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☆ cw. . . fem!canine hybrid!reader x enjin, dumbification, praise, fīngering, squirting, mouth inspections, use of 'puppy' and 'pup', enjin calls himself daddy once, jabber's fucked up toxins having a weird side effect
"what's got you all upset at me, huh? why's my lil' pup all riled up?"
"e-enjin, i told you, stop talking to me like that!"
swish, swish, swish!
"oh my god, you can't even lie! look at that tail, such a good girl!"
you did your hardest to crawl out of his lap as he sits on the edge of the bed, the back of your neck burning as you let out a low, embarrassed growl. his praises and laughs just kept coming, cooing as he kept petting all over you just to see your tail wag.
this was weird, so fucking weird.
after an encounter with that masochistic freak with who wouldn't stop whining about accidentally injecting you with the wrong thing as he was essentially dragged away by someone on his team, you've been stuck with...this.
a long, fluffy tail that seemed to have a mind of it's own with a matching pair of fluffy ears at the top of your head, and this annoying blond loser who wouldn't stop talking to you like you were an actual dog.
his teasing was just making you more and more flustered, more embarrassed before suddenly something inside of you couldn't take all of the warmth swirling inside of you—
"ow, fuck!"
he yanked his fingers back from where he was pinching your cheek, looking at them with furrowed brows. you...bit him. you didn't even realize you had snapped forward, nipping him right on his finger tips.
"did...did you just bite me?"
the reaction is instant.
"'m sorry, 'm sorry, i-i didn't mean it!" you scrambled, popping his fingers in your mouth as you let out a long whine, a sudden fear washing over you, a fear that you truly haven't ever felt before. little tears pricked the corner of your eyes. "a-am i bad? 'm sorry, jin, i-i didn't mean it, 'm bad..."
hearing you slur your words against his fingers while your tongue dragged over the bite, feeling how sharp your canines are now, seeing how your tail stopped wagging and your ears flattened against your head...it's almost too much, you're too fucking precious.
but hearing you sound truly sad, truly heartbroken that you hurt him, that you made him upset, it's new, it's not you, you're usually cocky and smug when you mark him.
you truly look like a kicked puppy.
he can't have that, not when his pretty girl is tearing up in his lap, whining as you try to soothe the wound with that warm tongue.
"say it again, baby."
"i...i-i'm your good puppy, 'm a good girl," you slur around his thick fingers. tears are pouring down your hot cheeks as you sit on enjin's lap with your back against his chest, clothes discarded somewhere on the floor.
the room swirls around you, so dizzy and drunk from the pleasure assaulting your senses. his fingers slide in and out from your cunt, ilicting wet, sloppy noises as he literally scoops slick from your pussy to rub mean circles into your clit.
you feel the need to squirm away, but your body feels so heavy, like you know if you move, you'll get scolded, and...for some reason, the thought makes you whine, hips trying to grind into his hand.
"that's my girl, taking it just like she needs to," enjin coos into your ear, teasingly nipping at it tjust o watch how it flinches away. they're so sensitive, just blowing against it makes you violently squeeze down on his fingers. "pretty puppy just needed her jin to show her how cute she is, yeah?"
you can barely form words, moaning around the digits in your mouth that keep running over your teeth. he's uncaring about the drool that drips down his wrist as he traces over your sharp canines again, the same ones that got you in this position.
he hums, dipping his other fingers back inside your pussy just to hear that relieved moan. "never call yourself bad again, baby, that shit broke my heart. seein' you all sad, all puppy eyes, and, god, the way your ears got all sad and droopy...don't do that to me baby, makes a man weak."
he pulls his fingers out of your mouth, trailing his wet hand down your chest to the soft pudge of your tummy before meanly pressing down right above your pussy.
"i don't want a sad puppy, okay? i want a happy, dumb lil' pup...just like this."
his fingers immediately speed up, curling up to hit that spot that makes you wail his name and dig your hands into him forearms. mm, even your nails feel a bit sharper, the press of them against his skin making him his and grind up into you.
"j-jin, enjin, j-jinnn," is all you can get out, eyes wide as you watch him pop in a third finger, stretching you out to the point your eyes roll back. "o-ohmygodd, mmhhfuck!"
"don't cum, don't cum yet," he pleads into your ear, panting as he works his fingers in and out of you and letting out a deep groan when he sees your creaming on him, a nice frothy ring of it accumulating at the base of his fingers.
but you aren't listening, too empty brained to focus on that. all you can think of in your poor, dumb little brain is 'cum, he's making you feel good, gotta cum, show him 'm good, show him that he makes me feel good/'
"mm-mm, baby, don't," is the warning you get when you try to touch your clit, hands shaking as they creep down lower. "you wanna be a good girl for me, riiiight?"
the nod you give him is aggressive, he can't help but chuckle at little. you're so honest, you aren't as bratty as you usually are. whatever that freaky little scientist injected you with turned you into the cutest little submissive pile of mush for him and he was loving it.
"then let me work, puppy, 'm gonna make you squirt for me, okay? think you can do that? oh, who am i kidding..."
a firm slap to your cunt has you gasping, eyes squeezing shut from holding back your orgasm, before a strangled noise escaped your throat when his fingers pop right back in and get to that same speed that was driving you mad.
"of course you can, you're my good girl."
that has you squeezing him tight, eyes rolling back at the thought. you've done it before, but hearing him say it always makes that heat in your stomach grow hotter. he's such a perv.
but he's been going on for so long, holding back feels like torture...until something starts to spread all throughout your body. a warm that feels like it's burning you, feeling it in the tips of your fingers, and reaching your head.
"aww, theeere she is..."
enjin can feel how you trembling against him, body tensing in his lap as that unbearable pleasure starts to wash over you, your breaking point not too far away. the hazy away look in your eye, the way your mouth hangs open in uncontrollable moans...you look so, so pretty.
but then you start get squirmy and he can already tell you're going to try and run from it, his hand pressing harder on your tummy to keep you still so you can't do anything but take it. after all, he knows just what you need and he's going to give it to you.
"c-cum, 'm gonna cum, jin, too much, c-can't—!"
"shh, yes you can baby, c'mon, don't fight it, give it to me."
you're curling forward as you sob, begging him to wait, to give you a second, but then the hand on your stomach moves to your throat and pulls you back against him, giving a squeeze and his deep voice is practically growling in your ear.
"don't you wanna be good for me? cum, baby, soak my fucking fingers like a good little puppy."
that's all it takes. his little praise, the mean press of his fingers, it's all too much and you explode. you arch against him, practically screaming out his name as you cum, and you cum hard. his fingers are practically forced out of you as you squirt, a wet spray of your fluids shooting out and soaking his hand.
without hesitation, he's working at your clit, swiping it side to side to prolong your orgasm. you look so cute, so fucking adorable like this, trembling against him as you just chant his name over and over again.
tears are pouring down your face as you hiccup, another thick gush pouring out of you and all over his hand and sweatpants, soaking him entirely. you don't realize that you're babbling his name over and over again, chanting 'love you's and 'thank you's over and over again before finally letting out a huff and going limp in his lap.
it's fuzzy, everything feels light and floaty. you can barely process the soft kisses being presses against your face, little murmurs of...something in your ear. whatever it is, your subconscious likes it, because you can feel your tail wagging behind you. he must have turned you around in his lap while you were out of it to hold you to his chest...the realization makes you feel even floatier.
once you finally come up, you can hear it better, enjin's voice no longer sounding like it was underwater.
"such a good girl for me."
"my pretty pup's got some teeth on her."
"see? you're not bad at all, just needed some praise."
"if you would've waited, i would've told you i liked when you bit me."
a little grumble as you hide your face in his chest lets him know your back with him, his hand gently rubbing up and down the skin of your back.
"hi, baby."
"mmpph..."
enjin can't help but chuckle at that. still shy, it seems. he understands, continuing his soothing movements and tracing your spine.
"you feeling alright," he asks, leaning down to press a kiss to the top of his head. he has to "lost you for a second there baby. i didn't do too much, right?"
it takes a moment for you to learn how to speak again, but you just nod. "no, 'm okay. felt good...t-thank you." you let yourself collect your thoughts, still a bit fuzzy brained from that overwhelming orgasm. your still throbbing, and you can't tell if that means you want more or not.
a moment goes by and it's quiet as he continues to...to...
you immediately sit up, face turned into absolute embarrassment and horror as your brain clicks into place what he's doing.
"are you petting me?!"
he just responds with a big grin before trailing his hand down your back. "maybe i am. wanna see something i learned while i was?" he doesn't even let you respond, your mouth opening before he rubs his fingers around the skin where the base of the tail is and you let out the cutest little whine, arching your back to get more pressure before you catch yourself.
"now ain't that cute?"
"e-enjinnn!"
you try to scramble out of his lap, shrieking about what a pervert he is, how mean he is for teasing, but he just cackles, standing up to turn and toss you onto the bed. "yeah, yeah i know, i'm mean, i'm the worse, but..."
he climbs on the bed after you, savoring the way your ears perk up in alert. in a quick motion, his shirt is off, grinning at your eyes immediately snapping to his hypnotic, tattooed skin. you can't stop the whimper that forces its way out of your throat when he crawls over top of you, a hand palming himself through his sweats that you desperately wish he would take off sooner.
"don't you wanna see how that'll feel if i fuck you from behind, pup? c'mon, lemme play with my pretty puppy a little more before you go back to normal."
you show up to one of his matches wearing his name across your back. he is completely normal about it. obviously.
── .✦
Isagi Yoichi.
Isagi notices you before he means to.
It happens somewhere in the middle of the first half, when the ball has been pushed out of bounds and the game pauses for barely a few seconds.
His eyes move automatically.
The field. His teammates. The opposing formation.
The stands.
You.
For a moment, you almost blend into the sea of people dressed in blue and white. Then someone beside you says something and you turn to answer them, giving Isagi a perfect view of your back.
His name is written across your shoulders.
ISAGI.
His number underneath it.
Yoichi freezes.
Not enough for anyone watching to notice, probably, but enough that his entire thought process falls apart for one incredibly embarrassing second.
You're wearing his jersey.
His jersey.
You've come to his matches before. You've cheered for him, hugged him afterward, listened to him ramble endlessly about plays and goals until he realizes it's nearly two in the morning.
But this feels different.
There is something about seeing his name on you that makes his chest tighten painfully.
Then you turn back toward the field.
Your eyes find him.
And you smile.
It's immediate, bright and impossibly warm, and Isagi has to look away because his face is suddenly burning.
“Isagi.” He blinks. One of his teammates is staring at him.
“The throw-in?”
“Right.”
Right.
Football.
He is playing football.
Isagi forces himself back into the match...
Mostly.
Because every time he scores, every time he manages to create an opening, he finds himself glancing toward your section.
And you're always there.
Standing when everyone else stands. Clapping. Shouting his name even though he can barely hear you from the field.
It shouldn't matter this much.
It does.
After the match, you barely make it a few steps down the VIP hallway before someone wraps their arms around you from behind.
You yelp.
“Yoichi!”
“Sorry.”
He doesn't sound sorry.
He's showered already, his hair still slightly damp, but his body is warm against your back as he presses his face into the side of your neck.
“You scared me.”
“Sorry” he repeats. Still no actual regret.
You laugh softly and turn in his arms.
His hands settle naturally at your waist.
“You played really well.”
“Thanks.”
Isagi is looking at you strangely.
You tilt your head.
“What?”
His eyes drop.
Your jersey.
“Oh.”
You glance down at yourself.
“This?”
His ears turn pink again.
“You didn't tell me you bought one.”
“I wanted to surprise you.”
“It worked.”
You smile.
“I noticed.”
Isagi groans quietly.
“Was it that obvious?”
“To me? Definitely.”
“That makes it worse.”
You laugh, reaching up to push a few damp strands of hair away from his forehead.
His expression softens immediately.
“I like watching you play,” you tell him. “And I wanted to support you properly.”
“You always support me properly.”
“I know.”
Your fingers brush his cheek.
“But I wanted everyone else to know who I was cheering for too.”
Isagi stares at you.
You barely get the chance to wonder whether you've embarrassed him again before he's pulling you into his chest.
“Yoichi?”
“Give me a second.”
You smile against his shirt.
His arms tighten.
“You can't say things like that right after a match,” he mumbles.
“Why?”
“My heart's already working hard enough.”
You laugh, and Isagi presses a small kiss to the top of your head.
He is quiet for a moment.
Then, very softly, he says:
“Wear it again next time?”
You look up. He's trying to sound casual.
It's terrible.
You smile anyway.
“Of course.”
The look on his face makes the jersey completely worth it.
── .✦
Itoshi Sae
Sae notices everything. You know this. He has an irritating ability to pick apart the smallest changes in your appearance without ever making it obvious that he's paying attention.
New earrings. A different perfume. The fact that you've started stealing his shampoo whenever you stay over.
So when you arrive at the stadium wearing his jersey, you know there's no chance he won't see it.
The real question is whether he'll react.
For the majority of the first half, you think you've miscalculated. Sae doesn't look toward you once.
He moves across the pitch with the same disinterested expression he always wears, like every other player is merely another mildly inconvenient obstacle between him and victory.
Then the game pauses. Sae lifts his head. His eyes move across the stands... and then they stop.
Directly on you.
You smile. Slowly, deliberately, you open your jacket a little more.
His jersey underneath.
Sae's jersey.
His eyes narrow and you almost laugh.
Then the whistle blows and he turns away.
That's it.
No smile. No visible embarrassment.
You aren't surprised.
Still, you spend the rest of the match wondering whether he liked it.
The answer arrives after the game.
You are standing near one of the restricted hallways, scrolling through your phone, when a familiar hand takes it from you.
“Hey—”
You look up.
Sae.
“You're done?”
He doesn't answer.
Instead, his eyes move down your body.
You follow his glance at your shirt.
“So you did notice.”
“I noticed.”
“And?”
“And what?”
You stare at him. Sae stares back.
“You're impossible.”
You reach for your phone. He lifts it away.
“Sae.”
“Turn around.”
“What?”
“Turn. Around.”
You narrow your eyes.
“Why?”
He looks almost bored.
“Do you always ask this many questions?”
“Only when my boyfriend starts giving me suspicious instructions.”
For the briefest moment, something amused flickers in his eyes. You turn anyway. There is silence behind you. Then Sae's fingers brush the fabric between your shoulder blades.
Right over his name.
The touch is so light you almost miss it.
You don't turn. His hand stays there.
“It's too big,” he says.
You smile.
“It's supposed to be.”
“No.”
His fingers move to your waist, gathering some of the fabric.
“It's definitely too big.”
“Are you complaining?”
Sae is quiet.
Then his arm slides around your waist and he pulls you backward against him. Your breath catches. His mouth is near your ear.
“No.”
The answer is so simple that warmth immediately spreads through your chest.
You turn your head slightly.
“So you like it?”
“You look fine.”
“Sae.”
“You look good.”
“Sae.”
He sighs. You grin.
“Fine, you look gorgeous," he finally says.
“Was that so difficult?”
“Yes.”
You laugh. Sae's hold on you tightens slightly. Then he lowers his head and presses a slow kiss beneath your ear. Your smile falters.
“Sae.”
“Hm?”
“That was unfair.”
His mouth brushes your skin again.
“You wanted a reaction.”
You can practically hear the smugness in his voice.
“I wanted you to say you liked the shirt.”
“I did.”
“You're horrible.”
Sae finally lets you turn around. His hand stays on your waist. You reach up, smoothing your thumb over his cheek.
“You really played well today.”
“I know.”
You roll your eyes.
Sae catches your wrist before you can lower your hand. His lips press briefly against your palm. The gesture is so unexpectedly gentle that you become completely still.
His eyes remain on yours.
“Wear it again.”
You smile softly.
“Only because you asked so nicely.”
“I didn't.”
“I know.”
This time, when Sae kisses you, you can feel the faint curve of his smile against your mouth.
── .✦
Itoshi Rin.
You know Rin has seen you. Mostly because he has been actively refusing to look toward your side of the stadium for the past thirty minutes.
It started when you arrived.
You'd barely found your seat when Rin's eyes moved toward the stands. He saw you. Saw the dark jersey. Saw his name across your chest and...
Immediately looked away.
You smiled.
Then Rin plays like someone had deeply and personally offended him. By halftime, you are beginning to suspect the jersey may have triggered some kind of psychological crisis. He scores twice but doesn't celebrate.
He looks toward you once after the second goal. Just once.
You blow him a kiss.
Rin nearly walks into one of his own teammates.
You spend the rest of the match feeling incredibly pleased with yourself. Afterward, however, Rin avoids you. You wait near the players' exit.
Nothing.
So you send him a message.
where are you?
Three minutes pass.
busy.
You stare at the reply on the screen.
rin...
Nothing.
itoshi rin...
The typing bubble appears. Disappears. Appears again.
Finally, you see the reply:
stop.
You laugh.
Ten minutes later, Rin walks out of the hallway.
His hair is still damp from his shower and there's a bag thrown over one shoulder. He stops when he sees you.
You smile sweetly.
“Hi.”
Rin looks at your shirt. Then your face.
“You're annoying.”
“I haven't done anything.”
“You know what you did.” You glance down.
“The jersey?” His jaw tightens. Your smile grows.
“Did you like it?”
“No.”
“Rin.”
“No.”
You step closer. He doesn't move away.
“You looked at me after your second goal.”
“I was looking at the crowd.”
“You almost tripped when I blew you a kiss.”
“I didn't trip...”
“Almost.”
Rin clicks his tongue. You are close enough now to reach for him. Your fingers lightly catch the sleeve of his jacket. His eyes immediately drop to the movement.
“I wanted to wear your jersey,” you say, quieter now. The teasing disappears from your voice.
Rin looks at you.
“I thought you'd like seeing me support you.”
His expression changes. Barely. But you know him. You see the way the tension leaves his shoulders. The way his eyes soften even though he would probably rather die than admit it.
“You already support me,” he says.
“I know.”
“Then you don't have to do stupid things.”
You smile.
“But I wanted to.”
Rin says nothing.
Your hand slides down from his sleeve until your fingers brush his. For a second, he doesn't react.
Then he takes your hand.
His grip is firm.
Warm.
“You really didn't like it?” you ask.
Rin looks away.
You wait.
His thumb moves once over your knuckles.
“…I didn't say that.” Your heart melts.
