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summary:Â there are some things that come with dedicating your life to fashion: a taste for finer fabrics, a splash of love for art, and an appreciation of the human body. none of these are supposed to include the hottest model you have ever laid eyes on, or the fact that you completely, utterly hate his guts. (oh, and try living in the same city for once and battle your internalized fears alongside the strange turn your repressed feelings took - all at the same time!)
themes: enemies to lovers (or just, the hate to love trope), angst, fluff, light smut
scheduled: 20.07.10, 8pm est. Â
ps. the devil wears prada is a masterpiece but the title has nothing to do with the magazine company :p
New York. September, 2014.
You bite your nails out of force of habit. Itâs not going to help. You know. But thereâs hardly anything else to cool your nerves.
Every big step in your life comes with this fucking feeling of falling. You hold back your hand before it reaches your teeth, nervously tapping your feet against the ground from where youâre seated.
Your design comes upâŚeighth, is it? Yes, eighth. Youâre sure of it. The music is really just worsening the already erratic beating of your heart. The place is larger than youâd expected, but Fendi doesnât joke around when it comes to Fashion Week. You were surprised when they said they wanted to sponsor you, after youâd posted your ridiculous design on the internet. The surge of pride you felt was novel. You can remember every single detail, every step that lead you here. Itâs terrifying.
Youâre careful enough to smile at people who greet you, people in a much, much higher place than you are. Youâre barely seventeen, you donât know what to feel except sweetened trepidation in front of them. Potential sponsors, potential job offers. But youâre here for only one thing.
The world will know you, at least a little bit of you. You have to be brave enough to show it.
You decide you hate looking at the other ensembles before yours. They just make you nervous, a feeling that has been acquainting itself with you for the past couple of days. You think of details you could have added, patterns you couldâve etchedâa gasp leaves your mouth under your waning control.
It looks so strange, seeing it over there. Youâd been in the fitting room, youâd seen him wear it and yetâit looked as if it were not yours, shining under lights in a foreign country and among people of different refinery. And yet, you couldnât help the smile that crawled across your face. It was beautiful.
Paris. September, 2014.
Jaehyun takes a step behind him against the white backdrop. He looks up and then to the side with his right hand in his pocket, the photographer already having taken several pictures of him in a series of flashes.
His cheeks are still warm from messing up the makeup a few minutes ago. He canât help but feel a little ridiculous. Does he even want to go ahead with this big a step? Heâs seventeen for godâs sake. But he likes it, at least some part of it.
And who could say no to Saint Laurent?
Showâs in fifteen minutes, someone reminds. His makeup artist scrutinizes his face and he canât say heâs grown too used to itâthe relay shutters of a camera, people fussing over him every few seconds, the certain dread of walking up on stage. It feels a little awkward, too much gel in his hair for him to not touch it and the belt too tight for him to not fidget. Thereâs a gentle buzz in the air youâd find in any backstage. This amount of people might have frightened him before but he only basks in the certainty of having the warm presence around him.
Sometimes there are more than just eyes trained on him. His face isnât gold-plated, but they surely treat it that way.
Everyone is in rhythm around him, like parts of a giant machine, and heâs now one of the shiny new parts. Jaehyun looks for his name in the lineup, written on the floor in clear black before getting in position. This is Paris, he reminds himself. Heâs far from home, so far from home and excitement is a word that falls short for what he feels.
Jaehyun takes the step onto the runway, a little more of him left backstage than what he brings with him.
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Character/s: Kang Younghyun (YoungK of Day6) x fem!reader; the rest of Day6, & Kim Jieun
Summary: Younghyun is unaware of how he makes people feel, and you are unaware of how you make Younghyun feel.
A/N: This fic is set in the world of Day6â˛s music videos, which are What Can I Do?, I Loved You, and When You Love Someone. This also means that all of them are around the same age. Also, Kim Jieun is the name of the actress who played the female lead in the music videos, and she appears in this fic. I hope you enjoy reading!
I really really adore your ff "when you love someone" :((( and i was wondering if you accept any request? Or maybe do you have any plan to make another day6ff frok their song? Thank youuu
Hello! I haven't opened my tumblr in a while but while i'm on semester break, I think I can take day6 song reqs! Just drop your preferred song + member and I'll do the magic for you đ¤
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Summary: Younghyun had always found his supernatural gift a blessing. his visions are usually euphoric.
