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Reiterating my ai post, please do not interact with my blog if you utilize it. I’m sick of watching tumblr go to shit because of it. It’s gotten to a point where multiple of my mutuals and friends alike have threatened to quit tumblr, this is more serious than people are taking it!!
Specifically, I would like to point out one author that I’m disappointed to have learned might use ai.
BEFORE YOU READ : This is not made with ill intent at all, I simply don’t want to see this fandom fall to ai and have a sliver of hope that people can change for the better. This is only a suspicion, and I am aware of how serious of an accusation this is, but I am not the only one who sees it!!
User @/haeonniie posted a fic recently that contained a line that was unmistakably ai, and an anon rightfully called it out ( see it here ) :
The first thought that came to my head was: why would they do that? Yes, to test if people would read their fics, but why be known for ai usage if you agree that it’s harmful? This was the first red flag for me and my friend @taestulipss, (who has been a major help in this situation!!).
We both start off by sending an anon, very politely asking for the screenshots they offered. We were met with no reply, even though they were replying to other anons actively!
Rosy and I accepted we were going to be ignored, so instead we resorted to reblogging her post and asking her for the screenshot publicly, only hoping our suspicions would be squashed. We were still ignored.
Then their response came out, and it only made our eyebrows raise more.
You can absolutely get time stamps on instagram without having to scroll up to the beginning of a conversation, since there is a feature where you can swipe to the side and it displays the time a message was sent.
That alone makes their post seem off right off the bat. The screenshot they provided doesn’t seem authentic either, the conversation feels forced almost.
The conversation is abrupt, and that’s not something you come up with on the spot either. If you both brainstormed this previously, why not provide that screenshot instead? 
We decided to leave the issue alone, albeit being suspicious still. They had proof and a well written apology, but then we were sent screenshots from @coriihanniee that makes their whole post seem like a complete lie.
They outright stated they’ve used ai before to format a post, REALLY WEIRD! If you need to use ai to frame a masterlist what’s to say you don’t utilize it for your other content such as the fic itself too? With everything adding up, it doesn’t look good for their case.
This is only a suspicion, but it’s starting to seem like the truth every time something new comes out. Please be aware of the dangers of ai and educate yourself before engaging with it. It’s destroying our environment, taking jobs and crushing creative motivation for artists and writers alike.
I’m going to stress again that this call out post is in no way to send hate or negativity towards the author, nobody should be sending death threats AT ALL, that is completely unacceptable. This post is for awareness and that’s it.
If you guys have anything you want to add or talk about feel free to send me an ask or message me privately. I don’t expect hate for this post but I encourage everyone reading to have an open mind and understand my point.
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﹒◜ a disney series containing p1harmony and boynextdoor, PART ONE , NOVEMBER.
A series following the plot of various Disney movies, part one containing Tangled, Hercules, Brave, Frozen, Moana and Sleeping Beauty, starring PIWON and BND as different disney princess and various different readers! (Not all fics follow original plot)
AUTHORS ! @moesthinking writing for bonedo, @leeknowramona writing for piwon.
Hi everyone! My first event/collab KIND OF NERVOUS, Ramona and I have been speaking about this forever and are just finally getting to it, we hope you all end up loving this concept as much as we do <3. Part two will feature members not listed here!
➷ ︵ WHEN WILL MY LIFE BEGIN ?
rapunzel ! myung jaehyun x flynn rider ! reader
ᘒ SYN . Jaehyun has been stuck in his tower alongside his mother for his whole life, 21 years of keeping himself busy with various hobbies he taught himself. No matter how much his caretaker warns him about the world outside, he longs to feel the grass that he sees under his feet. His wish is granted when you show up, a daring thief who happened to stumble upon his tower.
⠀ ────⠀ cw : violence , manipulation , near character death , skin ship , suggestiveness
author : @moesthinking
➷ ︵ I WON’T SAY I’M IN LOVE !
megara ! yoon keeho x hercules ! reader
ᘒ SYN . A tale between a man who sold his soul for a girl who ended up betraying him and a powerful yet clueless woman who is the daughter of a well renowned god. Love sparks between them, but unfortunately so does Hade’s everlasting blaze. Can they withstand the wrath of the god of the underworld ?
ᘒ SYN . Han Taesan has always been a reckless child, rebellious, with a fighting spirit. His defiance becomes a problem when he refuses to accept an arranged marriage his parents set up for him. Out of a fit of rage, he travels to the nearby witch and her apprentice who promises to change her mother’s mind with a spell. All backfires when the potion turns her mother into a bear, and comes running back to you for help.
⠀ ────⠀ genre : drama , romance , violence , strangers to lovers , angst , some fluff
⠀ ────⠀ cw : conflict , hurt and comfort , mental health topics , skin ship
author : @moesthinking
➷ ︵ HERE I STAND , HERE I STAY
elsa ! choi theo x knight ! reader
ᘒ SYN . Ever since he was born, Theo was told to conceal his powers, and never let anyone know. On coronation all fails when his powers are revealed after an argument with his brother, and he runs away. He builds a castle, a life for himself away from the place that trapped him for years. He thinks he’s free from arendelle, until you show up, insisting on his return.
