around your waist. His hand belongs on your thigh. And your caption? Shouldâve been his name, followed by a possessive noun.
5. You forget to wear his dog tags.
He left them for you. Carefully. On your nightstand. The same tags heâs worn through hell. And you? Walked out the door wearing a cute sweater and nothing that says âbelonging to Colonel Caleb.â Heâll never say a word. Heâll just strip you slow the second you get home and fasten them back around your neck himself. With teeth.
5 Lies Caleb Tells Himself About You
1. âI donât care that she uses my toothbrush.âYou could take a fresh one. You donât. You reach for his, same as always â like that handle belongs to you more than to him. He mutters something about germs. Then watches you rinse with that smug little smile. And later, when you're asleep, he moves it back to your side of the sink. Right where you like it.
2. âShe can wear whatever she wants.âAnd you do. His shirt. His flight jacket. That tiny black top you swear is âpractical.â He acts unbothered. Says nothing. But the second someone else looks too long? He stands behind you. One hand on your waist. That casual kind of possessive that feels like a warning wrapped in warmth.
3. âI donât need her to text me when she gets home.âYouâre a grown woman. A Hunter. Youâve neutralized things with more teeth than common sense. You say âDonât wait up.â He says âSure.â Then checks his phone every ten minutes like it's a heartbeat monitor and he's waiting to hear yours again.
4. âItâs fine if she flirts. I know itâs harmless.âYouâre charming. Itâs part of who you are. You wink. Smile. Lean in a little too close. Caleb plays it cool. Says, âSheâs always like that.â Then grabs your waist in front of everyone and whispers: âTry that again, and Iâll fuck you so hard next time you wonât remember anyone elseâs name.â
5. âShe doesnât need to say she loves me every day.âYou say it once. In passing. A low little âlove youâ as you walk away, like itâs nothing. But he hears it like an oath. And that night? He holds your hand a little tighter. Pulls your body a little closer. Not because he needs to hear it again. But because if he doesnât touch you, he might forget how to breathe.
5 Things That Make Him Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. Your hair falls in his face.
Leaning over him. Stretching across the couch. Just close enough that it brushes his cheek like it has rights. You donât even notice. But he does. Every time. He doesnât say anything. Doesnât move. Just breathes in and lets the world narrow to that one soft, smug part of you.
2. You chew on your thumb when youâre thinking.
Not seductively. Not even consciously. Just a tiny bite to the edge of your nail while youâre mid-rant about your latest recon or trying to remember the name of a street vendor. Itâs nothing. Stupid. Barely a gesture. And yet â he stares. Tracks it like a countdown. Fists flexing slow. Jaw tight. Because that mouth should never look that innocent.
3. You interrupt him when heâs cooking.
Heâs focused. Knife in hand. Half-distracted by heat and oil. And then you slide in behind him. Touch his lower back. Squeeze something you shouldnât. Say âSmells good, chef,â with a grin that makes his whole spine forget how to hold. He curses. Tries to shoo you off. You lick something off his finger. And now dinnerâs going to burn.
4. You try on his Fleet cap like itâs a joke.
You lift it off the rack. Set it crooked on your head. Salute with two fingers and that smile that once made him fall off a training tower. âColonel,â you say. And heâs gone. He should laugh. He doesnât. He walks over, takes it off you slow, and kisses your temple like heâs reassigning you to a very different kind of mission.
5. You say âIâm yoursâ.
Not in bed. Not in public. Just⊠casually. In passing. In that low voice you only use when somethingâs real.
âIâm yours.âHe looks at you like you just disarmed a bomb with your bare hands. And then he ruins you for saying it so lightly.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. Youâre the only one allowed to fly with him in his military jet.Clearance denied. Protocol says no. Regulations triple-confirm it. And yet â youâre in the co-pilot seat, boots up, fingers tracing buttons youâre not supposed to touch. He doesnât stop you. Someone once asked why you get to ride with him when no one else does. He looked up from the cockpit and said, âSheâs my gravity.â End of discussion.
2. You only need to place your hand on his to calm him down.No words. No pleading. No strategic de-escalation. Just your fingers, settling lightly over his, when something in him starts to coil too tight. And just like that â his spine eases. The heat in his eyes lowers by a degree. People have seen him end arguments with three words. Theyâve never seen him go silent for anyone but you.
3. Youâre the only person heâll interrupt a briefing for.Heâs mid-sentence. Room full of officers. Tactical projections glowing on the wall. His phone buzzes. He glances down, sees your name â and pauses. âGive me five,â he says. And walks out without waiting for permission. Someone once asked who it was. He said, âThe only priority higher than this fleet.â No one asked again.
4. You walk in on his arm at the Farspace Fleet annual gala.Heâs in dress whites. Youâre in black. And the room â full of admirals, envoys, diplomats â parts like mist when you enter. He doesnât introduce you. He doesnât need to. Youâre not just his date. Youâre the one who makes him dangerous in silence. And everyone knows it.