What is he to do when he sees someoneâs life dissipating right in front of his eyes?
Authorâs note:Â This is also posted on ao3!! Updates will be slow so please be patient!
Kang Younghyun is a dreamer.
Literally, that is. Every night when he sleeps, he has a smile on his face knowing that he is about to watch a happy ending take place, and all only for him to witness.
The first of these series of dreams was with his father, who was in a comatose during that time after falling down from three flights of stairs. Younghyun was only nine, and he doesnât know what those dreams meant. What he can recall was that his father went downstairs to watch the football game on the living room.
The next day, his mother received a phone call that his father had woken up after a month of sleep.
Once is a chance, twice is a coincidence, and third time is a pattern.
So, when Younghyun continues dreaming of returning to his hometown in Ilsan to visit his relatives with a feast as a surprise and his older friend Sungjin getting married in the middle of winter, he is not surprised anymore, for he knows it was all about to happen.
He even predicted that Sungjin was going to propose to Nayeon.
âYouâve bought the ring already, hyung?â
Sungjin did not ponder anymore, believing that Younghyun just has a knack of knowing things earlier from the others.
Younghyun had used his power to tease his friends. There were rare moments that he had dreamt of them, and if he ever did, he just kept it to his advantage. He knew that Wonpil will win the talent show, beating even the best performers of the university, and that ex-lovers Jinyoung and Jisoo will get back together after said talent show. He had seen it all, and even if a heads-up would have been nice, he still left fate in its own hands.
Younghyun was nineteen when his parents had bought a house in Seoul. It was solely for the sake of him going to college, and even if he had tried to stop his parents by telling them he could have stayed in the school lodging, they did not let him. Younghyun is their only child, and letting him go would be too difficult for them to handle.
And that was the time when he was introduced to Kim Jiae.
Younghyun remembers that day like it was yesterday. Jiae was shy, but he also watches how independent she was from an early age. Although two years younger than him, she had always been the leader between the two of them, and because their parents always hanged out together, they stuck together like two peas in a pod.
That was, of course, until Jackson heard (key: eavesdropped) that Jiae likes Younghyun.
âHey, stop that!â Younghyun remembered eighteen-year-old Jiae trying to deny, yet her crimson cheeks gave it all out.
âYou told Nayeon that you like Younghyun hyung!â Jackson was a prankster, and this one prank of his had taken things too far.
Jiae did not really make it a secret that she liked Younghyun. She would always go out of his way to buy him carped bread, and she would always him to eat street food with her. Younghyun found her enthusiasm a breath of fresh air, but he could never see her as anything more.
He told her exactly that, so she distanced from him.
It had been five years since then, and while it is inevitable for them to find each other judging that they are neighbors, they still choose to ignore each otherâs existence. One always intentionally lag behind just so they wonât have to ride the subway together, and if Jiae found Younghyun walking on his way home, she would walk slowly on purpose, avoiding him like he is bearing some type of a disease.
Younghyun thought he was giving her time to recover from the rejection, but with her taking too much, their friendship had already been greatly affected.
âYou might want to go to Mr. Jin right now, Mark,â Younghyun warns his friend as soon as he arrives in the classroom. âHe has your grades, and heâs not looking very amused right now.â
âOh, shit,â the usually composed Mark hurries on his way out, and once he is back, he will probably beat the crap out of Younghyun. Those grades will determine whether Mark will be graduating with his friends or not, and with Younghyunâs sweet dream last night, he is sure that everyone will be in a festive mood.
âHe passed, right?â Jaebeom is one of the few believers of Younghyunâs premonitions. The guyâs exterior might seem rough on the edges, but he is a softie who listens to his friendsâ every word.
âOh, yes,â Younghyun smiles widely. âWeâll be drinking tonight, alright.â
âFinally,â Jaebeom claps victoriously. âShould we call the others tonight, too?â
âWhy not? Theyâre all in vacation mode already, anyway,â he laughs as he remembers how Dowoon had hit his drumstick all over the hallway, almost breaking some glasses, and how Wonpil innocently threw all of his French readings on the trash bin, clearing his locker out with a bright smile.
âAre Jae hyung and Sungjin coming?â Jaebeom questions. âOr are they too busy living their lives as adults?â
âOh, you know they miss uni,â Younghyun sighs longingly. âAnd it seems like Sungjin hyung canât miss uni at all. His wife is still a student after all.â
âThey look so happy, donât they?â Jaebeom flashes a gummy smile, and Younghyunâs response to it is interrupted by Markâs howls as soon as he enters the lecture hall.