“Oh.”
“Don't.”
“I didn't say anything.”
“You're smiling.”
“I can't smile?”
“Not like that.”
You laugh softly.
Rin pulls you closer by your joined hands. You bump gently into his chest. Before you can tease him again, he lowers his head. His forehead rests against yours. The gesture is quiet.
Private.
So Rin.
“I saw you immediately,” he admits. Your smile becomes softer.
“I know.”
“Shut up.”
You squeeze his hand.
“I'm proud of you.”
Rin's eyes close. You kiss the corner of his mouth. For once, he doesn't complain.
Instead, his free hand settles against the back of your neck and pulls you back when you try to move away.
The second kiss lasts much longer.
When you finally separate, Rin looks at your jersey again.
His name.
His number.
You.
His expression turns slightly red.
“Don't wear anyone else's.”
You blink.
Then you grin.
“Rin, are you jealous of hypothetical jerseys?”
“Shut up.”
“That's so cute.”
“I'm leaving.”
Yet he doesn't let go of your hand.
── .✦
Nagi Seishiro.
The first person to notice is Reo.
Of course it is.
Nagi is standing on the field, lazily stretching one leg behind him, when Reo suddenly nudges his shoulder.
“Nagi.”
“Hm?”
Reo nods toward the stands. Nagi follows his gaze.
You are sitting a few rows from the front. His jersey is draped over your body, much too large, the sleeves nearly reaching your elbows.
Nagi stops stretching.
“Oh.”
Reo looks at him. Then at you. Then back at him.
“That's it?”
Nagi doesn't answer. You catch him looking, so you immediately smile and lift both hands in an excited little wave.
Nagi blinks.
You point toward your jersey.
Then toward him.
His chest feels strange. Not bad. Just warm. Heavy.
Troublesome.
Reo watches him stare.
“You like it.”
“Yeah.”
“You could at least smile at them.”
Nagi looks at him.
“I did.”
“No, you didn't.”
Nagi looks back toward you. You are still smiling. He lifts one hand. A tiny wave.
Your expression brightens so dramatically that Nagi feels the strange warmth again.
“Huh,” he murmurs.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
The game starts. Nagi thinks about your jersey four separate times during the first half. It is incredibly distracting.
After the match, you find him sitting alone on a bench in one of the stadium hallways.
His head is tilted back against the wall.
“Seishiro?” One eye opens. “There you are.”
“You were looking for me?”
“Mm.” You walk closer.
“You could've texted me, my phone's in my bag.”
“And your bag is?” Nagi lazily points beside him.
You stare. He stares back.
“You're hopeless.”
“Too tired.”
You laugh and step between his knees. Nagi's hands immediately find your waist, he presses his face against your stomach.
You blink.
“Hello to you too.”
“Hi.” His voice is muffled against the jersey. Your fingers move into his hair and he visibly relaxes.
“You played really well today.”
“Mm.”
“That goal in the second half was incredible.”
“Mm.” You smile.
“Are you listening?”
“Yeah.”
“What did I say?”
“You think I'm incredible.” You lightly pull his hair, Nagi makes a quiet sound of complaint.
“That is not what I said.”
“Close enough.” His fingers curl into the fabric around your waist, then he lifts his head. His eyes settle on your shirt.
“My jersey.”
“Very observant.”
“You bought it.”
“I did.”
“Why?” You stare at him.
“Because you're my boyfriend?” Nagi blinks slowly.
“So?” You laugh.
“So I wanted to wear your name.” He becomes quiet. You tilt your head.
“Seishiro?” His hands slide around you completely. Then, without warning, he pulls you closer and buries his face against you again. You almost lose your balance.
“Hey!”
“Don't say things like that.” You look down at him.
His ears are pink.
Your heart nearly bursts.
“Oh my god.”
“Don't.”
“Are you embarrassed?”
“No.”
“You are!"
Nagi groans.
You laugh and gently scratch your nails over his scalp. His arms tighten.
“You look cute,” he mutters. Your teasing stops. “In my jersey.”
“Oh.”
“Really cute.”
You feel your own face warm. Nagi looks up at you again. For once, his gaze is completely focused.
“You should wear it more.”
“To matches?”
“At my place.” You raise an eyebrow. Nagi's expression remains innocent.
Mostly.
“Why?”
He rests his chin against your stomach.
“Like seeing my name on you.”
The honesty of it makes your chest ache. You lean down and kiss him. Nagi immediately pulls you closer, one hand moving up your back.
When you separate, he follows your lips for another tiny kiss.
Then another.
“You're suddenly very energetic,” you whisper.
“Mm.”
His eyes close again.
“Worth the effort.”
── .✦
Barou Shoei.
Barou sees you before the match starts. You know because his eyes move toward your seat during warm-ups and immediately narrow.
You smile. He looks away. Then looks back.
Your jacket is open, his jersey is underneath.
BAROU.
You give him a tiny wave. Barou's expression becomes unreadable. One of his teammates says something to him. Barou snaps at him.
You cover your mouth, laughing.
Then, the match begins.
Barou is unbearable, he scores and looks directly toward you.
He scores again and looks directly toward you.
The third time, you are almost certain he adjusts the front of his jersey on purpose before walking back to position.
The man is showing off.
And you love him desperately.
After the match, Barou comes toward you with a towel around his neck.
“You.”
You smile.
“Me.”
“What are you wearing?” You look down.
“Clothes.” Barou glares and you laugh. “Your jersey.”
“I can see that.”
“Then why did you ask?”
“You didn't tell me you were buying one.”
“I wanted to surprise you.” Barou clicks his tongue and you step closer.
“Did it work?”
“No.”
“Shouei.”
“No.”
“You looked at me every time you scored.”
“I was checking the scoreboard.”
“The scoreboard is on the opposite side.” Barou becomes silent but your smile turns unbearably smug.
“King.”
“Don't.”
“Were you showing off for me?”
“No.”
“You scored a hat-trick.”
“I would've done that anyway.”
“Obviously.” Barou looks almost suspicious.
You smooth your hand over his chest.
“I know you're amazing.” His expression softens.
You smile.
“I just like when you look for me after you score.”
Barou stares down at you, his large hand settles over yours.
“You noticed that?”
“Every time.” He looks away.
You could cry from how endearing he is.
Instead, you gently tug on the towel around his neck, bringing him slightly closer.
“I wore your jersey because I'm proud of you.”
Barou looks back at you.
“And because I love you.”
His eyes widen. Just a little.
You smile.
“What?”
“You can't just say that here.”
“Why?”
“There are people around.”
“So?”
“So—”
Barou stops.
You wait.
His face is red.
Your heart squeezes painfully.
“You're cute.”
“Don't call me cute.”
“You're very cute.”
Barou grabs your waist. You squeak when he pulls you against him.
“Say it again.”
You blink.
“Cute?”
His glare becomes murderous.
You burst out laughing.
“Okay, okay.”
Your hands settle against his shoulders. You look into his eyes.
“I love you.”
Barou's grip tightens.
His expression turns serious.
“I love you too.”
Your smile softens.
Then he kisses you.
It's surprisingly gentle. Slow.
His thumb moves once over your waist as though he's smoothing the fabric of his own jersey beneath his hand. When he pulls away, his eyes fall toward the shirt again.
“Next time, tell me before you buy something.” You sigh.
“Shouei—”
“I'll get you one.”
“I already have one.”
“Not like this.”
“What does that mean?” Barou lifts his chin.
“One of mine.” You stare.
“You mean an actual jersey you've worn?”
“Yeah.” Your lips part, but before you can say anything, Barou continues. “You're the only one fit to reign by my side.”
Your heart stops.
Barou seems to realize exactly how romantic that sounds.
His expression darkens immediately.
“Don't make that face.”
“What face?”
“That one.” You hug him.
Barou complains, the faintest hint of red creeping into his cheeks.
But he still wraps his arms around you.
── .✦
Shidou Ryusei.
Shidou sees you instantly. There is no subtlety involved. His eyes scan the crowd before the match, find you, and immediately drop to your jersey. Then he grins.
You know you're in trouble.
“Ryusei,” you whisper to yourself.
Shidou points at you.
Actually points.
Several people nearby turn. You slowly cover your face with both hands.
From the field, Shidou laughs.
You can see it.
The match has not even started and you already regret everything.
Mostly.
Then Shidou scores. The stadium erupts.
You jump from your seat, shouting his name with everyone else.
Shidou turns toward your section. His eyes find you. He grabs the front of his own jersey.
Then points at yours.
You feel your entire face burn.
The people beside you start screaming louder.
“I'm going to kill him,” you mutter. You're smiling too much to sound convincing.
After the match, Shidou practically crashes into you.
“There they are!”
“Don't yell!”
“My gorgeous little fan.”
“Ryusei.” His arms wrap around your waist. He lifts you.
You yelp.
“Put me down!”
“No.”
“Ryusei!” He spins once.
You are laughing by the time your feet touch the ground again. Shidou keeps his arms around you. His grin softens when he looks down.
“You really wore it.” Your smile becomes smaller.
“Yeah.”
“My name and everything.”
“That's generally how jerseys work.” Shidou ignores you.
His fingers trace the lettering across your chest.
The touch is innocent, surprisingly careful.
You watch his face.
“You like it?”
“Baby...” He looks at you like you've asked the stupidest question imaginable. “I almost exploded on the field.”
You laugh.
“I noticed.”
“You looked so fucking cute.”
“Thank you.”
“Standing there, screaming for me.”
“I was not screaming.”
“You were.”
“You couldn't hear me.”
“I felt it spiritually.”
You snort.
Shidou laughs.
Then he suddenly pulls you closer. His forehead bumps against yours. The playful energy fades slightly.
“You came.” Your expression softens.
“Of course I came.”
“I know.” His thumb moves over your waist.
“But you came with me all over you.” You blink.
“Your jersey.” You correct him, a faint flush warming your cheeks.
“Same thing.”
“Ryusei.” His grin returns. You push lightly against his chest. Shidou catches your wrist.
Then he kisses your palm. The gesture surprises you.
“You really happy?” you ask. His eyes move back to yours.
“Yeah.” Simple. Honest.
Your heart warms.
Shidou bends down and kisses you.
Unlike the kiss to your palm, this one isn't gentle.
warnings. established relationship, fluff (like... a lot), sae pretending he is not painfully attentive ♡
word count. ~3.4k.
every time sae returns from spain, he brings you something small. it takes you far too long to understand that none of the gifts are as thoughtless as he pretends they are.
── .✦
The first gift Sae brings you from Spain is a bookmark.
It is thin and painted by hand, a trail of deep blue flowers curling around its edges while a narrow red ribbon hangs from the bottom. Pretty, certainly, but not particularly remarkable. The sort of thing displayed beside postcards and magnets in a quiet shop intended for tourists with a few coins left to spend before their flights.
Sae places it on the table between you without explanation.
You look down at it.
Then back at him.
“What’s this?”
“A bookmark.”
“I can see that.”
He lifts his glass, entirely unaffected by your stare. “Then why did you ask?”
You narrow your eyes, though the smile threatening your mouth ruins whatever irritation you were attempting to convey.
“I meant why are you giving it to me?”
Sae takes a slow drink before answering.
“You dog-ear your pages.”
There is enough judgment in his voice to make it sound like a personal failing.
You glance at the bookmark again.
“You bought this because you don’t like the way I mark my pages?”
“You’re ruining them.”
“They’re my books.”
“You’re still ruining them.”
You laugh, tracing one fingertip over the painted flowers. The blue is slightly uneven in places, small imperfections revealing where the brush must have paused against the wood.
“You could’ve just told me to buy one.”
“I have.”
“You complained. That’s different.”
“It clearly wasn’t effective.”
Sae leans back in his chair, conversation apparently finished.
You smile despite yourself and slip the bookmark carefully inside the novel waiting in your bag.
“Thank you.”
His eyes flick toward your hands for a moment.
Then away.
“Hm.”
You think little of it at the time.
Sae travels constantly. Training camps, matches, obligations you do not always understand and events he rarely seems interested in attending. Airports and hotel rooms have become ordinary pieces of his life, distances measured in fixtures rather than weeks.
The bookmark feels like an impulse purchase—a small object he spotted beside a register that happened to remind him of your terrible reading habits.
Then comes the second gift: a box of tea from Spain.
You are waiting in his apartment when he returns, curled into one corner of the couch with a blanket covering your legs. His flight landed late enough that you had almost fallen asleep twice, but the sound of his key turning in the lock has you sitting upright immediately.
Sae steps inside with one hand wrapped around the handle of his suitcase.
He looks tired.
Not obviously. Sae rarely permits anything to appear obvious. But there is a faint heaviness beneath his eyes, a stiffness in his shoulders that only becomes visible after you have spent long enough learning the difference between his indifference and his exhaustion.
“You’re still awake,” he says.
“You told me you’d be here at eleven.”
“It’s eleven thirty.”
“Exactly. You’re late.”
“The plane was delayed.”
You rise from the couch and move toward him, wrapping your arms around his waist before he can say anything else.
For a moment, Sae remains still.
Then his hand settles against the back of your head.
“You missed me,” he observes.
“No.”
“Right.”
His palm slides slowly down your hair, lingering before he steps away to remove his jacket.
You watch him open his suitcase.
“You’re unpacking now?”
“I need something.”
From between neatly folded clothes, he removes a small paper package and holds it toward you.
You blink.
“What is it?”
“Open it.”
Inside is a box of loose-leaf tea, the label printed in Spanish and decorated with tiny illustrations of oranges.
You lift the lid and breathe in. The scent is warm and sweet, citrus softened beneath something floral.
“It smells amazing.”
“You complained the tea here tastes like hot water.”
You look at him.
“That was months ago.”
Sae shrugs and begins closing his suitcase.
You remain kneeling beside it, the box held carefully in both hands.
“You remembered that?”
“You complained for twenty minutes.”
“It was terrible tea.”
“I remember.”
His tone remains flat, but there is the faintest curve at the corner of his mouth.
The third gift is a pair of earrings.
Small golden stars, delicate enough to catch the light whenever you turn your head.
He leaves them beside the bathroom sink while you are getting ready, the box appearing between your makeup and his irritatingly limited collection of skincare as though it has always belonged there.
You find it while searching for your lip balm.
“Sae?”
He appears in the doorway, already dressed for dinner.
“What?”
You hold up the box.
His gaze drops toward it. “They’re earrings.”
“Thank you, I was struggling with that.”
“You asked.”
“I’m asking why they’re here.”
“They’re yours.”
You turn one of the tiny stars beneath the light.
They are exactly the sort you would choose for yourself—simple, warm-toned, understated enough for everyday wear. You cannot imagine Sae wandering willingly through a jewelry shop, much less studying displays long enough to decide which pair would suit you.
“How did you even pick these?”
Sae’s expression suggests the question is ridiculous.
“You showed me a pair like them.”
“When?”
He adjusts the cuff of his sleeve. “You were looking at them online.”
Your hand stills.
That had been weeks ago. You had been lying beside him, mindlessly scrolling, and paused on a photo for no more than a few seconds before deciding you did not need them.
You are not even certain you spoke aloud.
“You saw that?”
“You had the brightness all the way up.”
“That’s not the point.”
“It was annoying.”
You stare at him.
Sae stares back.
Then his eyes drop briefly toward the earrings.
“Are you wearing them or not?”
The impatience in his voice fails to conceal the way he waits for your answer.
You smile.
“Help me put them on?”
“No.”
“Sae.”
“You have hands.”
“Please?”
He exhales, long and quiet, as though you have asked him to perform something unbearably difficult.
Still, he approaches.
You turn your back to him and move your hair aside. Sae’s fingers brush the curve of your ear as he fastens the first earring, his touch unexpectedly careful. The cool metal settles against your skin.
“You’re very good at this,” you murmur.
“Be quiet.”
“You’ve done this before?”
“No.”
“Then how—”
“Hold still.”
You do, though mostly because his fingertips have moved beneath your hair, smoothing it back into place with an intimacy that leaves warmth spreading slowly through your chest.
When he finishes, you turn toward the mirror.
The stars catch the bathroom light.
You look at Sae’s reflection.
He is already watching you.
“They’re perfect,” you say softly.
“I know.”
Of course that is his answer.
The gifts continue.
By the fourth gift—a small bottle of perfume—you begin to wonder whether any of his choices are truly spontaneous.
The fifth is a ceramic dish painted with lemons, chosen because your rings are always scattered across his apartment.
The sixth gift is a wool scarf in the exact shade you once admired through a shop window.
The seventh is chocolate from a place you had mentioned seeing online.
The eighth gift is a pen, bought because yours ran out during one of your calls and you spent five minutes searching for another while Sae listened in silence from Madrid.
Each time, he offers the same simple explanation.
“You said you wanted one.”
“You said you liked it.”
“You needed it.”
As though these are reasons enough.
Perhaps, to Sae, they are.
It takes you longer than it should to notice the pattern.
You are cleaning your room one afternoon when you find the first bookmark tucked inside an old novel. The blue flowers are slightly faded now, the red ribbon fraying near the end from months of use.
You place it on the bed.
Then, almost without thinking, you begin gathering the others.
The earrings from the small dish on your dresser.
The scarf folded over your chair.
The perfume beside the mirror.
The tea, nearly finished, in the kitchen cupboard.
A collection of small, ordinary objects arranged across your blanket, each one connected to a moment you had long since forgotten.
A complaint made beneath your breath.
A screen paused for a few seconds.
A passing comment that had felt too insignificant to carry beyond the conversation in which it appeared.
Sae had carried every one of them across countries.
You are still sitting among the gifts when he arrives.
He stops in the doorway to your room.
His eyes move from you to the objects scattered across the bed.
“What are you doing?”
You lift the bookmark.
“You remembered all of these.”
Sae leans against the doorframe, expression unreadable. “They’re things I bought you.”
“No.” You look down at the gifts. “You remembered everything I said.”
A faint crease appears between his brows, as though he cannot understand why this surprises you.
“You talk a lot.”
You laugh once, though the sound comes out softer than intended.
“I don’t talk that much.”
“You do.”
“And you listen?”
Sae’s gaze settles on your face.
For a moment, the room becomes very still.
He could tease you. He could look away, offer some dismissive answer and leave you to interpret everything yourself. That is what you expect from him—the careful avoidance he uses whenever a conversation threatens to become too openly sentimental.