5. You donât need words to communicate.One glance. A tilt of your head. A tiny shift in posture across the room. Heâs already moving. Already reading you like mission data. To others, it looks like magic. Intuition. Maybe telepathy. But for you two? Itâs just muscle memory â built from years of almosts, nevers, and finallys.
5 Times Caleb Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He pulled the full personnel file on a man you once smiled at.You were being polite. Friendly. The guy asked something harmless, you laughed. By morning, Caleb had his record open on a secure datapad, scrolling like he wasnât reading a life â just calculating the risk factor. You asked what he was doing. He said, âI like knowing who wants whatâs mine.â And then kissed you like he hoped you never asked him to stop.
2. He showed up at your door at 02:03 AM. Soaking wet. Furious. Silent.You missed one message. One. He waited. Thirty minutes. An hour. And then something in him snapped. No threats. No drama. Just the sound of his knock like a warning shot. You opened the door. He didnât speak. Just stared. And then pulled you in with a grip like survival wasnât optional anymore.
3. He scared the hell out of a junior pilot for asking your name.The kid was fresh. Eager. Smiled a little too long. Said, âHey, what should I call you?â You started to answer. Then turned â and saw Caleb across the room. Expression calm. Stance neutral. Eyes loaded. The pilot apologized before you even said a word.
4. He slammed his hand on the table when you joked about breaking up.Just a joke. A throwaway line. Something stupid like âGuess Iâll go find someone less intense.â And his hand hit the surface before the words fully left your mouth. Not loud. Not violent. Just final. He didnât yell. Didnât argue. Just looked at you like youâd put a knife in his ribs and smiled about it. You never made that joke again.
5. He called you âdangerousâ â and meant it like a vow.It was late. You were arguing. You said something sharp. He caught your wrist and said it low, almost reverent: âYouâre dangerous.â But not like an accusation. Like awe. Like worship. Like heâd already decided to stay, even if you wrecked him completely. Even if heâd have to protect the world from you. Or protect you from himself.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Zayneâs Obsessed With You
1. Someone else bandaged your scratch.
Just a graze. A stupid piece of shrapnel across your forearm. A colleague wrapped it up. No big deal. You came home smiling. Told him it barely hurt. He nodded. Quiet. Then excused himself to the kitchen. Five minutes later, he returned with antiseptic, clean gauze, and the words: âTake it off. Iâm doing it properly.â Â You didnât argue. Neither did he.
2. Someone at work lent you their umbrella. A man.
It was raining. You forgot yours. He offered. You accepted.Â
Zayne didnât say a thing when you mentioned it over dinner. Just hummed. Neutral. The next morning, you found a new umbrella in your bag. Carbon fiber. Windproof. Labeled discreetly with your initials. You didnât ask how he knew the exact weight your bag could carry without straining your shoulder.
3. You asked the waiter to recommend a wine.
It was harmless. Polite. You were curious. But Zayne was sitting right there. He didnât blink. Just looked at the waiter, then at you. Then took the list back. âActually,â he said, calm as glass, âshe prefers reds with less acidity. Iâll order.â You nodded. The waiter nodded. And somewhere between the clink of glasses, you realized that wasn't about wine at all.
4. You didnât invite him to your morning training.
Heâd had a night shift. Surgery ran late. You wanted him to rest. So you left quietly. He woke up to an empty bed, your gym bag missing, and a silence that felt like a closed door. You came back to find his routine disrupted, his pulse still too fast â and a protein shake mixed just how you like it, chilled and waiting on the table. He never mentioned it. But now, if you decide to âlet him restâ again⊠your training starts later. And doesnât involve clothes.
5. You called another man âsmart.â
It was a game show. Trivia night. Some stranger on-screen made a clever move. You smiled. âWow. That was actually really smart.â Zayne didnât look up from his tablet. Didnât even shift. But ten minutes later, you found yourself in a very precise debate about probability, strategy, and why that move wasnât that brilliant after all. You didnât argue. You just leaned closer. He didnât smirk, but you felt it anyway.
5 Things That Make Zayne Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. You straighten his tie.
Youâre not thinking about it. Just reaching out, adjusting the knot, smoothing the line down his chest like itâs second nature. He stays still. Breath held. Eyes on your face. You step back. He doesnât. Because now all he can think about is using that same tie to bind your wrists to the chair in his office â and how many minutes he can steal between appointments without compromising your breathing.
2. You dip your finger into the frosting of his pastry.
You donât ask. Just lean in, collect a bit of cream with your fingertip â and taste it. Oblivious. Innocent. Distracted by something else. He watches. Silently. And now the fork in his hand feels criminally unnecessary, because his mouth is dry, his mindâs gone blank, and heâs halfway to pulling you into his lap just to return the favor â with interest.
3. You take off your bra without removing your shirt.
Itâs casual. Automatic. Youâre talking about your day, laughing, and then â
One arm out. Then the other. The strap slides through the sleeve and vanishes into your laundry bag like it never existed. His brain glitches. His hands twitch. And he will absolutely spend the rest of the evening pretending to listen while picturing every technical step of reversing that maneuver with his teeth.