âIâm graduating, yâall!â Everyone applauds him, because after all, used-to-be delinquent Mark Tuan is graduating. It shows that it will never be too late to change just as long as you pour your heart out to it.
âWeâre all happy,â Younghyun smiles. âI hope it will always stay that way.â
âOh, come on, Jiae, it would be fun!â Jimin convinces the homebody Jiae inside the library. âMark is graduating, finally, and youâll just stay in your room?â
âIâm happy for Mark,â Jiae groans as she shuts the book close. âBut you know Younghyun would be there, right?â
âJiae, that was centuries ago!â Jimin complains.
âIt was only five years ago,â Jiae clarifies.
âMy point is, that was a long time ago,â Jimin scoffs. âYou should have gotten over that by now, and I bet he had forgotten about it already! Itâs time for you two to start anew.â
âWell,â Jiae swallows bitterly, knowing that Jimin is right. Itâs time that she looks past the teenage crush she had harbored on her good-looking neighbor-slash-college senior.
It was natural for them to go to the same university of course, as it was the nearest to both of their houses. Yet, it only made it difficult for Jiae to move on from Younghyun fully.
âFine,â Jiae grumbles as she takes her eyeglasses off.
âGreat!â Jimin exclaims in delight. âHow are we going to go there, by the way?â
âWell,â Jiae ponders. âI guess I can borrow Dadâs car.â
âSweet,â Jimin claps in excitement. âWeâre getting our own ride!â
Younghyun is awaken by sirens from outside his home. In panic, he jumps off the bed, peeking outside the window to see Jiaeâs parents talking to a police officer. Her mother runs back inside the house, and Younghyun could see that Mr. Kim is trying his best to stand firm.
He turns to the digital clock on his bedside table. 10:52 PM.
âHad I missed Markâs party?â He shuffles back to bed in confusion, checking his phone to see the barrage of messages and missed calls.
Jae | 9:31 PM
Dude, where are you?
Wonpil | 9:45 PM
Hyung, are you home, right now? Pick up the phone
Mark | 10:01 PM
Dude, stay wherever you are. Donât go anywhere.
Jaebeom | 10:27 PM
Weâre coming over to your home right now
He does not get the context of every message. It appears that each of them are in a strange sense of urgency to which he needs answers to.
The last message he had received was from Jimin, but it was still sending him mixed signals.
Jimin | 10:38 PM
I shouldnât have let her drove alone. This is all my fault.
âYounghyun!â Jae is the first to barge in his bedroom door and finds his younger friendâs shell-shocked expression.
âWhat is going on?â His voice quivers, questioning everything that is going on.
âHave you been sleeping all along?â Mark exhales sharply.
âYeah, I was,â Younghyun replies. âWhatâs up?â
âJiae,â Nayeon looks down on the floor, tears brimming her eyes. Sungjin has to coax his wife into calming down, still unable to feed Younghyunâs confusion.
âWhat happened to Jiae?â Younghyunâs voice grows higher in anxiety. His mind is not at ease, because how can it be when everyone is crying as if Jiae is gone?
WaitâŚ
âShe suffered a fatal car crash,â Sungjin answers in Nayeonâs stead. âJi is gone.â
Younghyun blinks, everything finally making sense to him. His eyes detect everyoneâs faces. There is no hint of humor at all⌠only regret, sorrow, and pain. Younghyun feels his body collapse back to his bed, his consciousness slowly seeping away from.
âHey, Younghyun, wake up! Donât do this!â Jaebeom tries to pull his arm up to no avail. He is being eaten alive by guilt of not talking to Jiae for the past five years, and his strength had advancedly lost.
âYounghyun, wake up!â Jaebeomâs voice begins to fade into nothing, no matter how many times he repeats.
âKang Younghyun, wake up!â
âYounghyun, get up!â
âYounghyun!â
âKang Younghyun!â
His eyes open alertly, shooting up as soon as the voice succeeds in getting him up.
âFinally!â Younghyunâs eyes turn vigilantly to the one who woke him up, who is not Lim Jaebeom at all.
âJae hyung?â Younghyun mumbles in astonishment. âWhat are you doing here?â
âTaking you to Markâs party! What else?â Jae throws a leather jacket on him. âHurry up, itâs getting late.â
âWait,â Younghyun whispers to himself, grabbing the clock on the bedside table. 8:25 PM.