⠀ ────⠀ cw : heart break , betrayal , near character death , mental health topics , skin ship
author : @leeknowramona
➷ ︵ HOW FAR I’LL GO
moana ! kim woonhak x demi god ! reader
ᘒ SYN . Expectations are Kim Woonhak’s biggest weakness, especially when it’s a future of being a leader of an island full of people. His calling is the water, adventure, but his father is adamant of him staying away. With the loss of most fish due to the rot spreading through the island, Woonhak knows he has to do something. After the death of his best friend, he escapes his island with the heart of tefiti. His goal? Find you, a power demi god to assist him on his journey.
⠀ ────⠀ cw : major character death , grieving , skin ship
author : @moesthinking
➷ ︵ I WONDER
aurora ! hwang intak x prince phillip ! reader
ᘒ SYN . Hwang Intak was cursed to prick his finger on a needle and be sent into an eternal sleep ever since he was born, to prevent this the three fairies that protected his kingdom take him into the woods to live a remote life in a cabin under a different name, away from the world outside. On his 22nd birthday he meets you in the woods, a peculiar princess, and he swears he’s met you before. Unfortunately, he’s forced to travel back to the kingdom, under the belief the curse has been lifted. Out of a twist of fate, he pricks his finger and falls into an eternal slumber, and only a true love’s kiss from you can save him.
⠀ ────⠀ genre : drama , romance , angst , fluff , strangers to lovers , violence
⠀ ────⠀ cw : heavy angst , mental health topics , skin ship
(김동현) fluff — drabble⠀ 𓈒 ⠀ ⠀leehan x reader⠀⠀ ୭ ⠀ idol au – est. relationship⠀ ᵔ ⠀ ⠀cw mental health topics – skinship wc 600 (happy birthday leehan!)
YOUR NIGHT OFFICIALLY STARTS when you hear the lock on your door click, followed by a gentle slam. Your boyfriend shuffles in, dropping his bag next to the kitchen counter. You glance up from your laptop, your eyes meeting instantly. Donghyun makes his way over to the couch where you sit, and drapes his arms over you, giggling softly as you protest under him.
“Donghyun! You’re sweaty, get off of me!”
He hums, pursing his lips to feign thinking. He just came home from practice, you know that well. He’s always smothering you despite you complaining about his sweat and smell every time. Donghyun never listens; all he wants is to feel your weight in his arms when he returns. Dancing and singing all day takes a lot out of him; and your presence helps him recharge.
“Hmm, kiss me and I’ll think about it.”
You roll your eyes, obeying his request, only to wipe that teasing grin off his face. Donghyun melts into you as soon as your lips connect and lets out a satisfied hum. Slowly, he takes over the kiss, moving your laptop to the coffee table so he can pull you closer. Your arms wrap around his neck, your previous attitude diminishing as your boyfriend deepens the kiss. A hand massages your hip, while the other supports your back. You sigh into his lips. Your hands move to cradle his face as you pull away from Donghyun, who has a disappointed frown painted across his face. You shake your head and move into his lap, your fingers instinctively curling around strands of his hair.
“How was practice?”
You ask gently, planting soft kisses along his face as he giggles beneath your affectionate touch. You both love nights like this, basking in each other’s presence, eyes equally riddled with sleep. You personally treasure these nights with Donghyun; he’s a busy man. Being an idol isn't an easy job; it's taxing, constant, and overwhelming. Which also means he’s always either with his group or traveling on tour. You get lonely when he’s gone, like you’ve lost a piece of your puzzle. Donghyun feels the same, but the thing he appreciates the most is how quiet your relationship is. It isn’t the loud love he receives from fans and his members, no matter how thankful he is for both; you’re special, these moments are special.
“Exhausting, but we got a lot done, so it’s fine.”
Donghyun stares at you with a lovesick look as you push his hair out of his face to press yet another kiss against his forehead. You can’t help but smile at his dilated pupils, drinking in the sight.
“That's all that matters. Now, can you go shower?”
“Hold on, I’m not done kissing you.”
He pulls you once more, an action that makes your breath catch in your throat. Your fingers lace themselves in his hair, and you lightly tug on his roots, causing him to release a shaky breath. His thumbs caress your sides while a soft blush kisses his cheeks. When you break off the kiss, his eyes are half lidded, his lips plump; you would’ve kissed him more if he didn’t need to shower.
“Join me?”
Donghyun asks, his tone cheeky. He titters when you roll your eyes at him once more; he already knows your answer; you can’t say no to him. You get up and extend your hand, and he intertwines your fingers as you pull him up from his seated position.
“You’re lucky I love you.”
His grin widens as you drag him towards the bathroom, his heart full of love.
a/n : hi. he’s so cute i’m gonna eat him. ANYWAYS ITS ALMOST LEEHAN’s BDAY WE ALL CHEERED !!!!
(💬) — IN WHICH : your boyfriend, sweet, caring, (kind of weird) and lovely leehan, happens to be an alien from outer space.
genres . . . fluff, est. relationship, crack
cw . . . skinship, leehan is literally an alien, mostly just pure fluff
wc . . . 300
𑄽𑄺 Leehan was always kind of weird, you just assumed that was his personality, which is completely fine. You love how much of an odd ball he is, he sticks out in a room full of people.
