Life Through My Eyes

The whole world is lieing they don’t have it figured out what you see on social media is only what they want you to you deserve grace give yourself time to grow it hurts now but one day you’ll look back and laugh everyone isn’t out to hurt you stay true to yourself have the beautiful soul and never stray cry like no one watching those tears tell your story

Last year I was sitting at my daughter grandmother's house after her fathers funeral getting first degree questioning because the lies her father told!

Imagine having a kid with your best friend just for him to cheat on you with your childhood friend and make a song about it . Cause he told her " Let's fuck cause I know she will be hurt cause she wont expect it from you ." 3 minimum wage jobs, to support a kid no child support, no government assistance just me. no arguing at drop off. no back and forth bullshit

I have all documentation signed birth certificate, baptismal and christening records, and I always had a feeling that due to his past action's things would be messy. I kept every email, every voice mail, every text message. My daughter not his first child so I learned from the past. I won't be dragged threw the mud like her.

To sit at someone funeral and put all your feelings to the side, cause your kid deserves more. and you don't want her to harbor any feeling just for his mom to tell you that things would have been different if y'all stayed together. Her son wouldn't be dead. Somethings really can't be put on people like that. To as soon as I got home asking me for a DNA test because " her son told her I cheated with his best friend. and he was not sure if the baby was his and that why he would pop in and out of the kids life.

I just found the email with the rap song he made . 12 years later I can actually sit back and laugh, but to hear that song, and relive the pain and really be able to laugh at it all now. Theres hope after the storm. I have a beautiful support system, I take counselling, some people don't deserve you.

No longer working 3 minimum wage jobs, put myself through nursing school and never looked back.

13 years ago I was pregnant by my bestfriend

This year he passed away and the things I’ve heard about myself from a “girlfriend “

His sister saying my daughter isn’t his I actually still have the text from his girlfriend me and the first bm did a DNA test and the results are in ….

He’s the papi I want to text the sister and the girlfriend with the labs results but i don’t even care think what you want cause I gave everything I had to mother hood the last 13 years my heart my baby my Cheri

Hurt people hurt people I really wish this man got his affairs in order before he passed away but whatever I’m the bad guy.