Anonymous

Day 2

Our schedule last Friday is synchronous so we ended up self study, but there's some exemption, instead of self study we do it in Group Study, lead by john lou Caray. The topic is “BUILDING AND ESTABLISHING HARMONIZED RELATIONSHIP WITH THE     SOCIETY/ COMMUNITY” so it's all about Society or Community, some of the example is leadership, well in my case I'm not good at leadership so I decline being a leader, and I always depends on the leader when we have an activity, like for example in our Research or in our Investigatory Project, our topic is about Reinforced Concrete with Banana tree fiber and Pineapple leaves fiber. In our study I always wait for our leader to assign me to any part of the study. In my opinion our leader is dependable, well of course sometimes she ask us for some help.

In my understanding in the topic of Building and Establishing Harmonize Relationship wit the society or in the community, that topic is to long or is to vast to explain so I only share the topic I really understood in the topic, so about leadership, Leadership can be defined as the guidance of other people in their pursuits which is often done by organizing, coordinating, directing, supporting, and motivating the others. It is one’s ability to lead other people. The best key for Leadership is Communication without communication maybe our society now is kind of mess, without communication we couldn't easily interact with others and can cause fight. So in short The topic that I share in you focus on Communication.

Day 1

March 11 2021

Day 6

January 25, 2021

Good evening, earlier in the morning I was chopping a plank of wood, it's good to exercise your body to keep your physical health healthy, a healthy body is a way to keep a healthy mind, and I went also to our mountain, I visit there sometimes, it's not that far away, I can just walk to go there. last time our topic is about stress but today, the lesson was all about "Mental Health and Pschological Well-being", and I enjoy reading the chat box in class also in the discussion of course, in class the teacher discuss about the types of bully in relation of the topic it indeed in sharing session we share about our experience on bully, well in my life I was also bullied by my classmates, they said that I was a gay well that word didn't bother at all it's because I know to myself that it doesn't true at all, there's no one in these world that know better than my self that I'm not a gay and also one of the reason that word didn't bother me because I'm always hearing that word since elementary, when the time that my classmates see each opportunity they calling me a gay, well sometimes i don't pay attention to them and in highschool some of my classmates in elementary are my classmates in first year highschool and their is a time that i almost punch them because they always bullying me, hmmm, ahh no I punch them 3-5 times because they're pissed/pissing me off and yes it indeed up fighting each other, of course i win because I'm taller than him and I also have strength to fight and I talk to them that we should never say any word to the teacher on what happen those day off course I Threatened, ( hahaaha) it looks like I'm the bully. Hmmm, I only do those things because they're always blocking the way for my growth and those words can give you trauma, I only did what I need to do to shut them up. ( I feel like I'm the bully hahaha, hayst).

I've also learned the Pschological functions such as self-acceptance, sense of personal growth, purpose in life, environmental mastery, autonomy and positive relations with others. We always topic about the relationship to others, in other words friends sooner of us can share our bitter experience to our friends to help our friends or to express our feeling, our friends are one of the way to keep our Mental Health healthy and they're the one to consult us when we have experience bitterness, well for my case I can't bring my self to share my experience, I'm afraid hope to react to them or how to approach to them well some of my experience are vanishing or it's removing the bitterness experience, it become an habit of mine.

Day 5

January 22, 2021

STRESS

Hmmmm STRESS, encountering challenges can cause stress, pressure, yes i also experienced stress, all of the people experience stress, and those people who didn't experience stress they're animal (hahahha)

When I start attending an highschool, and it was my first time studying in private school if course i was an scholarship student by the government, and every day we always do have an activity everyday and we have 13 subject so submitting activities is tiring and those time I always stay and the library and they librarian also notice me there everyday, and she offer me to become her student assistant of course becoming her student assistant pays me money or the books are free (yes we're paying our books), of course I can't declined her offer, since then my life of full of stress, because I need to multi tasking, my assignment, activities, project and my job, clean the library, arrange the books, discipline the student, and I also an encoder for the guidance, I also have an seminar every Saturday, and my free time/day are only 1 day, well I'm doing those job is for my parents because I don't want them to pay my bills, It's not that my parents can't pay my bills, it's just that, I'm the one who wants to go those schools and I don't want them to stress them selves to pay my bills, well it's for my own future as well, those experience i, those are my challenges and cause some stress and pressure and I always pay attention to my health to keep my work done.

So we should not stress our selves and relax sometime, there's a challenge that we shouldn't always face, we should know how/when the time we can rest cause it can cause stress in your body and mind, of course asking your friend if you have an problem can help you, and Here are the Tips

(TIPS ON COPING WITH STRESS)

1. Engage in physical a activities

2. Doing activities that are relaxing

3. Airing social support

4. Getting ample rest and sleep

5. Basic realistic

6. Thinking positively

Day 4

January 21, 2021

Good evening, today's sure is hot or I'm just hot, to begin with. (Hahaha) Well earlier all I did was doing chores it's kinda boring, well don't chores it's consider a challenge but what i want is to sleep all day. Well speaking of challenge, every day is full of challenge. By older and older every challenges are become more hard.