𑄽𑄺 Bad with social cues and socialization in general, a HUGE fascination with ocean life and human behavior (which was a huge indicator), but you never thought anything.
𑄽𑄺 One day you make a joke about him being an alien for the first time and without thinking, said “What if I actually am? how would you react?” Of course you laughed.
𑄽𑄺 Leehan was committed to prove he wasn’t joking to you, wanting the secret to be alleviated off of his shoulders.
𑄽𑄺 He spoke to you in a language that sounded akin to jibberish, his eyes glow in the darkness like light sticks, he even showed you weird equipment he had in the closet.
𑄽𑄺 From that day on you’ve been living with the reality that your boyfriend is in fact a full blown alien. No bullshit, and no jokes.
𑄽𑄺 Definitely didn’t know how to interpret or initiate affection between you both, kissing? what’s that? hugging? Are humans all that bad? Or just cuddly?
𑄽𑄺 Loves it when he gets used to it, he’s constantly laying on top of you, draping his arms around you because he’s still trying to figure out how to hug you right, messy kisses and make out sessions, you name it and he adores it as long as it’s with you.
𑄽𑄺 he’s lowkey so helpful when trying to navigate in the dark because his eyes glow. Can’t find your charger? don’t worry you have a portable flashlight, can’t find your way to the bathroom? He’s always clinging to you anyway, have him come along!
𑄽𑄺 definitely has separation anxiety, especially coming from SPACE he’s scared of losing you if he eventually has to go back to his old life.
𑄽𑄺 which you comfort him and tell him that it’s not likely, especially since he’s built a whole life for himself on earth. Cmon, he became a literal IDOL
𑄽𑄺 he’s like a cat, clingy, he loves when you play with his hair, and he can’t stand to be away from you for so long, which sucks when he goes on tour. (he begs you to come with him but you can’t just leave your job.)
𑄽𑄺 the first time you both go to an aquarium, he never wants to leave. He’s obsessed with every animal there, you swear his pupils were dilated the whole time.
𑄽𑄺 not only does he get to go to a place with fish, he gets to do it with someone he loves dearly.
𑄽𑄺 overall, he’s such a loving boyfriend, even if he is an extraterrestrial LOL.
i’ve had this idea for SO long and wanted to write for it badly.. HES SO CUTE I WANT TO EAT HIM
(💭) — IN WHICH : You are absolutely smitten with your geeky boyfriend, of course you can’t stand when he bad mouths himself.
genres . . . fluff, crack, est. relationship, skinship, drabble, non idol! au, college au
cw . . . bullying mentions, mental health topics, stereotypical dork x popular
wc . . . 600
Everyone sees popular people as one specific stereotype, arrogant, rich, self assured, every negative adjective in the dictionary. You’re different though, nice, helpful, overall sunshine contained in a human being. You’re like-able, even if you fit into the typical popular lifestyle, you manage to keep a kind, genuine smile on your face and bring joy to those around you.
Which must be why Kim Woonhak caught your eye instantly, he’s the same person, only a little more reserved and less known. Not to mention he’s a huge geek, is into underground bands, sings, dances and raps in his free time, he’s also a genius song writer. His energy pulled you towards him like a magnet, and even made your heart skip a beat.
Due to his interesting and different tastes than others, he’s judged. People whispering under their breath, false rumors, things that bring him down for no apparent reason. Which turned around real quick when you started standing up for him. People either shut up or called you too sweet, you can only roll your eyes at their rude behavior.
You two got together quickly, nothing rushed, but you both knew it was time to establish something. Flirtatious whispers that sent shivers up Woonhak’s spine, the pink that constantly dusted across your cheeks when he sat a little too close, neither of you could pretend any longer.
Everyone around you could tell the second you both got together, suddenly you’re bringing him everywhere with you, dragging him by his hand while he follows after you with a dopey grin plastered on his face, you can tell just by glancing how in love you both are. Now you sit together in lectures you share, giggling softly while the professor rambles on about the same boring topic as always. You’re always at his dorm, even got acquainted with his friends quickly (you felt horrible that they knew your name but you didn’t recall any of theirs.)
It was a match nobody saw coming, yet it was disgustingly sweet. After a while people stopped pestering you about your love life with your boyfriend and left you two alone. Finally you could enjoy the quiet side of a relationship, and boy did it feel like a breath of fresh air to you.
“I’m not sure how to tie this verse together.”
Woonhak breaks you out of your train of thought, snapping you back to reality. You’re sat at his small desk with your laptop and stats text book opened to a page you don’t recall going over in class. Your boyfriend lays on his bed, singing under his breath while he pieces together a song, you hum and tilt your head, trying to glance at his notebook from where you sit.
“It just doesn’t feel right, ahh god maybe I am doomed to be a soundcloud rapper.”