4. You imitate him. Badly.
Youâre wearing his lab coat. His glasses. Sitting at his desk, brows drawn, lips pressed tight. Your impression is awful. He should be annoyed. But instead â he watches. Sharp. Quiet. And when you finally laugh and start to take it off, he gets up. Takes the coat from your shoulders himself. And tells you, too evenly, âYou forgot the gloves.â
5. You trace lazy shapes on his wrist while talking about something unrelated.
Youâre saying something about your neighborâs cat. Something trivial. But your fingers are moving in a slow, absent pattern across his skin. And Zayne â who has operated on live hearts under pressure, who has held lives in one hand and death in the other â is currently struggling not to grab your wrist and drag you onto the desk. Because apparently, nothing in this galaxy has the precision impact of your fingertip.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. You have a keycard to his office.Not a guest pass. Not a shared access code. A permanent, personalized, high-level card to a room most staff canât even knock on without permission. You walked in one day mid-shift, casual, spinning the card between your fingers like it was a hairpin. Three nurses saw. One dropped her tablet. Rumors started before you even closed the door. Zayne didnât correct them.
2. When he received a prestigious award, the first person he thanked was you.Best cardiothoracic surgeon of the year. Cameras flashing. Applause rising. Everyone expected a speech about innovation and responsibility. Instead, he said: âIâd like to thank the one person who keeps me alive enough to do this work. My partner. My favorite interruption.âThen he looked straight at you. The auditorium melted.
3. Youâre both dressed like weapons. And everyone notices.He wears tailored coats, precision-cut collars, charcoal palettes like a tactical signature.You? Heels like blades. A suit that redefines âcombat-ready.â And when you walk together â sharp, silent, side by side â people stop talking. Someone once tried to photograph you.
The headline read: Unknown dignitaries arrive. Security does not comment.
4. You donât argue. You duet.Someone crossed a line. Loud, drunk, smug. Zayne responded first â clean, cold, just one sentence long. The man blinked. Started to retort.
You finished it for him. Elegant, sharp, no profanity required.
He left. Fast. And you turned back to Zayne like nothing happened â while everyone else tried to recover from what could only be described as a linguistic orgasm.
5. He opens doors, buttons coats, and moves chairs like itâs instinct.Not performative. Not flashy. Just⊠precise. He adjusts your sleeve without thinking. Helps you into the car like itâs always been his hand. You barely register it.
But the woman across the street? The one who saw it all from behind her coffee cup? Sheâs still texting her group chat about âthe man in the long coat and the woman who ruined my standards.â
5 Times Zayne Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He gets live data from your heart monitor.Your Hunterâs Watch sends updates to the cloud. Zayne rerouted the feed to his private tablet. âJust in case,â he said. Now he knows when your pulse spikes. When youâre injured. When you donât sleep. You never gave him access. You never had to.
The first time he called mid-mission to say âslow your breathingâ â you realized he wasnât tracking. He was watching over.
2. He absolutely hates when you drive. Always.You're capable. Fast. Efficient. And yet â every time you take the wheel, something in him shuts down. He doesnât argue. Doesnât protest. Just goes silent. And stares at the road like it personally offended him. He says, âItâs fine.â But he holds the dashboard too tightly for that to be true.
3. He freezes every time you say âI can handle it.âYou mean well. Youâre strong. You are capable. But when you brush him off with a casual âIâve got this,â he doesnât nod. Doesnât smile. He just stops. Eyes unreadable. Hands still. And when you come back later â even fine â thereâs already a backup plan on your datapad. Three versions. In color.
4. He never replies to emotional messages right away.You send: âI miss you. A lot.â His read receipt appears. Then⊠nothing. For two hours.
And just when you start to spiral â he sends a photo. Of your favorite pastry. Waiting on his table. With one word: âSoon.â You hate how well it works.Â
5. He spoke to the man flirting with you like he was reviewing his autopsy.It was harmless. A drink. A joke. A compliment. You laughed. Zayne didnât.
He stepped in, shook the manâs hand, and said: "Tell me, has anyone ever checked your prefrontal lobe for impulse control irregularities?"The man left. Quickly. You rolled your eyes. Zayne didnât apologize. He just took your hand. And changed the subject. Completely calm. Fully satisfied.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Rafayelâs Obsessed With You
1. Someone comments âđ„â under your photo â and you like it.He sees it. Of course he does. He sees everything. You think itâs harmless. He thinks itâs appalling that someone dared mark your beauty with an emoji better suited to grilled meat. He says nothing. But that night, you get a charcoal sketch of yourself in your favorite pose, signed with a tiny flame in the corner. When you ask about it, he hums. âOh, just honoring your admirersâ creative input.â
2. You linger too long in front of another artistâs painting.Not just glance. Linger. Eyes soft. Head tilted. That thoughtful little breath you take when something moves you. He stands beside you, perfectly still. Smiling. Then leans in and whispers, âCutie, if you start weeping, I may need to challenge the gallery owner to a duel.â
You're not sure if heâs joking. Youâre also not sure you want him to be.
