Akoomsh

Help I'm in love with 10 girls

I feel so uncomfortable at home. The past two years have been a slow progression of emotionally moving out. I've been longing for my own space for years, and last year I spent 10 months in a limbo where I moved out of my old home and spent the year moving from hotel to hotel. I started to lose my sense of home in Jacksonville but I didn't have a new place to call home yet. Then I moved back for a month or so before college and put myself in a deeper limbo where I was moved out of my old home but still living there, awkward and displaced, camping out on a mattress in my sister's old room. And then I moved into my dorm, and all sense of longing for my old home left me. Now after just 3 months of having my own place it feels wrong to call it home. I have my own home now. Missing my little sister and department stores finally brought me back for thanksgiving but it feels so awful sleeping here again. I can't get it out of my head that this isn't my home any more. I want to go home. I miss my home. I'm so proud of my place in Meadville and I miss all my friends there. I hate this place :/

For a while I was having self-confidence issues related to being the type of person who pops by other people's rooms to talk. I'm super insecure about feeling like I intrude so after establishing friendships with a few cute people I switched my behavior up. I started being more unconditionally friendly but staying in my room. I took to obsessively cleaning and organizing and decorating my room and now I'm the type of person who other people visit. It's given me a lot of happiness and self-confidence.

What wave of feminism are you on? Like 2 or 3 my dude You are like a little babby. Watch this. **((MALE GENOCIDE))**

If I was stranded with only one item to help me survive I'd just need a dictionary

I'm waiting to die and become a ghost before I hit my peak

I only like the night, the cold, clothes that cover me completely, and not being seen

Roaming is the highest form an individual can achieve

I want an empty world

My secret Tumblr is the last place anyone would expect me to be--hiding behind an anime profile picture

Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind is high key environmentalist and low key anti-fascist and I'm just seeing that

I only quintuple post on Tumblr

The kind of friend I so desperately want is a projection of the security I want in myself

Wish there was Antifa near me