Instead, Sae pushes away from the doorway and walks toward you.
He stops between your knees.
“You’re my partner,” he says simply.
Your fingers tighten around the bookmark.
“So?”
“So I listen.”
The answer is delivered with such calm certainty that your chest aches.
Sae looks down at the collection on the bed.
“You didn’t need to take everything out.”
“I was having a moment.”
“You’re being dramatic.”
“You brought me souvenirs from another country because I complained about tea.”
“It was bad tea.”
Your laugh breaks free before you can stop it.
Sae’s hand settles against your cheek, his thumb moving once beneath your eye. His expression remains composed, but there is something gentler behind it now, something he does not seem particularly interested in hiding.
“You really don’t think this is romantic?” you ask.
“No.”
“You remembered earrings I looked at for five seconds.”
“They suited you.”
“And the scarf?”
“You were cold.”
“The perfume?”
“You liked it.”
You smile up at him.
Sae’s eyes narrow slightly, already suspicious of the expression.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“You’re doing that thing.”
“What thing?”
“Looking at me like I said something impressive.”
“You did.”
“I bought you things.”
“You noticed me.”
The words quiet him.
His hand remains against your face.
There it is, you think—the reason the gifts never felt grand to him. Sae does not understand attention as an extraordinary act. He watches you because you are there. He remembers because your words matter to him. The little details you dismiss as meaningless settle somewhere inside him and remain there until he finds them again in shops, airports, and unfamiliar streets thousands of miles away.
To him, it is not romance.
It is simply loving you.
You turn your face and kiss the center of his palm.
Sae becomes very still.
“Thank you,” you whisper.
He studies you for another second before bending down. His lips brush your forehead first, then the corner of your mouth.
“You’re welcome, mi amor.”
Your smile widens.
He notices immediately.
“Don’t start.”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“You were going to.”
You wrap your arms around his waist and pull him closer, your cheek resting against his stomach.
Sae sighs, but his fingers slide into your hair, gently combing through the strands.
After a quiet moment, his gaze shifts toward the gifts spread across the bed.
“You’re missing one.”
You lift your head.
“What?”
He reaches into the inner pocket of his coat and removes a small velvet box.
Your arms slowly loosen from around his waist.
“Sae.”
“What?”
You stare at the box resting in his palm. It is too small to contain anything harmless, and Sae’s complete lack of concern only makes your heart beat harder.
“You just got here.”
“And?”
“You already bought me something else?”
Instead of answering, he holds it toward you.
You take the box carefully, suddenly aware of how warm your hands have become. Sae watches in silence as you lift the lid.
Inside is a ring.
The ninth gift—and somehow, the one that makes every other object spread across your bed feel like a trail leading to this moment.
It is delicate, made of thin gold with a tiny teal stone set into the center—not extravagant, but elegant in that quiet, understated way Sae seems to understand suits you better than anything overly ornate. The stone catches the light when you tilt the box, flashing the same deep shade as his eyes.
For a moment, you can only stare.
“Sae…”
“You said you liked it.”
Your gaze snaps toward him. “When?”
“A few months ago.”
You search your memory until a blurred afternoon begins to return: the two of you walking past a jewelry shop, your steps slowing briefly in front of the window. You had pointed toward one of the rings inside and said it was beautiful before continuing down the street.
You had not thought about it again.
Apparently, Sae had.
“I didn’t even say I wanted it.”
“You kept looking at it.”
“For maybe ten seconds.”
“Long enough.”
The answer comes so easily that your chest aches all over again.
You remove the ring from its cushion, but before you can put it on, Sae takes it gently from your fingers.
“Give me your left hand.”
You stare at him.
Sae holds the ring between two fingers, his expression as composed as ever, as though he has not just taken the entire evening and tilted it quietly off its axis.
“Sae.”
His eyebrow lifts.
“Are you going to make this difficult?”
“You’re holding a ring and asking for my left hand.” Your voice comes out thinner than you intended. “I think I’m allowed to have a moment.”
“You’ve been having one for the past five minutes.”
Your mouth falls open, but the reply never comes.
Because he said left hand.
Not your right. Not whichever one happened to be closest.
Your left.
The realization settles slowly, warmth spreading through your chest until you can hear your own heartbeat beneath the silence of the room.
You look down at the ring again, at the delicate gold band and the small teal stone catching the light between his fingers.
Then back at him.
“Sae,” you say carefully, “is this a proposal?”
He watches you for a moment.
“Yes.”
The single word steals the air from your lungs.
There is no teasing in his expression now, no trace of the faint amusement he usually wears whenever he manages to fluster you. His gaze remains steady on yours, quiet and certain in a way that makes the small velvet box in your hands suddenly feel much heavier.
“You’re proposing to me?”
“I just said I was.”
“That isn’t...” You stop, pressing your lips together as a nervous laugh threatens to escape. “You can’t just hand me a ring and expect me to understand what’s happening.”
“I asked for your hand.”
“That is not the same thing as asking me to marry you!”
Sae exhales softly through his nose. For the first time, something almost uncertain passes beneath his composure—not hesitation, exactly, but the realization that perhaps this is one moment he cannot communicate through implication alone.
He lowers the ring slightly.
Then he steps closer.
“You want a speech?”
“I want to know why.”
His eyes narrow just a little. “You don’t know?”
“I want to hear you say it.”
Of course you do.
Sae studies your face, and for one terrible second, you think he might refuse simply because you asked. Then his free hand rises to your cheek, his thumb resting just beneath your eye.
“I remember the things you say because they matter to me,” he begins. His voice is calm, stripped of any theatrical tenderness, but every word lands with deliberate weight. “I bring you things because I see them and think of you. I come back and expect you to be here. When you aren’t, the apartment feels wrong.”
Your breath catches.
Sae’s gaze does not leave yours.
"I don’t want you fitting into my life only when our schedules allow it.” His thumb moves once across your cheek. “I want you in all of it—when I leave, when I come back, wherever I end up playing.
The sting behind your eyes grows warmer.
Sae notices, naturally, but this time he does not interrupt.
“I bought the ring because you liked it,” he continues. “I measured one of yours because I intended to put it on you. And I’m asking because I want you to marry me.”
There it is.
Not wrapped in poetry. Not softened by promises too grand to trust.
Just Sae, offering you the truth as plainly as he understands it.
His fingers shift beneath your chin.
“So,” he says, voice quieter now, “marry me, mi amor.”
Your vision blurs.
Sae’s expression tightens immediately.
“Don’t cry before you answer.”
A laugh slips through the tears gathering in your eyes.
“You’re still bossing me around during your own proposal.”
“You’re avoiding the question.”
“I’m not avoiding it.”
“You haven’t answered.”
You reach for the front of his shirt, curling your fingers into the fabric as though you need something solid to steady yourself.
“Yes.”
Sae becomes completely still.
The smallest pause follows—barely there, but long enough for you to see the answer reach him beneath all that carefully maintained composure.
You smile through the warmth in your eyes.
“Yes, Sae. I’ll marry you.”
His shoulders loosen.
Only slightly.
But you see it.
Of course you do.
Sae takes your left hand, his touch unexpectedly careful as he slides the ring onto your finger. It settles perfectly at the base.
Of course it does.
You look down at it, watching the teal stone catch the light.
Then you look back at him.
“How did you know my size?”
“You leave your jewelry everywhere.”
“You measured one of my rings?”
“You make it sound more complicated than it was.”
“You secretly measured one of my rings, remembered something I looked at months ago, found it again, brought it home from Spain, and planned an entire proposal without telling me.”
“Yes.”
“And you still don’t think you’re romantic?”
“No.”
You laugh softly, though another tear escapes before you can stop it.
Sae brushes it away with his thumb.
“Don’t cry over a ring.”
“I’m not crying over the ring.”
“Then what?”
“You.”
That silences him.
You pull him closer by his shirt and kiss him before he can retreat behind another dry reply. His hand slides into your hair, holding you there as his mouth softens against yours.
The kiss is slow, warm with all the things Sae rarely says aloud.
When you finally part, your forehead remains pressed to his.
“You could have started with marry me,” you whisper.
“You would’ve interrupted.”
“I interrupted anyway.”
“I know.”
His eyes lower to the ring now resting on your hand. His thumb brushes lightly over the gold band, tracing the place where it circles your finger.
Then he brings your hand to his mouth and presses a kiss against your knuckles.
“You like it?”
You stare at him.
“You proposed to me, and you’re asking whether I like the ring?”
“You said you did.”
Months ago.
For no more than a few seconds.
You shake your head, smiling helplessly.
“I love it.”
Sae’s eyes lift to yours.
“The ring?”
“You.”
The faintest smile touches his mouth.
“Good.”
Then he kisses you again.
The ninth gift remains on your finger, distinct from every small object spread across the bed.
The others were things Sae carried home because he remembered what you liked, what you needed, and every passing thought you never expected him to keep.
But the ring is not merely something he has brought home to you.
It is his quiet way of asking you to make a home with him.
you’re the only girl in your circle who hasn’t done it yet… what are best friends for if not to help you find out exactly what you’re missing?
warnings : (18+ MDNI), neteyam x omatikaya fem!reader, mature themes, explicit s3xual content, strong language, jealousy, pet names, getting addicted to eo 🤪, both reader (whos LOWKEnuinely problematic) & neteyam are horrrnyyyyyy, praise knk, light degradation, marking, rubbing through loincloths, dry hmping, oral (f receiving), light choking, overstimulation, size knk, riding, spoon s3x, doin IT while smns in the room, tsaheylu while cracking 😳, many smut (P in V), etc…
a/n : I see all ur requests (keep em piling up 🤭), i have to say, yall are SO CREATIVE. ill be working through them one by one. pls take note that my acc is solely dedicated to sharing my neteyam drafts, to clarify: i dont write for other characters. i also wont write threesomes or cheating, additional boundaries are tba. w/ that being said, thank uu sm for taking the time to send ur ideas. it genuinely means a lot that ud want me to write something for u 🥺
wc : 16k (no proofread)
You have always accepted that boys your age don’t like you enough to court you, long before you even learned how to pull back a bow.
Having crushes here and there was normal, and even though some of them flirted back, it always ended the same way with them never truly choosing or committing to you.
Call yourself desperate, but how could you not be when all of your friends have already chosen their mates, leaving you left behind?
They would pull you into hangouts, and you’d always find yourself scowling because you had no idea what they were talking about. It felt as if they were speaking a foreign language, especially since you couldn’t get any of the details whenever they visualized their moments together with their mates.
All you could do was zone out every time they brought up their relationships, listening to them giggle, sighing during the overviews of their dates, groaning whenever their topics got even more ambiguous.
There were even times when they pushed your patience to its limit, convincing you to come along for a swim at the river. You always agreed, thinking it’d just be another day spent with your friends, only to let out a groan the moment you realized they had invited their boyfriends too.
Like right now.
it felt like a slap in the face because they knew better than anyone how awful your luck had been when it came to finding someone, yet they always seemed to pull this on you. Still, you couldn’t exactly call them insensitive when they insisted they were only trying to make sure you weren’t left all alone.
It was frustrating since your best friend, Neteyam, spent most of his time away from the village on patrols and scouting missions. As much as you hated to admit it, the girls were right about one thing, if they didn’t drag you along, you’d probably end up sitting alone with no one to keep you company.
And you definitely didn’t want that.
“And then tonight, Re’kitan and I will go to the Tree of Souls… you know what happens beneath the glowing tendrils, right?” Kxira giggled, her fingers cupping her boyfriend’s jaw to pull his lips back to hers.
The girls laughed along, but your forehead only wrinkled at the sight tht was taking on you. What you were witnessing felt obscene, with your friend soaking in the river right beside a man, letting him touch her like that in broad daylight.
“Girl… you’re a wild woman, letting the Greatmother witness such things,” Meya teased with a shake of her head.
“Out of everyone here, I believed you would understand me,” Kxira pouted, leaning back against Re’kitan as he washed the water down her spine. “You mated with Tritxo just last week, when your blood ran hot during the season… so who’s really the wild one?”
Meya’s mate bit his lip, “She is wild. It’s sexy.”
“Darling, don’t expose me!”
So much for not wanting me to feel left out, you thought bitterly, sitting there physically while your mind detached from the conversation.
Eytsing grinned, splashing the water with her tail. “Meya, tell me what it feels like! I think Awngìn and I will do it soon… he has just been so busy with the tasks, we can never seem to find alone time lately.”
“It’s beyond words, sister. Everything becomes clear the moment your queues twine together and you see him through the Greatmother’s eyes. You feel the beat of his heart, the rush of his thoughts, and how deeply he wants you. It’s like your spirits are walking in the same body, and the warmth of it never truly leaves your blood… Ever since we mated, we just stopped arguing.”
You watched as Meya pulled Tritxo into a deep kiss, her cheeks rising as she smiled against his lips. You didn’t fail to notice the way they lingered after breaking apart, staring into each other’s eyes for what felt like an eternity before you forced yourself to look away.
There’a no way you had just been subjected to that.
“I cannot wait to finally claim Awngìn as my own! The day he returns from the hunt, I’m dragging him straight into the deep forest to taste him until he forgets his own name,” Eytsing giggled the girls broke into laughter.
“As if you two haven’t already been doing exactly that,” Meya teased, splashing water om her way.
“If you’re already acting like an unchained animal in the bushes, what more when your kurus are connected?” Kxira rolled her eyes, she hissed when Re’kitan accidentally pressed a thumb into an aching spot on her shoulder. “Watch your grip, babe.”
“My bad…” Re’kitan kissed her shoulder.
Eytsing only grinned wider, leaning her chin on her knees as she watched the ripples in the river. “It’s different now though, the tension is driving us mad… he looks at me during the evening meals like he wants to tear my loincloth off right there in front of the Olo’eyktan.”
“Awngìn has always been impatient,” Tritxo chimed in from behind Meya as he caressed his hands over his mate’s hips. “A hunter who starves for his woman always catches the best prey. I’m sure he will give you a good bonding night, Eytsing.”
“What about you, Y/n?”
You glared at Kxira, your chest tightening. “I don’t know. What about me?” You crossed your arms, the water splashing around you. “I don’t have anythjng! A mate or whatever! I don’t even have a boy who wants to court me because every time I try, it always ends the same way with oh, I’m not ready, oh, I only see you as a sister, oh, I was just being kind, I didn’t think you’d fall. It’s exhausting!”
“Oh, dear… you will find the right one soon!”
“You don’t have to rush it… just wait for the right season.”
“The Greatmother sees you!”
Of course they would say things like that, their pity only damaging your ego further. It wasn’t even about rushing; even if you wanted to, you couldn’t force someone to want you the way you wanted them to.
You had already stopped whispering prayers to Eywa after the fourth time a boy broke your heart, giving up hope that someone would ever step forward to claim your soul, or that you would ever experience the things your friends so happily shared.
Recognizing the sudden drop in your mood, Meya cleared her throat, “Eytsing, speaking of… the village has been too quiet without the main party around.”
“Tell me about it,” Eytsing pouted. “I miss my boyfriend so much my chest hurts… it’s so unfair that he gets to fly around the mountains while I’m stuck here waiting.”
Your hands sink beneath the surface to grip the river rocks. Your fingers traced the hard edges of the stone, opposite to the way Tritxo’s thumbs were drswing slow circles into Meya’s waist, or the way Re’kitan leaned down to rest his chin against Kxira’s damp shoulder.
You pulled your knees closer to your chest, the hollow ache in your own stomach widening as you witnessed the instinctual gravity pulling the couples together.
“That reminds me, when exactly do they even come back?”
Eytsing leaned on the rocks. “Awngìn didn’t tell me anything before they flew out, he was too busy packing his gear…”
Then pairs of yellow eyesnmoved across the water, all locking onto you. You raised an eyebrow, your ears twitching. “What?”
“When are they coming back?”
“How am I supposed to know, genius,” You muttered, rolling your eyes as you leaned back against a larger boulder as well.
“C’mon, you’re attached to the hip with their team leader, Neteyam,” Kxira pointed out, a smirk playing on her lips.
“That doesn’t mean I have the right to know their scouting schedule,” you said, splashing a wave of water toward her direction.
“Looks like we’ll just have to wait for the horns to tell us they’re back then,” Meya sighed, her fingers playing with Tritxo’s braid.
“Whatever, the longer the hunt takes, the more goods they offer to the clan anyway,” Kxira shrugged, resting her head back against Re’kitan’s chest.
Re’kitan’s gaze went over to you. “Actually, I’ve been meaning to ask… how did you and Neteyam even click? He’s like usually swallowed up by his duties or training with the elders but he somehow always finds time to track you down.”
“We’ve known each other since we were small nodes on the same branch. My mom is away trading with the neighbouring clans, father would drag me along when he visited Neteyam’s family to share the evening fire. That’s how I bonded with the Sullys, i guess.”
The others nodded, their ears perking up, “That’s something. To walk so closely alongside the chief’s bloodline!”
“What does it feel like?”
“What does what feel like?” You crossed your arms under the water. “Being close with Neteyam! Isn’t he rigid with you? He carries himself with such manners whenever he walks through the village. I cannot picture anyone actually having fun with him.”
You shrugged, “He’s simply himself. You guys view him that way because he’s carrying his weight well, he has the reputation of a future leader to uphold after all.”
“Is he still without a mate?” Kxira asked, her eyes twinkling. The question hit you, ears pinning flat against your skull, and your tail ceased its swaying beneath the surface. Every single one of them was staring at you again, leaning in.
“Why are you guys looking at me like that? I don’t know,” you muttered, pulling your knees tighter against your chest, wishing the water would just swallow the ache growing in your throat.
“Oh, Y/n, you’re better than that! You literally spend half your suns tucked away in his shadow. Surely you’ve noticed if any of the females have caught his eye. Hasn’t he mentioned anyone while you two are whispering by the fires? Not even a word on who he might choose to walk before Eywa with?”
“Why would we speak about such things?”
“I find that hard to believe,” Tritxo chuckles, tightening his grip around Meya’s waist. “A warrior at his peak, carrying the weight of the clan on his shoulders... he must have a hunger in his blood. If he’s not talking about women to his closest friend, he’s either a metal made of stone, or he’s hiding it very well.”
“Can we kindly not speak of him right now? It feels wrong to dissect his life behind his back,” you frowned, looking down at the water.
