Just Amanda

I think it’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back.

when you wanna ignore my texts I’m deadass going to start ignoring your existence cause I’m not tolerating that shit anymore

Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.

I can’t stand it to think my life is going so fast and I’m not really living it.

if I had a dollar for every time I got my hopes up🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

I wish I had someone I could call without feeling guilty. Someone I could tell about my day, about the annoying rubric change, about the weird things going on in my head, the poems I’m thinking about writing      and they would listen and care and tell me about how their cat has gone to throwing up in their shoes, and the way the fall leaves make them feel, about how hard it’s been lately.        We could both share, and feel heard we could both listen, and feel understood.     I just want a connection that doesn’t feel one sided.

I don’t think people know how hard it is to explain what is happening inside my head because, most of the time, I don’t understand what is happening inside it myself.

Don’t rely on other people to make you happy.

I knew I loved you when I started making excuses for the way you hurt me