jc | loml

so, long time no see tumblr - always knew you wer superior to twitter

the way that louis sings "THESE voices, THESE choices" first and then he sings "THOSE voices, THOSE choices" is so personal to me????? since "these" is used to refer to objects closer to you and "those" to objects further away. it symbolizes they (voices and choices) are moving further away from him during the song and he grows more confident and comfortable. IM SO

i saw harry yesterday i'm so- we had a gender reveal, someone coming out, my body my choice sign, harry calling mitch a DILF, harry telling a vacation story and counting in german, more interactions with signs and crowd, he had a funny interaction with a guy called lukas and we had the rainbow project. we literally won.

we literally won yesterday, i'm telling you. we had a gender reveal, someone coming out, harry calling mitch a DILF, my body my choice sign, pride flags on stage, him telling us a little vacation story and counting to 20 in german, lots of sign interactions, "this is a family show - or is it", crowd interactions in general (him interacting with lukas >>>) and he was just so happy in general i'm so- we won.

when we did the rainbow project in hamburg, harry looked so genuinely proud and happy and even said a little "thank you" during the song and it was just so beautiful :((((

i'm seeing harry live tomorrow and just the thought of being in the same room with him makes me cry so hard, he means so much more to me than he realizes

"but your gift is wasted on me", " I disrespected you" he seems like he is talking about how he didn't feel like he was enough or knows he did that person wrong in sone ways and he knows he had to let them go - but with the lines "your delicate point of view" "you never saw my birthmark" he shows that the actually "affected" person never saw that, they never saw his flaws (birthmarks are sometimes seen as flaws) and "delicate point of view" is like him defining the way the person sees him as something delicate and soft, it's like an Innocent view they have on him

it doesn't sit right with me that people talk shit about the ones that were so KIND, donated to so many charities, organized so much for the fandom, streamed every week, so much promo and even giveaways for EXPENSIVE stuff - this is not about the block, this is about the people that spread shit just because, fucking pathetic

"you're just in time make your tea and your toast" BECAUSE YOU FINALLY FOUND YOURSELF A HOME/PEOPLE YOU CAN CALL HOME AND THEY ARE WELCOMING YOU LIKE YOU ALWAYS BELONGED THERE, NO ONE TOUCH ME

little freak gives me goosebumps every time i listen to it. the way the refrain talks about having let go of someone and having come to terms with it, just reflecting and remembering the memories. and then later on "jumped in feet first, then i landed too hard" shows so LOUDLY how they fell so hard for someone that they subconsciously didn't leave an option that was comfortable for the other person and how they regret doing that because they know they went too far and that kind of self awareness is just wow

miss honey is to matilda what harry is to us

in matilda "doing it all on your own" and "doing it all alone" sounds so similar, idk if he did that on purpose - but it's like the 2 points of view when you don't get the support you should get, you might feel like you achieved something for/by YOURSELF or you might feel like you have been completely alone. the song hurts sm

"nothing about the way that you were treated ever seemed especially alarming till now" because people that hurt you in a way that is not obvious abuse to them will not recognize that they did something until you have a strong change in behavior though they might not even admit they did you wrong at all