“We’re only speaking the truth, sister,” Kxira smirked, resting her chin back on Re’kitan’s shoulder. “If he’s still walking alone out there, he’s for the people to see. If you want to take your shot with the future Olo’eyktan, you better do it before the next hunt, or someone else will claim him.”
A few suns later, the blast of the hunting horns jolted the community awake. The men had returned from the eastern canyons. You found yourself pushing past the gathering crowds as they flooded the ground to welcome the party home.
Your eyes went over the incoming ikran and the goods they carried, searching through the sea of broad shoulders and braided hair for a glimpse of one specific warrior.
“Y/n!”
You turned your head at the sound of your name, a grin creeping onto your lips as Neteyam broke through the crowd toward you. You raised a hand to wave, but before you could even say a greeting, he lunged forward, pulling you into a headlock.
“Hey!” you gasped, reaching up to pinch his exposed waist, but his quick reflexes kicked in, he dodged away before your fingers could even brush his skin. “You demon.”
“Where my hug at?” he asked, opening his arms wide. You launched your weight forward, catching him off guard. He lost his footing, his tail flailing for balance before you both went crashing down onto the soft grass.
“Get off me, lady,” he groaned, you pinched his striped cheeks with a smirk before finally scrambling off him. Standing up, you offered him your hand to help him up, but the moment his fingers wrapped around yours, he yanked you right back down into the dirt.
Before you could even yell, Neteyam was already on his feet, vaulting toward his ikran. “The first one to our spot gets their request granted by the loser!” he shouted over his shoulder.
“You— skxawng!” you hissed, pushing yourself up from the grass and letting out a whistle to call your own mount.
Your laughters sung across the open air as the wind whipped against your face, the thrill of the chase burning in your veins. Cornering him near a jagged rock formation, you leaned into your ikran’s flank, guiding its massive wing to clip against the side of his banshee.
Neteyam’s mount let out a startled screech, veering slightly off course and forcing him to pull the reins to stabilize their flight. Seizing the moment, you dug your knees in and urged your ikran forward, rocketing past him and diving straight toward the secluded cliffside that marked your spot.
The moment your ikran’s leather wings touched down, you slipped out of the saddle and ran a hand down her smooth snout. “Good girl out there,” you kissed her skin, a grin breaking across your face as the silhouette of your friend’s arrival blocked out the sun.
He landed his mount beside yours, instead of stomping over to you, he stepped to the front of his ikran, checking its body for any signs of injury from the mid-air collision you had just pulled off.
You scoffed, crossing your arms over your chest. “Don’t be so dramatic, man. I’m not an unchained woman, I wouldn’t wound him.”
Neteyam clicked his tongue, his tall frame blocking out the view of the valley as he stood over you. “You cheated, lady.”
“Nope!” You popped the syllable, tilting your chin up and leaning right into his space. “You’re simply a loser.”
“That was cheating. You startled my mount on purpose.”
“That’s called strategy! And a clear weakness on your end for not anticipating what I could pull!” With a toss of your hair, you turned your back on him, folding your hands behind you as you strolled toward the edge of your cliffside spot, skipping.
Neteyam let out a chuckle, trailing just a step behind you. “I didn’t know you were hiding such foul moves.”
“Perhaps, but they’re the exact reason you lost!” You threw a smirk over your shoulder before turning around. “What did you say again? ‘The first one to our spot gets their request granted by the loser.’ What now, warrior?”
Neteyam let out a laugh and sank onto the grass, leaning his back against the wide trunk of the ancient tree you two had claimed as your own. “Name it then, lady.”
You smirked, tapping your chin in a show of thinking before letting yourself settle down on the grass to his left. You left a gap between your hips, a lingering habit from days of feeling like an outsider to affection, but he didn’t let the space live.
He reached out, his large hand wrapping around your waist to yank you close to his side. A shared laughed bubbled between you as your shoulders collided, the warmth of him seeping straight into your skin.
“I think I might keep this request for future purposes…” you said, winking at him. “Y’know… for when you’re finally the leader. I could use it to make the whole village work for me for a whole cycle! I’ll have the weavers craft all my garments so I never have to touch a loom again, the hunters can bring me the rarest cuts from the deep forest, OR I can just have the communal cooks serve me hand and foot.” You flashed him an exaggerated grin.
Neteyam rolled his eyes, “I would do all of that for you for free. You don’t need a royal decree, nor do I need my father’s title to spoil you.”
“I’m not spoiled!” You gasped, shoving his shoulder with your hand. “Whatever you say, pretty,” he murmured, his tail lashing against yours in the grass.
The two of you spent the entire afternoon tucked away on that cliffside, watching the sky bleed into bruised purples and deep oranges. It felt so nice to just talk after a week apart.
He walked you through every detail of his mission, leaning back as he described getting cornered by a pack of viperwolves. He puffed out his chest, bragging about how his superior strength saved his skin then admitting that he didnt actually fight them off, but rather scrambled up a rock face like a startled hexapede.
You had traded the talk for village gossip, your thighs were draped across his lap as you had guided his hand on your inner thighs, arguing that since his surprise race forced you to sprint and mount your ikran without stretching, your muscles were aching to the bone. He hadn’t even protested, and did what you asked.
With your back resting comfortably against the massive stone beside the huge tree, Neteyam rested his right elbow on his knee while his left hand massaged the tense muscles of your thigh.
“I’m telling you, she was looking at him during the dinner,” you continued, your voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. “She has taken a liking to him. A man who’s literally twice her age!”
Neteyam’s hand paused on your leg, his eyes widening as a genuine gasp escaped him. “Seriously? He has grandchildren training with the younglings!”
“I know! And I think the communal cook has taken a liking to her too. I mean, can you blame him? His mate left his hammock for another hunter last-last season. I guess he hasn’t been receiving any attention since he’s like an elder now.”
“Still… it’s strange to me,” Neteyam mumbled, a frown tugging at his brow. His thumb pressed a little deeper into the tight muscle of your thigh, making you sigh at the pressure. “The gap between their cycles is literally the span of our entire lives, Y/n.”
“It’s whatever. It’s her life anyway,” you shrugged, leaning your head back against the stone. “She’s old enough to choose her own path. And to be honest… if I were desperate enough, I’d probably do the same.”
Neteyam’s hand went still on your leg, he looked up at you, his ears twitching forward. “You’d bind yourself to a man twice your age?”
“Yes! Would you not?”
“Why would I?” He rolled his eyes, looking away from your gaze. He looked offended that you could even conceive of him doing such a thing.
“That’s why your life is so boring, Neteyam. No thrill.”
“I’m simply saying that I have no intention of ever sharing a hammock with someone who has seen the same number of eclipses as my parents.”
You scoffed, letting out a loud laugh. “That’s not what I meant! See? You’re just proving my point. Why did your mind leap to your mother and father the moment ‘twice your age’ is even mentioned?”
“Because it’s ridiculous,” he argued, his eyebrows furrowing as his ears flattened. “I don’t see why anyone would pursue an elder when there are plenty of unmated people our age.”
“Because older people are mature and they can provide without struggle. I actually don’t see the problem,” you teased, a wicked grin spreading across your face. You crossed your arms, leaning closer to whisper. “In fact, I’d go after your father!”
Neteyam yanked his hand away from your inner thigh, snapping his arms across his broad chest as he glared at you, you burst into a fit of giggles at his reaction.
“He’s a happily mated man, lady. Dont even let your mind wander there,” he warned. “I’m kidding!” You smacked his bicep before grabbing his large hand and dragging it right back onto your aching thigh. “Do you think so lowly of me? I’m not that desperate!”
His hand settled back against your skin, but his fingers tightened. “Many haven’t found their one in our generation, Y/n… you don’t need to look backward. I mean… unless older men are your preference, then I won’t stand in your way… but I just— I-I don’t know.”
You let out a chuckle, but it withered into a frown. He was right, there were plenty of unmated people your age in the clan. You knew their names, their faces, and how their laughter sounded when they turned you down. If any of them actually wanted you, they would’ve stepped forward seasons ago.
Your gaze drifted down to the grass, your voice trailing off. “You’re acting like you don’t know my history among the men of this village, Neteyam…”
“Sorry,” he whispered, his voice dropping into that raspy voice reserved only for you. “That’s not what I meant.”
The silence that followed was filled only with the sound of forest insects as the first bioluminescent veins began to wake up across the surrounding leaves.
He moved beside you, sliding closer until his chest was pressing flat against your shoulder, both of you now resting your backs against the cool stone, your legs still on his lap. His thumb began to move in smooth strokes against your thigh, apology written in his palm as he watched your lips pull into a pout.
“I know how they’ve treated your heart,” he began, his golden eyes fixed on you, refusing to let you look away. “They were stupid, Y/n. Every single one of them. They’re blind to what’s standing right in front of them.”
You swallowed hard, that ache rising in your throat as the memory of your friends’ pity back at the river flashed through your mind. You stared down at his large, blue hand on your thighs, your fingers twitching with an urge to lace themselves through his, just to feel that bond Meya had gushed about.
A wave of heat rushed up your neck as Neteyam’s tail found yours beneath the grass, wrapping itself in a tight spiral around your own.
“Don’t let their blindness make you think you must settle for an elder, or anyone who doesn’t see you. For the right person won’t tell you his spirit is unready. He won’t treat your affection like a burden. And he certainly won’t touch your skin for days only to claim he treats his sister the same way… that’s disgusting.”
A chuckle escaped you. Hearing him list the exact nonsense those boys had pulled made you realize just how foolish it was that your heart had broken over them in the first place.
“...I know you hate it when the others tell you not to rush your path... I know you’re not rushing, you’ve been too patient with those boys, Y/n. But as your friend, I only want the best for you, and I believe Eywa will provide when the time is right. I don’t want you to give your trust to someone’s sweet tongue, only for him to reveal his true colors once he got what he wanted.”
“Really now?”
“Really. If that ever happened, he’ll taste his own blood on the wind,” Neteyam hissed. You let out another laugh, rolling your eyes at his statement. “You’re just so violent, aren’t you?”
“Only to those who deserve the strike.”
“Enough about me,” you sighed, shoving his shoulder to break the mood. “I don’t want to waste our time talking about them. What about you?”
Neteyam tilted his head, his ears twitching as he looked down at you. “I obviously don’t wanna waste my time on those too.”
“I meant… well— how do I say this…” You trailed off, looking away. You swallowed hard, running your tongue over your lip before your eyes drifted down to his hand. His fingers were still touching the lines against your skin. Just below his palm, your tails were still entwined, making you bite the inside of your cheek to fight off a smile.
“Tell me,” he whispered as he noticed your hesitation. You looked back up, meeting the gaze of his sparkling eyes. “It’s just that… my friends and I were talking about you a few days back by the river.”
“What were you saying about me?”
“It’s…” You scrunched your nose, you wanted to hear his answer, but you didn’t wanna cross a line. “quite personal. You don’t have to answer if it makes you uneasy. I just… perhaps a part of me wants to know too, because lately, I feel like there are parts of you I barely know.”
“Hm?”
“So… do you have anyone? Like… any women in the village you desire, or maybe men?”
Neteyam blinked, the forest around you seemed to fall silent since he didn’t say a word, his eyes searching your face, trying to read the motive hidden behind your words.
“Sorry… I knew it was a weird question,” you mumbled.
At your sudden bashfulness, a devastatingly gorgeous smile began to tug at the corner of his lips. The tension in his shoulders melted away as he leaned his head down toward yours, his breath fanning across your cheek. You instinctively tilted your face back, your heart beating fast as you tried to maintain a safe distance.
“Why do you ask? Are you looking to clear the field for yourself, or are you just hunting for more gossip to bring back to your friends?”
You scoffed, trying to swallow down the heat rising to your face, but the way his chest was so close to yours made it a losing battle. “I’m doing neither,” you said, forcing your eyes to stay locked onto his, even as your chest tightened. “It was just a question. You don’t have to get all… self-satisfied about it.”
“Me? Self-satisfied?”
You rolled your eyes, attempting to regain your composure. “Yes. Mhm. Look at you, I only asked because everyone in the village talks about the Olo’eyktan’s eldest son and then I realized there that I actually have no idea what your tastes are. Or if you even have them.”
“My tastes,” he repeated, the words rolling off his tongue. He let his eyes drop to your lips for a heartbeat before looking back up to your eyes. “And what do you think they are, y/n?”
“I don’t know, that’s why I asked,” You gave his shoulder a nudge, though you didn’t move his hand away from your leg. “Stop answering my questions with more questions. It’s annoying. Just tell me if there’s someone during all those long missions, or if your head is just filled with responsibilities.”
Neteyam grinned, his shoulders shaking against yours. He looked away for a second, watching the bioluminescent moss on the tree trunk glow brighter as the darkness deepened, before his gaze settled back on you.
“No one on the hunt. And no one in the village either. My mind is usually too loud for that kind of distraction.” He paused as he watched the way your breath hitched. “But that doesn’t mean I’m blind to what’s right in front of me.”
“What that mean?”
Neteyam only hummed, an attractive sound that vibrated against your shoulder. He didn’t give you the satisfaction of a straightforward answer. He tilted his head back against the stone, his eyes tracking the waving trees above.
“I mean exactly what I said,” he whispered, his thumb resuming that stroke against your inner thigh. “Those boys… they have eyes, but they don’t see. They look at the sky, they look at the tracks on the ground, but they miss the most obvious things.”
“Neteyam, be direct,” you warned, glaring at him.
“You wanted to know my tastes, lady. I’m telling you. I value someone who has fire. Someone who doesn’t back down from a challenge, who can mount an ikran even when their muscles ache, and who doesn’t mind sitting on the moss to talk about the village fools with me.”
Your heart did a flip. He was describing you, or at least, everything you had done today, but he was keeping it just broad enough that you couldnt technically call him out on it without sounding delusional.
“That’s still vague,” you said, crossing your arms and puffing out your chest to mask how fast your heart was beating. “You’re just describing a dedicated person...”
“Maybe you’re right. I do want a dedicated woman. One who makes me forget about my responsibilities for a whole day just by laughing. A woman who’s just so beautiful it makes you wonder why men aren’t fighting over her,”
Your heartbeat stopped for a second, chest rising and falling against his shoulder, but he didn’t break eye contact. “Y’know… I watched those boys walk away from her seasons ago and thought, how stupid must an individual be to turn his back on a grand prize like that? To look at that woman, of all people, and see nothing?”
He smiled, his gaze dropping to your lips again. He had basically admitted it, yet he still hadn’t given you a name, leaving you suspended in the heat of his words.
“But as you said,” Neteyam grinned, his tail giving yours a squeeze beneath the grass, “perhaps you just don’t know my heart as well as you think.”
Your jaw tightened as you tried to process what he had just admitted. Your brain was scrambling, trying to find a clever retort, anything to keep your cool. But with his fingers still pressed against your skin, the words died in your throat.
“You’re infuriating. If you have something to say, just say it. Don’t hide behind those words.”
Neteyam’s grin widened, showing you his fangs. He loved this. He loved when you fought back, when you didn’t just faint into his arms like half the other girls in the clan.
“I’m not hiding,” He chuckled, then his hand slid upward from your thigh, his large palm resting against your hip, his thumb hooking into the strap of your loincloth.
“But if you want a name so badly,” he whispered, “why don’t you tell me whose name you want to hear?”
“...What about… Lläna?” you asked, gulping as you watched his face for any sign. “She’s one of the entertainers. She can make many lose their breath from laughing too much.”
“I may not be part of that ‘many’ if that’s the case,” he said. He lifted his hand, his fingers tucking a stray lock of your hair behind your ear, his touch lingering on your cheeks.
You swallowed the flutter in your chest, scrambling for another name to throw his way. “Maybe Neyza? She’s a warrior, she never gives up even though her whole body is already aching from the hunt. She’s very dedicated.”
“She’s a fierce one, but her stubbornness belongs on the training grounds.”
“Then… what about Sa’eyla?” you pressed. “She crafts the most beautiful pieces in the clan, and everyone says her voice can soothe an angry thanator.”
“Sa’eyla’s songs are for the gatherings,” Neteyam grinned as he watched you struggle. You clicked your tongue, frustrated by how he was shutting down every option while keeping his focus pinned on you.
“You’re being too difficult. What about Txewì then? She’s—”
“No,” he interrupted. “You’re running out of names, y/n.”
He leaned in, his nose almost brushing yours, closing off the rest of the forest until it was just the two of you in the bioluminescent glow.
“Why won’t you ask about yourself?” he whispered, “Why do you keep offering me to everyone else, when yours is the only name I want to hear?”
One thing led to another, and you found yourself biting down hard on your lower lip, trying to silence any sound as his lips pressed against the sensitive skin of your neck.
The heat of his mouth oh so intoxicating sent a wave straight down your spine. He stirred his weight, pinning you gently as one of his strong arms braced against the smooth stone behind you for balance.
His other hand slid lower, the side of his hand close against the heat between your thighs, dangerously close to your sore core, sending your thoughts into a panting spin.
He pulled back from your neck, an uneven breath leaving him as his right hand retreated from your thighs. His hand slid up your torso until he was cradling your jaw, angling your face up to force your eyes to meet his.
With his left arm still resting behind your back, on the stone, he swallowed hard, his chest heaving against yours. His thumb moved, dragging across your lower lip to part them.
He tracked the slow drag of his thumb before locking his eyes back onto yours. He drank in the sight of you staring up at him, your expression consumed by a blend of deep devotion with starving desire.
Unable to hold back for another second, he leaned down and pressed his lips against yours.
You hummed against his lips, rubbing your thighs together. You lifted your right arm to rest on his shoulder, while your left hand wandered, walking its path from the curve of his neck down to the center of his chest.
His hands slid down your arms to grip your waist, lifting you near him. The movement made you gasp as he slipped his tongue past your parted lips to tangle with yours. A moan escaped your throat when he groaned into your mouth, the sound shuddering against your chest.
Your thighs rubbed together, looking for any kind of brush to lessen the ache between them. His large hand moved down from your stomach, sliding past the edge of your hips to cup your pussy right through the fabric of your loincloth. You bit your lip hard, hips rolling against his palm.
You pulled away from the kiss, head rolling back as you adjusted your posture. You scooted into a proper seat against the stone, widened your thighs to give him better access. His fingers began sliding up and down against the damp cloth, making you whine.