3. You talk about a beautiful place you visited⊠without him.Youâre glowing. Describing the light, the air, the view. He listens, nods, even asks questions.
Then: âAnd did the sun taste the same without me there?â You pause. He smiles, all charm and cheekbones. âIâm just wondering how it dared rise, knowing we werenât together.â
4. You send him a photo â and thereâs someone elseâs hand in the frame.You didnât notice it. He did. He stares at the image like itâs a crime scene. Zooms in. Later, he replies: âBeautiful composition. Fascinating use of background tension. Would love to discuss the symbolism of that wrist â whose is it?â You laugh. He doesnât.
5. You say some actor is âexactly your type.âHe doesnât flinch. Doesnât blink. Just goes very still, then casually asks, âBefore or after makeup?â Later, you find your datapad background changed. Itâs him. In perfect lighting. Shirt unbuttoned just so. The caption reads: âStill unsure who your type is? Look into my eyes. Youâll remember.â
5 Lies Rafayel Tells Himself About You
1. âI didnât paint you. Itâs just resemblance.âHe insists itâs a study of emotion. A symbol. A face from memory. But the tilt of the head, the mouth, the birthmark near the collarbone â theyâre all yours. You ask, teasing: âIs that me?â
He blinks. Smiles slowly. âCutie,â he says, âI wouldnât paint you without permission.â And then changes the subject. Very deliberately.
2. âI don't reread your old messages.âHeâs far too elegant for that. Far too composed. Except on quiet nights. On long flights. In museums where the silence scratches at his skin. Then he opens the archive. Just for the rhythm of your words. The accidental poetry. The way you once wrote âcome home soonâ like it meant more than time and place. He says itâs for âemotional reference.â He lies beautifully.
3. âI don't watch your mouth when you talk.âHeâs an artist. A visual thinker. Of course he looks at faces. But not like that. Not at yours. Not like heâs memorizing the shape of every syllable just to feel them later against his throat. Not like heâs fantasizing mid-conversation about shutting you up with his tongue and tasting the sentence off your lips. No. Never. Heâs listening.
4. âI havenât memorized your scent through every season.âHe claims not to notice. But he knows the spring version of you â soft rain, citrus skin, the aftershock of lilac. He knows the winter version â leather gloves, cinnamon breath, quiet wool. He doesnât name them. Doesnât chase the memory. But when you walk past â his eyes close. Briefly. Automatically. Like heâs gathering air before going under.
5. âI don't imagine your name with mine.âHeâs not that romantic. Puh-lease. Marriage is a construct, surnames are politics, and love is beyond paperwork. He says all that with a flourish. And yet â thereâs a notebook. Tucked under his mattress. Full of signatures. Yours. His. Just to see how it would look. Just in case.
5 Things That Make Rafayel Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. When you eat something juicy. Fruit. Fingers. With zero awareness.You bite into it slowly, distracted. Something sweet. Ripe. Juice glides over your lower lip, and your tongue follows without thinking. He watches, motionless. Not breathing. Not blinking. You glance at him. He tilts his head. Smiles. Says lightly: "That peach is about to become my personal enemy." You laugh. He doesnât. Heâs too busy wondering how itâs possible to be jealous of the fruit.
2. When you kiss his hand instead of his mouth.
He leans in, expecting lips. Contact. Heat. And instead â you take his hand. Press a kiss into his palm. Soft. Deliberate. His breath catches. His throat tightens. Because that wasnât affection. That was submission. And now heâs wondering just how far youâd let him take it.
3. When you tease him with your voice. Not the words. The tone. The whisper.
You say his name like silk sliding over glass. You ask âYou think so?â like it means âprove it.â You laugh â not loudly, but just enough to make his chest hurt. He could diagram it, break it into sound waves, prove the seduction in math. But instead, he just steps closer. And says, low: "Say that again. Slower."
4. When you sit on the floor, barefoot, flipping through his sketches â looking like you belong there.
Youâre humming something. Knees tucked up. No shoes. No guard. You tilt your head, study a piece, murmur: âI like this one.â He doesnât even remember drawing it. He just remembers the way your hair spills over your shoulder and how the studio feels suddenly too small for how much he wants you. He doesnât touch you. Not yet. He just watches like a starving thing. Memorizing the moment in case he dies of it later.
5. When you say âmore.â In any context.
âMore sugar.â âMore time.â âMore.â
Thatâs all it takes. One syllable. One open door. You never mean it the way he hears it â but he takes it as a promise. Like permission. Like a match tossed onto something already too dry to survive. And the next time he touches you? He makes damn sure you say it again.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. He painted a self-portrait â with you reflected in his pupils.
Not your full form. Not a shared composition. Just his face. Direct gaze. And in both eyes: you. Looking at him. Always. When the painting debuted in the galleryâs main hall, critics called it âa study in obsession.â He called it accurate.
2. In an interview, he said youâre the only one who gets his sketches.
The host asked who his work goes to first â gallery, agent, press. He smiled lazily and answered, âHer.â The room stilled. âThe raw ones. The incomplete. The brutal drafts no one else deserves to see.â He didnât say your name. He didnât have to. The moment he said it, you were already trending.