âWhat the actualââ Younghyun hops out of the bed, checking the vicinity outside his house.
No police cars or anything, just the silver sedan of Jiaeâs father.
Younghyun ignores Jaeâs calls as he clumsily hurries downstairs, hastily wearing a pair of flip-flops before trudging to the house across the street.
He heads to the door, pressing the bell impatiently and in apprehension.
It finally opens, revealing Jiaeâs mother looking at Younghyun in worry.
âOh, hello, son, are you okay?â
âAuntie, is Jiae here?â Younghyun breathes shortly.
âYes, sheâs actually just on her way to your friendâs party. Do you want to go there with her? Sheâll be driving her fatherâs car.â Just after Mrs. Kim says that, Jiae walks to the entryway of their house.
âMom?â Jiae looks at her mother, and then to the guest present. âYounghyun? Shouldnât you already be at Markâs party?â
Younghyun shakes his head as he feels an impending ache.
âPlease,â he coughs as he holds onto his head.
âYounghyun? Younghyun, will you please calm down?â Jiae tries to calm him down before calling Jae from across the street.
âDonât drive to the party,â Younghyun finally manages to say out loud, perplexing Jae and Jiae.
âWhat?â Jiae tilts her head in question. âWhy not?â
âDonât,â it was all Younghyun can say to her. She will not believe him if he told her, anyway.
âWe can just bring Ji along,â Jae suggests cautiously, trying to ease his friend from whatever it is that is causing him to be like this. âLetâs just go together on the party, alright?â
âSure,â Jiae shrugs as she fishes for the car keys in her bag and returns it to her mother.
âWould that be fine to you, Younghyun?â Jae slowly inquires, knowing the odd position he and Jiae are having for the past few years.
âYes,â Younghyun calms down at last. âThat would be for the best.â
In which we dig deeper under the surface of our favorite KPOP idols.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the gifs used in this post. I am not an astrologer nor am I a professional psychologist. These are my opinions based on the research I have done personally/as a hobby. If you disagree with any of these statements, please do so respectfully.
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Sun Sign: Sagittarius (Fire)
Okay, Iâm sorry, but the second I found out Younghyun is a Sagittarius, I went âWell that explains why heâs so annoying.â I DO NOT MEAN that Sagittarians are annoying. I love Younghyun dearly, and I think I could actually marry someone like him.
But⌠you have to admit. He is annoying in the most endearing way. And that kind of explains a Sagittarius. They are amazing people: theyâre dedicated and hard-working and confident and enthusiastic and itâs really, really hard not to like a Sagittarius because theyâre just so darn likable. But their confidence very quickly turns into overconfidence, and theyâre pretty much always in your face. So, endearingly annoying is truly a good way to describe this sign - and Younghyun.
Iâve always said that Seungri from BigBang is the ultimate Sagittarius, and I still stand by that statement. But I also think Younghyun is one, too. Heâs fearless, encouraging, optimistic, inspiring, loves traveling, is an amazing story-teller, has trouble keeping his mouth shut⌠all traits of a Sagittarius. I mean, donât you think itâs obvious that heâs a Fire sign? You can practically feel his passion for music, his passion for writing, his passion for Day6, his passion for life just by looking at him.Â
And he makes everything he does seem so damn effortless. But guess what? Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter which is the planet of LUCK. Sagittarians are predisposed to be the luckiest of the signs, and Younghyun embodies that to a T. He is good at playing the bass. He is good at singing. He is good at rapping. He is good at writing songs. He is good at languages. He is good-looking. BUT NOT JUST GOOD. No. At all of these, he excels. Heâs amazing. In my humble opinion, he has the strongest, most powerful voice in the group, but when he sings, itâs like heâs not even trying! I donât understand it!! Except I do because heâs a Sagittarius. There you have it, folks. Brian the Sagittarius.
Moon Sign: Pisces (Water)
So, even though having a Fire Sun sign and a Water Moon sign can be extremely tricky (since Fire and Water do not play well together), I am not surprised whatsoever that Younghyun is a Pisces Moon. If you ever wondered how he comes up with ideas for all the different Day6 songs he writes? Hereâs your answer.