You gulped as you rolled your hips in circles, lifting them to move more freely. You wrapped both arms around his shoulders, hiding your face in his neck as his fingers slid under your loincloth and rubbed your pussy. He circled your clit with his fingers, making you moan against his skin.
“Oh, keep going… ’teyam,” you whimpered beside his ear, rolling your hips in an eager circle to match the heavy lean of his weight.
You felt two of his thick fingers parting your wet skin, stretching you wide before his thumb made a dragging swipe right across your throbbing clit. Neteyam let out a grunt, a grin tugging at his lips as he bit his own down, watching the way your body melted around his touch, leaving his fingers slick and dripping with your heat.
“What do I get in return?” he murmured, watching your hips move. “Just… let this be my request,” you moaned against his neck, sinking your teeth into his skin to swallow the loud noise.
Neteyam snickered, his thumb striking over your sensitive peak once more. “Hmm… I would do this for free though, baby.”
Neteyam grinned at how you tried to keep quiet, even though he could hear every moan right by his ear. He lifted your head by your hair with his left hand, capturing your lips in another deep kiss and swallowing your sounds. His tongue tangled with yours as his fingers kept rubbing your wet pussy.
He opened one eye to see your thighs trying to close around his hand. He pulled his fingers away for a second, using his leg to keep yours open before diving back in. You arched your back when he sped up, then slowed down again, making you lose your breath. You gasped against his mouth and pulled away to watch his fingers pleasure you.
“Lift it, pretty,” he said in that deep voice. You bit your lip and did what he asked, lifting your top and massaging your left breast while he licked the other.
He kept eye contact with you as he sucked on your nipple, tongue swirling around it. You threw your head back against the stone, moaning loudly. His fingers never stopped rubbing your pussy, making you wetter with every stroke.
Your eyes rolled back every time he teased your entrance before returning to your clit. He pulled away from your chest and took your left hand from it, sucking on your fingers, he settled so he could reach your tits better.
He let out a wince when he felt you palming his cock through his loincloth. He looked down at your hand before you pulled away. “S-Sorry…” you stuttered.
Neteyam scoffed and grabbed your hand, pressing it back on his hard cock. He used your palm to stroke himself through the fabric. “Faster, Y/n,” he hissed, eyes closing as you did what he asked.
He returned his fingers to your pussy, rubbing your clit while his other hand caressed your hair. He went back to sucking on your breasts, humming against your skin. He was trying not to make too much noise, wanting to hear you more than himself.
He couldn’t believe what was happening. You were touching his hard cock, and he was fingering your wet pussy.
It was so arousing to do something like this together.
So this was what the other girls in the clan were always whispering about, giggling over their hut when the elders weren’t looking.
No wonder they spoke about it like it was the greatest gift from Eywa, because the heat pooling in your lower stomach was unlike any hunt or flight you had ever experienced.
“You close?” Neteyam whispered against your ear before biting your earlobe. You sighed, nodding fast. “Mhmm… please, right there.”
You whined when he pulled his fingers away from you. You bit your lip as you watched him stretch his arms before sitting up straighter against the tree. He patted his lap. “C’mere.”
You crawled over him shakily, straddling his legs, your hands rested on his chest to help you balance. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer, making you sit right on his hard cock before kissing you impatiently.
Both of you moaned into the kiss as he started thrusting up against your tewng. You met his movements by grinding back down on his hard on. Your hands moved idly, going from his chest to his shoulders, then pulling his hair and lightly choking his neck.
Neteyam groaned into your mouth, hands squeezing your ass as he kept grinding up against you. “You feel so good. Keep moving like that,”
“You’re so… so hard,” You whimpered, rolling your hips faster, feeling how hard he was through the fabric.
He pulled away from the kiss to look at you. “And you’re so wet. I can hear it,” You blushed but kept grinding on him, needing more friction. “Neteyam… please. I need you.”
He kissed your neck, sucking on your skin while his hands guided your hips. “I know, babygirl. I need you too. But let me feel you like this first…”
You whined loudly, head falling back as you kept riding his clothed cock. Neteyam pulled away from your neck to watch both of your hips moving together. He licked his lips, hs brow creased deeply as he stared down at you grinding on him.
His hand tickled your skin as it moved from your stomach up to cup your breasts. He lifted your top higher so he could hold your bouncing tits properly. He squeezed them gently, making you moan louder as you rode his hard cock even harder.
Neteyam groaned softly, thumbs brushing over your nipples. “You look so good like this, princess. Riding me so beautifully,” You whimpered, hips rolling faster against him. “it… feels so good.”
His hands moved up to your breasts, squeezing and pinching the sensitive peaks while you continued to move on top of him. His own hips thrust up to meet your downward pressure, driving his clothed cock harder against your throbbing core.
“Oh.. just like that,” Neteyam rasped into your ear, his voice rough and strained. He tightened his grip on your chest as he surged against you again, whispering, “This is what those morons missed out on.”
You moaned his name again, hands gripping his shoulders for support. The friction was driving you crazy, making you grind down harder. Neteyam watched your face, biting his lips. “You’re so gorgeous, fuck.”
His hand slid down from your nipples, his fingers curling to roll his knuckles over your clit through the fabric. You threw your head back against his shoulder, gasping out a breathless, “I’m so close…”
“Mhm, we’re gonna cum in our clothes?” Neteyam teased, before he slid his palm up and down your waist, drawing a line down to your ass before delivering a smack, making you cry out uncontrollably as the slap sent you right over the edge.
You came right into your loincloth, collapsing forward to lean against his collarbone as your body trembled through the intense orgasm. Neteyam kept his grip tight, squeezing and letting his palm collide against your ass as his own release hit him, his hips thrusting up slowly one last time to press his hard length against your pulsing core.
The day concluded with the two of you resting within each other’s embrace that night, the heat of the moment never crossing past the boundary of humping each other dry. There was still that shy distance between friends that kept both of you from initiating anything far more intimate.
That was exactly why you made the asinine decision to avoid him throughout the next week.
You simply couldn’t take it anymore.
Every single time you caught a glimpse of him, your heart would thump so hard against your chest, feeling like it was trying to rip itself right out of your ribs.
And just seeing him laugh across the camp was enough to make you feel like you were melting, your knees weakening so badly that you had to actively avoid him at all costs during the nightly dinner gatherings.
It only made things worse that your friends were actively pushing you toward him, and after everything that had happened at your spot, you couldn’t help but see him as a different person, and definitely not just a friend anymore.
Ever since that night, you began noticing his features in a way you never had before, caught up in how handsome he really was. It made you wonder how he had never courted anyone or even had a girlfriend before this.
You knew he was popular with the girls in your clan, heck, even the boys. You had always thought you were privileged to be his closest friend, getting a lot of his attention for free and never having to work for his affection the way everyone else did.
Every single time he returned from his duty, he always brought back reserved goods just for you. Whether it was the sweetest fruit or a smooth bead for your hair, he always made sure you got the best pieces before anyone else could even ask.
You only mentioned it once, about wanting a specific type of shell for your top that could only be acquired when the Tlalim clan came to trade. Yet, right after his very next hunt, he walked up and handed them to you, having gone out of his way to look for it himself.
You felt ashamed realizing that while he gave you the world, the only thing you ever really gave him in return was your endless clan gossip. He would sit there for hours, listening to you ramble, content just to have your full attention.
That’s why you found yourself hiding in your kelku, skipping your weaving lessons just to make something for him on your own. Neteyam had complained a few days ago about growing taller, mentioning that his loincloths were starting to feel too short and uncomfortably tight around his hips.
As you measured out the fabrics, your face suddenly flushed a deep, burning indigo, a breath catching in your throat as your mind replayed what happened in your spot.
Just remembering how you had literally ridden his hard on to a screaming climax, with nothing but your loincloths separating your bare skin from his, made a wave of embarassment wash over you. You squeezed your eyes shut against the memory, feeling shy for showing wildness to your best friend.
He was really big, though…
A fact that made your stomach flip. You hadnt actually seen it, but you had definitely felt that, the thickness pressing through his fabric every time his hips had thrust up into yours.
“—Y/n!”
Your thoughts were cut off by a loud voice calling out from just outside your hut. You scrambled to hide your weaving tools beneath the blanket, standing up to pull back the entrance curtain only to find all your friends standing there. Before you could even ask, your eyes widened as they glared right at you, shoving past your shoulders to let themselves inside.
“Hey!” you snapped, pulling the curtain shut tight as you turned to watch them start snooping around your space. “What’s going on?”
They looked back at you in bewilderment, hands on their hips as one of them scoffed, “I don’t know, Y/n! Are you hiding something from us?”
“Pardon me?” You raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms defensively against their sudden interrogation.
“You heard us,” Kxira sighed, tossing her braids over her shoulder as she stopped pacing your small living space. “You’ve been ghosting us, skipping the weaving circles, slipping away before the evening fires are even lit.. you’ve been hiding in here like you’re harboring some scandalous secret!”
Eytsing stepped forward, grinning as she peeked toward your bed hammock. “Are you sick? Or are you just avoiding a certain son? Because just so you know, your fine warrior has been looking for you!”
Your heart skipped a beat at the thought of him looking for you but you forced your expression to remain blank. “I’ve just been tired. The hunting season has been long.”
“Well, your resting days are officially over,” Meya declared, marching over to grab you by your wrists and pulling you toward the exit. “The communal dinner is already beginning, and Eywa knows you’re not spending another night brooding in the dark. You’re coming with us right now.”
“I’m not hungry—”
“We don’t care if you eat or not, you’re coming for the company!” she interrupted, a grin spreading across her face as she leaned in close. “The Tsahik just welcomed visitors from the Tayrangi clan who have arrived for a celebration. Their ikran riders are legendary, Y/n. And the warriors— we’re going to introduce you to them.”
The others giggled, already pushing you out past the woven curtain into the evening air. Your stomach twisted into an anxious knot. The last thing you wanted was to be paraded in front of strangers from the coast, especially when Neteyam would undoubtedly be sitting at the head of the gathering, watching your every move.
It was indeed packed with people, the air thick with the smell of roasted meat and sweet woodsmoke. The sounds of drums thumped against your chest, matching the beat of your own heart as children dodged through the crowd, laughing and running around.
“We’ll be back, girl! You sit your pretty ass right there and we’re gonna go get you some food!”
You quickly reached out, grabbing at her hands before she could scatter into the crowd. “Wait let me come with—”
Kxira caught you by the shoulder, using her weight to push you back down onto the carved wooden log. “No way. You’ll save us a seat!” With a wink, she and the rest of the girls dissolved into the crowd, leaving you stranded in the open.
You let out a loud groan, pulling your knees tight to your chest to keep from being ntoiced by the passing people. Every time a warrior with tattoos of their clan walked by, you looked down at your hands, terrified your friends would actually drag one of them over.
But it wasnt the strangers making the hairs on the back of your neck stand up. Across the campfire, sitting among the clan elders, was Neteyam.
He was listening to an older Tayrangi rider, nodding along and gesturing as he spoke. He wore his riding visor pushed up, his cummerbund snug against his waist, and his armguards and armbands gripping his muscular limbs, making him look more like a seasoned warrior than you could ever find words to describe.
It made him look so commanding, and it was so hot.
Afraid he’d catch you staring, you wrenched your eyes away and buried your face against your legs, resting your head on your knees. You could no longer deny the effect he had on you.
“Hey, woman.”
You looked up to find an unfamiliar male leaning over you, he smiled down at you, the gesture so confident that you found yourself flashing a polite smile back. “Hi.”
“Such a cute girl to be sitting all by herself,” he grinned, gesturing with a flick of his tail toward the empty space beside you on the log. “May I?”
You shifted to the left to give him room. “Ah, sure, my friends just went to get some food and I was about to go look for them, so...”
He sat down anyway, “That’d be a shame for I’d love the chance to get to know a beauty like you.”
You let out a nervous laugh, the blunt flattery making you break eye contact as you scanned the clearing for your friends. You really had no desire to continue the conversation, but you didn’t wanna seem rude to a visiting warrior.
“The name’s Atan,” he said, leaning in. “Yours?”
“Uhh, Y/n.”
“A beautiful name for a beautiful girl.”
“Thanks...” you mumbled, your throat tightening under his intense gaze, though you kept your eyes trained on the dirt to avoid encouraging him further.
“You don’t seem to talk much,” Atan mentioned, his voice dropping as he reached out to brush a stray braid behind your ear, his fingertips lingering against your skin. You flinched away from his touch, your ears flattening backward in warning.
“Uh—”
“Sister!”
You both looked up at the call, spotting a trio of Omatikaya girls marching toward your log with smug grins. You didnt bother waving, your brow furrowing as they stopped right in front of you, their eyes darting between you and Atan. He leaned back with a smirk, resting his elbows on his knees as his eyes darted between you and the newcomers.
“We just wanted to say congratulations!” Fhey’ri squealed, clapping her hands together while the two behind her chuckled and nudged each other’s shoulders.
“For… what?”
“For securing another warrior so quickly! I mean, last week we saw you trailing behind Ze’ni, Virran, then Neteyam, and now you’re already ensnaring the visitors. You must really know how to pull them in… you should teach us. Anyway, y/n, just so if you ever get bored of this one too, make sure you pass him down to us.”
“Keep my name out of your mouth before you embarass yourselves,” you sat up, stepping right into her space with your tail lashing behind you, Fhey’ri tilted her head with a venomous smile.
“Oh, we didn’t mean to offend you, sister,” Fhey’ri purred, taking a step forward to match your height. “We just admire how... generous you are with your time, spending it so freely with every man who looks your way, even if you cannot seem to keep any of them for long.”
You let out a scoff, crossing your arms as you looked down your nose at her. “Are you done?”
The girl behind Fhey’ri stepped up, her eyes glaring as she tried to defend her friend. “You think you’re so above us just because the Olo’eyktan’s son throws you a scrap of attention? Neteyam’s just being polite, Y/n. A future leader must be kind to the less fortunate of the clan.”
“If being ‘less fortunate’ means I don’t have to resort to pathetic gossip just to get a man to notice my existence, then I wear it proudly,” you said as you leaned in closer.
Fhey’ri smile dropped as she hissed, “You think you’re so smart? everyone sees what you’re doing. You’re just a distraction.”
“Why? Are you distracted? If so then my bad,” you shot back, a grin playing on your lips as you gestured toward the open clearing. “The feast is that way. Go find a man who’s blind enough to tolerate your annoying screeches.”
“Excuse me?!” Fhey’ri barked. Behind you, Atan didn’t say a word, captivated by the exchange as he watched you put the girls in their place with an amused smile.
“You heard me,” you replied, you didn’t back down an inch, standing tall as you held her gaze.
”You speak boldly for someone who has accomplished nothing,” the girl on her left spat, trying to salvage their pride by sneering at your attire. “you hide away in your kelku while the rest of us contribute to the clan.”
“If you came over here hoping to make me look pathetic in front of our guest, you’ve failed. You only succeeded in showing him how insecure the Omatikaya women can be.”
Fhey’ri eyes twitched, her fingers shaking like she wanted to hit you, however the crowd was too thick and the elders were too close for her to throw a tantrum without consequences.
“What’s with this commotion?”
You looked to the side to see Neteyam approaching, his steps carrying a weight as his tail swayed behind him, his brow furrowing in irritation. Fhey’ri took a step back from you, turning toward him with a gasp that made your ears twitch in disgust.
“N-Neteyam! Y/n is being so cruel!” she wailed, putting on an act as she gestured at you. “My friends and I were just trying to greet her, but she started attacking us out of nowhere and saying the most horrible things—”
Before she could finish her lie, you surged and grabbed a fistful of her hair, yanking her forward so hard she stumbled toward you. But before you could land a blow, Neteyam stepped between you both, his broad chest blocking your view as his strong hands gripped your wrists to stop the fight.
You looked up at him with a scowl, your chest heaving with adrenaline as he gave you a look that told you to stop. You swatted his arms away from you, refusing to be handled, before throwing one last lethal glare over his shoulder at the trembling girl.
“Tell them to fuck off,” you commanded Neteyam in a whisper, shoving past his side to make sure he knew you weren’t asking. Neteyam didnt hesitate, turning his gaze back toward the trio.
“Everyone, to the feast,” he ordered. The authority in his tone broke their remaining confidence, forcing Fhey’ri and her minions to scurry away into the crowd, rolling their eyes in an attempt to save whatever dignity they had left.
From behind you, a man let out a sigh, breaking the sudden quiet. “Finally, that’s over. You girls were acting like you were in heat.”
You had forgotten that the Tayrangi man was even sitting there, but Neteyam’s attention snapped to him, his eyes glaring. “Brother, why didn’t you bother stopping the fight between the women of my clan?”
Atan just chuckled, crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned back against the log with an arrogant shrug. “I was just minding my business with this chick until those girls started fighting over me, like. I cannot believe my popularity follows me even into the forest.”
“Are you serious? You didn’t even step in like the warrior you claim to be?” Neteyam challenged, taking a step forward and using his height to tower over the visitor, feeling your hand wrapping around his wrist.
“Big brother, c’mon. Those are arguments between girls and I have no power over their tongues,” Atan stated, smirking. “You should know what they say, let the women lead. I was just doing what a gentleman is supposed to do.”
“If you were a gentleman, you would’ve protected the woman you were conversing with instead of watching her be attacked for your own amusement.”
“Neteyam,” you called, stepping up and shaking your head at him to put an end to it before he started a diplomatic incident, prompting him to finally take a tense step back from the boy.
He was following you deep into the forest as you walked away from the scene, a sulk written all over your face. Your friends had probably left you alone on purpose to give you space with that Tayrangi guy, probably oblivious to the fact that some girls had come over just to cause trouble.
You had no idea why you had suddenly grabbed her hair like that, pulling it so harshly, if Neteyam hadn’t stopped you, the girl would’ve probably ended up bald by now.
As you stormed through the brush, Neteyam was following closely behind and scolding you nonstop for your actions. He kept lecturing you about how you shouldn’t have put your hands on a fellow clan member, and that your outburst had startled the people.
“Y/n, c’mon. Talk to me.”
“Stop following me,” you snapped, throwing a glaring look over your shoulder as you pushed past the giant ferns.
“At least let me accompany you back to your place so I know you’re safe.”