3. He delayed his own exhibition opening because you werenât there yet.
The venue was full. Lights ready. Guests murmuring. But he stood at the entrance, fingers laced behind his back, perfectly calm. âSheâs on the way,â he said. âShe had a prior engagement.â No one questioned him. Later, when you finally arrived â graceful, composed, in a deep sapphire gown that matched the evening â only he noticed the tiny scratch on your knuckle. The faintest shadow of something darker, just beneath the perfume.
You smiled. He took your hand. And the doors opened like theyâd been waiting for you all along.
4. Someone flirted with him. He looked at you. Then said: âIâm already spoken for. Permanently.â
It was charming. Playful. Someone touched his wrist, laughed softly, leaned a little too close. He didnât pull away. Didnât react. Just turned his head toward you. Found your eyes. Then said it â quietly, cleanly, like a closing signature on a finished masterpiece.
5. At a charity auction, he sold a painting titled: âPainted Between Her Breathing and Mine.â
The crowd didnât know what to do with that. Some laughed nervously. Some applauded. The bidding started high and ended astronomical. But as the winning guest walked past you, holding the canvas with reverent hands â he still glanced back. At you. As if to say: That canvas holds the image. But I keep the original.
5 Times Rafayel Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He can disappear for three days and return with, âI just needed to stop being jealous.â
No warning. No calls. Just silence, like he fell off the planet. You panic. Rage. Rehearse five speeches. And then he walks in â composed, scented like night air and oil paint. âSorry,â he says softly. âI was being irrational. Had to⊠recalibrate.â You want to scream. Instead, you breathe him in like heâs home.
2. He destroyed the career of a critic who called your photo âpoorly lit.â
It wasnât even a real insult. Just a throwaway line in a blog. But Raf read it. Once. And within a week, that critic was blacklisted from three galleries, publicly corrected by five curators, and accidentally misquoted in a viral controversy. You found out much later. He just looked at you and said, âNo one calls shadow a flaw when it falls across you.â
3. He faked an illness so you wouldnât leave for a mission.
Nothing dramatic. Just a cough. A warm forehead. You hesitated. Postponed. Stayed. The next morning, he was radiant. Healthy. Annoyingly smug. You narrowed your eyes. He only shrugged, kissed your wrist, and whispered, âI needed one more night. Forgive the performance.â You did. Of course you did. The guilt felt almost like foreplay.
4. He left your clothes wet in the wash so youâd wear his shirt instead.
Accident, he claimed. Timing. Cycles. But somehow, your entire outfit was still in the machine â cold, damp, and useless â while his favorite linen shirt lay folded neatly on the bed. You put it on. He watched you button it. And smiled like he'd won a silent war no one else even knew was happening.
5. He reads your messages without asking. Calmly.
You know it. He knows you know. He doesnât deny it. Just traces your jaw one evening and says, âYou donât hide anything from me. Thatâs why it doesnât count as intrusion.â And the worst part? Heâs right. You stopped hiding a long time ago.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Xavierâs Obsessed With You
1. You nap on the wrong side of the bed.You nap on the wrong side of the bed. Not wrong, exactly. Just⊠not his. Youâre curled up in the late-afternoon light, peaceful, quiet, unaware. He doesnât wake you. Doesnât move you. But when you stir, thereâs a weight in the silence. His side of the bed is untouched. Pillow perfectly aligned. No warmth. No scent. And your blanket â tucked just a little tighter â like a quiet reminder that even when youâre here, somethingâs missing. Something heâs not sure how to ask for without sounding ridiculous. Like: your perfume. On his pillow. Where it should be.
2. You tell him about a dream. Someone else was in it.You describe it absently. A mission. A flash of danger. And a man â not him â at your side. He listens. Nods. Doesnât blink. But that night, when he kisses you, his hand stays on the back of your neck longer than usual. And his mouth says I want you, but his grip says: you donât forget me, even in sleep.
3. You keep something old, worn, unnamed.A keychain. A patch. A folded slip of paper. Nothing dramatic. But itâs always near. He asks, once: âWhat is that?â You smile. âJust something from a long time ago.â He nods. Never brings it up again. But two days later, he leaves something else beside it. Not to replace. Just to match the weight.
5. You close your laptop too fast when he walks in.âJust a movie,â you say. Too quickly. He doesnât ask. Doesnât tilt his head. Just nods and sets his gloves on the table like he didnât notice the flicker in your tone. Later, while checking your tabs, he sees the paused frame â teeth on skin, hands holding wrists, someone begging. Silently. His breath doesnât change. His expression stays neutral. But when he finds you, hours later, he doesnât speak. Just pins your arms above your head and kisses you until you canât remember what the scene looked like â only what it felt like when it became real.
5 Lies Xavier Tells Himself About You
1. âIâm not jealous of whoever taught you how to fight like that.âHe knows it doesnât matter. Itâs skill. Itâs history. Efficiency passed from one warrior to another. He tells himself itâs irrelevant. But when he watches you move â precise, lethal, beautiful â something coils in his chest. Not because of the technique. But because someone else saw you become this version of yourself. And he didnât.
