We were the same. We’re both not good with words, but you managed to express things and for that, thank you. You hope that my wishes and dreams come true, but the truth is that I’m wishing for you to come back. I’m dreaming of us. You told me not to worry about the future, but how? When all this time I am worried that you’re not coming back to my life. That there will never be an ‘us’? You told me to not be scared to make mistakes or be afraid to risk some things. I’ve already made my mistake and that was letting you go without even telling you how much I’m into you. That seeing you that night one last time was a risk I did just so I can say goodbye. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I’m hurting right now because of you. I know you wish me well. I know you want me to be happy. Whether you say it or not, I know and I’m sorry because I just can’t be happy without you. That message felt sincere, but it also felt like it’s the last time I’ll ever receive such thing from you. That message felt like goodbye. But I’m not ready to say goodbye. I miss you. I want you back. I want us. I want you. I’m sorry but I think I love you.
- from PH to CAN