“Just get back to your duties, Neteyam, I’m clearly not in the mood after dealing with those freaks,” you stated, picking up your speed while your tail swayed in frustration. “If you stay here, we’re just gonna keep fighting. I don’t wanna hear another word about how I’m in the wrong.”
“We’re not fighting, lady,” he sighed, his ears twitching as he matched your fast pace. “The peace of the festival has been interrupted over some argument, a weaver of the Omatikaya should hold more grace than to attack someone in public.”
“Oh? So now I’m lacking grace because I refused to let them humiliate me?” you hissed, stopping in your tracks and spinning around to face him, stomping your foot hard against the damp moss. “Maybe you should just go back and comfort her instead, since she clearly matches your perfect standards of how a woman should act!”
Neteyam hissed lowly, “This has nothing to do with her, Y/n.”
“It has everything to do with her!” you yelled, your voice echoing through the trees as your warfreak tendencies flared up. “She was watching my every move, talking about how close you and I have been!”
“She talks too much, everyone knows this, but you pulling her hair just makes it look like her words actually have power over you.”
“Or maybe you actually believe those rumors too!” you shot back, the toxic thought spilling out before you could stop it as you stepped right into his space. “Maybe that’s why you’re scolding me so much, Neteyam, because you think I’m indeed a whore who just throws herself at every visitor who smiles at her!”
“Don’t say that,” he commanded. He took a step closer, his tall frame shadowing yours. “You know exactly how I view you, Y/n, I’m simply telling you how your actions out there—”
“I don’t care about the others, Neteyam, I care about the fact that you assumed I was the one causing a scene!” you cut him off, your voice cracking with an upset as you shoved his shoulder with your hand. “You didn’t even see how she cornered me, you just saw me striking someone and decided I was a problem that needed to be managed!”
“Y/n—”
“Why do you even care so much about what happened back there? Huh?!” you yelled, your chest heaving as you glared up at him.
“Why?” Neteyam retorted, stepping so close his breath brushed against yours, his demeanor shattering as his tail lashed behind him. “I care because you were sitting there letting him touch your hair, letting him whisper in your ear, and you just smiled right back at him like it was nothing!”
“Atan was just talking to me! Unlike you, who only ever comes around to lecture me like a child!” you screamed back, your hands balling into fists as you refused to take a single step back from his tall frame. “You have no right to dictate who I sit with, Neteyam, you do not own me!”
“Really?” Neteyam let out a bitter laugh. “He stood there and did nothing while someone tried to tear you down.”
“And what were you doing, Neteyam?” you shot back, shoving a hand against his chest. “You only stepped in to stop me, not her. you saw a girl who had to be restrained, so don’t stand there pretending you’re any better than him!”
“I’m better than him because I care about you!” he shouted, making you hiss. “Then why are you acting like this, Neteyam?!”
“I’m jealous of him!”
You froze, your brows pulling together as his words settled over you. “Jealous?” you repeated in disbelief. “Why in Eywa’s name would you be jealous of him?”
“Because I love you!”
“And I love you too!” The words escaped before you could stop them, torn straight from your chest. Your eyes widened the moment they left your lips, your breath catching as the silence between you became deafening.
His mouth was left agaped as he stared down at you, his eyes dropping to track the movement of your lips as he couldnt quite process the sound. He couldn’t utter a single word after hearing the exact phrase that had just slipped from your mouth, a faint “Huh.” escaping his throat.
“I don’t know why you’re so worked up right now, Neteyam,” you snapped, your brows knitting together as you jabbed a finger against his chest. “You’re making my blood boil. You know exactly what happened between us at our spot. If that wasn’t enough to tell you how I really feel, then I don’t know what ever will.”
His lips parted, ready to answer, but no words came. He swallowed hard, his chest rising like his own heartbeat had lodged itself in his throat. You let out a shaky breath and looked aside. “Leave. I suggest you leave now... before I say something I cannot take back.”
“Say it again.”
“I said leave!” You shoved at his chest, forcing him back a step. Before you could pull away, his hand closed around your forearm, stopping you in place as his eyes searched for yours.
“Say that you love me,” he whispered. “Again.”
Your jaw fell open, your eyes widening in disbelief at his request. “Are you serious?” you snapped. “Don’t be so ridiculous. I’ve never been more furious with you.”
“Im completely serious,” he begged, his grip on your forearm sliding down until his fingers slid into the spaces between yours, locking your hands together. He stepped back into your space, biting his lips and gulping under the gaze of you. “I need to hear them from your lips.”
“I’m not saying anything to you while you’re acting like a stubborn man,” you hissed, your tail whipping behind you as you tried to yank your hand back from his tight grasp.
Your heart was beating so loud that you were sure he could hear it, the shift from a heated argument to this intense closeness making your head spin as a deep indigo blush crept up your neck.
Neteyam didn’t move, using his free hand to gently cup the side of your face, his thumb resting right over your cheekbone to lessen the tension bleeding out of you. “I’m sorry. I’m acting this way because I’ve been losing my mind for weeks without you… Just say it, please?”
Your jaw tightened as you looked up at him, your earlier facade crumbling under the weight of his vulnerability. You saw the slight quiver of his ears, the way his chest rumbled, and you realized that the future leader of the Omatikaya was trembling right in front of you over a handful of words.
“I… love you,” you said, the words spilling out in an exasperated breath. You didn’t look away from his gaze. “I love you, skxawng. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. Is that enough for your massive ego? Do you need me to shout it to the forest?”
A beautiful laugh broke from his throat, all the tension leaving his broad shoulders. You let out a chuckle at how silly he looked, you bit your lower lip, heart soaring at the sight of him smiling so widely just for you.
“Will you really do that?” he teased, eyes shining with affection as he nudged your shoulder with his palm.
“Oh, I will!” You turned toward the thick brush and cupped your hands around your mouth, shouting into the valley at the top of your lungs. “I love you, Neteyam! Everyone, I’m in love with this annoying man beside me, and I want him all for myself—”
Before you could finish your wild confession, his large hands slid down to grip your waist. You let out a surprised gasp as his lips captured yours, swallowing your laughter in a deep kiss. Your fingers found his neck, holding on as he lifted you off your feet and pulled you flush against his warm chest.
He spun you around under the glowing trees, both of your tails tangling together in a spiral as laughter bubbled between your lips. You finally pulled away from the kiss, gasping for air as you slapped his shoulder. “Put me down, skxawng!”
You found yourself smiling far more often after that, the heaviness that had clung to your heart over the past few weeks finally lifting. There was no more taking the longer paths around the village or pretending not to notice him whenever your eyes met.
The girls in your circle noticed the change, nudging your shoulders whenever you caught yourself smiling for no reason or staring blankly at the loom with flushed cheeks.
The evenings became your favorite part of the day again. Whenever you sat together during communal meals, his tail would find yours beneath the grass, curling around it while he casually told you about the day’s patrols, difficult hunts, or whatever dumb thing one of the younger warriors had done.
Even your spot felt different now. You still draped your legs across his lap while rambling about the latest village gossip, but now his hand would settle naturally against your hip, his thumb stroking slow circles as he listened to every word you had to say.
Making out was often all you could do together now, neither of you ever feeling like you had enough of each other’s lips, or enough of the addictive way your bare skins pressed so hungrily against one another.
He would pin you against the cool stone, his mouth ghosting from your lip down to the sensitive skin of your neck just to hear the sounds you made. Your voice had become music to his ears, a melody that drove him crazy and made his discipline disintegrate whenever you whispered his name against his skin.
It had gotten to the point where the two of you, especially Neteyam, would wake up craving each other after dreaming of what more could be.
The erotic dreams would leave his skin hot and sweating, his loincloth straining against the heavy ache of his desire, while his heart drummed tightly in his chest within the quiet of his family’s hut. His mind was completely consumed by the vivid memory of your hands sliding across his chest, fueling a desperate need to finally bridge the gap between you.
The boundary of only humping dry was beginning to feel like a sweet torture, and every morning he opened his eyes, the hunger in his blood only demanded more of your bare skin. He could still feel the way your body had moved against his, the way you had moaned his name, and it made his cock throb every single time.
Neteyam sat up in his hammock, breathing hard as he ran a hand through his braids. He looked around to make sure no one in his family was awake before slipping out quietly. The forest was still dark, but he knew exactly where he was going.
He needed to see you.
He moved through the trees until he reached your home, he hesitated for a moment outside, ears twitching as he listened for any sound, before he slipped inside and found you sleeping.
You stirred when he knelt beside your hammock, eyes fluttering open. “’teyam?” you whispered, voice sleepy. He leaned down and kissed you softly. “Sorry. I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I needed to see you.”
You sat up slowly, rubbing your eyes before clasping his face with your palms. “It’s late, baby...”
Neteyam climbed into the hammock with you, pulling you into his arms. “I missed you. I keep dreaming about you. About us.”
You blushed, hiding your face against his chest. “You shouldn’t be here. If my parents find out…” You bite your lip before turning your head to see your parents wrapped in each other in their own hammock, exhausted from the expedition.
Neteyam held you tighter against his chest, his lips pressing a kiss onto the top of your head. “I know. But I cannot stay away, not when I want you this badly.”
Before you could answer, his large hand closed over yours, guiding your palm down the center of his stomach until your fingers rested directly against the throbbing hardness straining against his loincloth.
A blush rushed to your cheeks as your eyes drifted down. There he was, hard and straining against the fabric, and right over his heat was the very token you had painstakingly hand-sewn with your own fingers just a week ago. Knowing your handmade gift was framing his arousal made you rub your thighs.
Your nose scrunched in fluster as you licked your dry lips, the heat and thickness of him burning right through the fabric into your palm. Your fingers curled, giving a squeeze around the rigid length of him.
Neteyam’s breath caught in his throat, a moan escaping his lips as his grip on your waist tightened so hard his fingernails dug into your hip.
His hands slid down your skin, squeezing your ass. You whimpered softly, pressing closer to him and hiding your face in his neck. “Neteyam… what if they wake up?” He lifted your head to kiss your lips sloppily. You tried to hide your moans, nervous because your parents had high-hearing ears. “Let’s play the quiet game then?”
“Are you sure? I don’t think I can be quiet…” you murmured, looking up at him as you took his hand and placed it directly over your top.
Neteyam leaned down, pressing a peck over your breast before sliding his lips up to lick the sensitive skin of your neck, making you whimper. His boner grew even harder against your thigh at the thought of you losing control, unable to handle your own noises out here.
“Only if you want to, ofcourse…”
You whimpered, nodding against his chest. You laid on your back, putting your leg on his lap as you opened your legs wide, guiding his hand below as you kissed his lips. His fingers cupped your pussy, letting the loincloth press against your wetness as his fingers slid up and down to make you even wetter than you already were.
You opened your legs wider, rolling your hips slowly against his fingers as he teased both your core and tits. You pressed your lips into a straight line to keep from making sounds. You looked down to watch his fingers moving in circles on the fabric you were wearing.
Neteyam leaned his head to your hair, pressing a kiss before he dove into your ear, sucking on your earlobe since it had always been your sensitive spot. He skimmed his tongue down to your collarbone, grinning when he felt your fingers scratching on his biceps as he fastened the pace of his fingers.
He slipped under your loincloth, rubbing your cunt slowly. “So wet already,” he whispered. “Who’s this for?” You moaned quietly, hips rolling against his hand. “For you…”
Neteyam pushed two fingers inside you, curling them perfectly. “That’s my good girl. So tight around my fingers.” You bit your lip to stay quiet, thighs shaking. “Neteyam… feels so good.”
He kept fingering you, thumb rubbing your clit while he kissed your neck. “I want to make you cum, baby. Want to hear those pretty sounds.”
“Please… go on.”
He didn’t stop just then, he kept moving his fingers faster, whispering praises against your skin. “So beautiful… and needy.”
You were gasping for air as you neared your orgasm, lips drawing blood as you tried to contain your noises. You were afraid your parents might wake up at any moment and see your legs spread wide for the most respected warrior of the clan who kept fingering you.
“You like this? The thought of your parents hearing your noises and the wetness of your little cunt? It’s so wet, baby. I can hear it all the way,” he whispered.
You gulped, hiding your face in his neck before biting his skin to muffle your moans. Your nails dug into his biceps as he quickened then slowed his pace to tease your release.
“Fuck… ’teyam. C’mon, I’ll kick you here,” you whimpered. He chuckled and let you cum with a muffled moan against his skin. You clenched around his fingers as your body trembled. Neteyam kept moving his fingers through your orgasm before pulling them out.
He lifted your head from his neck and let you lick your release from his fingers. You were still shaking as you weakly wrapped your hands around his wrist to hold his hand in place. You licked your own cum off his fingers hungrily.
Neteyam groaned deep in his chest at the sight of you licking your own cum from his fingers. He pulled his fingers away with a hint of jealousy before holding your jaw to pull you into a wet kiss, letting him taste the blood. He pushed his tongue in to dance with yours, tasting your cum on your tongue that had been on his fingers.
His hands moved to your legs, turning you to face him and wrapping your leg around his waist. He pressed his clothes cock against your thighs. He held his cock, lifting his loincloth before rubbing the tip against your cunt.
He was teasing your entrance with slow thrusts but not letting it go inside your hole just yet. You were humming against his lips in the kiss, pulling tight on his braid as you rolled your hips in circles against his tip. He let the tip slip in for a second to tease you, making you squeak before he pulled it out again.
You pulled away from the kiss and bit his lower lip to scowl at him, sending him a glare. He licked his lip before stealing another peck from your lips. He looked down, rubbing his sensitive tip that felt like it was about to explode if it didn’t enter your pussy and feel your tight walls around it.
“Turn around for me, baby.”
You nodded and turned on the hammock. You felt him press a kiss to your shoulder before he groaned when you rubbed your ass against his pulsing cock.
Neteyam’s hands gripped your hips tightly as he pulled your lower body against his. He was breathing next to your ear, wanting more of you.
You could feel every inch of his length as he began to slide his cock between your inner thighs, using the tightness of your skin to pleasure himself. The movement forced his hardness to slide right against your swollen pussy with every push, making you open your mouth to let out small gasps as you felt the thickness of his size.
You whimpered, pushing back against him. “Neteyam… please…” He groaned, rubbing his cock along your wet folds without pushing inside. “I hear you. Let me do this first…”
He kept grinding against you, tip brushing your entrance over and over. Both of you were whimpering to each other, bodies moving together in desperation. The risk of your parents waking up only made everything feel more captivating.
Neteyam whispered against your ear. “You feel so good, Y/n. So wet for me…”
You moaned softly, pushing back harder against him. “I want you inside me…” Neteyam groaned but kept teasing, not giving in yet. “Let me prepare your body first, okay?”
He whispered against your ear before taking hold of your thigh, lifting it up so he could thrust against your pussy. He shifted so his cock could rub your clit, making you fold your knees and hold them as you watched his cock sliding against your cunt, letting him hold it again while you push your top to tease your nipples.
You turned your head to pull him into a kiss, then pulled away again to watch how he was thrusting against your skin. It was just like in the forest and the days before this, but now it was bare.
Before, you two couldn’t then get enough of each other, so you ended up fucking through your loincloths.
Now there was nothing between you.
Neteyam leaned down to capture your nipple with his lips, moving his tongue to wet it, making you arch your back as the feeling of his cock and mouth on your body made you even more aroused.
He returned to your neck, whispering in your ear. “I’m going to put it in now, baby… you want that?” You nodded frantically, begging him. “Yes… please, ’t-teyam. I need you inside me.”
He pushed the tip of his cock against your entrance, rubbing it up and down your wet folds. You whimpered, trying to stay quiet because your parents were sleeping just a few meters away.
Neteyam whimpered, still teasing your entrance. “Fuck… you’re soo wet...” You rolled your hips, trying to get him to push inside. “Please… I cannot wait anymore. Fuck me, Neteyam.”
He finally pushed the head of his cock inside you slowly, stretching you open. You gasped, biting your lip hard to keep from moaning too loudly. Neteyam stayed still for a moment, breathing hard against your neck. “Oh, that’s good… you’re so tight.”
You forced your palm flat over your mouth to smother your moans, your hips trembling as you tried to adjust to his size. “Move… please,” you whimpered against your own skin.
He began thrusting into you, pacing his movements to keep the friction from growing too loud. The mesh of the hammock swayed heavily with the momentum of his weight, causing the tight rope binding to creak against the bamboo post.
The sudden noise made you both instantly freeze in place, your breath catching in your throat as you strained your ears to listen if your parents had stirred awake.
As you lay there paralyzed with fear, the panic made your swollen pussy clench tightly around his cock, forcing a moan to catch deep in Neteyam’s throat.
He kept moving, slow and deep, whispering in your ear. “You’re so perfect, y/n. You’re hugigng me tight…” You moaned quietly. “Harder… but be quiet, damn it…”
He thrust a little faster, still trying to stay silent. You could feel every inch of him inside you, stretching you perfectly. Neteyam groaned softly, burying his face in your neck. “I… fuck… y/n.”
You rolled your hips to meet his thrusts, both of you moving together clumsily. The hammock swayed with your movements. You bit your lip hard, trying not to moan too loudly. “Neteyam, it’s so... Don’t stop.”
He kept thrusting, one hand on your hip while the other braced against the hammock. “Don’t clench too hard—” You whimpered, clenching around him harder. “Faster… please. I need more.”
Neteyam sped up, still careful not to wake your parents. You were both attempting to hide the gasps, trying to stay quiet while chasing pleasure. “You feel so good, Y/n. I could stay inside you forever.”
You moaned softly, pulling him closer by his hips. “I want you deeper… please, Neteyam.” He thrust harder, lifting your leg to the air, hitting that perfect spot inside you. Both of you were lost in each other, and it was overwhelming.
You couldn’t contain the pleasure, your hand dropping flat onto the floor to balance yourself as you used the leverage to thrust your hips straight back against his length. Your other hand remained clamped over your mouth, hiding the moans tearing from your throat.
Neteyam chuckled, pulling you back onto the hammock and sliding out of your wet cunt, making you let out a whine at the abrupt loss of his cock. Before you could complain, he sank down onto his knees on the floor, burying his face between your thighs and wrapping his lips around your throbbing clit to make you gasp.
You hooked one leg securely over his broad shoulder while the other braced against the floor, gripping the tight ropes of the hammock as you rode his face. His tongue flicked over your sensitive core, driving you wild with the waves of heat pooling in your body.
