im in ur wallz

it doesn’t exist. i’m schizophrenic and was hallucinating alters for three+ years. i only found out because i got put on an antipsychotic and my symptoms mysteriously disappeared. fun. rip to my “boyfriend”.

anyways all of my system blogs will be shut down and my ao3 is going to be renamed to… something else. i’ll put it here later. i also need to remake my email and my carrd.

sorry for misleading you guys for so long. i honestly did not want to find out this way, but yk. i did.

i need to get medicated for schizophrenia now so um. will update. if people have questions i’ll answer them when i’m not on the brink of losing it more than i already have after, yk, hallucinating a dedicated relationship.

A phobiphilian alter is an alter who holds attraction towards a phobia the body has, possibly for exposure to the phobia or for other reasons related to being traumatized by said phobia. Alters holding these emotions may benefit the system, or may actively be harming the system. Example: Let's say the system collectively has a phobia of needles. A phobiphilian alter would be attracted to needles, in this case. These attractions can be sexual, romantic (if possible), and/or a general facination or enthusiasm about the phobia the system has.

(Yes, this is a role, not an alter type or attraction. This is a role because the emotions serve a function to the system.)

Fun fact I was listening to prison song while I made the Rainbow Dash one, original under cut. HAD NO IDEA but turns out the originals were made using a template from blinkies cafe SO GO CHECK OUT SITE N USE IT!!!!

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