2. âItâs logical to sleep apart sometimes.â
You need rest. Space. Post-mission decompression. He understands. Itâs healthy. Statistically sound. But the first night you say âIâll sleep in my own apartment,â the bed feels wrong. His internal balance off by degrees he canât quantify. He tells himself itâs fine. Then stares at the ceiling for hours, heart syncing to a rhythm that isnât there.
3. âIt doesnât bother me when you keep things to yourself.â
Youâre independent. He respects that. Boundaries are natural. But you say âIâm fineâ with a smile that doesnât reach your eyes, and he catalogs ten micro-expressions that say otherwise. Still, he nods. Doesnât push. Then replays your words in his head for the next three days, trying to solve you like a puzzle that refuses to open.
4. "I could walk away, if it ever came to that."
He tells himself heâs rational. Detached. If you chose something else â someone else â he would adapt. But deep down, he knows: heâs already memorized your weight in his arms, the way your name fits inside his silence. If it ever came to leaving⊠he wouldnât walk. Heâd stay exactly where you left him. Quiet. Waiting. Ruined.
5. "You wouldnât lie to protect me. Would you?"
You say âit was nothing,â âIâm just tired,â âI handled it.â And he accepts it. On the surface. But his mind starts building alternate versions. Safer ones. Worse ones. Ones where you bled and said nothing. He tells himself youâd never hide real danger. But he still checks your vitals in the logs. Every time.
5 Things That Make Xavier Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. You walk in wearing a bright yellow duck kigurumi.Â
Absurd. Fuzzy. Zipped up wrong. You yawn, mumble something about tea, and pad across the room like comfort incarnate. He looks up. Blinks once. And forgets what he was doing. The beak hood. The bare ankles. The way you scratch your neck, half-asleep. None of it should be seductive. But now he canât look away. His gaze tracks you like threat assessment â only it's not danger heâs calculating. Itâs proximity. Access. How long he can pretend he's unaffected⊠before you end up against the wall. Still wearing the duck. For now.
2. You adjust the chest plate of his armor.Â
No rush. Just fingertips over matte metal, sliding a buckle, pressing a clasp. Your hands linger longer than they need to. You donât even realize youâre doing it. But he does. Heâs counting your seconds, your pressure, the exact placement of your thumb. If anyone asks why his next shot missed the center by half an inch, itâs because you touched him like a secret no one else was allowed to see.
3. You peel off your combat gloves with your teeth.Â
Itâs efficient. Quick. Practical. But the way your mouth closes around the strap and your fingers flex once, twice, before theyâre bare â
Heâs staring before he knows he is. Processing nothing but the curve of your jaw and the memory of that same mouth around his length. The second glove doesnât stand a chance. Neither does he, honestly.
4. You wear a thin black choker.Â
No explanation. No warning. Itâs not part of your gear. Has no field utility. But itâs there, snug against your throat like a promise no one else knows about. He sees it once and looks away. Sees it again and swallows too hard. The third time, he doesnât look at all â he just shifts in his seat like everything in his world needs immediate recalibration.
5. You say âlaterâ when he leans in.Â
Just a little. Enough to feel the pull. And you smile, soft, apologetic, not teasing â just... not now. He nods, like he understands. He always does. But from that second forward, every calculation, every breath, every cell in his body becomes attuned to the moment you say now. And when you finally do â he doesnât wait. He doesnât ask. He just takes, like patience was never part of the equation to begin with.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. You moved in perfect sync â without saying a single word.
In the training hall, you didnât say a word â but moved like a mirrored code. You shifted, he adjusted. You reached, he passed. No signals, no commands. Just two bodies in absolute sync. Someone watching whispered, âDo they rehearse this?â Someone else muttered, âNo. Thatâs just them.â And suddenly, no one wanted to spar with either of you.
2. Someone called him âtoo quiet.â You didnât let it slide.
It was a throwaway comment ââHeâs so silent, itâs weird.â You didnât even look up from your drink. âThen youâve never heard him breathe next to you.â The room went still. Xavier didnât react. But you felt it â how he went still too, the way his attention locked fully on you. As if your words changed the temperature.
3. He braided your hair for three weeks while your wrist healed.
At your desk. Between reports. No comments. No hesitation. Just practiced hands and quiet efficiency, like it belonged in the schedule. And maybe it wasnât romantic. Or loud. But after that, no one ever looked at you the same way â because somehow, without trying, the two of you had redefined what closeness looked like.
4. You didnât ask for his jacket. You didnât have to.
A shift in the wind. Goosebumps on your arms. No complaint, no drama. He just stepped behind you, slid his cardigan onto your shoulders like it belonged there, and said nothing. The couple walking by paused. Stared. You didnât. You were already reaching for his hand.
5. Thereâs a photo of you on his desk.Â
Just you, caught mid-laugh, in natural light. Among tactical reports and encrypted drives. He never explains it. Never acknowledges it. But everyone who enters that room sees it. And no one ever asks if he's serious about you. They already know.