In a haze of desperation, you locked your fingers into his hair and pushed his head deeper into your pussy, suffocating him against your soaking heat, but he didn’t care an inch, for he would gladly die right there in your cunt.
“G-Gonna comee…” you mumbled, throwing your head back to surrender to his touch, but he suddenly pulled away from your clit, pressing a teasing parting peck right over the peak that made you scoff.
“This… fuck,” you breathed out as he pulled you to your feet, swapping places with you so that his tall frame now occupied the center of the hammock. You stepped over him, holding his jaw to press your lips against his as his large palms cupped your breasts, his thumbs sliding beneath your accessories to pinch and roll your sensitive tips.
You sighed into the kiss, dragging your body against his, your knees curling up while your fingernails dug into the muscles of his shoulders and neck. He squeezed your ass before slapping it, your torso against him as he tilted his head to deepen the kiss, his fangs grazing your lower lip.
Pulling away to catch your breath, you turned your back to him and ground your ass right against his face, making him swallow hard at the blatant invitation. His hands brushed over your hips, grasping the skin before pulling your cheeks wide to drink in the sight of your dripping pussy.
He leaned in and dragged his hot tongue over your entrance, making your thighs shake as you reached back to grip his thick braids for support. You widened your stance to give him more access, rolling your hips in tight circles against his mouth to gather every ounce of friction his tongue could offer.
You clamped a hand over your mouth to stifle a scream, looking over your shoulder to watch him devour your wetness in the dim light of the kelku.
You were unable to stay still, so you spun back around and lifted one leg, pushing his head down. He leaned down as his mouth found your clit once again, driving you right over the edge. “Oh… fuck… I love that, Neteyam,” you muttered, your toes curling at the pleasure of his tongue on your pussy.
He looked up at you while licking, “Mhm? I love this too… it tastes so good. You taste delicious.” He spoke while sucking your pussy, making you feel the vibration of his voice right on your folds. You opened your mouth to let out your breaths as you watched him lick your wetness.
You reached blindly behind your back to grab your own queue, watching its tendrils at the tip light up, glowing with a hunger for a connection. Your body knew exactly what it wanted, who it wanted, and why.
Your fingers sank into Neteyam’s hair, caressing his head as his mouth remained buried between your thighs. He let out a whimper against your wet skin when your hands slipped down to enclose around his kuru, letting it rest over his shoulder now. The contrast of your touch made him look up, his eyes dark with blown-out pupils.
Grasping his jaw, you squeezed his cheeks, lifting your thighs away from his face just enough to lean down and catch his lips in a soaking kiss.
You moaned aloud as his large hands gripped your ass, lifting your leg high over his shoulder once more to expose you completely. He broke the kiss, peppering a messy smooch along the corners of your mouth before diving back down.
Your breath was cut as his tongue swept over your throbbing clit, his gaze locked onto the sight of his own saliva slicking your slippery skin while his fingers parted your lips wide.
Tritxo wasn’t lying; Neteyam really did have a hunger running through his blood. You could feel it in the press of his hands and the way his eyes devoured you.
You gasped when he practically made out with your clit, flicking his tongue on it and making you shake, unable to hold your weight properly.
He noticed this and leaned back, rubbing his fingers on your cunt before he laid on the hammock, patting his thighs.
You bit your lip before climbing back into your sleeping hammock, straddling his legs. You leaned in seductively, smirking in the kiss as you opened one eye to find his cock, making him almost close his legs together at the touch. He whimpered when you held his cock and teased the tip on your entrance.
You pulled away from the kiss before sitting up straight to guide his cock throbbing for your pussy once again. At last, you hissed as you slid down easily on his cock, you began thrusting down on his size to chase your release since you hadn’t cum yet after the long session.
Neteyam watched you fuck yourself stupid on his cock. He lifted his head to glance at your parents who were still sleeping soundly before his lust-filled eyes returned to you. You dropped your hands on his chest as he leaned up to capture your lips.
“Look,” His hand went to your skin just above your pussy. “You see this? I can feel myself right through your skin,” he smiled at your shy expression as you looked down at your belly, slowing your thrusts to see the faint bump on your stomach from his cock inside you.
You grinned before speeding up your pace on him. You lifted his hand to your breasts, holding it tight against your skin while his other hand went to your hair and tucked it behind your ears. He leaned in to peck your cheeks, your nose, your forehead, your neck, and your collarbone, avoiding your lips.
You left your neck open for access as you looked up at the ceiling of your hut, jumping up and down on his cock. You felt his mouth clamp on your neck, licking your skin as you held him there. His mouth moved to your nipples again while his hands found your ass and squeezed it tight.
You placed your hand over his queue where it rested on his shoulder before grabbing your own, tilting his head up. When he gave you a nod of approval, you both slowed the thrusts of your hips. You watched, mesmerized, as the glowing tendrils of your braid flashed, reaching out to twist and wrap tightly around one another, locking you together.
Neteyam let out a broken sigh at the impact of the bond. It wasn’t just the tight, pulsing heat of your walls squeezing his cock anymore, now, your unadulterated pleasure was flooding into his nervous system through the connection.
Just as Meya had told you, everything became beautifully clear the exact second you were connected. You could feel th racing jump of his heartbeat as if it were your own. You could hear his raw thoughts, and the dizzying realization of just how deeply in love with you he was.
It was a rush, two souls walking in the very same body. Your chest tightened, your heart skipping a lot of beat at the weight of what this meant: you were now bound to this person for the rest of your life.
And it was Neteyam.
You licked your lips before pulling him away from your neck and resting your head on his collarbone, delivering lazy thrusts on his cock.
Neteyam felt your tiredness through the bond and laid back down again, moving his legs so he could thrust up into your pussy. He held your back and hair as he began thrusting up into you, the new angle making you wrap your arms around his neck as you let him take control.
You moaned right next to his ear, moaning as fast as his thrusts. Your pussy clenched down on his cock as you pulled his jaw down for a kiss.
A synchronized gasp tore from both of your throats as a blinding shockwave of pure pleasure detonated through the bond. The sensation struck like liquid lightning, shooting straight up your spines and blinding your vision into a haze of bioluminescent light.
Your bodies locked up in unison, the neural feedback loop amplifying your shared ecstasy until it was almost too much to bear. Neteyam buried his face into the crook of your neck with a groan, his fingers digging into your hips.
Sooner, you didn’t get the chance to warn him but he knew you were close because you couldn’t stop clenching around his cock.
You came around him so he slowed his thrusts, not wanting to overstimulate you, but still chasing his own release. Neteyam kept moving inside you, breathing hard against your neck. “You feel so good, baby. You get so tight when you cum.”
He then came inside your pussy from your desperate clenching, his heavy release filling your tight walls as his body shuddered with the force of his orgasm.
“Shit, Neteyam…” you breathed out, leaning back to admire his features, his bioluminescent dots flaring a light, indigo from the recent pleasure his body had just released.
You pressed grateful kisses over his cheeks before leaning your head down against his shoulder, your fingers stroking shapes over the skin of his chest.
You bit your lower lip to stop yourself from smiling, a sudden wave of heat rushing to your face as you grew conscious of the situation. You had actually just mated with him, had sex, got your cunt eaten out while your parents were sleeping just nearby, and to make your head spin even faster, his cock was still buried deep inside you, pulsating along your throbbing walls.
Neteyam caught the tail end of your thoughts through the bond. He bit his lip, a smile breaking through his shock as he reached up to pat your back, pulling you close.
He couldn’t believe it either.
He knew he lacked experience in these things, but he was far from clueless. A spike of irritation flared in his chest, not at you, but at himself. He couldn’t believe his brain had short-circuited so bad that he had ended up mating with you here, in such an unromantic place, instead of giving you the proper ritual you deserved.
You grinned at his thoughts and leaned up to press a tender kiss against his cheek. Your lips lingered against his warm skin for a long moment, comforting him before you slowly pulled back.
You swallowed hard as your eyes locked onto his. The intensity in his gaze was magnetic, holding you so much that it felt like you couldn’t tear yourself away even if you tried.
Neteyam’s gaze drifted down from your eyes to your lips, staying there for a second before rising back up. In the golden depths of his eyes, you could see a faint, desperate flicker of hope, mirrored by the rapid burst of his heart.
Magnetically drawn together, you both began to lean in, closing the distance in a slow motion. It was intimate. In that second before your lips finally met, everything about Neteyam, the warmth radiating off his skin, the gentle slack of his jaw, the affection in his eyes, felt like the very definition of love.
You both pulled away before chuckling, his chest rumbling with a satisfied sound. “That was… I’m speechless, my love,” he whispered, covering his eyes with his forearm in disbelief as his other arm wrapped around your waist, cradling your head securely against his chest.
You laughed along with him, leaning back once more to look up at his face. “Do you think… they heard us?”
Neteyam moved his arm from his face, a wicked smirk spreading across his lips as he shook his head. “I’m sure they did, baby. You weren’t exactly quiet, just like you said you wouldn’t be able to be quiet.”
You pouted your lip, letting out a hiss at his teasing. “You were louder,” you retorted, and to put him in his place, you clenched the tight walls of your pussy around his buried cock.
The sudden squeeze made Neteyam utter a startled whimper, a gasp escaping his throat before he covered his mouth with his hand, his golden eyes widening in shock at how loud he had just been.
You giggled at his panicked expression, pulling his hand away from his lips so you could lean up and kiss him. He kissed you back, the pace slowing down into a deep, tender embrace that was overflowing with the romance between two best friends who had finally become everything more.
Pulling back, Neteyam rested his forehead against yours, a smile tugging at his lips. “...I have to tell my baby brother that my biggest advice will be to ruin the friendship.”
You giggled, shaking your head as his large hand came up to cup your jaw. He gently pulled you back in for another kiss before you murmured against his lips,
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every time sae returns from spain, he brings you something small. it takes you far too long to understand that none of the gifts are as thoughtless as he pretends they are.
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The first gift Sae brings you from Spain is a bookmark.
It is thin and painted by hand, a trail of deep blue flowers curling around its edges while a narrow red ribbon hangs from the bottom. Pretty, certainly, but not particularly remarkable. The sort of thing displayed beside postcards and magnets in a quiet shop intended for tourists with a few coins left to spend before their flights.
Sae places it on the table between you without explanation.
You look down at it.
Then back at him.
“What’s this?”
“A bookmark.”
“I can see that.”
He lifts his glass, entirely unaffected by your stare. “Then why did you ask?”
You narrow your eyes, though the smile threatening your mouth ruins whatever irritation you were attempting to convey.
“I meant why are you giving it to me?”
Sae takes a slow drink before answering.
“You dog-ear your pages.”
There is enough judgment in his voice to make it sound like a personal failing.
You glance at the bookmark again.
“You bought this because you don’t like the way I mark my pages?”
“You’re ruining them.”
“They’re my books.”
“You’re still ruining them.”
You laugh, tracing one fingertip over the painted flowers. The blue is slightly uneven in places, small imperfections revealing where the brush must have paused against the wood.
“You could’ve just told me to buy one.”
“I have.”
“You complained. That’s different.”
“It clearly wasn’t effective.”
Sae leans back in his chair, conversation apparently finished.
You smile despite yourself and slip the bookmark carefully inside the novel waiting in your bag.
“Thank you.”
His eyes flick toward your hands for a moment.
Then away.
“Hm.”
You think little of it at the time.
Sae travels constantly. Training camps, matches, obligations you do not always understand and events he rarely seems interested in attending. Airports and hotel rooms have become ordinary pieces of his life, distances measured in fixtures rather than weeks.
The bookmark feels like an impulse purchase—a small object he spotted beside a register that happened to remind him of your terrible reading habits.
Then comes the second gift: a box of tea from Spain.
You are waiting in his apartment when he returns, curled into one corner of the couch with a blanket covering your legs. His flight landed late enough that you had almost fallen asleep twice, but the sound of his key turning in the lock has you sitting upright immediately.
Sae steps inside with one hand wrapped around the handle of his suitcase.
He looks tired.
Not obviously. Sae rarely permits anything to appear obvious. But there is a faint heaviness beneath his eyes, a stiffness in his shoulders that only becomes visible after you have spent long enough learning the difference between his indifference and his exhaustion.
“You’re still awake,” he says.
“You told me you’d be here at eleven.”
“It’s eleven thirty.”
“Exactly. You’re late.”
“The plane was delayed.”
You rise from the couch and move toward him, wrapping your arms around his waist before he can say anything else.
For a moment, Sae remains still.
Then his hand settles against the back of your head.
“You missed me,” he observes.
“No.”
“Right.”
His palm slides slowly down your hair, lingering before he steps away to remove his jacket.
You watch him open his suitcase.
“You’re unpacking now?”
“I need something.”
From between neatly folded clothes, he removes a small paper package and holds it toward you.
You blink.
“What is it?”
“Open it.”
Inside is a box of loose-leaf tea, the label printed in Spanish and decorated with tiny illustrations of oranges.
You lift the lid and breathe in. The scent is warm and sweet, citrus softened beneath something floral.
“It smells amazing.”
“You complained the tea here tastes like hot water.”
You look at him.
“That was months ago.”
Sae shrugs and begins closing his suitcase.
You remain kneeling beside it, the box held carefully in both hands.
“You remembered that?”
“You complained for twenty minutes.”
“It was terrible tea.”
“I remember.”
His tone remains flat, but there is the faintest curve at the corner of his mouth.
The third gift is a pair of earrings.
Small golden stars, delicate enough to catch the light whenever you turn your head.
He leaves them beside the bathroom sink while you are getting ready, the box appearing between your makeup and his irritatingly limited collection of skincare as though it has always belonged there.
You find it while searching for your lip balm.
“Sae?”
He appears in the doorway, already dressed for dinner.
“What?”
You hold up the box.
His gaze drops toward it. “They’re earrings.”
“Thank you, I was struggling with that.”
“You asked.”
“I’m asking why they’re here.”
“They’re yours.”
You turn one of the tiny stars beneath the light.
They are exactly the sort you would choose for yourself—simple, warm-toned, understated enough for everyday wear. You cannot imagine Sae wandering willingly through a jewelry shop, much less studying displays long enough to decide which pair would suit you.
“How did you even pick these?”
Sae’s expression suggests the question is ridiculous.
“You showed me a pair like them.”
“When?”
He adjusts the cuff of his sleeve. “You were looking at them online.”
Your hand stills.
That had been weeks ago. You had been lying beside him, mindlessly scrolling, and paused on a photo for no more than a few seconds before deciding you did not need them.
You are not even certain you spoke aloud.
“You saw that?”
“You had the brightness all the way up.”
“That’s not the point.”
“It was annoying.”
You stare at him.
Sae stares back.
Then his eyes drop briefly toward the earrings.
“Are you wearing them or not?”
The impatience in his voice fails to conceal the way he waits for your answer.
You smile.
“Help me put them on?”
“No.”
“Sae.”
“You have hands.”
“Please?”
He exhales, long and quiet, as though you have asked him to perform something unbearably difficult.
Still, he approaches.
You turn your back to him and move your hair aside. Sae’s fingers brush the curve of your ear as he fastens the first earring, his touch unexpectedly careful. The cool metal settles against your skin.
“You’re very good at this,” you murmur.
“Be quiet.”
“You’ve done this before?”
“No.”
“Then how—”
“Hold still.”
You do, though mostly because his fingertips have moved beneath your hair, smoothing it back into place with an intimacy that leaves warmth spreading slowly through your chest.
When he finishes, you turn toward the mirror.
The stars catch the bathroom light.
You look at Sae’s reflection.
He is already watching you.
“They’re perfect,” you say softly.
“I know.”
Of course that is his answer.
The gifts continue.
By the fourth gift—a small bottle of perfume—you begin to wonder whether any of his choices are truly spontaneous.
The fifth is a ceramic dish painted with lemons, chosen because your rings are always scattered across his apartment.
The sixth gift is a wool scarf in the exact shade you once admired through a shop window.
The seventh is chocolate from a place you had mentioned seeing online.
The eighth gift is a pen, bought because yours ran out during one of your calls and you spent five minutes searching for another while Sae listened in silence from Madrid.
Each time, he offers the same simple explanation.
“You said you wanted one.”
“You said you liked it.”
“You needed it.”
As though these are reasons enough.
Perhaps, to Sae, they are.
It takes you longer than it should to notice the pattern.
You are cleaning your room one afternoon when you find the first bookmark tucked inside an old novel. The blue flowers are slightly faded now, the red ribbon fraying near the end from months of use.
You place it on the bed.
Then, almost without thinking, you begin gathering the others.
The earrings from the small dish on your dresser.
The scarf folded over your chair.
The perfume beside the mirror.
The tea, nearly finished, in the kitchen cupboard.
A collection of small, ordinary objects arranged across your blanket, each one connected to a moment you had long since forgotten.
A complaint made beneath your breath.
A screen paused for a few seconds.
A passing comment that had felt too insignificant to carry beyond the conversation in which it appeared.
Sae had carried every one of them across countries.
You are still sitting among the gifts when he arrives.
He stops in the doorway to your room.
His eyes move from you to the objects scattered across the bed.
“What are you doing?”
You lift the bookmark.
“You remembered all of these.”
Sae leans against the doorframe, expression unreadable. “They’re things I bought you.”
“No.” You look down at the gifts. “You remembered everything I said.”
A faint crease appears between his brows, as though he cannot understand why this surprises you.
“You talk a lot.”
You laugh once, though the sound comes out softer than intended.
“I don’t talk that much.”
“You do.”
“And you listen?”
Sae’s gaze settles on your face.
For a moment, the room becomes very still.
He could tease you. He could look away, offer some dismissive answer and leave you to interpret everything yourself. That is what you expect from him—the careful avoidance he uses whenever a conversation threatens to become too openly sentimental.
Instead, Sae pushes away from the doorway and walks toward you.
He stops between your knees.
“You’re my partner,” he says simply.
Your fingers tighten around the bookmark.
“So?”
“So I listen.”
The answer is delivered with such calm certainty that your chest aches.
Sae looks down at the collection on the bed.
“You didn’t need to take everything out.”
“I was having a moment.”
“You’re being dramatic.”
“You brought me souvenirs from another country because I complained about tea.”
“It was bad tea.”
Your laugh breaks free before you can stop it.