You roll your eyes at his whining and rise from your chair to head over to your boyfriend. Your fingers tangle through his dark hair, and Woonhak instinctively leans into your touch. As you read the lines, you’re not sure where Woonhak is confused. You know little to nothing about music theory, or song writing in general, so you keep your mouth shut as your boyfriend continues rambling.
“It won’t fit with the rest of the lyrics OR the back track for the song. God taesan is going to have my neck.”
And he just kept going.. and going— and going. Of course you let him, but there’s a point where you can’t handle him dogging on himself (which is a bad habit he has.), As he continues with his word vomit you tilt his chin towards you and press your lips against his, affectively shutting him up. Woonhak melts into you instantaneously, and slowly inches off his bed to deepen the kiss. When he stands up his arms circle around your waist to pull you closer, wanting to feel you against his body.
You break the moment with a huge gasp for air, Woonhak’s giggles following shortly after.
“I can’t believe you kissed me to shut me up— y know if you hate when I complain you can just say s—“
Your lips connect with his again, and he can’t help but let out a sigh as you press him against his bed frame. He quickly understood the memo.
“I’m only sick of you complaining about yourself, you’re more talented than you give yourself credit for.”
A obvious pink hue spreads across your boyfriend’s face as he grins and looks away nervously, you know him too well, care about him too much, he feels like he doesn’t deserve this amount of love, but he recognizes that you’d wring his neck if he ever said that outloud.
“ahh, shut up.”
Woonhak whines before closing the gap between you once more, he’s lucky to have someone who looks out for him every waking moment.
drabble for the missing posts and smau updates on my blog 💔 I sorry
(💬) — IN WHICH : things you do that make boynextdoor fall more in love.
genres . . . fluff, est. relationship, idol! bnd (not mentioned a lot tho)
cw . . . nothing but lovey dovey stuff, mild language
wc . . . 500
park sungho
𑄽𑄺 your bravery is what makes sungho swoon, he adores that his partner isn’t afraid to speak up for themselves, or make their feelings known.
𑄽𑄺 not only do you stand up for yourself, but also for him. Telling flirtatious people off in public, bringing his food up to the staff at a fast food place when they give him the wrong order. He’s too shy to do that himself.
𑄽𑄺 you know what’s right and what’s wrong, and you won’t shy away if someone asks your input. If anything, you’re the one leading the cause.
𑄽𑄺 he watches you with enlarged pupils and adoration as you express yourself without hesitation, you’re the loudest person in the room, the one who makes the plans, and the person people rely on the most.
𑄽𑄺 he loves how you take care of him, especially in social settings. It makes him fall for you even more.
lee sanghyeok (riwoo)
𑄽𑄺 riwoo’s jaw drops to the floor when you show him your many talents, he’s in love with how much you can do as one person.
𑄽𑄺 he loves when you come into his studio and ask him to teach you a dance. You’re mesmerizing, you flow with the music and pick up the moves so easily, how can he not be in love?
𑄽𑄺 please tell him about your new hobbies, classes you might’ve signed up for, or random projects you’ve started on, he’s so interested in what you do.
𑄽𑄺 soft giggles erupt from his mouth every time you make him something, or show him something new you happened to learn in a day. He can’t help the overwhelming happiness that washes right through him.
𑄽𑄺 riwoo loves having someone in his life that is very creative and intelligent, he is NEVER bored when you’re around.
myung jaehyun
𑄽𑄺 jaehyun strives to hear your laugh everyday, he lives for the sound of it. He can’t get over how adorable you are.
𑄽𑄺 he loves the soft giggles that spill from your mouth when he hugs you from behind randomly, his arms holding you snug against his chest.
𑄽𑄺 definitely tickles you just to hear you laugh as well, no matter how much you protest.
𑄽𑄺 he’s a naturally funny guy, which is something he takes pride in. Most of the time, he has you doubling over in laughter and weakly hitting his arm. He can only smile while admiring you, his pupils wide as he watches the way your teeth show and your eyes crinkle.
𑄽𑄺 please never hide your smile or laugh from him because he will pout and complain until you give in.
han dongmin (taesan)
𑄽𑄺 taesan is soft for the moments you listen to him intently, and that’s mostly every time you make him crack and start talking.
𑄽𑄺 he’s usually not the most talkative, but for some reason you’re amazing at asking questions, and he finds himself not being able to stop the word vomit coming from his mouth.
𑄽𑄺 he gets shy from the way you look at him, you never break eye contact from his face, which tells him without words that you are listening.
𑄽𑄺 not that he doesn’t have people who will listen to him, he has his group. It’s different with you though, he can tell you anything without wincing at the possibility of being teased.
𑄽𑄺 His pupils grow as he looks away nervously when you bring up something you remember him talking about, he loves how you remember every little detail.
kim dongmin (leehan)
𑄽𑄺 leehan is in love with how gentle you are towards nature, never careless like most people are, but considerate and attentive.
𑄽𑄺 he loves the days where you both head to the park hand in hand, a loaf of bread tucked under your arm with the intention of feeding ducks and pigeons.
𑄽𑄺 when he’s off on a tour, he only trusts you to visit his dorm to feed and check on his fish. You’re the only one who seems to know how to take care of them.
