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do y'all have any idea how hard it is to come to terms with your depression and work through it on your own? how amazing it is that he opens up to us, and not selfishly, but so to inspire fans who might feel the same as he has?

namjoon suffers from depression. namjoon wanted to die. he’s told us. and on his own he worked through it. he got himself through those times. if you suffer from depression you should fucking understand how hard this is, esp in a country that really disregards mental illness. and how brave it is that he’d speak up about it so fans won’t feel like they’re alone.

fake deep? fake deep is yalls dumbass tumblr posts with the weird ass poetry that ends with the initials of some irrelevant poet to make it seem like it’s something important. fake deep is the kid in ur class that questions everything in the dumbest way in an attempt to sound smart. that’s not namjoon.

namjoon talks to us about how to find happiness and beauty in our lives bc he once lost it to the point of wanting to die. he tells us about believing in a future bc he nearly abandoned his own. he talks to us about dreams bc his were nearly not enough to hold him to this earth. he talks about feeling alone bc he, in his depression, felt isolated despite being surrounded by six close friends. namjoon opens up to us because this is his experience that he had to suffer to get, and furthermore, this is the experience that inspires him to do what he can to help ppl who feel the same.

namjoon knew damn well he’d be criticized for opening up. he knew that telling the world about his insecurities and depression and suicidal thoughts would result in mockery. but from his very own fandom? namjoon, the foundation of everything army loves? to think this fandom, without a damn care in the world, would be the biggest perpetrator of the mockery?