Sae’s hand settles against your cheek, his thumb moving once beneath your eye. His expression remains composed, but there is something gentler behind it now, something he does not seem particularly interested in hiding.
“You really don’t think this is romantic?” you ask.
“No.”
“You remembered earrings I looked at for five seconds.”
“They suited you.”
“And the scarf?”
“You were cold.”
“The perfume?”
“You liked it.”
You smile up at him.
Sae’s eyes narrow slightly, already suspicious of the expression.
“What?”
“Nothing.”
“You’re doing that thing.”
“What thing?”
“Looking at me like I said something impressive.”
“You did.”
“I bought you things.”
“You noticed me.”
The words quiet him.
His hand remains against your face.
There it is, you think—the reason the gifts never felt grand to him. Sae does not understand attention as an extraordinary act. He watches you because you are there. He remembers because your words matter to him. The little details you dismiss as meaningless settle somewhere inside him and remain there until he finds them again in shops, airports, and unfamiliar streets thousands of miles away.
To him, it is not romance.
It is simply loving you.
You turn your face and kiss the center of his palm.
Sae becomes very still.
“Thank you,” you whisper.
He studies you for another second before bending down. His lips brush your forehead first, then the corner of your mouth.
“You’re welcome, mi amor.”
Your smile widens.
He notices immediately.
“Don’t start.”
“I didn’t say anything.”
“You were going to.”
You wrap your arms around his waist and pull him closer, your cheek resting against his stomach.
Sae sighs, but his fingers slide into your hair, gently combing through the strands.
After a quiet moment, his gaze shifts toward the gifts spread across the bed.
“You’re missing one.”
You lift your head.
“What?”
He reaches into the inner pocket of his coat and removes a small velvet box.
Your arms slowly loosen from around his waist.
“Sae.”
“What?”
You stare at the box resting in his palm. It is too small to contain anything harmless, and Sae’s complete lack of concern only makes your heart beat harder.
“You just got here.”
“And?”
“You already bought me something else?”
Instead of answering, he holds it toward you.
You take the box carefully, suddenly aware of how warm your hands have become. Sae watches in silence as you lift the lid.
Inside is a ring.
The ninth gift—and somehow, the one that makes every other object spread across your bed feel like a trail leading to this moment.
It is delicate, made of thin gold with a tiny teal stone set into the center—not extravagant, but elegant in that quiet, understated way Sae seems to understand suits you better than anything overly ornate. The stone catches the light when you tilt the box, flashing the same deep shade as his eyes.
For a moment, you can only stare.
“Sae…”
“You said you liked it.”
Your gaze snaps toward him. “When?”
“A few months ago.”
You search your memory until a blurred afternoon begins to return: the two of you walking past a jewelry shop, your steps slowing briefly in front of the window. You had pointed toward one of the rings inside and said it was beautiful before continuing down the street.
You had not thought about it again.
Apparently, Sae had.
“I didn’t even say I wanted it.”
“You kept looking at it.”
“For maybe ten seconds.”
“Long enough.”
The answer comes so easily that your chest aches all over again.
You remove the ring from its cushion, but before you can put it on, Sae takes it gently from your fingers.
“Give me your left hand.”
You stare at him.
Sae holds the ring between two fingers, his expression as composed as ever, as though he has not just taken the entire evening and tilted it quietly off its axis.
“Sae.”
His eyebrow lifts.
“Are you going to make this difficult?”
“You’re holding a ring and asking for my left hand.” Your voice comes out thinner than you intended. “I think I’m allowed to have a moment.”
“You’ve been having one for the past five minutes.”
Your mouth falls open, but the reply never comes.
Because he said left hand.
Not your right. Not whichever one happened to be closest.
Your left.
The realization settles slowly, warmth spreading through your chest until you can hear your own heartbeat beneath the silence of the room.
You look down at the ring again, at the delicate gold band and the small teal stone catching the light between his fingers.
Then back at him.
“Sae,” you say carefully, “is this a proposal?”
He watches you for a moment.
“Yes.”
The single word steals the air from your lungs.
There is no teasing in his expression now, no trace of the faint amusement he usually wears whenever he manages to fluster you. His gaze remains steady on yours, quiet and certain in a way that makes the small velvet box in your hands suddenly feel much heavier.
“You’re proposing to me?”
“I just said I was.”
“That isn’t...” You stop, pressing your lips together as a nervous laugh threatens to escape. “You can’t just hand me a ring and expect me to understand what’s happening.”
“I asked for your hand.”
“That is not the same thing as asking me to marry you!”
Sae exhales softly through his nose. For the first time, something almost uncertain passes beneath his composure—not hesitation, exactly, but the realization that perhaps this is one moment he cannot communicate through implication alone.
He lowers the ring slightly.
Then he steps closer.
“You want a speech?”
“I want to know why.”
His eyes narrow just a little. “You don’t know?”
“I want to hear you say it.”
Of course you do.
Sae studies your face, and for one terrible second, you think he might refuse simply because you asked. Then his free hand rises to your cheek, his thumb resting just beneath your eye.
“I remember the things you say because they matter to me,” he begins. His voice is calm, stripped of any theatrical tenderness, but every word lands with deliberate weight. “I bring you things because I see them and think of you. I come back and expect you to be here. When you aren’t, the apartment feels wrong.”
Your breath catches.
Sae’s gaze does not leave yours.
"I don’t want you fitting into my life only when our schedules allow it.” His thumb moves once across your cheek. “I want you in all of it—when I leave, when I come back, wherever I end up playing.
The sting behind your eyes grows warmer.
Sae notices, naturally, but this time he does not interrupt.
“I bought the ring because you liked it,” he continues. “I measured one of yours because I intended to put it on you. And I’m asking because I want you to marry me.”
There it is.
Not wrapped in poetry. Not softened by promises too grand to trust.
Just Sae, offering you the truth as plainly as he understands it.
His fingers shift beneath your chin.
“So,” he says, voice quieter now, “marry me, mi amor.”
Your vision blurs.
Sae’s expression tightens immediately.
“Don’t cry before you answer.”
A laugh slips through the tears gathering in your eyes.
“You’re still bossing me around during your own proposal.”
“You’re avoiding the question.”
“I’m not avoiding it.”
“You haven’t answered.”
You reach for the front of his shirt, curling your fingers into the fabric as though you need something solid to steady yourself.
“Yes.”
Sae becomes completely still.
The smallest pause follows—barely there, but long enough for you to see the answer reach him beneath all that carefully maintained composure.
You smile through the warmth in your eyes.
“Yes, Sae. I’ll marry you.”
His shoulders loosen.
Only slightly.
But you see it.
Of course you do.
Sae takes your left hand, his touch unexpectedly careful as he slides the ring onto your finger. It settles perfectly at the base.
Of course it does.
You look down at it, watching the teal stone catch the light.
Then you look back at him.
“How did you know my size?”
“You leave your jewelry everywhere.”
“You measured one of my rings?”
“You make it sound more complicated than it was.”
“You secretly measured one of my rings, remembered something I looked at months ago, found it again, brought it home from Spain, and planned an entire proposal without telling me.”
“Yes.”
“And you still don’t think you’re romantic?”
“No.”
You laugh softly, though another tear escapes before you can stop it.
Sae brushes it away with his thumb.
“Don’t cry over a ring.”
“I’m not crying over the ring.”
“Then what?”
“You.”
That silences him.
You pull him closer by his shirt and kiss him before he can retreat behind another dry reply. His hand slides into your hair, holding you there as his mouth softens against yours.
The kiss is slow, warm with all the things Sae rarely says aloud.
When you finally part, your forehead remains pressed to his.
“You could have started with marry me,” you whisper.
“You would’ve interrupted.”
“I interrupted anyway.”
“I know.”
His eyes lower to the ring now resting on your hand. His thumb brushes lightly over the gold band, tracing the place where it circles your finger.
Then he brings your hand to his mouth and presses a kiss against your knuckles.
“You like it?”
You stare at him.
“You proposed to me, and you’re asking whether I like the ring?”
“You said you did.”
Months ago.
For no more than a few seconds.
You shake your head, smiling helplessly.
“I love it.”
Sae’s eyes lift to yours.
“The ring?”
“You.”
The faintest smile touches his mouth.
“Good.”
Then he kisses you again.
The ninth gift remains on your finger, distinct from every small object spread across the bed.
The others were things Sae carried home because he remembered what you liked, what you needed, and every passing thought you never expected him to keep.
But the ring is not merely something he has brought home to you.
It is his quiet way of asking you to make a home with him.
⊹ YOICHI ISAGI . . . the sound of the ocean, seeing a shooting star, promise rings, iced tea on a hot day, being unable to sleep because you're excited about something, magnetic attraction, clinking flutes of sparkly champagne, blueberry and pomegranate, wishing so hard it feels like prayer
⊹ MEGURU BACHIRA . . . matching keychains, bandaids with doodles on them, dollar bills folded into hearts, sugar cookies, initials in sidewalk chalk hearts, nostalgic music, messy scrapbooks full of love, jumping in the pool with clothes on, kisses to transfer lip balm, dandelion and lemongrass
⊹ HYOMA CHIGIRI . . . red velvet cake with cream cheese frosting, familiar smells, fresh cut fruit, city sunsets, tucking a flower behind a lover’s ear, a butterfly landing on you, getting ready to your favorite music, pink azaleas, laying in the bath with a good book, the bubblegum at the center of a lollipop
⊹ RENSUKE KUNIGAMI . . . warm honey, beams of sunlight through blinds, sitting in front of a campfire, sourdough bread with pretty designs cut into it, brown sugar and syrup, the sweet messages on teabag tags, “this reminded me of you,” gentle hands on both sides of your face
⊹ SHOUEI BAROU . . . your lover’s laundry mixed with yours, cucumber and lemon, shoulder massages, green grass after a thunderstorm, being excited to give someone a gift, an animal’s fluffy tail in the shape of a heart, grabbing onto someone’s arm while you stumble, perfect omelettes
⊹ SEISHIRO NAGI . . . a head tucked beneath a chin, jeans that fit just right, the cold side of the pillow, powdered sugar, getting off work or out of class early, hot cocoa, pulling your arms into your sweater for warmth, tearing an orange in half to share, doves cooing, sonny angels
⊹ REO MIKAGE . . . lavender lemonade, expensive chardonnay, an arm around your waist, securing a piece of jewelry on someone else, “you’ve got me wrapped around your finger,” crushed velvet, your lover bragging about you to their friends, the beginning of the weekend, cherry blossom petals
⊹ RIN ITOSHI . . . movies on vhs, “not a lot, just forever,” graham cracker crust, root beer floats with two straws, kept promises, flowers left in the handle of your car door, talking on the phone early in the morning, sharing an umbrella, sleeping in the curve of a crescent moon, cinnamon and clove
⊹ SAE ITOSHI . . . your lover’s initial on your jewelry, fast rides in sleek cars, vanilla and raspberry, rose petal trails that lead to sweet surprises, whipped cream vodka, heart-shaped ponds, private but not secret, naming stars after each other, red string of fate, blindly finding your lover’s hand in the dark
⊹ OLIVER AIKU . . . “kissing a man without a mustache is like eating an egg without salt,” brushing your teeth next to your lover, candid photos, warm summer wind, linking ankles beneath the table, dark chocolate with sea salt, finding your lucky number in a fortune cookie, sandalwood and musk
⊹ ALEXIS NESS . . . heart-shaped sweets, getting lost in a big library, hugs where neither person wants to let go, strawberry ice cream, myths and fairytales from childhood, knuckle kisses, fresh rosemary and basil, making up a language with someone, halloween parties, feeling tipsy off soju
⊹ MICHAEL KAISER . . . ridiculously large bouquets of flowers, matching tattoos, cherry juice, short affectionate messages on postcards, spiced rum and peppermint, a possessive hand on the small of your back, the smell of rain, a pet preferring your presence over someone else’s, bubble baths with candles
AGENDA - Just random/casual SFW Banda x GN!Reader HCs! :DDD
🎀- As we know, definitely would manipulate you into doing things. But wouldn’t let you get harmed(normally).
🎀- You probably caught his attention through your mind(likewise in the Chishiya HCs) and he probably was just gonna use you at first >_<.
🎀- This mf is so goddamn hot for no reason-
🎀- He would tease you a bunch, but is genuinely curious sometimes.
🎀- In addition, would probably ask things like “Don’t you know I’m a killer?” Or ask why you are so close with someone so openly manipulative.
🎀- Would show his affection through maybe small acts of service, quality time and teamwork, mutual understanding.
🎀- Is absolutely NOT fast-paced with romance.
🎀- Would gaslight himself of his feelings, and would convince himself you’re replaceable.
🎀- Hides a lot of internal secrets about you behind his poker face.
🎀- Just sits. Observes. Would absolutely just take in how your mind works, and would admire it all.
🎀- For you two to be partners in crime, he would need a slightly more social counterpart. Don’t mistake that for being reckless and loud though.
🎀- Adores cruel, and courageous people who aren’t afraid of death.
🎀- Won’t always let you in on his plans. After all, that’s his to know, and yours to figure out.
🎀- He’s pretty sly with it too. He doesn’t make it apparent that you two are connected and relative to one another in games.
🎀- Is not a very emotional person. Will know how to manipulate you, but you will never get a hold of his mind whatsoever.
🎀- He will never pry with your emotions. Won’t question or ask. Just observe how you react and respond.
🎀- Honestly, I feel like he is possessive, but very quiet about it. Will warn you slightly about shady players, but wouldn’t straight up say not to talk to them.
🎀- Would kill someone in front of you without hesitation.
🎀- A relationship with him wouldn’t be very strong ngl. He would be a little obsessed over you, but wouldn’t show it. It seems more like a mutual friendship.
🎀- He definitely is a person of fancy words and complex vocabulary LMAO but is kinda casual with it ykwim? Doesn’t say it with any sort of formality, but it sounds complex coming out of his mouth.
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AGENDA: Casual rando SFW Niragi x GN!Reader HCs! :D
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🎀- He’s lowkey an ass, and we already know it.
🎀- REALLY loud, and always kinda in your business. (But it’s okay<3)
🎀- Honestly, purposefully gets on your nerves and messes with you. Sometimes in not-so-funny ways. (Risking your life)
🎀- But honestly, if he was genuinely serious, he would make sure you don’t ACTUALLY get hurt.
🎀-He cares. Even if it doesn’t seem like it.
🎀- Will not share his food with you<3
🎀- Is secretly a little soft on you, but won’t admit it.
🎀- He’s a sucker for praise. It definitely feeds his ego, so just go along with whatever he says about himself.
🎀- He would definitely just come back to shelter one day completely bloodied and stuff, before shrugging it off and saying it wasn’t his anyways<3
🎀- This sucker probably takes your stuff and doesn’t apologize or give you it back.
🎀- Honestly would be really cheeky and constantly flirting and teasing. Especially after a beer.
🎀- Would be SUPER possessive of you and the people you talk to.
🎀- Probably would kill off someone who talked down on you just because he ‘felt like it’. (totally not because it made him mad)
🎀- Really cocky and would 100% rage bait you into something.
🎀- Probably used you at first because you were helpful or he just liked messing with you. Was probably planning on killing you but got distracted and got too close.
🎀- Honestly in denial of his feelings, and has a bittersweet feeling about liking you.
🎀- He is afraid getting attached makes him weak.
🎀- He would definitely call you out to come and absolutely tear down an abandoned part of town with him for no reason.
🎀- Can, and probably would start a riot.
🎀- Definitely is mean and calls you by your worst features. (Short stack, Lanky, four eyes, Gappie, etc.)
🎀- Is really crazy and will do the most ridiculous, life risking shit for the sake of a probable plan and outcome.
🎀- The worst partner EVER. But will keep you alive somehow.
🎀- Will probably play threaten you.
🎀- Kinda *cough cough* really- *cough* manipulative and gaslighting, but mostly towards others. (Maybe a little towards you.)
🎀- Will soften in certain circumstances, like if you get really hurt or something. And will panic.
🎀- Uses anger, yelling, or comedy to mask his fear sometimes.
🎀- Fears losing you more than he fears losing himself. He already knows his time is soon, and he thinks your life has more value than his anyway.
🎀- Will absolutely approve of dating allegations between you two. Would let out a loud laugh, and confirm it even if you aren’t.
🎀- Don’t EVER let this man get wildly drunk 😭😭😭
🎀- Walking fire hazard<3 (literal and figuratively)
🎀- Probably touch starved and loves it but is too egoistic and stuff to admit it or show it.
🎀- Would probably melt at physical touch or words of praise/affirmation, but would mask it with teasing and joking.
🎀- This man would kill someone in front of you just because you called them suspicious or annoying. Come on, he kills random people anyway, so what’s the big difference?
🎀- Definitely has abandonment issues and probably stresses over it a lot</3 :(
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🎀- Quite the taboo, but he wouldn’t openly admit his feelings towards you. He would show it in ways like sharing snacks, or teasing.
🎀- He wouldn’t definitely resort to acts of service as his love language and will subtly complete favors of yours.
🎀- He would also be the type to remember nearly everything about you. He would know what foods you can’t eat, what you are afraid of, the things you love the most, etc.
🎀- Wouldn’t keep you from socializing with others, but would caution you of shady players.
🎀- Also, he will be eyeing you, and taking in every little interaction you have with others, and making sure you don’t get too close with anybody untrustworthy.
🎀- Would make you figure out his plans rather than flat out saying it. Although if he needed you to assist, he wouldn’t be against laying out the idea.
🎀- Lots of teasing and testing your abilities.
🎀- Would fall for your brain before you yourself. He’s practical. If he sees a thought process that can benefit him, he will take it without hesitation.
🎀- Definitely shares his medical knowledge with you, and might bandage you up or something if he sees you hurt.
🎀- In addition, would say it’s just to execute the play better, not because he cared or anything. (Totally)
🎀- Although he would never admit it, he would protect you if the time came. Like he did with Usagi.
🎀- If you are good with socializing and dictating social settings, he would definitely use that to his favor.
🎀- NEVER coddles.
🎀- He would enjoy someone around who can understand and talk to Kuina about stuff, because he wouldn’t understand half of her rants.
🎀- Tbh he would use you at first 😭 but he would genuinely start to care later on.
🎀- Isn’t HUGE on physical affection or touch, but wouldn’t mind it if it’s from you.