neiling

ABOUT NEIL + If you have questions, ask!

-I am often told I am very sweet and kind (i cant explain too much about my personality, cause i dont know who i am even if it seems i do)

-I recognize in myself I tend to talk a lot, I send paragraphs to people often. I don't like to type in simple short sentences. Its not me being annoying its more so a reaction to feeling safe but also I have this uncontrollable urge to share things even if they r mundane or don't matter.

-i love death note!!!

-i love twd(the walking dead) and twdg's (the walking dead games), I like last of us 2 and life is strange 2

-I really love learning and discovering new analog horror or arg's, I love analysis of media like video games too, i like dark media regarding analog horror because a lot of themes ive seen are based on trauma and i find that interesting.

-I love love love fight club. I have read the book and watched the movie! I also have 3 favorite movies: Archies Final Project, Manic, Mysterious Skin.

-I really love tomadachi life and the sims, i dont play sims as much anymore.

-I plan to become a nuerosurgeon!!!

-I have bpd, asd, and mdd (i mention these cause they all play a major role in who I am). i also have memory problems, i am not trying to forget things on purpose. i cannot control that. Furthermore, I saw someone add in their intro they don't want to get better. I sort of identify with that.

-favorite bands are Why Don't We, Pearl Jam, Slowdive, The Blood Brothers, Death in June, Carnifex, Taking Back Sunday, Orgy, Bleech 9:3, Kitty Craft, Meg & Dia, Underoath, Butthole Surfers, Acumen Nation, Chemlab

-For artists i rlly rlly like ethel cain and jefferson buckles (jeff buckley)

-Im online a lot of the time even if im not posting.

-fav prps: pekka, academy maniacs, and eric and dylan. I also do like Dahmer and ed gein

WHAT I'LL POST

-I will post my thoughts throughout the day and use tumblr as an emotional log

- 9 times out of 10 i will reblog 🍵🌊🌊 stuff

-🍵🌊🌊 art not often anymore

-I will post deep thoughts especially regarding my special interests.

-I often will post lovey dovey posts for aiden because i love him very much

-I will post music

Holy moly i did it , furthermore im actually curious if i will lose weight so im just playing around with this.