5 Times Xavier Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He monitors your meals like itâs a clinical trial.
âYou didnât eat enough protein today.â âThat pastry had no nutritional value.â âAre you hydrating?â He says it softly. Calmly. Like a doctor. Like someone who cares. And yet â youâve seen him survive three days on black coffee and whatever snack bar was closest to his hand. You mention this once. He pauses. Then says, âThatâs different. Iâm used to operating under stress. Youâre not.â End of discussion.
2. He didnât argue. He made the argument disappear.
You disagreed about something small. Nothing dramatic. Just opposing views. He didnât push back. Just nodded, quiet. Said, âIf thatâs what you think.â Later, you realized the entire issue â schedule, person, condition â was gone. Resolved. Removed. Replaced. No apology. No discussion. Just silence... and a solution that left you with nothing to win.
3. He never asked where youâd been.Not once. Not even after you were late. Not even when your message came hours too late. He didnât accuse. Didnât guess. He already knew. Tracked your path, logged your signal drift, checked your pulse history. All without a word. And still held the door open when you arrived.
4. He always calls via video when youâre in another city.He never misses a day. Never just texts. Always video. He says he likes seeing your face. That it âgrounds him.â And maybe thatâs true. Maybe. But every time the screen lights up, you notice how carefully his eyes scan the room behind you. How his voice sounds different if thereâs movement. How he never quite hangs up until you say, âIâm alone. Itâs quiet here.â Only then does he relax. A little. Maybe.
5. You told him, âSometimes, you scare me.â He said, âGood.âIt slipped out. Low. Uncertain. Not a joke, not an accusation â just the truth. He didnât deny it. Didnât soften. Just met your eyes and said, calm as ever, âGood. Then youâll stay alert.â And for a moment, you werenât sure if he was warning you⊠or protecting you from something only he could see coming.
5 Petty Jealousies That Reveal Just How Much Sylusâs Obsessed With You
1. You didnât tag him. He made sure the world knew anyway.You posted a photo. Cute. Stylish. Perfect lighting. But no mention of him. No tag. No trace. He reposted it within minutes. Same photo. New caption: âCorrection: mine.â It got five times the reach. And suddenly, everyone knew better.
2. Someone else made you laugh. Sylus didnât.The waiter was charming. A little too witty. You laughed â loud, unfiltered. Sylus just raised a brow, pulled out his wallet, and handed the man $2000. âFor your last night in customer service,â he said. He smiled. You choked on your wine. The waiter never came back.
3. You called some man a friend. Sylus ran a background check.âHeâs just a friend,â you said. Lightly. Barely thinking. Sylus smiled. Tilted his head. âIâm just a man with access to his tax history.âAnd that was the end of that conversation.
4. You said another man had a nice voice. Sylus gave you no air.It was innocent. Harmless. âHis voice is kind of nice.â Sylus said nothing. Just waited. That night, he read you poetry in three languages, one line at a time â mouth against your neck, breasts, stomach, thighs â until you begged him to stop. Not because you wanted him to. Because you physically couldnât take more.
5. You forgot to wear his ring. He didnât forget anything.It wasnât intentional. You were rushing. Distracted. But he noticed. Of course he did. He said nothing all day. Then, that night â when you were breathless, undone, on your knees â he took your hand, kissed your finger, and slid the ring back into place. Slowly. Deliberately. Like sealing a deal you forgot you signed.
5 Lies Sylus Tells Himself About You
1. âI didnât pick your outfit to match mine. Mustâve been the stylist.âIt was just coincidence. That your lipstick matched his cufflinks. That your dress followed the same line as his collarbones. That when you walked in together, people paused â like royalty had arrived. He didnât say a word. Just looked at you once. And didnât look away for the rest of the night.
2. âIâm not furious that I wasnât your first.âHe says it doesnât matter. Shrugs. âIâm not a teenager.â And yet, the thought of someone else touching you before him? It coils in his chest like smoke that wonât clear. He tells himself you chose him now â and thatâs what counts. But the next time you moan his name, he fucks you hard enough to make sure no one elseâs ever mattered.
3. âI donât answer your messages instantly. Iâm just always holding the phone.âHe just⊠saw it. Right away. Just happened to be holding his phone. Just happened to pause mid-meeting, mid-deal, mid-war â to write: âBe safe.â You tease him for how fast he replies. He teases back. And never mentions the part where your name makes him drop everything.
4. âIâm not obsessed with the way you say my name when youâre annoyed.âYou do it without thinking. That exact tone. That breath. That syllable dipped in heat. He rolls his eyes. Says, âWhat now, kitten?â But every time it happens â he shifts closer. Hears it again later in his head. And stores it next to the version you whisper when you want him most.
5. âI wouldnât beg. If it came to that. âŠBut only for you. And only once.âHeâs not that man. He doesnât plead. Doesnât bend. But when he thinks of you leaving â really leaving â something dark and fragile coils behind his ribs. He tells himself heâd let you go. That he wouldnât chase. But even in the lie⊠heâs already halfway down the hallway.