Pisces, being a Water sign, is known to be very emotional. But theyâre not emotional in a sensitive, moody way like Cancer. And theyâre not emotional in an intense, weird way like Scorpio. Theyâre emotional in a very dreamy, romantic way. Theyâre like an emotional sponge, too, in that they can absorb other peoplesâ emotions - theyâre empaths! In addition, Pisces also like to escape the real world by immersing themselves in something they love. Theyâre ruled by Neptune which is the planet of fantasy, so escaping reality is a pretty common thing among this sign. Many times, the activity they choose is writing, so it honestly really makes sense that Younghyun is a Pisces Moon. He writes some very emotional songs - romantic emotional songs and heartbreaking emotional songs. What a Pisces.
Along with being romantic and emotional empaths, Pisces are also super wise and intuitive. I feel like every member of Day6 can dole out some good advice, but Younghyun especially. He just seems like the type who would make sense of any problem you had and tell you how to work it out, barely even thinking about it. Like, even though he can be kind of mischevious, wouldnât you trust him if he gave you advice? He just gives off that vibe to me, and Iâm certain thatâs his Pisces Moon.
Chinese Astrology: Water Rooster
Just like an actual rooster, the Rooster in the Chinese zodiac is known for having a flamboyant and colorful personality. Younghyun is certainly one of the more showy members of the band; heâs always making his presence known, just like an actual rooster. Roosters are also known for being highly intelligent and very well read with a good sense of humor. They are not afraid to argue, and they have no hesitation in saying what is on their mind. This sounds just like Younghyun to me. He is definitely not afraid to speak up and be like âUh, no, thatâs not trueâ or something like that. He does it all the damn time on After School Club! And, as weâll see in his MBTI section, this is a recurring theme in his personality. But also - the highly intelligent part. Younghyun is super duper smart, I think we all know this. He writes amazing lyrics, he has his college degree, he is fluent in multiple languages⌠Need I go on?
Water Roosters, in particular, are known for being a little more emotional than other Roosters - which we see in his Pisces Moon. They are better with romantic relationships, and they tend to have an affinity for love songs. So Iâm going to restate my earlier supposition that I could marry someone like Younghyun.
Numerology: Life Path 8
The life path number 8 is known as The Powerhouse. Now, I honestly think this is one of the best words to describe Younghyun. He is a total powerhouse is almost every possible way. He has a powerful voice, powerful writing skills, a powerful presence. So itâs really not a surprise that his Life Path is a powerful one.
The life path number 8 is also a very interesting one. Itâs all about developing a positive relationship with money, power, and authority. 8s are known to be doers and achievers, and Younghyun is most certainly that. I think heâs also chosen the right career path if heâs going to fulfill his life path, too. Being a musician will definitely help someone work on developing a positive relationship with money, power, and authority.
MBTI: ENTP
Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, Perceiving
Younghyun is Extroverted, which is not a surprise. He is also very outgoing; heâs for sure one of the most talkative members. Being an extrovert, Younghyun draws energy from social situations and has a desire to be around other people. He doesnât require alone time (though he may enjoy it) like an introvert would.
Younghyun is Intuitive. This means he is able to look at the big picture rather than the small details of a situation. He can think abstractly and is more likely to use his imagination to think about the possibilities. This is definitely evident in the way he is able to write all sorts of amazing, different songs. Now, obviously, we donât know for sure what his romantic life has been/is like, but it doesnât seem like idols are able to get a lot of experience in that area, especially after they debut. So being able to write romantic songs about relationships without actually being in one is a sure sign of an intuitive individual.
Younghyun is Thinking. He uses his brain to make decisions more than his heart. Reason and logic win out over emotion and feeling, and while this might not make sense because of his fiery passion and his romantic emotional side, but I totally see how he favors logic over emotion. He doesnât ever seem irrational, and you can tell that every decision he makes is planned and well thought out.
Younghyun is Perceiving. He prefers to live his life in a more spontaneous manner, and he does not mind some chaos. He has no need for structure or lists. This also means his Thinking preference is more dominant.
The ENTP is known as the Debater. They are known for playing Devilâs Advocate just for the fun of it. They love to show off their quick wit, broad knowledge, and foolproof logic.
Other Studies: Park Sungjin, Park Jaehyung, Kim Wonpil, Yoon Dowoon
So I had noticed a few days ago that @woodendreams, a blog that I donât follow but shows up on my dash from time to time, has suddenly started posted pictures of women, but you know whatâs odd?Â
They are a nature blog.