𑄽𑄺 he smiles wide watching you pet dogs or cats on the street, even if they’re stray and you have a chance of getting sick from them. You look so happy scratching them under their chins, it’s adorable to him.
𑄽𑄺 even with the environment, you never litter and pick up trash when it’s safe to do so. He’s so in love with the fact you are aware of the declining state of nature and are willing to try and fix it at least a little.
kim woonhak
𑄽𑄺 woonhak is head over heels for how kind you are not only to him but to others as well. It’s almost like your purpose for being on earth is to light someone’s day up.
𑄽𑄺 almost cries the first time you spoil him on an outing, even if he protested and whined about how you didn’t need to spend even a penny on him, you do it anyway.
𑄽𑄺 he squeezes your hand a little tighter every time you compliment a stranger, he’s proud of himself for picking the right person to date.
𑄽𑄺 he stares at you through the mirror, his pupils bigger than ever while you brush his hair. You love doing things for him, and he loves finally being the one taken care of. (being the oldest in his family.)
𑄽𑄺 he still gets shy when you compliment him, because he knows you mean every single nice thing from the bottom of your heart.
my classes are killing me lately but it’s okay because I can write abt bnd and forget about the pile of work I have to complete 💔💔 anyways I hope ygs enjoy!!
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ᝰ .ᐟ Han dongmin has always gotten on your nerves ever since primary school, his wannabe emo/bad boy personality never fails to annoy you. The way he always has something to say about everything you do knowing it pushes your buttons makes you hate him more than anything. So why do you have a soft spot for him as you grow closer?
a/n — main just filler/insight on their relationship but WOOO!! first post just dropped 🤍 expect updates for this every thursday and updates for tbnd every sunday 🙏
ᝰ .ᐟ Han dongmin has always gotten on your nerves ever since primary school, his wannabe emo/bad boy personality never fails to annoy you. The way he always has something to say about everything you do knowing it pushes your buttons makes you hate him more than anything. So why do you have a soft spot for him as you grow closer?
pairing(s) ⭑ han taesan x fem ! reader (ft. BOYNEXTDOOR, jongseob of P1HARMONY, danielle of NEWJEANS and han of STRAYKIDS)
genre(s) ⭑ smau + written, enemies to lovers, slow burn, angst, fluff, tension, crack, college au
cw(s) ⭑ kys/kms jokes, mental health topics, swearing, light suggestiveness, friendly fire
a/n ⭑ kind of an impulse release but happy 100 followers! I will be updating my other smau as well as this one!
⋆˚࿔ After your first year in college, you expect to come back to your same old, never changing town. It’s small, cozy, something you’d picture yourself living when you eventually find the one. Though, this time something’s new, someone’s new. Kim Leehan, and it seems like he doesn’t have the best reputation off the bat, he’s distant, quiet, hesitant to talk with everyone in your neighborhood. Oh, and he happens to be your next door neighbor.
a/n — HEY GUYS!! I should be getting back on track with this smau, i’ve been doing way better and i’ve never been so motivated to write LOL.. i’ve missed this 💔💔
(💬) — IN WHICH : myung jaehyun knows he’s a sentimental person, anyone who gets close enough to him is aware of how deeply he feels things. Which is why he can’t ever seem to get over you. He’s tried other girls, kissed a few too many mouths. All he can think about it how it should be you instead. Another party, there’s always another girl whose hand wraps around his arm. He doesn’t expect to see your face when he turns around.
genres . . . angst, hurt and comfort, exes to somewhat lovers, university au, non idol au, oneshot, sfw
cw . . . alcohol consumption, drug use, suggestive, mental health topics, yearning jaehyun, sex mentions/jokes, non proof read
wc . . . 3.7k
You had a dream, you wanted better.
JAEHYUN’S EVERYDAY LIFE RUNS IN A CYCLE. Wake up, eat, study, sleep. Oh, and get forced to go to frats and sororities just to get drunk off of his mind and end up in an upstairs bathroom kissing a random girl. His friends tell him that it’ll get his mind off of his ex, you. And it does for a bit, but no girl’s lips taste like your minty chapstick, and cheap lipstick brand. Yet, his arms still snake around a stranger’s waist, gradually losing oxygen as he prolongs a heated kiss that never seems to go any further.
He can’t make himself, he never feels anything even if she’s a really good kisser or handsy. The only time he took a girl home was months after you broke up with him, and the whole time he could only pretend it was you, having to force himself not to accidentally whimper out your name instead of hers. He still regrets it, but not as much as he regrets losing you. You deserve better, so much better, yet he can’t help but think it should be him walking you to class and kissing you on the cheek goodbye like he always used to do.
Jaehyun will never forget the look painted on your face when you broke it off, the pain in your eyes. He recognizes how deeply you feel as well, how hard it was to be more vulnerable with him than you ever have before. That day is engraved into his brain, no matter how much he smokes, or how much he drowns himself in spiked sprite. He can’t seem to let it go.
I look across the tracks and see you with another.