5 Things That Make Sylus Go Completely Feral (In Lust, Not Rage)
1. You ask him to zip your dress. Then donât wear anything underneath.
Itâs casual. Innocent. âHelp me?â You turn your back, lift your hair, and wait. He moves slow â almost reverent. But when his fingers meet bare skin where silk should be⊠he doesnât finish the zip. He turns you around, steps in close, and says, âYou came dressed for trouble. Good. So did I.â
2. You say âdonât be gentleâ with a smile that promises youâll say it again, louder.
He always controls the pace. The heat. The rhythm. But when you lean in, lips brushing his ear, and whisper those words â something in him fractures. He doesnât ask if youâre sure. He doesnât give you time to change your mind. He just obeys. And makes sure you feel the echo for days.
3. You use his tie to pull him into a kiss.
He likes power. Centered, composed. Collar straight, voice cool. But when you grab that perfect silk tie, wrap it around your fingers, and yank â he stumbles into you like a man starved. You kiss him once. He kisses you back like vengeance.
4. You say âyes, sirâ in a tone that means the opposite.
You drawl it. Sweet. Defiant. Like you know exactly what it does to him. He doesnât argue. Doesnât smile. Just leans in, voice low against your throat, and says, âKeep using that tone, kitten. Letâs see how long you last when I take it seriously.â You donât last long. Not that night.
5. You put on his ring and ask, âSo what does this buy me?â
Itâs a joke. Almost. You twirl it on your finger, playful, reckless. He watches. Then smiles slow, wicked. âThat?â he says, stepping closer. âThat buys you a night where I donât stop until you forget your own name.â And just like that, you do.
5 Power Couple Moments That Made Everyone Else Jealous (And a Little Scared)
1. The earring incident at the casino.
You dropped it. Somewhere between the blackjack table and the bar. Nothing dramatic â until your face shifted. That quiet flicker of loss. Sylus didnât sigh. Didnât scold. Just raised a brow. And a dozen seasoned criminals began crawling across the velvet floor. They found it in twenty minutes. You wore it for the rest of the night. He wore the look of a man whoâd moved the world back into place.
2. The arrivals are always his favorite part.
You come back from missions â tired, sore, alive. And there it is: his sportscar. Engine humming. Heâs waiting with a bouquet of roses so rare you donât recognize half the species. The entire terminal watches. You donât. Youâre too busy smiling. He says, âWelcome home.â And just like that, the war disappears from your shoulders.
3. The seat at the head of the table.
It was a high-stakes meeting. Old money. Dangerous names. Sylus led you in by the hand â then pulled out his chair. You blinked. He said nothing. And while you sat at the head, calm and poised, he stood behind you like a king who knows exactly where real power sits. No one even dared raise a brow.
4. The auction. Your hand. His silence.
He gave you the paddle. Not instructions. You bid on instinct â numbers rising, tension thick. The item? A rare protocore with blackout-level clearance. Sylus didnât flinch. Not once.
And when the gavel dropped â he leaned in, lips brushing your ear, and said, âYou can spend my money however you want, kitten. Just make sure they see you doing it.â
5. The moment the room lost him to you.
It was mid-negotiation. Tense. Crucial. Every word counted. But across the table, your fingers tapped. Your eyes glazed. You were bored. Sylus watched. Then stood. âDealâs done,â he said. âYouâll take our terms.â And somehow, they did. Because the only person in the room whose attention he wanted â was already drifting.
5 Times Sylus Was a Walking Red Flag But You Loved Him Anyway
1. He knows whatâs in your delivery before you do.
No one told him. But every time you order something â clothes, tech, vitamins â itâs re-screened. Not stopped. Not blocked. Just⊠âverified.â You only noticed when your favorite moisturizer showed up improved. New formula. Better scent. Hand-selected. Of course.
2. He said heâd put you on IV if you skip another meal.
You were busy. Distracted. He asked what youâd eaten. You said, âDoes coffee count?â He laughed. Once. And muttered something about installing a medical station in your apartment.
He was âjoking.â Until you saw the discreet courier bring an IV stand the next day. Just in case.
3. He took you to dinner at a place you hadnât been since Academy.
You didnât realize where you were â until you saw your ex across the room. The one who cheated. Sylus just smiled. You were in a dress that made people stop breathing. He ordered champagne. Lobster. Left a four-digit tip. And made sure your ex saw everything. Including the way you kissed Sylus on the way out.
4. He froze your accounts. Just to prove a point.
You said you didnât need his money. You insisted on âindependence.â So he waited until your card declined at the pharmacy. Then texted: âYou have my black card. Use it. Or stay home.â
You gave in. He sent flowers.
5. He apologized like a storm front.
You fought. It was ugly. The next day, a gift arrived at HQ. Then another. Then six more. By day four, your car was full. You marched to his door, furious. He opened it, leaned against the frame, and said, âTook you long enough. Come yell at me. Iâll pour the wine.â