I also experienced an hard challenge but mostly all the Challenge i face was all about school and financially. One of the Challenge that i consider a hard challenge is getting an higher grade in school, you know I'm know particularly a genius our smart kid, I envy those people who have been inspired to study, in my case, i can study and sometimes I'm unable to comprehend the informations I've heard from the discussion and sometimes all the information that i earn from doing self study has been forgotten in the next day or maybe I'm just not inspired to study, or my body and brain can't keep up the discussion and when doing some activity, I can't prioritize my activities to study because my mind and body are always in good terms when it comes to slacking, well I'm not proud of it but can't be help it become my habit, right now I'm working with that habit of mine, well today I'm working my activities so far I'm praying my activities on time but there problem is, if my answers are correct. (hehehe)

That is the one of my challenges right now and hoping next time i can get an higher grade and can study without slacking or without those habit of mine.

Day 3

January 20, 2021

Today was just another good day, it's just that my whinge day was running by my phone, and I also downloaded an app it's a planner and diary I decided to make a plan to manage my time and to limit those unnecessary thing that i already doing everyday of course those thing is a secret and for the diary, I decided to make my diary because, of course there's some things that i can't expose on social media well you know social media is an pubic news.

Earlier our teacher discusses adolescents and I notice that I'm already a late adolescent, heh it took me too long to notice if the teacher didn't discuss this topic I will not notice. Time sure run fast, agghhhh I miss my time back when i was a child, playing in field that full of great, flying a kite, playing "Tsinilas lata" and Basketball, (notice: I'm not athletic) and many more. Remembering those memory sure brings happiness, sadness and amaze.

Being late adolescent sure is amazing its expand my understanding, being mature, and sometimes I become greedy and demanding. But what i realize is bring mature really hard many emotions and feelings that i bed to handle, and learn how to commute and i need to study for my future week you see um not a genius but I'm doing my best but sometime I'm slacking and theirs some activities are late but not hits year i made a promise that always pass on time, not just pass n time but i gave it all my own, heh I'm sure talk a lot. Theirs some question that I can't fully understand, what/how is the feeling of dabbling inode with someone, and first i don't have a crush but my classmate always tease me that i have a crush on our classmate, but I'm just amaze of her because she's hard-working and beautiful that's all, I'm not stung her as an lover. ( hahaha)

Those are my feeling but, also I have friends so right now I don't need a lover and it's not also requirements to become an adult and theirs so many girls in the world that i haven't meet yet, we don't know maybe next time i can meet that i can tell that my lover, so right now what i need is to study and ran money to enjoy my life, the obstacle are waiting in front of me to pass them.

Day 2

January 19, 2021

Good evening it's day 2, well in class we're not doing some activities and the teacher aren't also discussing, we're just introducing our self, well yeah ways to GETTING TO KNOW OTHERS, and this is an activity given before this week, activity #1, activity 1 "ME MYSELF AND I, and we're going to make/create an collage or drawing of our unique traits, habits and experience, and HERE IS MY COLLAGE:

As you can see this collage looks so simple, it's because in this way simple collage's made to easier to explain, and this smurf name clumsy some of my friends know that I'm clumsy, being clumsy is hard to handle you feel like you are inferior to others because you're bad at handling things and awkward movement.

I like eating foods and I also like dog especially when the dog is hairy, for me playing game and watching anime, reading manga and novels are just excuse, they're the for me to fully satisfied my loneliness, yes your right I'm bored, since the pandemic started I always feeling bored. I miss the time that my friends and I are hanging out dancing in the on the LIMKETKAI, even in school playing Mobile legend in our free time I missed those feelings and when you look at the collage you can see an picture of my friend and I that's our recent picture, even though we're not all present I treasure those pictures that contains my feelings.

January 18, 2021

Ahemmmm. First, I was confused when one of my classmates talk about making a journal, of course, I was shocked because I failed to join the class because of a technical problem or maybe because of the internet connection. Well will just leave like that, so we go back to the journal, I'm not sure but maybe this is the first journal I'll make this semester, of course, I was afraid, because, I don't know how to approach our teacher because of all of the STEM students, etc., were moved to the main campus, well YESSS, new environment, new teachers, new teaching method and new subject. Some of the subjects seem familiar to me, but this journal is about the topic that discusses in our Personal Development (PD). The topic is Getting to know one's self but to tell you the truth I feel like this topic or subject we're connected to Oral communication and Philosophy. (Hahahhaha daghan kaayo kog char charan)Well, I didn't understand the discussion because I failed to join, I will only tell you what I understand,

Well when I read the ppt., there's some part that I'm kinda related to,

"Factors that influence that self-concept and self-esteem

•the others react to an individual

•the individual compares himself to others

•the extent to which an individual identifies with theses other people"

To some extent, I kinda found that It's hard for me to interact with others and Sometimes I'm thinking that I'm living in the people that always compare me to others, and of course, it's kinda frustrating that they compare me to others, even though we're different to others, and to some extent, I sometimes compare me to others, and trying to act like him (well sometimes I do this trying to act and trying to compare my self to an anime character, hahahahah).

Of course, I also have this awareness that comparing yourself to others will give you a problem. Believe me or not, comparing yourself to others will give you a wave of anger and jealousy on why he is so perfect, handsome and, etc., though will only give you action that pushes your limit to become like him and cause your health and mind in danger. And this is called self-awareness.

The ability to know yourself extensively, not just regarding traits and characteristics, but also knowing your inner state and how you think. It is a deeper understanding of your emotions, belief systems, and patterns in behavior and thought that should allow us to effectively redirect negative traits into positive ones if needed.

Piece of advice, you can't live your life when you always comparing yourself to others, you just need to act yourself, just be yourself, and maybe you can find what you are worthy of, don't live your life on others perception/bad opinion, just evaluate yourself.

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