ugly organism + beautiful world

Happy because i got my certificate and my transcript and I noticed on my transcript that they gave me the 'Ableton prize for live performance' lol

I need my period to start right now it hurts so much and I need it to start so it can hurt in a more satisfying way

I was wrong about my ability to be on instagram and yet control my usage. Theres too much there. Also it loves to show me just the most disturbing depressing news ever on my home page when i open the app. I open it and it says monks killed, a newborn baby died in a toilet, teenager arrested for possession of child porn its so awful i have to just close the app every time it tells me the most horrible horrible stuff thats not even 'the news'

I told my mum and she was shocked.. I've never broken up with anyone properly like this before

Im watching girls and they keep using the percussion only soundtrack and i think fuck am i watching glee... or maybe fargo.. my list of shows that love to use only percussion in the incidental music

We're still living together though, probably for the next 3 months which is the time we have to give in our lease exit clause. So we're still basically together until we are really apart, because there's no way to live together and not continue.. being partners. So we're in limbo. While it settles in for us both. And i mean last night we both couldnt sleep and we stayed up talking and then we had sex.. so its an end date more than anything else i suppose

I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday :( love him so much but I know what I have to do

Can someone help me find that image of a tweet thats like " yeah i never really liked morrisey, all i could get into was the first few albums, about 20 singles and maybe most of the smiths albums... cant stand the guy, cant give him more than 30 all time classics" ... please

Watching secretary I really felt for her because yes it does suck when your sadomasochistic situationship suddenly goes cold and stops spanking you at work... i would have put a worm in his letters too

But its also kind of pleasureable