OF COURSE YOU’VE MOVED ON, nobody deserves to carry the same burden Jaehyun does. It eats up his everyday life, messes with his studies, slowly gnaws away at his social links. He would never wish this depression on a kind person like you. Though, after one fateful day when he meets your eye across campus center, your hand is interlocked with another’s. He practically feels his heart pounding out of his chest, threatening to burst out. Anxiety pools in his stomach as his eyes trail to the boy next to you, smiling, ears tinted red, he’s happy. Yet, your gaze stays on Jaehyun, your eyebrows are furrowed with an unreadable expression.
He manages to muster up a smile before he breaks into a million pieces in public, and quickly rushes to his next class he’s bound to be late for if he doesn’t run.
After wasting all that energy to get to his class, he can’t even pay attention. He can only think about that look you gave him, like you could read his mind. His face burns a soft red as he buries his head into his hands, it’s almost been a year, so why can’t he get over you? Jaehyun mentally accepts his future of failure with education that day, he gives up with forcing himself to heal.
Nothing is harder than seeing your lover, move on while you still suffer.
SINCE THAT DAY HE’S BEEN SEEING YOU EVERY WHERE, and it’s been fucking with his head. Somehow, fate just has something against him, and he doesn’t exactly appreciate it. Of course, he couldn’t forget your pretty face, a few months back he barely saw you at campus, he’s sure you avoided all the routes he regulated at on purpose. Now, you’re everywhere, with that same unreadable expression. You read him like a book, nothing has changed.
It’s almost as if you are toying with Jaehyun, that boy you have wrapped around your finger always accompanies you. His arm snakes around your waist like it belongs there, it doesn’t. He looks at you like you’re the love of his life, you aren’t. The thing that riles him up the most is how you lean into his touch with ease, there’s only raw emotion, nothing fake.
He stopped taking his usual routes when he saw you with your new boy toy again, always in the same spot, your watchful eye unwavering. This time you gave Jaehyun a smile, the heat that instantly rose to his cheeks was embarrassing. Though, he ruined it. Your new boyfriend tilted your chin, forcing you to look at him, and captured your lips.
The butterflies that fluttered in Jaehyun’s stomach turned to wasps, swarming and stinging him everywhere that hurt the most. He’s never walked that fast in his life, tears stinging his eyes as he wipes them away, desperate to not make a fool of himself in public.
“You can’t let her get you this emotional.”
A voice rings through his ears, it’s familiar, one he trusts. Jaehyun lifts his head to a room full of his friends, he must’ve gotten lost in his head, because he doesn’t remember inviting anyone over. He turns his head to the boy next to him, Leehan, who has a worried look painted on his face.
“Are you crying?”
Woonhak chimes into the conversation, the same amount of concern coating his voice. Jaehyun reaches up to touch his cheek, it surprising how wet it is with tears, he didn’t even realize he was crying.
He leans into Leehan as he pulls him into his arms, resting his head onto his shoulder. He hasn’t said a single thing since they all arrived at his apartment, he’s thankful that they’ve stayed anyway.
“I just.. I’ve been seeing her everywhere, with that new guy who’s definitely better than me. I guess what I’m saying is.. that it should be me instead. Is that stupid?”
Jaehyun finally speaks, his word vomit leaving the air around the living room tense. He looks down at his tear stained sleeves, trying not to burst back into tears because he feels so idiotic for even thinking the way that he does.
“It’s definitely not the best way to think.”
Riwoo finally breaks the silence after what feels like forever. Jaehyun looks up at the redhead with glassy eyes, causing Riwoo to sink into the cushions behind him out of pure guilt.
“..Have you thought about reaching out to her?—“
“—No, I can’t. It’s too late.”
Jaehyun shuts Sungho down as soon as he brings up the idea, he sighs and leans further into Leehan, he’s never wanted to swan dive into his own grave that he’s dug himself so badly before.
“Well.. The sorority is throwing another party, why don’t we take shots until we puke our feelings out?”
Woonhak stands up instantly, like he’s already made the decision for the group. Jaehyun nods his head quickly, drinking his troubles away sounded great at the time, he swears he’s not an alcoholic.
“I’ll help Jaehyun freshen up, meet you guys at Sungho’s car?”
The group lets out their sounds of agreement before filing out the door, Leehan helps Jaehyun onto his feet and leads him towards his room.
“You know you’re stronger than you think, right?”
Jaehyun’s grip tightens on the closet door, he simply can’t believe he’s remotely strong after suffering for so long. He has never been this depressed, drained and unmotivated. He believed he was going to marry you, give you kids, die holding your hand. You were the love of his life, and still somewhat are. But he isn’t yours, and nothing hurts him more than that fact.
He sniffles as he pulls a baggy shirt off of a hanger, and swallows down the extra tears that want to stream down his face.
“I don’t— I don’t know.”
He stumbles over his words, his eyes travel to Leehan, who’s looking through his medicine drawer across the room. The blonde shakes his head as he pulls a bottle of tylenol out of the drawer, and pockets it for later.
“Someday you’ll recognize it. ‘You ready?”
Jaehyun nods and follows Leehan out of the door, he only prays that he doesn’t see you and that boy at the sorority.
And I don’t wanna learn another scent.