I believe that they have been possibly hacked by a porn bot, since the names under the pictures link to a porn site.
Please, do NOT reblog or favorite any of the pictures of the women that have been/are posted to their blog, and please check any of the blogs you follow or show up on your dash that have just a picture of a woman with their named linked under the image.
If you see that they suddenly have an influx of these types of pictures PLEASEÂ notify them of whatâs happening!
With everything that the staff have fucked up on the site, Iâm worried that an innocent blog might get flagged, or censored, or even suspended/deleted/banned because of this.
Please, signal boost this as much as you can to spread the word; I have no idea how badly this could get, but this may be the start of a HUGE problem.
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dont apologize for speaking or taking up space. dont apologize for disagreeing with someone. dont apologize for having a question or needing help. dont apologize for making it known that you exist.
do not put up with passive agression. the people in your life should respect you enough to be straight forward with you. If someone does not come to you directly with an issue, it is not yours too fix. you canât spend all your time picking apart your relationship with someone, searching for what you did, and blaming yourself when you donât even know what for. itâs not fair for people to put you through that.
The self-care guide for those of us who feel completely lost.
1. Keep makeup wipes next to your bed for those nights when you just want to crash, and canât bring yourself to get up and wash your face.
2. Give yourself personal goals that will improve your mental and/or physical health. You can start small, and work up. Maybe try eating fruits with every meal? or stretching each morning? or fitting a fifteen minute walk in the sun every day (tip: big sunglasses can cover your face so you wonât even need to get ready, and youâll look fly as hell with no effort at all)
3. Let your friends and family love and support you. There are people in your life who want to help, but maybe they just donât know how. Tell them how youâre doing, a simple âIâm having a rough week, can you come over?â text is enough. Just being with someone, even just to watch a movie on the sofa with, can make your days a little easier. Isolation, even when it feels good, only makes things worse.
4. Make time for yourself, and the things you love. Make a point of spending 30 minutes every day for the things that make you happy. Maybe itâs drawing, or watching youtube, or taking a hot showers and blasting music, whatever it is, make time for it.
5. Allow yourself to feel your feelings. Donât push off how you feel, letting it build up will only make it harder. If you feel like garbage, sit down and let it all out. If youâre having a tough morning, take things slow. Then, when the time comes, give yourself a little push to get going and keep you from wallowing.Â
6. If youâre happy, let that shit shine! Donât let the good moments get washed away, hold onto that feeling. Listen to your feel-good songs, dance around, maybe post about it. Make those moments into memories, especially when they feel few and far between.
7. Keep a list of good things. It might seem simple, but when something good happens write it down, and look back on it on the tough days. Maybe itâs something nice someone said, a joke you shared with a friend, someone holding the door open for you, or your dining hall had tater-tots. Every time you meet a goal you set for yourself, big or small, write that shit down! Kinda like before, keep track of the good things so you can prove to yourself they still exist when you feel like there is only bad.
8. You have unlimited phone-a-friends in real life, use them. Feel like everything is awful and you canât do anything right? Days like these make the world seem dull, but your friends can give you a clear perspective and help ground you. Canât get yourself out of bed to eat breakfast? Ask someone to bring you food. (Tip: You donât have to feel guilty for asking someone to help you manage, everyone at some point in their life needs it!)
9. Keep a water bottle and healthy-ish snacks by your bed. Easy things, like veggie chips or dried fruit can help give you that boost to get out of bed, and even if it dosnât, at least youâll still be nourishing your body.
10. Structure your day. Especially if youâre in college, or you donât have a 9-5 job. Sometimes the days can flow together, and itâs 7pm when you realize the day got away from you. Make a whole-ass schedule, and delegate times for studying, friends, work, chores, down time, etc. Not only will it help you manage anxiety because youâll know when youâre going to do what, but it will help you feel more stable. (Tip: Be compassionate with yourself if you donât stick to it exactly, rather than critical and self-depreciating. Take a deep breath, accept that you didnât get all you wanted done, find another time to do it, and move on to the next thing)
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in 2019 weâre not gonna purposely make ourselves sad anymore!!! no more looking at that blog bc you know itâll make you sad! no more clicking on a link to a song that brings back bad memories or a post that reminds you of bad times just to make yourself feel bad!! weâre gonna start to love ourselves in 2019 and strive to be happy bitch!!!!!