ONE DRINK OF SPRITE AND PINK WHITNEY DOWN, and Jaehyun already feels too sick to gulp down any other alcohol. He leans into a wall and swirls the drink around in the cup, his eyes following the flow of the alcohol. He’s calmed down since the hangout in his apartment, he feels horrible for interrupting the flow of laughter in the living room. Which is why he’s isolating himself while they have fun in their usual corner of the sorority.
At the same time, he also feels bad for not hanging out with his group. After Taesan mentioned missing his bubbly laugh, he’s really thought about how much your breakup affected him. How much it’s hurt his friendships with his friends. That time alone on the wall was enough to give him the tiniest amount of motivation to improve his life. That’s until he feels a tug on his arm, he turns his head, fully expecting a random drunk girl.
No, it was your face, all dolled up, except mascara was running down your cheeks, ruining your pretty pink blush. Jaehyun’s heart skips a beat, and he acts on instinct, holding you up straight so you don’t fall to your knees.
“Jae— Jaehyun I can’t. Fuck.”
You accidentally stutter his old nickname, and it’s like someone shot Jaehyun through the heart. Still, he keeps a straight face on. He can’t be a mess when you’re even more of one. He quickly guides you to the staircase nearby, and kneels in front of you. By the way you way side to side, your words ever so slightly slurring, you’re obviously very drunk. He bites his lip as he glances around for a source of water, though he also keeps in mind he shouldn’t leave you alone. He decides to stay put, calm you down before he gets you anything more to drink.
“You can’t what?”
He squeaks out, it’s been so long since he’s heard for voice, spoken to you for real. He can’t help but be nervous, shy, scared even. His heart breaks even more when you look up at him with a tear stained face, he wishes he could kiss your pain away like he used to on late nights, cradling you in his arms while he hummed a soft tune to help you drift off.
“I can’t keep pretending I don’t want you back.”
Jaehyun’s mouth drops open, and the world around him stops moving. There’s no way you can mean that, you have a new boyfriend, great friends, an impressive academic standing, why out of all people would you miss him? He shakes his head with a small chuckle, rubbing the sweat away on the back of his neck.
“Listen you’re just drunk—“
“—I’m sober enough to know what I’m saying.”
You interrupt him, your voice strained from the want to cry. Jaehyun shuts up instantly and averts his eye contact, his gaze landing on the water pile in the room adjacent from you both.
“I.. okay. Why don’t we talk about this outside? I’ll get you some water to help you sober up.”
You shut your mouth before you say anything else stupid, and meekly nod your head. Jaehyun rushes to grab a water, his mind racing with the fact you just dropped on him. He curses under his breath as he heads back to you, and helps you up to head out the door.
I won’t forget.
THE FIRST FEW MINUTES YOU BOTH SIT IN SILENCE, Jaehyun isn’t sure what to say to you, so he just keeps his mouth shut. You sip away at your water and let the crisp air bite at your bare skin. It’s scary how good you look even when you’re very drunk, he has to keep himself from staring at you too long, you’re too close for him to get away with that. After a couple more minutes you set your drink down and turn your body towards him, a saddened expression on your face.
“That ‘boyfriend’ I had? I didn’t even like him, I caught him in another girl’s guts upstairs anyway.”
A sudden rush of anger coursed through Jaehyun’s veins, but he couldn’t help but feel a fucked up feeling of happiness, excitement of the possiblility of having you back to himself. He quickly dismissed those unlikely thought, he can’t be selfish.
“Yknow, I’ve never gotten over you. I see you’re in the same boat as well.”
Jaehyun isn’t surprised, you always could see through him and into his soul, even if you were watching him from miles away. He opens his mouth to speak, but he can’t. So he just nods and gives you a knowing look, you let out a soft laugh and swirl the water bottle around in your hand.
“You were always the one who did the talking, I’m not sure what else to say.”
That makes Jaehyun crack, and soft giggles pour out of his mouth. It’s contagious, and eventually your shoulders start shaking along with his, and you hit his arm gently. He holds his arm, savouring the touch he’s been craving for 11 months.
“Why don’t you start with unblocking my number?”
You notice as you slowly continue the conversation, Jaehyun’s original spark and personality return to him quite easily. He’s missed this part of himself, being able to joke around with people without shutting himself down mid sentence because he had a random wave of regret. That’s why he longed to talk to you again, he can talk about anything he wants, be his true self without any embarrassment. Even after all those months of wondering if you truly hated him, he never saw you for anything different.
You shift closer to him, which he instantly notices, but doesn’t move away. His heart thumps against his chest as your eyes flicker to his lips then back up to maintain eye contact. The way your eyelashes flutter, giving him that pretty look that you know makes him fold every time without fail.
“Why don’t I start with this?”
Your finger tips graze his jaw line as you move in closer. Sure, you’re more sober than you were earlier, but that drunken confidence still stays strong in your system. Jaehyun’s breath hitches, and he instinctively leans into your touch instantly, the touch he’s been craving for so long. You gaze at him through your eyelashes, examining how red his face truly is, he looks so damn good under the moonlight. You lean in until your lips hover over his, barely touching them. His hands shakily find your waist, his fingers digging into you.
“Is that alright with you, pretty boy?”
Jaehyun nods right after that sweet nickname rolls off your tongue, you giggle and start by pecking his lips, one, two, three time, until he whines and pulls you in for an actual kiss. Your lips move together so perfectly, your hands running through his hair, your smile against his lips, he’s in heaven. You push yourself into him more, pinning his back against the railing of the staircase. His hands trail up your body and rest on your sides, his finger tips lazily drawing shapes.
You pull away for a quick breath of air before chasing his lips again. His head is dizzy, either from the lack of oxygen or the fact that his gorgeous ex girlfriend is currently making out with him like nothing ever happened. He doesn’t care, the way you handle him positively has him melting under your touch. Finally, you break off the kiss once your satisfied. You lean back into the railing opposite of Jaehyun with a soft smirk. He’s absolutely adorable, plump lips stained with your dark red lipstick, messed up hair and disheveled clothes. You hesitate to pounce back on him again, wanting to wipe that pathetic look off of his face.
“I..”
He stops himself before he says something stupid to chase you off, you giggle at him before standing up and offering a hand. He brushes himself off and awkwardly rubs the back of his neck.
“Before we go back in..”
You quickly press multiple kisses across his face, making a mess off his skin with lipstick stains littered across it.
“I don’t want any girls trying anything.”
With that, you saunter back inside, leaving Jaehyun outside alone with his thoughts. Not that he even has any, his mind still stuck on the back he just made out with his ex girlfriend. He clears his throat and quickly follows after you, still frazzled with the idea of your relationship possibly repairing.
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a/n — comeback fic!! I hope you guys enjoy, I’m a bit more on track with classes and getting used to living back on campus again, so I’m pushing this out earlier than I originally planned. (I missed writing sm). I love me a good exes to lovers trope, my literal favorite ever.. ESPECIALLY WITH A YEARNER LIKE JAEHYUN
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Friday afternoon, Leehan has been waiting for this day for the past week and a half— or maybe he’s been dreading it. He can’t put his finger on the feeling.
His morning routine became more complicated, extra time in the shower making sure he was squeaky clean, skin care that could keep his pores unclogged for centuries, and spritzing cologne and applying deodorant by every waiting hour.
Finally, 4 pm hits, and so does your gentle knock onto his front door. He practically bolts down the stairs, catching his breath before he opens the door.
As the old red door creaks open, you’re behind it. Your hair pulled up out of your face, your pretty lips stained with a red lip gloss. His favorite thing was your outfit, jeans, a white tank top and a cute cardigan. Leehan has to stop himself from audibly sighing at the sight.
“Hey.”
He says casually, as if his mind wasn’t just racing at the simple sight of you. When you smile, he’s fully gone. He backs up from the door and beckons you in.
“I can’t wait to see your fish, what kind do you have?”
You ask, tilting your head as you follow him up the stairs.
“Corydoras, they’re my favorite fish.”
Leehan turns to you with his signature smile, before opening the door to his room. It’s simple, not quite yet decorated, a box or two litters the floor. You follow behind Leehan as he crouches in front of his fish tank, his brown eyes focusing intently on the fish.
There’s a beat of silence, Leehan observing his fish, lost in their world and forgetting he invited you over completely, and you, admiring how immersed he is in the water.
You come up closer behind him and squat down to get a better look at the fish, they’re cute, small, seemingly easy to take care of.
“Do they have names?”
You ask, turning your attention to the boy beside you, who looks too majestic while admiring his fish.
“I don’t name my fish anymore, I like to think that they had their own lives before I brought them into my house.”
He glances at you, a soft smile adorning his features once again. You hum and turn back to the tank, taking his words to heart, it’s touching to think that way.
You both sit in comfortable silence, you shifted closer to Leehan since you last spoke, his face dusts with pink, he can feel your breath on his neck.
“You smell nice by the way.”
You mutter right by his ear, he swears his heart stopped right then and there. He can only muster up a very nervous, broken laugh before turning to you, the blush coating his cheeks very obvious.
“I can say the same about you.”
You both become shy after the exchange of compliments, still you both end up rambling about your weeks, conversation flowing easily.
It’s 10pm once you leave his house, you don’t even realize how much time has passed since you first visited in the afternoon. You bid him goodbye and rush back to your house, another amazing day to add to the books.
ONLINE BELOW
⋆˚࿔ After your first year in college, you expect to come back to your same old, never changing town. It’s small, cozy, something you’d picture yourself living when you eventually find the one. Though, this time something’s new, someone’s new. Kim Leehan, and it seems like he doesn’t have the best reputation off the bat, he’s distant, quiet, hesitant to talk with everyone in your neighborhood. Oh, and he happens to be your next door neighbor.
⋆˚࿔ After your first year in college, you expect to come back to your same old, never changing town. It’s small, cozy, something you’d picture yourself living when you eventually find the one. Though, this time something’s new, someone’s new. Kim Leehan, and it seems like he doesn’t have the best reputation off the bat, he’s distant, quiet, hesitant to talk with everyone in your neighborhood. Oh, and he happens to be your next door neighbor.
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